Chapter 2

 I should not be too forward

" Is it going to hurt "oh God I could do this all day

" No...  I'm just gonna, um , like finger you once sorta " 

finger? I'm cool with it I sit on a chair and slowly part my leg. I've never been fingered allmy life but t here right now the person that i have always crushed on is going to finger me. Oh i raise the towel all up to my belly and spread my legs as wide  as I can.

Remi go down on his knees as if commanded not sharing his eyes of my sex sex I arch myself closer so he can see my wetness. To see how wet I am for him.

" Remi "

" Elle, are you sure you really really -- no. If your pregnant will deal with it you could be lying--  " 

" How dare you call me a liar! Do you think I was lying? "

" I'm not-- "

" So you don't trust me question mark? Remi- " I said back up and start  to fake cry   " how dare you? "

" I'm sorry "

" how could I know?  it may have been milk and maybe it was one of the guys you've beaten up when we were younger and decided to play a prank on you because he knows I'll always get back to you. "

Damn. I'm such a good liar. Remi try to cajole me but I shove him away. 

" I'm sorry "

" Kiss me, then I'll forgive you "

" How about I hug you or...  I give you my credit card huh? ".

" Fine, I'll take your credit card "

I stand up to my feet, quickly ipek is chicks before running up the stairs. I make my way to the room fast I put on my best spaghetti and a bomb shot and run out. Only to meet #bestfriend number two and the sea beside Remy laughing, talking and talking. I roll my eyes as I sit beside Remi on the left side. I even wonder if Aria has a crush on Remy even if she does she is so good at hiding it

" Sup babe "

" I'm fine." I pick up a slice of pizza and start to eat up

" Where were you last night?? "

" Remi has told you hasn't he? "

" No. I called your phone yesterday I wanted to gist you as usual,  usual that I know you do not by any means by one at midnight. But then a guy picked it up and talked to me. You got drunk " 

" Yes "

" You two had sex? "

Oh oh 

" What are you two like? Huh? My mother and father? Uh? " 

I ask angry they always do this all the freaking time and it annoys me I'm twenty for Christs sake I'm old enough to take care of my self

" Baby you are the youngest around here so it's our responsibility "

she points to herself and Remi  " To watch over you so yeah we are like your mother and father number two "

" Ugh I hate you guys " .I mutter

" So did you two have sex? "

" No! Aria no! I'm not stupid , why would I let a stranger to...to have sex with me "

" Better "

" I'm going shopping after we are done eating. "

I say after a while of considering. Aria can be too motherly sometimes and it's so annoying.  It has always been annoying

"Let me guess with Remi's card. okay I've been running out of new fits these days.  so there's this trending denim I saw up on sale last Friday and I think we should get it, still up until people can't afford it " 

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    Now that I think of it Aria Is just a couple of months older than I am. So she has no damn right over me . Hmm why didn't I think of this earlier. I'm sure she's feeling herself right now behind those wheels .

  We enter the street Remi lives on. We've spent a lot today and when I say a lot i mean a whole freaking lot. We visited like ten shops, restaurants, like fun we of em eating dessert only. Remi barely cares. He hardly spends money on himself but when he does. Geez that dude is a fashion freak. You're just gonna be speechless all through and nothing, I mean nothing ever misfit him. It's either he looked very good or he looks very very very very good or he makes you drool you can't just help but gape.

   I'm sure a lot of workers in his dad's company he's going to be working for very soon will gape and fall for him hard. Throw themselves at him like toys. Remi's like a god, gold is like a godder and Remi I like a goddest. They are like trioltri and Remi is the only one who womanizes.

  As much as I hate to admit it I'm jealous. C'mon you can't blame me. I haven't had a boyfriend all my life talkless of getting fucked because someone would not let me and with Remi as a very hot hot best friend why wouldn't I?. All my friends have boyfriends and girlfriends. I'm the only one left 

  Remi wouldn't even let me. He scares them right of with that one death look of his. Or he just calls me baby, wrap his arms around my waist or squeeze my buttocks or whisper something dirty and seductive in my ear. No I wouldn't even call it whisper he makes sure the other dude infront of me hears loud and clear. 

  Aria pull up slowly in front of Remi's gigantic mansion. Do not be decieved , Aria is one crazy driver once she's high. Forget it you'll prefer dying, literally that instant.

  I get out of the car with  the credit card in my palm. We nearly hit a million today. We didn't spend much seriously , I just transferred some amount into Aria's account and mine. I step on the footmat and push myself forward for the recognition. 

  Remi's father made the security like that for his family, me neither and Aria. Since Remi's the last born in the family so he must protect him at all cost. The door open, I step in, the sitting room's quiet and empty. Hmm he's probably sleeping 

   I climb up the stairs to his room and open it.

  " Hey, sleepy head-- "

I stopped in my tracks. a beautiful blonde lay naked on the bed, on his bed. The dog to the bedroom open and you step out. His hair dripping and a towel around his waist look startled.

" Who are you?? " 

" Ask your momma! And here is your fucjfuc card Remi. " I throw it at him with a shout actually and make for the door.

 Before I can even make for the door a wet cold hand catches mean by the waste the water from its lines on my face and that turns me on. Not now stupid hormones and angry.

" You can't just throw my f****** card at me " 

At that I try to pry myself off him. 

" You are a sick sick bastard! Let me go now! "   I yell. 

" Why are you angry? "

" Nothing " I realise now that I have no right. He's not cheating on me or anything. I'm just a stupid friend who has a crush on him.

" You can't just barge in like that " 

" I'm sorry, please let me go "

I say trying to push back the stupid tears in my eyes. Oh  God why me! 

" Baby " that blonde girl call from up the stairs 

" I just never knew you were into blondes. Where'd you find her? In a strip club? " 

" Go back upstairs, I'll be with you in a sec " 

The girl nods and leave. I just can't control myself. I feel stupid when I'm around him. why does it have to be my friend questionmark why does he ask me every time you get a chance. It here for for my eyes before I can stop it.

" Why are you crying baby? " . He makes to touch me but I slap his hand away.

" Your baby is up there waiting for you .Remi you told me to fucking open my legs for you today and now you fucking a blonde? " I yell at him .

" Go home Elle-- " 

" Hell, damn I will!! ".

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  I drive straight to the nearest bar karma I got down a cup or two of water you know what that? I have every right to do whatever you want it's not the boss of me. I'm not going to let him order me around and make me abstain from guys any longer. I can have sex too. Can you imagine a whole me question mark and I'm doing it tonight no matter what!.

  " Hey " someone shouts behind my ear over the loud music.

  I nearly fall out of my seat but once again the same strong hand prevent me from doing just that .It's the guy from last night! I didn't even remember to catch his name 

" Are you okay " he asks  hands still clutching my waist. 

" No " 

Heat creeps in through the flimsy thing I'm wearing down to my core . I shudder and grab his arms to steady myself. 

" Maybe I should take your u home?? " 

" Nah, I'm fine dance with me " 

Now now we are mentally karma literally winding each each other  I let out a smile and hold on tighter I can feel the bulge in his jeans. Hmm I think I'm coming already .

I'm not drunk but I think I'm enjoying this, no I'm enjoying it really good. his forehead rest on mine, his a hotbreath fan my face slowly an.action that could drive any woman crazy. I lose my senses and push myself closer he kisses my head shake and nibble on my ear.

" You're so beautiful. " He says  " c'mon let's go "

I let him drag me out, to the fresh breeze  but I'm in no mood for it. He pushes me against a car and kiss me. I am mentally throw my hands around his neck and kiss him back he brushes his thumb over my breast and I shudder