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Chapter 39

Author: Bon_Racel
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"If Lucas truly loves you. He won't hurt you. He will not make you cry. He won't do things he knows will hurt you."

My tears kept falling. I'm feeling unwell and hurt. I can't accept that the man I love left me alone.

I only love you Lucas. My heart beats only for you! My world revolves only around you. You never fades away from my heart.

"It hurts to love someone who doesn't loves you. You will only be hurt because he has nothing to do with you."

I artfully washed my face. My eyes just watered with tears. I kept sobs into scream.

Ann's words hurt to hear. I know she said that to make me realize the truth. That Lucas doesn't love me anymore. That the man I love the most is just hurting me.

"But Ann. I love... I love him! We have a child. Until now he is still in my heart. I can't let him go."

Even if I tried to push him away, I couldn't. I feel no anger towards him. I can't hate him instead.

"You and Lucas do have a child but he doesn't care about you. You will only get hurt if you
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