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Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Prologue
Sa buhay palaging nasa huli ang pagsisisi. Kahit gusto nating ibalik ang nakaraan na sana hindi na natin ginawa ang isang bagay ay sasampalin tayo ng realidad na hindi na ito puwedeng maibalik. At ang tanging maiisip na lang natin ay ang pagsisisi. Kaya nang napatingin ako sa hawak ko ay gusto kong sumigaw sa inis, lungkot at pagsisisi. I couldn't imagine I would be experiencing something I dreaded all my life.Ang pregnant test na hawak ko ay may dalawang guhit. Looking at it now was a bomb that was killing my system. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. Kaya hinawakan ko nang mahigpit ang hawak at pilit na ikinalma ang sarili. Parang gusto ko na lang maglaho na parang bula.Kinuha ko ang bag ko sa gilid saka lumabas ng banyo namin. I framed my face using both of my hands. I sighed heavily then went straight outside. Kailangan kong kausapin si Zach tungkol dito.Dumiretso ako sa office niya at mabilis naman akong nakapasok dahil kilala ako ng secretary niya."What are you doing here?
Last Updated : 2023-09-24Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 1
I went home drenched from the rain. Manang Sally was looking at me drilling so many questions when she went to me."Ano nangyari? Saan ka galing?""Diyan lang po. Yaya, paki-timpla po ako ng gatas. Thank you," sabi ko na lamang. Mabilis akong umakyat sa kwarto ko para maligo.I quickly took a bath, and changed my usual PJ. I was drying my hair when Manang Sally was handing me a glass of milk. She placed it on my table."Salamat po."Tumango siya sa akin. "Ayos ka lang ba, hija?""Opo. Don't worry." I faked a smile before I saw her leaving inside my room.Huminga ako nang malalim at pilit na ipinakalma ang sarili. I don't know what to do next. Pero isa lang ang sigurado ako, gusto kong maghiganti. Zachariel don't deserve happiness.The memory a while ago was too painful to remember, but it served me as an inspiration to continue with my plan.A week has passed, and I continued with my life as if nothing happened. Mabuti at hindi pa nakakauwi ang aking magulang mula sa kani kanilang bus
Last Updated : 2023-09-24Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 2
Wounds that are hurt immediately get healed over the course of time. But does time really heal all these wounds? What if the person whose repeatedly hurt didn't bother healing himself even if time has passed? Do we still claim that time takes over in someone's healing? The answer is no because healing is a choice. It takes courage for someone to get healed from all the pain he went through.At kahit paulit ulit na masaktan, kapag hindi mo pipiliing maghilom ang sugat ay wala pa rin kahit lumipas na ang panahon.Two weeks flew fast and the news about the cancelled wedding between Zachariel and Samantha has been lurking around the campus. Zachariel is one of the sought after bachelors in the country, and there's no doubt that lot of people recognize him.Maging si Geneva na kaharap ko habang kumakain kami sa cafeteria ay pinaulanan ako ng napakaraming tanong tungkol sa kanya."What did really happen? May alam ka ba?"I shrugged. "I don't know." Pinagpatuloy ko ang pagkain ng lasagna. Ma
Last Updated : 2023-09-24Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 3
If there's something I regret in my life, it was when I met him on the stool of the bar drinking alone. I was with my classmates celebrating a birthday when he caught my attention. Mukhang malalim ang iniisip ng lalaki. I don't know what has gotten into me as I continue to stare at him. There's something about him that draws me to him. He looked like a mystery, something I wanted to unravel."Who are you staring at?" Michelle asked me. Napalingon ako sa kanya. "Wala," sagot ko na lamang. "Sus. You're looking at the guy oh. I think I know him, eh. Pero not sure, baka mali ako." "What's his name?""See? You're interested."Natawa na lamang ako. "He's so hot! Look at those damn hands. Magpapasakal talaga ako!"Napakunot ako ng noo sa narinig. "What are you talking about?""Nevermind," aniya. "Go on. Approach him. If you want his attention, you have to do something.""O-Okay." I looked back at the guy. Uminom muna ako ng alak sa baso ko saka siya muling pinagmasdan. Lalapitan ko na sa
Last Updated : 2023-10-22Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 4
