All Chapters of Expectation Of Love : Chapter 81 - Chapter 90
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Chapter Eighty-One
Raj"...she lost the baby. She had a miscarriage." The doctor announced. She had a miscarriage. She had a miscarriage. She had a miscarriage. The words just kept repeating themselves in my head like a mantra. Our baby was gone. I didn't get the chance to show him how much I loved him. I didn't get the chance to hold him in my arms, feed him, buy things for him or even feel his movement."What!" "What are you saying?" "My poor baby!""This can't be!""Roshni is going to be devastated." My parents, Roshni's parents and her friends kept on talking but I couldn't comprehend what they said next because my mind was clouded and thoughts, blocked."Unfortunately, she already miscarried the baby before she got here. We focused on saving her life because she almost lost it due to the severe bleeding. The child couldn't be saved, I'm sorry," the doctor said."Thanks doc," dad shook hands with him."Can... Can I see my daughter?" My mother in law asked in tears."Yes in few minutes. She st
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Chapter Eighty-Two
Raj Immediately I said that, a huge smile crept its way on her face before she drifted off to sleep with tearstained cheeks. "Why did you have to lie to her?" Mom asked, angrily as we all stepped out of the room to allow Roshni have some rest. "I didn't have a choice mom. Didn't you see how hopeful she was while begging me to tell her it was a lie? I know it was very wrong of me, but I just couldn't bring myself to break her heart. She would be devastated," I spoke. "I know, but that isn't an excuse," Dad said, sternly. Roshni's parents just stood listening to our conversation without uttering a word. They must have understood why I did you that unlike my parents. "She will have to know the truth and accept it soon," mom said. "You're saying all these as if it's that easy," Roshni's mom attacked. "It's not, I know, but what can we do about the inevitable?" "Nothing, but that-" "I will definitely tell her the truth as soon as I get the chance," I promised, interrupting what
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Chapter Eighty-Three
Raj's POV The doctor came in and injected a sleeping drug into her system to calm her and allow her get some rest. "Why is she still like this doc?" Raj inquired, his voice dripping with concern. "Come to my office and I will explain everything to you briefly," he replied and left the room. I followed behind. He opened the door to his office and for in. I got in as well and took a sit opposite him. "Your wife suffered a miscarriage as you already know and was in denial of what happened unfortunately. Deep down, she knows the truth about the loss of her baby, but she's finding it hard to believe it actually happened. She doesn't want to accept the fact in spite of knowing and that was why she went into denial. It commonly happens after a woman miscarried her baby, then anger. She has somewhat accepted the fact the baby is gone and is looking for someone, anyone to blame for the loss, so she's putting the blame on herself. She's going through anger right now," the doctor explained.
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Chapter Eighty-Four
Third person"...I don't want you to go," Samar repeates, making Sam stop in her tracks. She turned back and spoke, "This isn't about what you want, it's about what is right. I'm leaving and please don't ask me where I'm headed again because I also don't have the answer.""I can't allow you leave like this!" Samar spoke again. He couldn't lay a finger on what he was feeling, but one thing he was sure of was that; he didn't want Sam away from him. He had grown fond of her being around even if it was just for a few days. Sam narrowed her eyes at him. "What do you mean by that? I get you are concerned for me out of humanity, but that doesn't give you the right to think you have a say in what happens in my life." "You're right, Sam, I do care about you, but not only from humanity. I feel as if I have known you for a long time..." He trailed off, not knowing what else to say. He suddenly fell speechless. There was so many things he wanted to tell her but he just couldn't voice it out. H
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Chapter Eighty-Five
RajOn getting back home after Roshni's discharge from the hospital, I went straight to the nursery I prepared for our baby and started putting everything away, including the cradle. I felt myself becoming emotional again. Why did this have to happen? We arranged everything already, name, clothes, toys... Everything. I made sure to clear every single thing that would remind Roshni of the baby out in a box. It would be terrible if she happened to walk into the room one day and gets reminded of what happened. I went back into our room and met Roshni in bed. Immediately she saw me, she walked towards me and wrapped her arms around me. "I want to get pregnant again," she whispered into my ears. I stiffed for a moment. She was just making a rash decision and it wasn't wise at all. "What do you mean, sunshine?" I asked, calmly. "You know exactly what I mean Raj!" She narrowed her eyes which were filled with unshed tears at me. "S-" before I could finish what I had to say, Roshni met h
