"Do you still love him? Do you have feelings for him?"I looked at Ann's face sadly. I still holds some papers regards the company.If she asks me if I still love him until now? If I still have feelings for him?In short yes. Till this present I still love him. He is the man who always caught my heart forever. He's my first loved eversince.Until now, my heart clearly loves you Lucas. For the man I love, all the memories still holds my heart. It's hard to let go away.Yes it hurts! I'm hurting until now because you loves someone else. Your heart is already beating for another woman. A woman like Clara owns your heart.Now, we are not even dedicated to each other. At least I truly loved you Lucas. I loved you with all myself. I don't regret that you became a part of my past.Fate is just really playful in our paths. We both loved and got hurt. We were happy for a short moment.I thought there was no end to everything. I thought we were be together. I thought it was not the end. But it'
"Mommy I want to play with them. It's nice there, mommy. There are many children playing out there." I can see the joy in Andrie's eyes as he smiles at me. He watched the children playing on the playground over us.I accompanied him to the playground to play. For somehow the sadness in his heart will fade away.Seeing Andrie happy makes me happy too as a his mom. The sadness in my heart disappears when I'm with him. I have to show to Andrie how beautiful the world is. Because Andrie wants us to go out together. I let him go because I know he only gets to be a kid once. Being a kid is once in a lifetime and never happens again.I know his heart is very cheerful because there are many children here on the playground. Andrie needs to explore it as a child. I'm love to see my son happy. Laughing like there's no problem. I'm happy for him."You can play with them son. But don't go too far."I pinched his soft cheek. I messed up his hair too on his forehead. He just smiled at me. Andrie
My knees were shaking where I stood up. I was froze at all of the sudden. I remained standing in front of the kidnappers. Myself trembled down and fear ran up to my neck.Some of my tears falls down from my eyes. It suffocate me to see my son in arms of the kidnappers. I never dreamed of seeing Andrie on this situation.No! I feel my tears fall down again. I'm so scared. I'm hurting and suffering. I feel so weak when I saw them kidnapping my son."Mommy!" Andrie shouts on air.Andrie cried as he calling my name. A kidnapper is holding him. Kidnappers didn't want to let my son go.Andrie holds the kidnapper's arm tightly. He's trying to escape but he couldn't. He's trying to do his best."Son Andrie! Let him go, please! Have mercy on my son!" My tears dreadfully falls again from my eyes. I shook my head. I can't bear to see my son suffering. I'm screaming at this moment. I can't stop my tears from falling.They hurts my son. Andrie can't escape from them. Andrie keeps crying. I feel
"What happened? Why was Andrie kidnapped?" I couldn't speak anymore so I just scream into tears. I gently wipes my tears. My tears just falling more.I had met Ann earlier. She was very worried regards of Andrie's loss. She was restless earlier.I know she was very confused when I told her that Andrie was kidnapped. So she quickly came to help me. Luckily she answered my last call earlier. Ann is really reliable as a friend. She is an angel in my prayers.I just bowed down my head while crying. I'm very worried with Andrie. I love my son very much. I never dreamed that Andrie would be taken away from me even for a moment. It's like my heart is being stabbed by pain. I'm very concerned about my son's safety! Maybe Andrie will be killed! I can't bear to lose him in my life. That would kill me! Fate is very unfair to me and my son. We just having fun sometimes. But why is it always like this? Why are we always hurt? Fate always tortures us! The pain keeps breaking my heart! It's deb
"Iris! My daughter." Mom hugged me at once with love. I feel her concern for my son, Andrie her grandson.My tears don't stop from falling. I've been crying for a while now. I'm deeply hurt by the loss of Andrie by my side.We don't know where the kidnappers took him? I worry too much regards with my son. I'm not used to him being away from me for a while. It hurts so much to lose him. I never dreamed of that. Losing Andrie from me is like killing me with sadness. I love him very much. I felt mom caressing my back. I know she loves Andrie very much as a grandson. And I know mom is hurting right now too. I know she's worried too!I sobbed loudly on mom's shoulder. I feel my tears fall. Chest pain. My feeling is so heavy. I felt like my heart was stabbed because of the pain! I can't accept it with myself! I'm scared! My knees were shaking with fear. "Mom! They took Andrie from me! I don't know where they're going to take Andrie! My son's life is in danger!"Tears keep falling as ra
"You are Andrie's mom? We need 100 million in exchange for your son! Don't be reported to the policemen if you still want to see your son! Is that clear?"I felt like I was froze because of what I heard. My eyes widened in fear! My knees are weaken.My eyes turned to Ann. I want to tell the truth but I'm scared! I'm afraid. I don't know what to do in these seconds! I'm so confused!My son! Andrie! They are held Andrie now. But I don't know is who this man am I talking to? My hands were shaking as I held my phone. I'm scared!"Don't ever report to the police! Because you did it! We will kill your son and you never see him." I swallowed hard. I glanced in Ann's direction. She was looking at me. I can see the worry in her eyes!I'm afraid because of the kidnapper's threat. I can not talk. I have to save my son! I need to see Andrie. He must not perish!I had to follow what this kidnapper ordered. Andrie will be harmed if I ask the policemen or anyone for help."Alright! I'll call you la
I stopped from walking when two men appeared in front of me. They both have guns.Their faces were serious. They are scary to look at. My heart beat faster. I felt very afraid of them.Yes I'm alone! I have no one. They can kill me if they can. Yes, definitely I have nothing against them to defend myself."Good because you kept your word! Where is the 100 million? We need to see." I just stood in front of them. My knees were shaking with fear. I know they planned it all. They are smart. "Where is my son? Where is Andrie?" I had the courage to shout at them. I was scared but I took courage.I have to fight for Andrie. If I get discouraged? How can I save my son?"Money first before your son. We need to see the money before we let the son out." shouted a man.I swallowed hard while holding the money. My heart was beating fast. I'm so afraid for.I threw the money in front of them with all my might. I want everything to be over. I want to see Andrie. I know they are hiding Andrie from
"No!" I almost whispers. My knees trembled down with deadly fear. My tears streaming down into my poor face."Have mercy on him! Let my son go! I'm begging you! If you need money? I've given it to you!"My tears terribly falls. I'm restless. I'm very confused. I don't know what to do! They couldn't take away my son by my side. "Let go of me! Mommy!" Andrie shouts while crying, he's trying to escape from them.Andrie was about to run to get closer to me but the man pointed a gun at his head. He cried down, cried foolishly.I know he was hurting. But I have not to do as his mom. I feel sorry for him."Don't! Don't hurt my son, please! Don't hurt him, have mercy on him." I scream from crying. My chest throbs painfully. I shook my head. I can't bear to see Andrie was hurting and crying for me.Andrie is too young to experience like this situations. He is innocent of what is happening.I stood up to approach him. My legs are shaking desperately. My tears fell down at the same time. I cri