How far are you willing to go for the sake of love? Back then I thought I would never get the chance to meet him again but destiny prevailed. On one of the charity events I attended, there I saw him again. I was told I had to wear a semi formal dress so I did. I didn't even bother putting on heavy make up, and just settled with my nude lipstick. I never knew he was that famous in the world business owning food chains and restaurants all over the country. Sa loob ng ballroom ng hotel ginanap ang event. Gold and black balloons were seen outside on the corner, and a red carpet for the guests. "Good evening, Ma'am. May I see your invitation?" Untag ng babaeng nakatayo pagpasok sa reception area. I gave the envelope to her."Ma'am sa back stage po kayo," anito."Huh? Why?" Nagtataka kong tanong. Papa just told me to come because our family was one of the investors of the foundation."It's for the date auction, Ma'am."Mas lalo akong naguluhan sa sinabi niya. "What?" Napatingin ako
Last Updated : 2023-10-23Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 5
Love can either make you or break you. True to what they say, if love is nourished it will grow beautifully. But a love that isn't will slowly break us inside. And that's how the love I had for Zach shattered me. Nagpatuloy ng isang buwan ang madalas na pagkikita namin ni Zach. Kung ano ano na lang ang dinadahilan ko sa mga magulang ko para makapunta lang sa condo niya at makasama siya. We were happy but it was short lived. "Ah. Zach... Faster..." I moaned as he continued to rammage me. "Thought you don't like it fast," he whispered which gave me chills. He followed what I said as he continued to rock me with his fast and rough movements. Halos malagutan na ako ng hininga sa bilis ng paggalaw niya sa loob ko. "I'm going to cum," I told him. "Cum for me, baby," aniya. Naging mas marahas ang galaw niya kumpara kanina. Nanghihina ako nang maramdaman kong nilabasan ako. He was stroking my hair when we were lying beside each other. "What are we, Zach?" He stopped what he was doing
Last Updated : 2023-10-25Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 6
They say love could be the road to happiness. But, this only applies to real love. If a love that steals your peace leading you hurt, ruined, and damaged, should you still keep it?How far am I going to continue loving a person? In the journey of loving him, I earned a wounded and shattered heart. I did everything to keep the love I for him, but things did not go the way I wanted them to be. Because right from the start, I wasn't someone that was loved. I was just used and tossed away. Zach and I were fine after the days passed. There was no day that we would heat ourselves with our bodies. The last time we did was when we were inside the bathroom of a mall. My heart was racing fast that time, and I never found myself caught in that situation, but love made me do it. We were happy, or so I thought... Zach became so busy that he wouldn't even see me. Kahit pumunta ako sa condo nila ay hindi ko siya naabutan. I knew the weight of his work, but I wanted to be there for him. One time
Last Updated : 2023-10-30Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 7
I blame the Disney animation works to make us believe that a happy ending exists. This was why I was never a sucker for happy endings because I knew my life won't end up like that. I woke up early as the sunlight touches my skin. It was already six in the morning when I glanced at my phone. I checked my phone, and the messages I received are congratulatory messages about my wedding. I didn't bother replying to it. I got up from my bed. Hindi kami tabi natulog ni Zach. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya ngayon, pero wala akong pakialam. I was surprised to see a fried rice and egg on the table when I went in the kitchen. I wonder what's going on in his mind to do this.I loathed him so much that my heart only thinks of his misery. Alam kong masama ang magtanim ng galit, pero ito na lang ang bumubuhay ng dugo ko. I might have sinned a lot for this, but I don't care anymore. If I'd be in hell, I'd bring him down with me. Tahimik akong kumain hanggang sa bumalik siya mula sa pag-jogging. He w
Last Updated : 2023-11-02
