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Chapter 81

We had our summer holidays right after the results. I topped Literature, Mathematics, and Business. Yeah I know weird combinations of subjects but who cared. I loved all the subjects and I topped.   I was so ready for my senior year or what you can call a second year of lower 6th. I couldn’t wait for high school to be over so I could enjoy the journey of university. The only thing that was making me sad and dreading the senior year was that Mateo had graduated from high school. He was going to university and we wouldn’t be able to see each other for days.   But I was happy for him as well because he finally had what he was waiting for. The freedom. He could love anyone he wanted and he didn’t have to answer his parents for that. He was getting a job in the summer holidays to save enough for the university even though he was on full sports scholarship. But he just wanted to save money in case his parents cut him off if they find out he’s homo
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Chapter 82

“You are special, Noah Carter.” With that he closed the distance between our lips that my lips were aching to remove for a while now. I hummed in satisfaction but it turned into a moan as he slid his tongue in my mouth, pulling me impossibly closer. His kisses were always so refreshing that they took me to another level of my existence. Always so otherworldly. Always had a passion, the love and the tenderness in them no matter how hungrily he was kissing me. “Your lips are so intoxicating. As cliché as it sounds, I’m addicted.” He mumbled before taking the top lip of mine between his before sucking on it. “You mesmerise me, Noah Carter. You take me to the ride of a new world that no one has discovered yet. Just you and me.” He whispered, pulling back and resting his forehead against mine, breathing heavily against my lips. And it was something about the way he called me by my full name during these moments that made me want to just cry because
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Chapter 83

First day of school after holidays and I was sweating my way to the dining table for breakfast. Two weeks had passed and today was the day she threatened to expose us. I was conflicted between wanting to tell Ryan and hiding the truth completely. “Noah, you alright, son?” I heard dad’s voice which made me snap my head at him. “Y-yeah… yeah, I am.” I absentmindedly nodded my head, stuttering because words were stuck in my throat. I felt a hand on my shoulder and then my mother’s soothing voice followed. “Cupcake, you don’t look like you’re fine. Is something bothering you?” I contemplated if I should tell her or not but then decided against it because even my mind was in a battle. One part was saying that she was bluffing and the other was saying… well it wasn’t saying anything at all. It was just screaming in panic. “No. Nothing’s bothering me.” I said before grabbing the glass of juice and gulping it down. I stood up, flung the bag ov
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Chapter 84

I reached home, discarded my bag on the living room couch and went straight for the kitchen. I was starving and I felt like if I didn't eat in the next few minutes, I would faint. All the tension in the school didn’t let me eat even during the lunch break but now the day was over and I was relieved of all the tension. The part of the brain that said she was bluffing was right. Mum had made lasagna for me and had stored it in the fridge. My mouth watered as I warmed it and then finally settled down to eat it but as I was gonna take my first bite, my phone buzzed as it was on vibration mode. I picked it up from the table, setting down the fork. I turned on the screen and there it was another text message from Ivy. I groaned. Not now! Still, I tapped it open and read what she had to say. ‘Today was your lucky day. But don’t worry, your doom is not far away’ I huffed and turned the phone off. I really had enough. Her threats weren’
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Chapter 85

The next morning I woke up, there was a weird calmness in the atmosphere. A silence and peace. I felt oddly very relaxed despite of me being drained out of every last drop of energy in me last night. There was this satisfaction inside me. It was very odd. I had never felt something like that. After sending a quick ‘good morning’ text to Ryan, I scurried off to bathroom to do my morning routine before getting ready for school. Jessica said she would pick me up today for school and after having breakfast, I waited for her to arrive. I was so happy that mum and I were on good terms because I missed her kisses and hugs and her genuine broad smile. It had been a long time, I had that. As I heard the horn of the car, I jumped up, kissed mom, hugged dad and sprinted out of the door. I approached her with a warm smile on my face. I didn’t know what was going on but everything seemed so peaceful to me. We stepped foot in the school building and got busy with c
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Chapter 86

