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You are the only one for me Chapter 1: night out
I stare down at the empty bottles in front of me. Geez what was I thinking to have- Nah. It doesn't matter I have the money. Ha!.... Well dad sends the money but does it matter? Of course not. Ugh it's twelve already I should be on my way home now or else mom is gonna rip my head out of my body and since dad isn't home, there's no escape. Sish. I feel so on top of the world right now. I grab my bag and myself to the parking lot. Wait where's my car?? Oh, there it is. I fumble for the key in my bag and open the door. As I do fresh, refreshing air hit my body and face oh that feels good. I could air bathe naked right here in the parking lot but then who wants to see a drunk, naked, half cast roaming around. They are gonna think I'm crazy while I ain't. Well partly but... I climb into the Range Rover clumsily only to slip and fall back to the-- on this is it I'
Last Updated : 2021-04-18You are the only one for me Chapter 2
I should not be too forward" Is it going to hurt "oh God I could do this all day" No... I'm just gonna, um , like finger you once sorta "finger? I'm cool with it I sit on a chair and slowly part my leg. I've never been fingered allmy life but t here right now the person that i have always crushed on is going to finger me. Oh i raise the towel all up to my belly and spread my legs as wide as I can.Remi go down on his knees as if commanded not sharing his eyes of my sex sex I arch myself closer so he can see my wetness. To see how wet I am for him." Remi "" Elle, are you sure you really really -- no. If your pregnant will deal with it you could be lying-- "" How dare you call me a liar! Do you think I was lying? "" I'm not-- "" So you don't trust me question mark? Remi- " I said back up and start to fake cry " how dare you? "" I'm sorry "" how c
Last Updated : 2021-04-20You are the only one for me Chapter 3 : does he make you yearn?
We let go to gasp for air but he dosedoe stop carressing my breasts. I'm not wearing any bra. I hate bras they're annoying and painful, makes me feel uncomfortable. I let out a crooked smile as he starts to massage it slowly. I moan" You're enjoying this ain't you? "" Of course, but let's get out of here. "" You're right "He says and kisses my cheek but then suddenly his head hit mine forcefully. I wince. A manly figure, more builded grabs him by the shirt and throw him away like he weighs nothing." Stay away " he warnsRemi? I start to run to the guy I still do not know his name but Remi grabs me by the waist. I struggle, and try to pry his hands off of me but he wouldn't budge. I scream." Let me go! How could you--- "" You're coming with me! "" How could you throw him away like that? What if he's dead?... "I try to coax him out but it
Last Updated : 2021-04-20You are the only one for me Chapter 4
♥♥♥♦♥♥♥♥♦♥♥♥♥♦♥♥♥♥ Just when I'm about to leave the house the door open revealing a disheveled Remi . his eyes stressed out like he's been working all day . but damn that suit and tie fit him like a second skin. before I could speak he grabbed me, presses me against the wall and kiss the hell out of me . I cling on to him tight and moan as he kissed me down to my neck and bit me there . we pry off each other's clothes and before I know it I'm naked before him. he lifts me up, lays me on the couch , wasting no time he hovers me, kisses my face. his knee nudges my leg apart and i give in without a conscious decision.♥♥♠ 3 ♦♦♣ hours later ♦♦♥ &
Last Updated : 2021-04-24You are the only one for me Chapter 5
A Week Later ' just fucking' that word has been planted in my head since last week and the more it expands the more I feel like I'm gonna die. I don't wanna believe it anyway but when I get angry and something pops on my head whether good or bad it remains printed in it for a long time. arggggghhh. I know this is a lie, Remi loves me, doesn't he okay maybe this loneliness is having an effect on me . it's been hours since Remi's gone to work like 7 hours ago and I've been and still jobless . I do not feel like watching that damn tv or feel like stuffing my face with food . An idea just pop into my head I ring up Dave and he comes in almost immediately. I tell him to take me to Remi . really like Canada is really really beautiful , a little cold but then I love cold things until I
Last Updated : 2021-05-03You are the only one for me Chapter 6
I had dry-cleaned Lizzy yesterday clothes so I just wrapped her in a blanket when she fell asleep again after waking me up for food. so I just mashed the pizza left from dinner and fed it to her. now we are on our way to Remi's office to get Lizzy's stuff. food, toys, everything. I never said anything about keeping the baby but since I am always bored at home alone what else am I supposed to do we alight from the car straight into Remi's office . Remi has Dave watch over Lizzy for a while, while we enter the company. turns out Dave loves children and Lizzy likes him too. she was all smiles when Dave carried her outside, baring her gums at him. I love that kid. and I have realized that I have no right whatsoever to be angry at Remi because he is a man and besides we are not even dating so I need to respect his decisions but the issue of trust now I have trust issues. so I am never trusting anybody in my life a
