YEAR 2015
"Juana, malapit na ang birthday mo. Imbitahan mo naman kami sa inyo! Malaki naman bahay niyo eh! Alam mo na, tiba-tiba.." Kantyaw ng isa kong k-klase."Hoy, mahiya ka nga, Tope! Akala mo naman i-imbitahan ka talaga ni Juana, eh dinaig mo pa mga gatecrasher." Mataray na sagot ni Rowena.Bahagya naman akong natawa. "Ano ba kayo? Of course you're all invitedㅡ" Naputol ang dapat na sasabihin ko nang may sumabat. "If that's the case, then sorry, but I decline your offer. Pupunta ako sa party nila Izo, I got invited eh." Maarteng sabat ni Mila.Damn, if I were to play the good girl in this school, she'd definitely be the bully. All she does is act like an antagonist in my everyday life. Kahit pa kating-kati na akong murahin siya, I kept a composed smile on my face."Sure, Mila. You may go to Izo's party, I don't mind." Kasi wala naman akong pake! Mas mabuti pa ngang huwag ka pumunta, sisirain mo lang ang araw ko. If I know, she's a creep being head over heels to the heir of that well-known family here in the province.Ewan ko ba, these people are so obsessed with people who are obviously way out of their league."Guys! Guys! May balita ako!" Hinihingal na sigaw ng k-klase kong kaka-pasok lang at pawis na pawis pa. "Invited daw tayo sa grand ceremony ng mga Frentones!"Umugong ang sabay sabay na bulungan sa classroom. These people must be confused about which party they should attend. I mean, if two socialite families were to invite you on the same day, anong karapatan ang mayroon ka para tanggihan ang isa sa kanila?I motioned my hand in the air, getting everyone's attention. As I always do, I plastered a sweet smile on my face. "Everyone, I can adjust the time of my party. It's fine, our family's well acquainted with the Frentones, it's no big deal."Totoo naman iyon, the Escarzega Corporation and the Frentones Holdings are business partners. Our family’s been operating for a long time. Sa politika, the Frentones are known as the majority of them are polished Lawyers in the country. In the industry of Marketing and the likes, our family takes over.Bakas sa mukha nila Mila ang pagka-irita. She probably expected me to be mad because she thinks that no one will choose to attend an Escarzega heiress' birthday party over the Frentone's grand ceremony.I wonder who's the star of their night, I haven't heard anything from their family ever since that scandal occurred.The Frentones were the most, if not, one of the most influential families in the country. Well, iyon ay bago mangaliwa si Micunda Zhang sa kaniyang asawa, the famous Izo Eloje Frentones Sr. Nasa gradeschool ako when that scandal bombarded the televisions, radios, and newspapers.It was hell of a ruckus!Even after years, nanahimik ang pamilya nila at nanatiling walang komento sa isyu.Talagang magugulantang ang lahat kung sa tinatagal-tagal ay mag paparamdam na uli sila. Also, for the record, hindi pa 'yon doon nagtatapos.There was this rumour that Izo Frentones Jr., is a child of Micunda with her affair. Despite being an elitist, Izo Eloje Sr. was said to be crazy over Micunda to the point where he decided to adopt the child of his wife’s affair. In conclusion, ang nag-iisang taga-pagmana ng mga Frentones ay sinasabing..Ampon.Funny, right? These people, despite all the fortune and money they have, can't seem to be content. Perhaps, it's human nature to not be satisfied kahit pa limpak-limpak ang salaping nasa pangalan mo. Fame, legacy, fortune.All of that, but no glory in their tainted name."Juana.. Anong oras mo naman balak i-adjust ang party mo?""Oh, it'll be short. All of you can have lunch in our house, I will be waiting in the Hacienda. The gates are open for all of you.” I positively answered. "Also, there's no theme or any required attire, you're free to wear anything you want."Tumayo na ako at nag paalam. It's my habit to roam around the campus instead of eating during recess. The bustling noise