“Call Mr Carter’s parents and tell them to come to school immediately.” Mr Dunkin ordered someone on the phone. I heard him dial another number as now my sobs were quietened. I was still looking at my shaking hands on my lap, sniffling. “Come to my office, Mr Brown.” My ears perked up and I finally looked up at Mr Dunkin who was putting down the receiver. He met my eyes but his eyes didn’t hold any kind of expression but then his eyes softened. “Noah, don’t worry. No harm will come your way. You just have to speak up for yourself. I assure you Ryan would not get out of this easily.” He said looking at me. I instantly broke the eye contact and turned my eyes back to my lap. I heard the door open behind me and I shifted in my position, knowing it was Ryan. “Come sit, Mr Brown.” Mr Dunkin said. I was waiting for Ryan to sit next to me but it didn’t happen. He sat on the couch at the corner of the room. “I didn’t expect this from a gentlem
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Chapter 87

We made our way back to the office. I didn’t want to agree with what Dad suggested but it was the only way that I could save Ryan by not making mother angry. That too if it worked. “Sit down, please.” Mr Dunkin said as we sat back to our previous positions. Ryan was still sitting on the couch on the far end, all alone. I wanted to go to him and hug him tightly and assure him that everything would be alright. That I’ll make it alright but I couldn’t. I knew he would be scared to death and he would be dreading going to jail and risking everything. His name, fame, money, business and respect. Today, the respect I had for him had increased. Today, I fell in love with him deeper than ever. He did all this, put everything in jeopardy just to save me. He stayed true to his promise. “Mr Dunkin, we appreciate you taking step for our son. We appreciate that you want to back him up and provide justice but Noah doesn’t want to deal with cops. He says he doesn’t w
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Chapter 88

As we made our way to the living room in our house, mum turned around to face me and she had furious expressions on her face. She took a deep breath and I knew she was preparing herself to yell at me. Before she could, I held up my hand. “Save it, mum. I know what you’re going to say and trust me that’s the last thing I need to hear right now.” I said, sighing. I threw my bag on the couch and plopped on it. “You have to hear it now. I told you not to get involve into something like this. I told you to get out of this situation before it becomes difficult but you never listen to me. Noah, I’m your mother I would never say anything that goes against you or your welfare. Look what have you gotten yourself into?” She sounded furious yet her voice was calm. Anger bubbled up in me and I stood up. “I get it, mum. Congratulation that you were right all along. Congratulations that what you predicted became true but guess what?! I for once tried to be optimist but it b
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Chapter 89

“Noah, this is insane!” Ryan freaked out, handing my phone back to me. Well, tell me something I don’t already know. I shook my head and focused on the situation. He looked pretty stressed out over the text messages. And why wouldn’t he be? After all, Ivy did what I thought she wouldn’t do. What the fuck was I thinking? “Why didn’t you tell me? We could’ve solved the situation in much better way. Now look what we’ve gotten ourselves into.” He stood up and started pacing around his living room. “I’m sorry.” That’s the only thing I could mumble because that’s the only thing left to say. There was no logical excuse behind why I did what I did except the fear of losing Ryan. “We have to find out a solution now. It’s not the end.” He groaned pulling his hair from the sides of his head. “Hey… calm down.” I stood up and pulled his hands out of his hair. “She won’t stop here, Noah. You don’t understand.” He sounded so terrifie
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Chapter 90

“Give me Ivy’s number.” He spoke, breaking the silence. It took me a second to understand what he asked for. “Uh… okay.” I grabbed my phone, turned it on, went to the contacts and showed him the number. “I’d called Lyla when I was in my bedroom. She said she’d grab some things and be here. I need to call Ivy so that this can be discussed and solved.” He said as he dialed Ivy's number on his phone. I just gave a nod of head. He called her and handed me back my phone. I just stared at his face as he was waiting for her to pick up the call. I could see he was nervous. I had no idea after how long he was talking to her but one thing that my heart kept asking me again and again was, “Are there any sparks left?” “Hello… It’s me. Ryan.” I heard his raspy voice speak which pulled me out of my thoughts. “You know exactly why I called you, Ivy. I need to resolve whatever the mess you’ve created.” He spoke and his voice was so stern that it washed away a
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