Chapter 37

It was the whole universe crashed at me when I watched Lucas and Clara's wedding. I was stunned as my tears fell down at the same time.

It felt like my nerves were cut and my knees went froze. What I saw was painful. I feel like I'm being betrayed! My knees was weak!

Not realizing my tears starts to fall again. I felt stabbing my chest. I can't accept it with myself.

The man I love the most is now married. Tears kept falling down my face as I watched the video.

It hurts! It really hurts! I feel I can't breathe. It was like stabbing my heart all of the sudden. My breathing is tighten.

I love you Lucas! But why did you do this to me? Why were you able to fall in love with another woman? Why not just me? Why Lucas?

It hurts! It felt like I was shot in my chest. It was like the cold ice was poured on my feet where I was standing. I can't move away.

I shook my head terribly. My tears kept falling. I never thought all of this would happen.

Lucas! My husband! You know my feelings for you h