CASSIE
I couldn't control myself. I should have pushed Jayden away and run because this was my chance to escape while he was drunk too.
But I was enjoying our kiss too. And he seems to be enjoying it just as much as I am.
I feel like I'm betraying myself for liking this with Jayden, even though I promised myself not to sleep with any man until I'm married.
We were both out of breath and finally pulled away for a moment. Our eyes searched each other for the conviction that we would continue again.
He wrapped his arms around my waist. And then Jayden buried his face in my neck and started kissing me again.
*****
I felt something heavy on top of my stomach. When I opened my eyes, that's when I knew it was Jayden's hand. He had his hand wrapped around my stomach.
I moved his hand carefully so as not to wake up. He doesn't look as scary when he closes his eyes like this.
All of this had happened and it wasn't a dream. Because when I opened the blanket covering my body, I found myself wearing nothing. This is really bad.
But I don't want to keep serving another man. This is the first and last time.
So I quickly got dressed, ignoring the pain throughout my body.
I'm going to run away from this place and live the life I want. I was going to start all over again.
I picked up the coat and put it on. Also took some money to survive until I could get a job.
Then I took Jayden's clothes, strung them together to form a long rope, and tied it at the foot of the bed. I threw this long cloth out the window.
I took a deep breath, then my feet climbed up the balcony trellis. Before I start to climb down, I see Jayden's face once more. I memorized that face and was going to avoid him.
*****
2 Weeks Later
I vomited back the food I had just eaten. It's been two days since I vomited every morning and this morning I decided to take a pregnancy test.
Even though I don't want this pregnancy, I can't be denial. Because the day that Jayden and I had our one night stand was my fertile period this month.
I bit my lip tightly waiting for the test results. And it turns out my guess was right, I'm pregnant.
I squeezed the test-pack, wondering how I was going to survive with this baby while I was also hiding from Madam Elie. I don't want to go back there and be sold as a prostitute.
But it's no better out here. The only way I can survive is by asking Jayden to take responsibility. I'll tell him that I'm pregnant so he'll pay for the pregnancy and the child in my belly. He was the father after all, regardless of our one-night stand.
I have to ask Jayden for money so that I can live with this child. Since I couldn't abort it, I didn't want to take another life.
Right now I only have these clothes I'm wearing, Jayden's thick coat and some money I stole from him. Unfortunately this money will run out for today, so no matter what I have to meet him today.
Before exiting the alley, I covered my face with the hat I picked up from the discarded clothes.
I confidently walk down the street. Even though I don't know where Jayden is at the moment, I'm sure I can find him.
Pack Nexus, this place is like hell to me. There's no one I can ask for help here. There's no home to go to when I'm tired after a long day of traveling around outside. Only empty buildings, without proper equipment, that have been abandoned by their owners, are my home here.
Although my life in Pack Arcanum wasn't always happy, but there I could find some happiness of my own, one of which was when I treated my patients.
I took a deep breath, trying to accept that this was my life now.
But suddenly some woman bumped into me from behind and I fell forward. Fortunately, it wasn't my stomach that hit the ground first.
I wanted to yell at them, but my attention was drawn to the leaflets that fell on the ground.
I picked one up and turned it over.
What I saw this time made me think very hard. This paper had a big title 'Alpha Jayden is Looking for Luna'.
Alpha Jayden? The name is familiar, just like the Jayden I was looking for. But this must be a coincidence.
Sadly, what was later displayed on a large billboard in the building in front of me confirmed what I thought was a coincidence.
Jayden, the man I slept with that night and the father of the child in my belly was an Alpha!
Oh my Gosh! What have I done!
I seriously didn't know that he was an Alpha, I just thought he was a regular guy who was so rich that he was feared by those guys.
If it comes to this, there's no way I'm going to approach him for responsibility. He'll know right away that I'm not an official member of Pack Nexus and am still a member of Pack Arcanum who was brought here by force to become a prostitute.
He'd probably kill me if he found out I was a trespasser!
Although it wasn't my will to come here, but I can't be seen again in his eyes. Yes, I have to hide.
I.... I'll think of another way to survive.
So I decided to move away from the crowd, into a narrow alley between the tall buildings here. I rubbed my face in frustration. I now realize why they yelled at me when the vase I threw that night hit Jayden. I also finally understood why he was called a VVIP guest there.
“Stupid Cassie! You made a big mistake.” I sat down on the ground and looked down as my stomach felt a little bad.