Last Updated : 2021-05-03You are the only one for me Chapter 7
Lizzy and Johnson have been watching TV since morning. watching cartoon and she has been quiet and peaceful since only blabbing and giggling when she gets excited. why did I not think of that before at the house, maybe then I wouldn't have to spend all day house cleaning but then Lizzy isn't a fan of music so what else was I supposed to do. who even hates music... okay maybe my mood swings sometimes. I don't know why but lately my mood swings have just been getting out of hand but not with Lizzy. Everytime I see her that foolishness of anger just dissolves to the ground . Aunt Mary has been out for like an hour or so while Remi's gone to his meeting. only GOD knows if he's gone to another of his baby Mama's. sish I need to take a break from all this shit. I climb off the dinning stool and make my way to the parlour. cartoon i
Last Updated : 2021-05-06You are the only one for me Chapter 8
I enter the house after waving off Cody and after giving him a peck on the cheek. I love that he is tolerant, sweet, nice, and everything. I wonder why he didn't get to come as my best friend. then all my worries would be over. Lizzy and Johnson are watching a late night cartoon movie but they are already dozing off. aunt Mary emerges from the kitchen" did you enjoy yourself?? "" yeah good evening aunt "" so you enjoyed yourself so much you forgot to call me to tell you were going to be back home late "" I'm sorry I forgot my phone home " I lied" oh really? and Natalie didn't have a phone you could use ? "" aunt! I said I'm sorry " I whine walking over to where she's standing, hugging her. aunt takes hugging seriously" okay. but next time you call me okay? "" k ". I rolled my eyes " um.. aunt Natalie is coming over to pick me up tomorrow is that okay ? "" su
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You are the only one for me Chapter 6: Alan
The next few days, I found myself locking gazes with Remi, too constant for me. Like you know staring at him and catching him staring back? I didn't know why? But it just seemed like I keep he was looking at me. Like I'll just look up and meet his gaze. I hated it so bad because it made me feel super uneasy. There had been even more distance than there'd ever been between us. I hadn't gone to his house since the kiss but he'd been to mine. Particularly with Aria. We rarely even talked directly to each other. And he'd been akwardly silent, no, we hadn't even talked about the kiss. If it were up to me, I'd never bring the subject up because I dreaded it so bad. And that part of me not going to his house? Well it took me efforts, but I've felt more like I had had enough. I felt like I've been pushing myself on him..... Which was a good sign because I've been wanting to find a reason to stay away. I didn't hate him. No, I lov --- loked him --- A combination of like and love. Even tho
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" What can I get for you? " I fix my gaze upon him, trying not to blush at the sight is his buttocks. He's sitting on the edge of the bed with a part of the covers strewn across his privates. I look away to the other side, he must be kidding. When did he start caring about me, even more to the extent of caring about what I'll eat. " Elle "" Hmmmm? " I ask, raising my brows up and turning to face him " Since when did you start caring about what I want to eat? " I ask laughing, be smile too, looking away and threshing his hand in his hair" Can't I care about you any longer? "" Well, if I'm hungry, I'll look for what to eat myself. "I say drawing the covers up to the top of my head. " Elle " " I want to sleep. Leave me alone. " I fake a groan, shuffling about under the covers in purpose He pull the covers off my face and turn me to face him " You're being a big baby "I lock gazes with him, blushing profusely to my embarrassment. " Speaking about babies, are you sure it'
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I pull away immediately and stand up, threshing my hand in my hair as I walk into the kitchen in utter frustration. Like why would he just kiss me, how dare he" Elle " He call, grabbing my hand and turning me to face him" What? " I snap " listen to me okay? now I have a question for you. And I don't want you to lie to me okay " " Why would I listen to you? " I snap again. Snatching my hand away from his grasp in a huff" Because what I want to ask you is very important " I look him down. Seriously, how dare him kiss me? I want to kiss him so bad again like.... ugh. Fuck him" It depends, if I can answer truthfully then I would and if not then I won't " We lock gazes and he end up sighing. As if utterly frustrated about something, it's better not be me though cause I haven't even started anything yet. Ugh, goodness. I need to be reasonable. I had just said I'd be his best friend. I need to be mature. " You fed Lily yesterday morning with the milk in your breast. According to m
