Chapter 1: night out

     I stare down at the empty bottles in front of me. Geez what was I thinking to have- Nah. It doesn't matter I have the money. Ha!.... Well dad sends the money but does it matter? Of course not. 

     Ugh it's twelve already I should be on my way home now or else mom is gonna rip my head out of my body and since dad isn't home, there's no escape. Sish. I feel so on top of the world right now. 

     I grab my bag and myself to the parking lot. Wait where's my car?? Oh, there it is. I fumble for the key in my bag and open the door. As I do fresh, refreshing air hit my body and face oh that feels good. I could air bathe naked right here in the parking lot but then who wants to see a drunk, naked, half cast roaming around. They are gonna think I'm crazy while I ain't. Well partly but...

     I climb into the Range Rover clumsily only to slip and fall back to the-- on this is it I'm gonna die at last. How's Dad gonna survive without me? and Mom? Who's she gonna beat when she's annoyed, oh Ella, my darling sis whose she gonna talk with and Remi, my first and one of best friend and silly Aria second best friend. I love youuuu.

      Before I can hit the floor and DIE strong hands catch me, help me stand straight. 

" Are you okay "

He stares into my eyes as if he can bring out answers from it. Geez he's so handsome! Thick black hair, kissy lips---

      I wake up to the sound of the alarm beeping constantly, geez ' are you crazy? ' I murmur as I sweep my right arm over the drawer in a motion sending it across the room with a thud to shatter. Wait a minute. I do not have an alarm in my room. 

     I open my eyes and sit up, damn hangover. My head hurts like shit . The door barges open and I lay back down. The headache subside slowly while I drink in the shrill handsomeness of this unknown dude infront of me. He was the one who helped me last night, saved me from dying 😅 I think . He even looks more handsome than last night. 

" Are you okay? " 

" Yeah, um I broke your alarm .I... I'm sorry. It's just that I'm not really used to it "  I say getting out of bed.

" Nah it's fine. I've been wanting to get rid of it anyway "

Yay

" Oh " I nod slowly. God. ... Man... You're so handsome... But not as much as Remi my best friend, one of actually. Oh Remi's so handsome, ugh that dude could kill someone with his handsomeness. 

He just dates girls and then dump them like that and then more girls just come and he accepts them with open arms.  I'm always jealous because I have been crushing on him since I was zero years old . Our parents are also best friends each one of them. So.... My Mom and his Mom usually-- 

Mom!!!!! Shoot kill me already. 

" So... Should I get you a cup of coffee? "

He probably has been talking on since and I didn't hear him.

" I'm so sorry. I need to go now.  Geez, um... I'll see you around. Thank youuu " 

  Picking up my bag from the night stand with my shoes I run out. Oh Mom's gonna kill me. She's gonna skin me alive first then roast me, still alive and eat me up. I get in the car, ignite it and speed out of the parking lot, hitting the road on full speed.

   Uh, okay Elle, how hard can it be huh? How bad can it even go?. Oh no. God let me not die of panic.

" And we are here " I mutter to myself. I pull up slowly and get out. Bag in hand, my heart pounding wildly against my rib cage. I only told her I was going out and not to drink. My parents don't know I drink there are alot of things they do not know but Remi does. Oh a freaking lot. He taught me alright,  but now I'm a master at it than he is. He doesn't even drink as much as I do. 

  I fear this time he isn't gonna cover up for me. Truth be told Remi has been sticking out for me. My very own sister Ella is either travelling out of the country or hanging out with Gold, Remi's older brother. They are so drunk in love with each other. 

  I open the door only to meet Mom standing at the entrance of it dressed in her work clothes. God heart attack. She probably just heard my car pull up and decided to scare me and it worked . I'm terrified 

" Mom? " I choke out oh Remi

" Never! Scare me again ".  She warns in her mom's ' I'm gonna kill you ' tone. Just that there's no next time. " You know if you want to start living with Remi it's okay by me. You two can get married even if you want okay?? But while you are still here you leave a note you hear me?? " 

" Yes Mom " 

Phew she goes out in a twinkle of an eye. Start the car and zoom off .

That was close I barge into the shower. Oh that feels good hmmm. The door bell rings just when I pick up my head phone. I groan. I wrap my towel around my body and go down the stairs. I open the door, pull him in and hug him tight not even minding whether I'll wet h or not he doesn't even care. 