Ah damn it! If I wasn't drunk and under the influence of drugs, I would have been able to escape and this mess wouldn't have happened.
“Hey it's her! That's right, she's that woman!”
Several burly men pointed at me. Damn it, they must be Madam Elie's men.
I immediately ran to avoid being caught. Because if I was caught, then my life was over right there.
I was breathing heavily, running while pregnant wasn't easy. But I couldn't stop, at least I had to find someone who could help me from them. Whoever it is, I can't be picky right now.
So when I saw the only car with a driver in it, I immediately tapped on the glass. “Please let me in, there are some strangers after me, please.”
Surprisingly, he opened the passenger door and I got in. But then I smelled the exact same odor that Jayden smelled that night and I immediately threw up.
“There you are, Cassandra Suri Jane,” said a deep, heavy voice.
I looked up, shocked to see Jayden, no, I mean, Alpha Jayden was the man behind the wheel.
I instantly backed away to avoid him, but he looked at me intently. “I finally found you too.”
Oh no, is he going to punish me for stealing his money? Or did he already know I wasn't a Pack Nexus member? Or was he going to kick me out of the car because I puked on his car?
I held my breath as he touched my hair. “You were very brave that night, but why are you scared now?”
I swallowed hard. How could I not be scared? The one in front of me was an Alpha and I knew I did him wrong by stealing his stuff!
I tried to gather all the courage I had to answer him. “Who are you? I don't know you.”
He started to drive the car so the men wouldn't chase me anymore. But it seems I was very unlucky because I went out of the crocodile's cage and into the lion's mouth.
He laughed at my answer. “Do you really not recognize me? I guess you don't have amnesia because you also brought my coat and my money with you.”
I reflexively looked at the coat I was wearing. It was over, I couldn't dodge anymore.
I took a deep breath, trying to remain calm even though it was very difficult. “Alright, I'll return your coat and the money I brought.” I was about to take off the coat I was wearing but he held my hand. “I really don't have anything other than the coat and the money of yours. So there's no use if you arrest me. My life is also worthless to you.”
“Do you know who I am?” he asked in a cold voice.
I shook my head quickly, pretending not to know. “All I know is that you're the man who bought me from that pimp and you forced me to sleep with you that night!”
He stared ahead and shook his head meaningfully. “I didn't force you.”
“You're a doctor from Pack Arcanum, daughter of Smith, a man who lives to get drunk and cause trouble. And you don't have a wolf inside you. You were sold to a pimp to pay your father's debts.” He said everything about me. Absolutely everything that managed to make me gape.
He.... how much did he know about me? Did he also already know I was carrying his child?
He gave me a sharp glance through the center mirror. “I know everything about you. I also know you're carrying my child.” He stopped the car abruptly.
What should I do now! He already knows everything, he'll still find me if I run away again. This was making me very frustrated.
“How did you know I was carrying your child? You're just talking nonsense,” I snapped.
But he quickly held my hand. “I can read your future. I read it while you were sleeping, before you ran away that night. And I saw myself in your future. Although it's not clear, but I'm sure the child in your belly is mine.”
I really was over, there was no way out anymore. I could only squeeze the car seat with my nails.
“It seems like you already know who I am. So I'll get straight to the point.” Alpha Jayden took out a large brown envelope from a small suitcase. “Read it carefully.”
I quickly opened the envelope and read the contents.
What! A contract marriage? He's asking me to have a contract marriage with him?
“As you read, I want you to marry me with a contractual agreement. This is not an offer, but an order. Because, I will return you to Pack Arcanum if you refuse. You might end up in the hands of that pimp again.” Alpha Jayden said firmly to me, undeniable.
Why do I have to sleep with him?
Why are all these problems coming at me too? Starting from being sold by my father to replace his debt, accidentally killing someone, having a one night stand with Alpha Pack Nexus, and now I have to get into a contract marriage too. Is my life just to accept all this suffering?
“Don't tell me your life is worthless because now you're carrying my child.” He pointed at my still-flat stomach. “I want that child. After the child is born, I will divorce you and you can be free with the wealth I gave you.”