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" so what you're saying now is that you think that that butch Remi fucked did whatever you think she did? "" yeah " Natalie shake her head, standing up from her seat, plate in hand to the sink. I take my time eating as I seriously have no zeal eating mashed potatoes. I want pizza and ice cream and a large burger but that stays in my head. I do not want to give any one a hard time. yes. I'm kidding, I can't do this anymore. l push the plate away and stand " Don't tell me you're not eating that anymore " Natalie say, I pretend to be full and rub my stomach with my hand" I--- "" Don't. listen, if you don't want to eat a particular type of food you can always talk. why else am I your friend if u can't help you. " " But-----" " No. Don't pretend as if you're full. you're pregnant for heaven's sake. I need you to eat. Don't you want your baby to be healthy? " I sigh, rolling my eyes. Ugh, this is why girls have boyfriends. I have to get my self one. And like ASAP. I bite my lower
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I didn't protest when Remi volunteered to walk me home. But I felt a little disappointed that Lily didn't even reach out to me when I was leaving but I made her goodbye any way. Turns out she was staring at some mermaid pictures in her book. Like who buys mermaid books for children these days. Oh, that is so wrong. We walk in silence through the way to the streets. I'm uncomfortable with the ice and I so much want to break it. But then I don't know what to say and I certainly do not want to say something stupid like: 'so, how's Lily's momma? Are you in touch with her?' Or worse 'how about the girl you fucked last night?' I know that's crazy Remi never slept with another person last night and besides, he told me he isn't in any relationship with any woman so.... And it's even kind of weird that I believe him like seriously. " So, are you still single.? " He asks out of the blue. First of all, phew and are you kidding me? That
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Aunt comes back later in the evening like when it's dark outside. Not angry but pissed, I understand that she is trying to fix Remi and I together and all, as a good Aunt as she is but it certainly won't work. Remi and I didn't even talk much after that hug I had disengaged and walked to the sitting room to wait where I ended up dozing off. Now I am seated with Aunt just staring into space. I'm supposed to answer to whatever she had just spewed out. And I don't mean to be disrespectful, I'm not just cut out for this right now. I am so fucking stressed but I open my mouth to talk anyway. " I can never trust him again. " I say leaning on my hands as I lean forward in my chair. It's the truth, just how it is and I am not ready to dwell much on that subject. " I understand but can you just forgive him? He is not been himself since you two came here and-- " " We are friends now. I'm going to tell him tomorrow. He certainly did no
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Natalie had seriously given me one of those ugly faces a mom gives her child when I walked back to the party. After a few minutes I headed home because somebody spoilt my mood, even though it was not okay before then. I just wanted to get away and Cody had offered to take me home.Now, my pale green dress is on, my phone in hand and I'm walking over to aunt's place. My heart's beating fast like mad, I don't know why and I don't even need to conduct my research. I'm scared and I don't know why. Maybe from the pain of seeing Aunt again considering the way I had acted that day.... She didn't expect itI don't even realise I have reached my destination until I am standing in front of it. With all that thinking, I have overcome a thirty minutes walk from Natalie's. I walk on to the porch, take a very deep breath, release and then take it again and again. I'm really finding it hard to press the door bell. And my heart is beating fast as if I am going to die any m
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I give him the hard type of glare I usually give him when he's teasing me and I don't like it at all. Even though it's dark outside, I see him smirk, he saw my face." Can we talk? "" We are talking. "He looks back at the party inside" A more silent place "" You know I am not supposed to be talking with you. "" Just come on "Why on earth is he talking like we are friends like since for ever. I know Remi there is something up his sleeve. He grab my hand and pull me like two buildings away from the party. I don't protest but roll my eyes. My hormones seriously wanting to be with him, alone. I hate you.We finally stop, the place we are is lightened but not too much. I can see his annoying shit handsome face and I suddenly feel like crying even though I don't know wh
You are the only one for me Chapter 17
The ride back home was was smooth. Like really silent, not a word and so I fixated my gaze outside the window through the drive untill we actually reach our destination. I alight first rushing to the door and opening it. Matts gone. The bastard.I head straight for my room, tossing my share of the dress on the bed slumping along with it. The door of my room barge open and I roll my eyes." Seriously Elle? "" What am I supposed to say? " I ask giving her a side glare. She put her hands on her waist giving me the best mom look she could find." You love that boy? "" I don't think it's any of your business. Now go. "" Just be ready by seven cause that's when we are leaving. "I nod and wait for her to go out before burying my face into the pillow.Two hours later." E
