Chapter 32

It's really sad to imagine that Lucas can only let me go away from his side. That he just lets me get hurt. But I can't lose him.

I feel so empty with my situation but Lucas can't even come after me. He didn't even find a way to fix us up!

Why is it easy for him to forget me? Why did he just let me get hurt even more?

My tears just kept falling. I kept crying for you Lucas all the time. I keep fooling myself to you!

Even though I'm tired I never give up! I can't forget you Lucas from my heart! I loved you so much!

Every moment you gave I can't let it go! How is it amusing? What are you doing right now? Maybe you're sad? Maybe you're very hurt because of me?

Not knowing that I'm the reason for everything. I know I'm the reason why you changed Lucas! It's all my fault.

I'm the one who can blame for where you are now. I know you're suffering right now because of me. I know your world is very messed up.

But Lucas! Don't think that my heart has let you go! Because I can never do that to