of people chatting makes me irritated, but this way, I can avoid the gaze of people.Dahil abala ang mga tao sa campus sa sari-sariling buhay, nagka-karoon ako ng oras na mag libot at tanggalin ang ngiti sa mukha ko. People may think that I'm doing this pretending-thing for the sake of my family's image. Partly true, but no. I love to preserve people's trust to my advantage.I can see the excitement of the people for the upcoming ceremony. The last time they held their grand ceremony was when Izo Frentones Sr. was announced as the successor of his father. I can guess what they're aiming to do now, probably to introduce the new heir of the Frentones Clan. I know him, Izo Eloje Frentones Jr.Despite the open secret of their clan, there are still people who believed that Izo Eloje Jr. wasn't a child of his mother’s affair. Thus, that makes him a legal heir of the clan.The first time I saw him was at his father's press conference when the issue blew up. I remember his father consistently avoiding questions but never confirmed nor declined the allegations, making the prescon entirely useless.Waste of money.But there, I saw Izo Eloje the third. Looking proud, arrogant and silent. He was oozing his grandmother's aura. Hindi bago sa akin ang mga elitista sa mga pamilyang mula sa yaman. Baka nga lahat ay ganoon.However, there was something different about him. He was proud, he was arrogant, but I never sensed any danger in him.His arrogance appears to be a positive trait in my eyes. Para bang dapat lang na ganoon siya, para bang dapat lang na alam niya ang halaga niya, simply because it was him. He was a damn proud child, carrying the Frentones' legacy.Unfazed by the flashes, he didn't even flinch when a reporter asked if he was an illegitimate grandchild, that's how proud he is.Up to this moment, that was my core memory of Izo Eloje. The proud heir of the Frentones. The trip took a toll on me. Pagkatapos ng tagpong iyon ay nagkaroon ako ng oras para makapag-isip. Dapat ay dumiretso na lang talaga ako rito sa probinsya at hindi na nag palipas pa ng oras sa Manila, fully knowing the presence of the Frentones were the most prominent there. Malalim na ang gabi nang makarating ako rito. I entered the main door, it was made of mahogany. The design is very vintage, halatang-halata ang pagiging luma nito pero matibay pa rin. Before my grandmother died, this is where I used to live. This is the place filled with most of my memories growing up. The place I loved and hated the most. Everytime I have the chance, I make sure that this place is taken care of. I hired people to clean this place every month, but I didn't dare to renovate it. I fixed some parts but I tried my best not to change anything at all. Gusto kong manatili itong ganito, kahit na kada pasilyo ng bahay ay puno ng ala-alang minsan ayaw ko nang dumaan sa isip ko.The frames of the windo
“Here’s your order, ma’am.” The waiter said, breaking our awkward silence.I smiled and nodded calmly. “Thank you, please run my card.” Ia-abot ko na sana ang aking card nang bigla akong pinigilan ni Stephen. “Hey, don’t mind. It’s on me, minsan na lang ako maka-bawi, oh!” Napatawa ako sa sinabi niya, I remember the old times. “I’m not the Tope I was! This is Stephen Midane 2.0,” he jokingly said. Oo nga naman, now that he mentioned it, I noticed the difference in him, sobrang laki ng pinag-bago niya. He’s wearing a black tuxedo and a navy blue tie, very formal. Malayong-malayo sa Stephen noon. Dugyot, hindi mapakali at sobrang ingay. “I’m glad we could talk to each other again like this. How’s Rowena?” His smile slowly faded as I mentioned Rowena’s name. “We actually… broke up, a year after you left.” I was stunned, I wasn’t expecting that. Sa lahat ng mga kaibigan ko, silang dalawa para sa akin ang talagang nasandalan ko no’ng mga panahong ‘yon. “But.. she’s doing good. No need