CASSIE“Why do you want to marry me when you're also looking for Luna?” I saw Alpha Jayden gripping the wheel tightly. His burly hands were showing his muscles firmly at the moment. Is he mad?I suspected that something was going on in the Pack Nexus and I didn't know about it yet. This was quite suspicious.“There's nothing wrong with an Alpha looking for Luna,” he said in a heavy voice. There was nothing wrong with that, but usually an Alpha already had a woman he wanted. Or can even find his own mate. That's what makes me wonder why Alpha Jayden is still publishing news about finding Luna while he's also asking me to have a contract marriage with him.“What else do you want to ask?” he asked. I squeezed my shirt. “If you find your mate, will you divorce me and abandon me? I.... I don't want it to be like that.”He sighed. “Even if I divorce you, it won't be because I found another woman, but because the child has already been born.”I clutched my stomach tightly. This baby was g
CASSIEDespite almost losing consciousness, I could feel Alpha Jayden walking in a hurry. The moment his foot stepped out the door, the pain in my throat disappeared, completely gone and also the blood from my nose and mouth stopped flowing. This strange incident shocked everyone again. Alpha Jayden furrowed his eyebrows until they almost fused together. He must be wondering, but I don't have an answer if it's a question about what just happened to me.“Put me down,” I said.But Alpha Jayden wasn't listening to me. Instead, he took me back into the house, and locked me in a room. He trapped me between his arm and the door. “What happened to you? You.... why are you suddenly dying and healthy again?” He shook my shoulders. “Answer me!”I pushed him, I was fed up. “I don't know what happened to me either!” My breath is rising and falling with anger. “I don't know why I'm suddenly dying and why I'm suddenly fine. I'm confused too!”Alpha Jayden's eyes wildly looked into mine, as if c
JAYDENIt seemed like she lost her mind. Even her life doesn't mean anything to her anymore.She looked so frustrated.Cassie, she was a completely different woman, she wasn't afraid of death. “Goodbye, Alpha Jayden.”Unfortunately, I won't let her end her life. I will be the one who always prevents her death. I won't let her die because she is the woman who broke my curse. Cassandra Suri Jane, you are a myth come true. And how lucky I am that you came to me on your own.Now I can prove to that witch that what she said was wrong, she was mistaken for believing that there would be no she wolves with healing abilities like you. I moved quickly to grab the scissors. Sadly it had already injured her though not too badly. Her body went limp and I caught her. "What's on your mind? If you don't want your life, then give it to the child in your belly. It's innocent and doesn't deserve to have its life taken away."Her anger-filled eyes stared at me boldly, no fear at all like before. “
JAYDEN“But she's a Gamma,” I argued.From the information I had gotten, it did show that she was the child of a Gamma and she herself was a Gamma.And a Gamma is below Alpha, even below Beta as well. So it's very strange that she can fight off my pheromones.“A Gamma?”Look, Doctor Bram is surprised too.This is indeed a rare case because already and always a Gamma is not stronger than an Alpha. Their pheromones would also be inferior to the Alpha's pheromones, but not Cassie's.Could there be something I missed about Cassie being a member of Pack Arcanum?But that's impossible, I've dug up all the information about her and only found the fact that she's a doctor without any wolves or powers. She doesn't have any specialties, so why did this happen?"You just heard about it too, right? Then what advice can you give, doc?"The doctor suddenly bowed his body."Let's just say, I won't punish you for telling the truth. But on the other hand if you are not tell the truth, then I will give
JAYDEN“Luna Cassandra is in a vegetative state.”“What?”Even though the doctor had said Cassie's condition wasn't fine, but a vegetative state? That's terrible!It's the same as Cassie being in a coma, between life and death."Can you cure her? I want you to help her. Ah no, you have to save her no matter what."Elder closed his eyes and examined my bite marks on Cassie's neck. Then his tense expression slowly faded. “The good news is, fortunately your pheromones and Luna Cassandra's pheromones haven't merged yet, so I think there's still a chance to save her.”I sighed, luckily there was still a chance. Thank God.“Then how?”"There is only one way, Alpha Jayden. Although there has never been a case like this before, but in the history books it is written that to save someone from Alpha pheromones, a medicine from the Ucalda plant must be given-The plant is like an antidote and must be extracted to be used as medicine.”Ucalda plant, I knew the plant because I had learned about it
