RajOn getting back home after Roshni's discharge from the hospital, I went straight to the nursery I prepared for our baby and started putting everything away, including the cradle. I felt myself becoming emotional again. Why did this have to happen? We arranged everything already, name, clothes, toys... Everything. I made sure to clear every single thing that would remind Roshni of the baby out in a box. It would be terrible if she happened to walk into the room one day and gets reminded of what happened. I went back into our room and met Roshni in bed. Immediately she saw me, she walked towards me and wrapped her arms around me. "I want to get pregnant again," she whispered into my ears. I stiffed for a moment. She was just making a rash decision and it wasn't wise at all. "What do you mean, sunshine?" I asked, calmly. "You know exactly what I mean Raj!" She narrowed her eyes which were filled with unshed tears at me. "S-" before I could finish what I had to say, Roshni met h
RajFew days passed and Roshni kept on insisting to get pregnant again. She so badly wanted to conceive again and forget all about the loss of our baby. I understood her, but she was only making a rash decision. A decision out of grieve and sadness. She needed to understand why we'd have to take things slow for the time being. I walked into our room and met Roshni in deep thoughts as usual, staring into space. My entrance was unknown to her. I walked towards her quietly and wrapped my arms around her in a back hug. Her intoxicating scent filling my nostrils and her soft, flawless skin caressing mine. She remained still. I adjusted my arms around her and kissed her temple. I really missed my old Roshni... My old sunshine. I wanted her back to normal. I needed her to forget all about the tragedy that befell us. "What's wrong, sunshine?" I asked, softly kissing the blade of her shoulder. "I killed my baby!" Was the curt reply she gave. I knew she was feeling guilty about what happened
Raj"Have you heard any news about Sam yet?" Mom asked me just as I was about to leave for work. "No, I still haven't heard anything," I replied. "Where could that girl be?" Mom asked. By the tone of her voice, I knew she was worried, but as usual, she was trying so hard to hide it - like she always did. "I don't know mom, but I won't stop looking around for her until I find her. I accused her of having a hand in Roshni's kidnap and she ended up being the same person who helped us in finding Roshni. I need to find and apologize to her," I said, remorsefully. My kid sister! Whenever I thought of her and how our relationship had turned sour, I always feel a pang in the chest. I never imagined a day would come when I would raise a hand on her, but it came to pass. My voice dripped with regret as I spoke, I accused her wrongly. I had to admit, I missed having her around even though she could be a bother sometimes. I missed Sam. "I just wonder where she is and in what condition," mom s
Third personSamar managed to convince Sam to pass the night at his place. It was a tough task accomplishing. "I'm leaving first thing tomorrow," Sam said, seriously. "Alright," Samar said, knowing there was nothing he could do to make her change her mind. She was a type of person who always sticks to her words. "- but where will you go? I will be worried about you.""Don't worry about me.""You know that's impossible."Sam scoffed. "I was serious about my confession Sam. I love you.""Woah! You've gotten over the death of the wife you claimed to love so much. The woman who sacrifice her family for you! Great... Just wonderful." Samar listened to her words and the memories of his late wife came flooding into his mind. He knew it was unfair to her - he felt as if he was cheating on her, but there was nothing he could do to control his heart. The heart wants what it wants. Maybe, just maybe they were not meant to be and Sam was the one destined for him, but one thing he was certain
RajRoshni was busy staring into space by the window as usual when I got back from work and walked into our room. She didn't notice my entrance so I took advantage of that and strolled towards her, but not before dropping my briefcase on the bed. I back hugged her and inhaled her intoxicating scent. The same scent I was mesmerized with. I swept her hair to the side of her neck and met my lips with the smooth flawless skin of her neck. "Sunshine." I called. "Welcome back home," she turned around from her sitting position and smiled at me. It was unbelievable Roshni was finally going back to her old self and I couldn't be happier. "Thank you... What's on your mind apart from me?" I asked, teasingly. "Nothing... Really." She added as she noticed I wasn't buying her lie. I decided to let it go to avoid reminder... "Let's go on a date tonight," I proposed. I thought it'd be a good way to clear our mind of things happening completely. I believed it would make Roshni carefree even for th
Raj"I see but-" Roshni began but cut herself off all of a sudden. "-Sam?" Sam? I instantly averted my gaze to where Roshni's was and my eyes grew wide in surprise. I was elated to see my baby sister after so many days. She was talking to a random guy when I made to approach her. I let go of Roshni's hand and hurried towards Sam. She didn't notice me. "Sam..." I trailed off calling her name. Her gaze darted to me then she began to walk away in a hurry. "Sam!" I called again and hurried after her and grabbed her arm. She turned around in fury."What? What do you want from me? Let me go!" She yelled. Instead of doing as she wanted because I was really to be blamed for her leaving the house, I drew her into my embrace. I missed her immensely. My only sister. "Let me go Raj... Please let me go," she cried and tried to push me away but my grip around her only got tighter. I ignored her request. "I am sorry... I'm very sorry," I apologized from the bottom of my heart. I just hoped s
RajWe walked into the house and met mom and dad in the living room watching a movie together. They were very surprised, but happy to see Sam again. Dad walked over to her and engulfed her in his embrace. "We're so sorry, baby," dad pulled back and kissed her forehead. "No dad... I should be the one apologizing for all I did in the past," Sam answered. "Everything you did was in the past and we already forgave you, but accusing you of having a hand in Roshni's kidnap is outrageous. Uncalled for," dad spoke. "- we are so happy to have you back." "Thanks, dad," Sam replied. I smiled staring intently at the both of them reuniting. It was a sight to witness. My gaze darted to mom. She was just standing in her spot not looking remorseful for the false accusation on Sam. I went over to her and encouraged her to speak to Sam which she did. She went and stood in front of Sam."So you've decided to come home?" Mom asked. Oh! I expected her to be nice but mom, she's unpredictable at times
Third personSam knew she would sleep peacefully that night, knowing her family has forgiven her and everything was resolved amongst them, but one thing that saddened her was; Samar being behind bars. She wondered how he was coping there, how they were treating him, if they fed him and so many similar thoughts. She didn't want him to suffer for he regretted his action and even surrendered himself to the police willingly. With the thoughts still on her mind, she turned to her side and slept off, hugging her pillow to her chest.She awoke very early the next morning - even before the maids and went into the kitchen to prepare breakfast for everyone. She wanted them to be impressed by her and most importantly, make up for all the evil and awful deeds she had committed in the past against Roshni. Sam felt extremely bad Roshni had to defy the semester because she missed a lot of tests and even some examinations and it was all because of her. She missed a lot of her continuous assessments