 I feel that amazing sensation again shooting up my body, she nice teen. Even if he were in the next room I'll get wet, hearing his voice alone, on aanother level.  I press body more against him as I tighten my hold on him at his back. He hugs me back too, slowly at first. I can feel the little sweet in his pants and I love it . I've never seen it before in my life but I ache to see it, his especially.

" Woah, it's okay Elle " he push me back with his hands on my waist. Oh GOD 

" Thanks I thought you'd given up on me " 

" Can I ever? " 

He drops the plastic bag containing breakfast on the table dragging me slowly behind.   He sits and makes stand in front of him like a father chastening a very disobedient Elle.

I watch as Remi's Adam Apple rise and fall. His blue eyes drinking me in. I know I'm pretty at least he tells me so every day since we were just kids. My pussy pulse with heat . This time worse but then I'm always horny when it comes to him. 

" So where were you last night ?? ". He asks, his voice husky this time.

God I so want to run my hands through that silky black wavy hair. I wanna kiss those eyes, nose, lips. I wanna run my hands all over his muscled, perfect body and--

" Elle?? " He calls snapping my thoughts away 

" Huh "

" Where were you last night ?? " 

" I...I got drunk, wait and umm , woke up in a guy's house this morning " 

 I say purposely. I know Remi he'll never touch me never, ever since that incident that happened at the tree then. 

His body stiffen, his jaw clench tight I'm afraid it might snap, his blue eyes hard. He's always been overprotective of me since I was a child. Putting off bullies, boys who like me, admirers, jerks, sex addicts and all. Believe me I always tend to be in trouble Everytime, in purpose 😁.

" Did you fuck with him? Did he try to fuck, touch you or-- " 

" No Remi, I don't feel different  I don't even ache "   I say. I'm used to it everything. 

" What do you mean you don't feel?? " 

Yeah he always picks up the most slightest things 🙄 

 " I passed out " 

 " Elle?! " 

He stands up so fast. I almost jumb back in fear at hi towering, well built, tall body .  " Go put on something and let's go to the hospital now! "

" What?! No! I'm fine Remi, nothing happened and besides, you know my dad, his connection and everything. They know him so much remember? And then tell him that his daughter came for a pregnancy test. Dad is gonna kill me! "  If you're not the father. He relaxes a little bit 

A tiny weeny bit.   " Besides you could check yourself " 

" What?! " He asks running his hand through his hair as a he sit back on the chair. 

We've never had a conversation where I speak boldly about sex . I just hop he agrees and it leads into something else. 

" Well... Since you are so familiar with women, I thought... " 

   A lot. I see, get angry and jealous but then there's nothing I can do 

" Who told you I am so familiar with women??? " 

" I see it and besides I'm not wearing any panties so... " 

" The fuck Elle I'm being serious " 

" Fine we didn't do anything. " 

Virgin. Geez that word sets me on the edge. Makes me look small and fragile and stupid. Aria has had sex multiple times she tells me Everytime she's about to hit. And Remi the womanizer. 

When we were Young we usually kissed like shit. He made sure we were alone one day when he told me he saw his parents do it and wants us to too. And on my fourteenth birthday he took me out at night. Behind a tree where he ravished me and I did too and then we almost fucked but then we had no condoms. 

We stopped everything altogether that day. He did anyway. He's my first kiss and the person I almost had sex with, who has been so protective of me 

" Are you sure? "

" Yeah, Aria told me she felt pain after she had her own and that it was really painful so... I don't feel any pain?? " 

Our eyes lock, I break it off.

 " Okay go put on some clothes and let's eat " 

  I hesitate, I want him to spread my legs open and see me there wet for him. 

" Maybe I'm immune to pain . Maybe that's why I can't feel anything. " I yell as he makes his way towards the kitchen.

" Elle stop "  he comes back with plates 

" I'm serious. I kinda feel different. I was naked when I woke up. " He sets it on the table quickly looking at me.

" Elle-- "

" No! And then I found something white and sticky on my pussy, yes sticky like cum on my pussy. But then I don't know if it entered or anything. I-- "

" Remove that damn towel Elle and spread your legs wide open for me "