JAYDENI woke up with a ragged breath. I looked around, and thankfully I was still in this room, not losing consciousness and breaking into Cassie's room. “Shit!” How long have I been asleep? It's already morning! The sun has already appeared!I ran towards Cassie's room, finding the doctor and the elder discussing in front of her room. “What's wrong? Did something happen?” I asked.The elder faced me, “Here's Alpha Jayden. We've reached the Neuvern island, but we're still confused. Should we take Luna Cassandra with us or leave her on this ship?”“Wait, explain the procedure first.”“First, we have to find the plant. Then we extract it and give it to Luna Cassandra."“How to extract it? Can it be done on the spot or do we have to go back to the ship?” “If there's a fire source, water, and an earthen pot, we can do it on the spot.”“Okay.” I took a deep breath. “The sooner the better, right? We'll take Luna Cassandra there.”I immediately opened the door of the room where Cassie
STEPHANIEI heard a voice calling her name. I was very sensitive to hearing that name called because she was me and I was her. We were connected to each other in an inseparable bond. And after 25 years of waiting, I was finally able to make my presence known to her, to Cassie. My first appearance was originally just to let her know that I existed within her. I wanted her to know that I wasn't a legend to her and that she wasn't that weak. But it turned out that I had to do another task. So when she swallowed the poison, I helped her. At the same time, I signaled to her that there was another soul living inside her, and that was me. I think she knows now that I've awakened because she has also realized my power, which is healing. That power belongs to me, to my soul, not hers. That's practically how it is. But because of that man, the man who only wanted to use Cassie, Cassie and I became weak. He wanted to mark Cassie but his pheromone was poisonous to us. And that's what cau
CASSIEMy head feels so fuzzy and even when I close my eyes, I can feel the world spinning. What the bloody hell is going on with me?The last time I remember I was under Jayden and we were on my bed. Wait, does that mean I'm dizzy from having sex with him and not getting enough rest? But why do I not only feel dizzy but also weak?Something cold touched my cheek, it was a big palm. “Cassandra? Can you hear my voice?”It was Jayden's voice. I could hear him but when I wanted to answer him, I couldn't. “Doc, why did she faint again? You and the elders are sure that the plant won't become poisonous after she drinks it, right?”What plant and why would it be poisonous? Ouch, my right neck feels numb too. This is because of what Jayden did, he bit me! I hate that guy for being so selfish. He ignored my restrictions and bit me instead. Trying to mark me, he's crazy. I'll never be marked by him even if I'm pregnant with his child. Because if I'm already bound to him, it'll be harde
JAYDEN“You better be looking for her!”“Please pardon our negligence, Alpha Jayden.”I threw everything in front of me.I don't know how many hundreds of things were broken, and I still couldn't find Cassie.I really didn't expect her to leave again.After the punishment I gave her, I thought she would wise and realize her actions. But I underestimated Cassie too much. She's the most stubborn person I've ever met. She also had such an innocent face that it fooled me.I felt sorry for her every time I saw her, so I didn't even know I was being fooled.I thought that after our conversation at the hotel that time, our relationship had improved, but it hadn't. I lost her just as things were getting better. I just lost her after everything seemed fine."Alpha Jayden, I don't think Luna Cassandra is still in the Pack Nexus because if she was, we would've been able to find her. But we still can't find her despite searching all over."I threw my sharp gaze at Hagen. "Where do you think Cassa
CASSIE"Then what should I do now? Will there be a ceremony to use your magic?“”No need, I can do that right now by myself."Wow, so this is one of the perks for being a witch? No hassle to hold a ceremony like us if we want to do something beyond our abilities.“Sit down and close your eyes, I'll cast the spell.”I obeyed her guidance, sitting on one of the chairs here. But before closing my eyes, I wanted to ask something,"You're not going to activate the spell on everyone right? I mean, only Jayden won't be able to find my whereabouts right?"“If that's what you want, then I'll grant it so.”I nodded in agreement and then closed my eyes.I was prepared that it might be painful, but after counting the time, I felt nothing.“It's done.”I opened my eyes and furrowed my brows, "that fast? Did it work already? Without the need to feel pain?“”Yes, I just need to cast the spell. It didn't make you feel any pain because that's how our spells work. Did you do something that traumatized
CASSIEI didn't mean to attack her emotionally, I just wanted to know why I was the only child she had. Because if she had other ones, she probably wouldn't fight over me with the others, right? I mean, there are only two parties, Alexei and Jayden, which I can still handle, but this is three parties, I'm overloaded.“I can't do it, Cassie.”"Why can't you? You have a husband, you have an empire to continue. So explain why you're not making more children!"I knew my voice was getting higher and higher. I said I was losing control of myself because everything Isabela said was a new fact to me."I can't sleep with a man I don't love. I keep mine only for the men I want. And Arlo is not that man. So even though we were married, we never did."I covered my mouth with both hands."So, in other words, I'm the outcome of the mistake you made with Alexei? Because the man you love is not him but Jayden's father, right?"“No, it's not like that Cassie-”"Enough, your answer already proves that