YEAR 2015“I’m sure you’ve heard of Izo, Juana. Gwapo ‘yon! Senior natin. Hindi mo ba type?” I laughed at the idea, interesting. “Well, he’s handsome. I’d give him that.” Tinapik tapik naman ako ni Rowena na para bang kilig na kilig. “Ano ba, Juana! Napaka-in denial mo naman oh. Alam naman nating lahat na hindi lang gwapo ‘yon! Matalino, masipag, mayaman, yung maginoong medyo bastos ang charisma!” Patili nitong kantyaw. “Sus. Huwag kang mag alala, Rowena! In the future, ako na ang titilian mo. ‘Di man ako kasing gwapo at kasing yaman ni Izo ngayon, sigurado akong magiging type mo rin ako.” Sabat ni Stephen na sinuklian ng irap ni Rowena. “Pero what’s the deal nga, Juana? Nung umattend tayo sa grand ceremony nila, you seem good friends with his family. He’s an only child, marami kang kaagaw but you have an advantage, you know.” Sabay kindat ni Rowena.“Fine. I liked him before, Rowi. We were basically playmates because Tita Micunda always visits our mansion before, she’s good friend
“Sa kaliwa, Teresa!” Sigaw ng mga tao. “Hindi, atras pa!” Sigaw naman ng isa. They were competing for the hampas palayok. Kabi-kabilaang tawanan at hiyawan ang maririnig sa kalsada, halos hindi ko na marinig ang sarili kong boses. Today marks the fiesta of Borongan, in honour of Nuesta Señora dela Natividad. “Anang, paki-abot ako ng baso at mag hiwa ka na rin ng sibuyas diyan,” bilin ni Nanang Fe. Nasa barangay hall ako ngayon. Since my grandparents grew up here, Hacienda Rel Juana became a huge part of my childhood. Dahil kilala ang pamilya namin dito, naging tradisyon na ang pakikilahok sa mga annual celebrations. Ako na ang nag alok na mag bigay ng iilang mga sahog at putahe para sa handaan. Mamaya pa ang parada, pero maingay na sa kalsada. Makukulay na mga banderitas at nag hahandang mga banda. I smiled at the thought of my Lola’s face enjoying these kinds of events before. She has always been consistent in attending these events, talagang minahal niya ang lugar na ito. “Nan
YEAR 2015"May laro raw ang 3rd year, Rowena! Manood tayo!" Tinakbo ko ang hallway ng building namin para lang hagilapin si Rowena. "Please! Samahan mo na ako, ililibre nalang kita mamaya!" I begged her. Mukha namang wala na siyang magawa dahil binitbit ko na rin ang bag niya palabas. When we arrived at the court, dinig ko na agad ang hiyaw ng mga senior namin na nanonood. We aren't allowed here, for sure! Pero ang sabi naman ay kung inimbita ka ng senior, you may enter and watch the game. This is their final practice para sa gaganaping liga sa susunod na linggo, Izo is one of this school's athlete. He's a consistent MVP of our school's team. No wonder his body's built like that. Kahit pa noong bata kami, talagang masculine na ang figure niya. I've always admired his physique, at halatang-halata iyon ngayon lalo na't kita ang mga braso niya sa suot niyang jersey. I saw the number at the back of his shirt, it's 22. I blushed. That’s my birthday, sinakto niya kaya iyon? "Hoy! Sigu
“¡Hija de puta, Juana!”Sunod-sunod na kalansing ng kubyertos ang narinig ko, padabog na tinabing ni Papa ang plato kaya kumalat ang mga bubog sa sahig.“Anim! Anim na taon na simula nung umalis ka sa lugar na ‘yon at lumayo!” I can already see where this is going. His daily sermon of reminding me how I messed up my life. “Kung ang bawat galaw mo ay dini-depende mo pa rin sa lalaking ‘yon, dapat ay sumama ka nalang sa anak mo nung nawala siya!” His last remarks triggered me.“Utang na loob, Pa! Do you hear yourself? Alam ko ang nagawa ko! Alam ko ang pagkakamali ko and I regret it every single time.” I shouted, making him stop.“Sa totoo lang, Pa… Sa ating dalawa, ako ang mas may karapatan na ungkatin ang nakaraan. Dahil kung hindi dahil sa’yo… Kung hindi dahil sa inyo, Julia should've been alive! She could've seen this world despite how cruel it is to live here. Don’t blame me for the mistakes I made, because I had the chance to make it right… Yet you took it away from me.” Naghahabu