Chapter 31

My tears are blurring my vision. Pain stabs my heart deepen.

My knees shakes. My hands were trembling from wailing. Every question runs through my mind.

Why was Lucas able to let me go? Am I really worthless to him? Does he really not love me anymore?

Why does it seem so easy for him to throw everything away? Why did he have to hurt me like this?

I endured everything Lucas! I made myself fool! I fully accept you! I never got tired of loving you!

Because I always thought you would change! So even though I was suffering from what you made? I can't run away from you!

It's really hard on myself that I'm always the one who chasing after you Lucas! I keep making myself foolish. I feel sorry for myself!

But I didn't drives you away! Because you are the only man I always dreaming! You're the only one who drives me fool.

I can't escape from the memories we've made. Your sweet promises, your hugs. Your touches. Your kisses are too soft to feel.

I scream into tears and gently rubbed my eyes. M