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Chapter Eighty-Six
RajFew days passed and Roshni kept on insisting to get pregnant again. She so badly wanted to conceive again and forget all about the loss of our baby. I understood her, but she was only making a rash decision. A decision out of grieve and sadness. She needed to understand why we'd have to take things slow for the time being. I walked into our room and met Roshni in deep thoughts as usual, staring into space. My entrance was unknown to her. I walked towards her quietly and wrapped my arms around her in a back hug. Her intoxicating scent filling my nostrils and her soft, flawless skin caressing mine. She remained still. I adjusted my arms around her and kissed her temple. I really missed my old Roshni... My old sunshine. I wanted her back to normal. I needed her to forget all about the tragedy that befell us. "What's wrong, sunshine?" I asked, softly kissing the blade of her shoulder. "I killed my baby!" Was the curt reply she gave. I knew she was feeling guilty about what happened
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Chapter Eighty-Seven
Raj"Have you heard any news about Sam yet?" Mom asked me just as I was about to leave for work. "No, I still haven't heard anything," I replied. "Where could that girl be?" Mom asked. By the tone of her voice, I knew she was worried, but as usual, she was trying so hard to hide it - like she always did. "I don't know mom, but I won't stop looking around for her until I find her. I accused her of having a hand in Roshni's kidnap and she ended up being the same person who helped us in finding Roshni. I need to find and apologize to her," I said, remorsefully. My kid sister! Whenever I thought of her and how our relationship had turned sour, I always feel a pang in the chest. I never imagined a day would come when I would raise a hand on her, but it came to pass. My voice dripped with regret as I spoke, I accused her wrongly. I had to admit, I missed having her around even though she could be a bother sometimes. I missed Sam. "I just wonder where she is and in what condition," mom s
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Chapter Eighty-Eight
Third personSamar managed to convince Sam to pass the night at his place. It was a tough task accomplishing. "I'm leaving first thing tomorrow," Sam said, seriously. "Alright," Samar said, knowing there was nothing he could do to make her change her mind. She was a type of person who always sticks to her words. "- but where will you go? I will be worried about you.""Don't worry about me.""You know that's impossible."Sam scoffed. "I was serious about my confession Sam. I love you.""Woah! You've gotten over the death of the wife you claimed to love so much. The woman who sacrifice her family for you! Great... Just wonderful." Samar listened to her words and the memories of his late wife came flooding into his mind. He knew it was unfair to her - he felt as if he was cheating on her, but there was nothing he could do to control his heart. The heart wants what it wants. Maybe, just maybe they were not meant to be and Sam was the one destined for him, but one thing he was certain
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Chapter Eighty-Nine
RajRoshni was busy staring into space by the window as usual when I got back from work and walked into our room. She didn't notice my entrance so I took advantage of that and strolled towards her, but not before dropping my briefcase on the bed. I back hugged her and inhaled her intoxicating scent. The same scent I was mesmerized with. I swept her hair to the side of her neck and met my lips with the smooth flawless skin of her neck. "Sunshine." I called. "Welcome back home," she turned around from her sitting position and smiled at me. It was unbelievable Roshni was finally going back to her old self and I couldn't be happier. "Thank you... What's on your mind apart from me?" I asked, teasingly. "Nothing... Really." She added as she noticed I wasn't buying her lie. I decided to let it go to avoid reminder... "Let's go on a date tonight," I proposed. I thought it'd be a good way to clear our mind of things happening completely. I believed it would make Roshni carefree even for th
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Chapter Ninety
Raj"I see but-" Roshni began but cut herself off all of a sudden. "-Sam?" Sam? I instantly averted my gaze to where Roshni's was and my eyes grew wide in surprise. I was elated to see my baby sister after so many days. She was talking to a random guy when I made to approach her. I let go of Roshni's hand and hurried towards Sam. She didn't notice me. "Sam..." I trailed off calling her name. Her gaze darted to me then she began to walk away in a hurry. "Sam!" I called again and hurried after her and grabbed her arm. She turned around in fury."What? What do you want from me? Let me go!" She yelled. Instead of doing as she wanted because I was really to be blamed for her leaving the house, I drew her into my embrace. I missed her immensely. My only sister. "Let me go Raj... Please let me go," she cried and tried to push me away but my grip around her only got tighter. I ignored her request. "I am sorry... I'm very sorry," I apologized from the bottom of my heart. I just hoped s
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