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2023-07-17 03:54:11After about eight months, infinite eight months, I saw him again and my heart raced as if it were going to jump out of my chest, I remained motionless in the same place, watching his every feature, because I was afraid it was another daydream of mine and would soon end; my breath was failing, my hands were shaking and sweating and I couldn't stop staring at him, exactly seven steps away from me, and not kilometers as we were used to; At that moment I couldn't follow all the script I had in mind for when I found him, my lips couldn't pronounce a single word and with each step he took my heart accelerated by two beats. Was this even real? All the way there I wondered if I was really aware of the madness I was doing, but the moment he appeared there, standing in front of me with the same apparent nervousness as mine, I knew, inside his eyes I saw that There was no more right decision in life that I had ever taken like this one.
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