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I received a call that night, that Zachariel was in an accident. His father was telling me that he was driving after work, then the crash happened. We were in the hospital, outside of the operating room. His father's hands were clasped together. While I, and Manang Sally stayed still as we were sitting. I closed my eyes. Zachariel might have been cruel but nobody deserves to die that way. Oo, gusto ko siyang masaktan pero hindi sa ganitong paraan. Kahit na malamig ang ospital ay ramdam ko ang butil ng pawis ko. Tito Samuel was calling someone. I also got a call from my father saying he's going to be here. "Magiging maayos din ang kalagayan ni Zachariel," Manang Sally broke the silence, trying to assure me. Things might not be okay for us, but Zachariel doesn't deserve this. I hope so. Ngumiti ako sa kanya. "Sana nga po."She also smiled at me and warmed my heart. Manang Sally knew all the dilemmas I've been through. From my younger years, until now that I'm on my age where I st
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Nothing was going on my mind right now. I felt like my heart broke into pieces seeing the sight of my blood dripping down my legs. Halos hindi ko kayanin ang pananakit ng tiyan. Para akong unti-unting pinapatay. But I was keeping up for my child. Para akong tinatanggalan ng balat sa sakit!Nanginginig ang mga kamay ko na halos ikabaliw ko ang sakit."Please, huwag kang bumitaw," umiiyak kong sambit habang tinitiis ang sakit.Samantha called on someone to help me. I was rushed inside the hospital. I begged God to keep my Valentine safe. Please. I never prayed earnestly like this. I was crying hard as I was lying on the hospital bed. The doctor told me to calm down because I was still freaking out. The next thing I knew, the doctor gave me medicine to drink. I couldn'tspeak at all. I didn't have any energy left in my body.Hindi ko na alam ang mga susunod na nangyari.I woke up feeling empty. Napahaplos ako sa tiyan ko. My doctor was looking at me with that grim in his face. I knew so
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He couldn't speak as he was staring at me. He was holding his cheek. I was sure that must hurt him. I hurriedly went upstairs. Mabuti na lang ay hindi na siya sumunod sa akin.The frantic beat of my heart never left me. I sat down, and calmed myself.I drifted myself to sleep because of how tired I was.The next day, I saw Zachariel was in the dining area. I thought he already left."Vell." I heard him call me. It's another day of trying to ignore his presence."Vell, can we please talk about this maturely?"I almost laughed at what he said. Mature? Out of all the people, he really had the guts to say it to me. "Are you hearing yourself, Zachariel?""I'm the father of your baby. I'm your husband. Get that in your head."Hindi ko pa rin siya pinansin. Nagtimpla ako ng gatas. Ramdam kong nagmamasid lang siya sa akin.Pagod ako ngayon. Parang tuwing nag-uusap kami ni Zachariel kinukuha niya lahat ng lakas ko.I walked and I could hear his strides following me. Sinundan niya ako hanggang
Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 15
Love isn't always going to make you change. Sometimes it's for the better, or for worse. The series of the unfortunate events that happened to me were because I fell in love. My young heart couldn't take the fact that I won't be loved the same way I wanted to be. I blamed it to Zachariel and even Samantha. This led me to realize that everything happened because it was my choice. That I shouldn't blame anyone. I had my own choices, but I chose the worst ones.I went back home after witnessing the two love birds. I smiled bitterly. All along, I thought Zachariel was starting to care for me and my baby—that he really meant what he said and what he acted to me.I couldn't help the tears to flow. Mabilis kong pinunasan ang aking luha.Ibinagsak ko ang sarili ko sa kama dahil pakiramdam ko ay sobrang pagod ako. I closed my eyes, but I couldn't sleep.I stared blankly at the ceiling. Hindi ko na nga napansin kung ilang oras na ba ako akong nakatitig dito. Naramdaman kong may papasok sa kwart
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What went wrong? Was it when he made me feel he was never mine? Was it when I got pregnant? Or was it when he denied my baby's existence? Everything I've mentioned all put me in this situation.It was already lunch when I woke up. I feel better now than I was earlier. To my surprise, Zachariel was still on the corner of the couch with his phone."You're awake," he said, looking at me."Yeah."Pinilit kong tumayo. Nagulat pa ako nang inalalayan niya ako. Gusto ko Mang itulak ko siya ay pinigil ko na lamang ang sarili."Do you feel better now?"I nodded."Okay. I'll go now since you're okay.""You should've gone home.""Not when you're not okay."I rolled my eyes. "Whatever.""Can you please at least be kind to me? I'm trying, Vell. I'm trying to make this right..." He breathed.I scoffed. "Can't believe you really have the nerve to say that, Zachariel.""Vell...""Umuwi ka na lang, please. Your mere presence gives me a headache."He sighed. "Fine. Just let me know if you need anything
Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 13
I couldn't move. I just sat there, crying endlessly. Inabutan ako ng tubig ni Rosie. She looked at me worriedly.I knew how ruthless he was, but not to the extent of hurting me physically. He never did this to me. Not even once. I pity myself for dragging myself into this mess. All for a fucking revenge."Just get rest," I told her. She helped me stand up. "I'm fine, Rosie.""Mamaya na lang po, Ma'am. Gusto ko po kayong samahan.""Rosie. Please, don't make this hard for me. Matulog ka na," sabi ko sa kanya.It took her a while before she nodded.I couldn't sleep well that night. I even woke up at 10 in the morning. Mabilis lang akong nag-ayos. Nanghihina pa rin ako sa nangyari kahapon. Pagkababa ko ay nagulat na lamang ako nang makita si Zachariel sa kusina, like he was waiting for me.I ignored him the usual like he wasn't around. Narinig ko siyang tumikhim."Vell, can we talk?" I heard him asked. Napansin ko na may nakahanda ng pagkain sa mesa. Fried rice, hotdog and egg were served
Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 13
I couldn't move. I just sat there, crying endlessly. Inabutan ako ng tubig ni Rosie. She looked at me worriedly. I knew how ruthless he was, but not to the extent of hurting me physically. He never did this to me. Not even once. I pity myself for dragging myself into this mess. All for a fucking revenge. "Just get rest," I told her. She helped me stand up. "I'm fine, Rosie." "Mamaya na lang po, Ma'am. Gusto ko po kayong samahan.""Rosie. Please, don't make this hard for me. Matulog ka na," sabi ko sa kanya. It took her a while before she nodded. I couldn't sleep well that night. I even woke up at 10 in the morning. Mabilis lang akong nag-ayos. Nanghihina pa rin ako sa nangyari kahapon. Pagkababa ko ay nagulat na lamang ako nang makita si Zachariel sa kusina, like he was waiting for me.I ignored him the usual like he wasn't around. Narinig ko siyang tumikhim. "Vell, can we talk?" I heard him asked. Napansin ko na may nakahanda ng pagkain sa mesa. Fried rice, hotdog and egg were
Waves of Mistakes and Regrets Chapter 12
Regrets are the worst things in life. It wishes you for something impossible and brings back the past. The only choice you have for now is to just live by it even if it haunts you from time to time. If I didn't marry Zach, would it make a difference? I'm still miserable. And now that I married him, a fracture of my heart got destroyed over and over again... I should've known better. I brought this to myself. It was all my fault. Where's the brave and confident, Eyah now? I tried hard to function the next few days. Zach continued to prepare me breakfast for two consecutive days. I never talked to him since that night. Kahit nga ay pansin ko ang madalas niyang pagsulyap niya sa akin ay pinabayaan ko na lang. Wala rin akong pakialam kung pinagsisihan niya ba ang ginawa niya sa akin. Alam kong hihingi na naman siya muli ng tawad, at paulit ulit lang iyon. I became busy with my internship even if it was just work from home. I only have two weeks left for my on the job training. Magpap
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TW: RapeA man who penetrates her wife without her consent or against her will commits sexual violence upon her, and the Philippines defines and penalizes the act as rape under R.A. No. 8353.-I was terribly crying from what Zach did. He just ditched me all for Samantha! When will I ever learn from this? I thought I had everything planned. I didn't know that his actions were turning me softer for him. My plan in the beginning was to make sure he's miserable; that he won't get the happy ending, but as I stood here I realized that my actions were nowhere in accord in the plan. I was completely wrong expecting that everything's on my way, because it won't and will never be. I called Clyde to drive me home to Ayala. I don't want to talk to Zach, not this time. I was surprised to see how Clyde drove that fast. It hasn't been twenty minutes since I was waiting for him. He was the only person I could think of. My diver is on his paternity leave. He waved his hand when he went out from his