CASSIE“You're right about me cursing Jayden, but I had a strong reason for doing so because my life and death were also at stake.”“What kind of reason would justify cursing an innocent person?”"He's not completely clean, Cassie. Jayden that you are talking about, he is also guilty."I sighed. "What's his guilt? Because he was born to a couple that you don't think should be together? Is that why you're cursed Jayden? Because he's the child of the man you loved whom he later ended up marrying with the other woman? Because of their parents? Because of mistakes Jayden didn't even make?"I sniffled my nose. "A child can't choose their parents, it's a fate they have to accept for life. Not only Jayden, I can't choose my parents either. So do you think he's still at fault in your problems with his father?""You don't know what it's like to be betrayed by the man you love so much Cassandra. When you put all your hopes in him, when he promised you things you've never gotten before, when you
CASSIEI blinked my eyes a few times.Now I understood why Isabela was fought over by Alexei to the point that he wouldn't marry any woman after her, even if it was just a one-night stand.She was like a real goddess, she was so gorgeous.Our eyes met and I could tell they were similar to mine.As if realizing that it wasn't just the two of us, Isabela gave the code through her eyes to her personal assistant who then left.“Come in, Cassie.” She invited me into her room.Actually, this is what a Queen's bedroom looks like. I've only seen it once in my entire life.Isabela held both my hands and her eyes were already glazed over. She saw the pendant I was wearing. "You are indeed my daughter, Cassie. I hardly expected to see you again." Then she hugged me tightly.Even though it was the first time this had happened, my heart could feel the emotion that Isabela felt. Maybe it was because of our blood ties. But I couldn't respond to her hug, I wanted to but not for now.There are so many
CASSIEI can attack the man at this point and actually grant his request if he wants to see my animal side. But since my purpose here was not to fight him, I tried to restrain myself."I'll ignore your words this time. But if you're still blocking me, I have no other way but to tell Queen Isabela's secret to everyone and let them judge."“Your voice won't be heard because you're not of our kind.”"Oh yeah? Really? What if I try it?"I opened my mouth wide and was about to scream, but then the man grabbed the bridge's stone parapet and made one of my feet, which had been stuck down, go up again. The stone block I stepped on also returned to its original position.“That's how it works,” I muttered."I saved you from the trap because you said you had something important you were carrying. But if Queen Isabela didn't think it was important, I wouldn't have thought twice about throwing you off the bridge to be eaten by the fish down there."“Thank you for telling me to be more careful.”It
CASSIEMy patience paid off. After waiting until midnight, activity in Serenith finally stopped. The citizens were no longer seen in the harbor. This meant it was time for me to anchor the ship.I carefully maneuvered the ship and made sure to tie off the docking ropes because I still needed this ship to return.After everything was done, I continued my journey.Although it's very quiet, somehow I feel safe here. I feel like I've been here before even though it's my first time. Maybe it's because I know Isabela is here or maybe it's something else.The only tallest building in this place is the castle. And it seemed to be visible from all corners of Serenith because from the time I was on the ship to where I was right now, it was not out of sight.I stopped for a moment to observe the castle. Around the building was something twinkling, like stars, but I didn't know what it was. But it made the castle look brighter than the other buildings. It was very splendid and delicate.I wondere
CASSIENoah and I were heavily escorted by Alexei and his troops. They escorted us to the border and even prepared a ship.So for now I had to pretend to go to Pack Nexus, until I got the chance to escape.“Are you sure you only need one backpack, Cassandra?” asked Alexei.“Yeah, it's only for one day anyway, so I guess that's enough.”I looked at Noah to give him the code through my eyes. We had agreed to part ways halfway through the trip. He took the ultrasound results and I went to see Isabela.Then I looked at my watch. Soon, though, it would at least work when the ship reached the halfway point, so I could turn the other direction immediately.“I have to go now,” I said.Alexei came over to me and gave me a farewell hug. "Be careful, don't get caught by Jayden. I'll be waiting for you."I smiled slightly and then boarded the ship.I honestly couldn't wait to meet Isabela, I wanted to end this mess. A mess that I think was created because of a misunderstanding. And I have to know
CASSIEI can't stop wandering around since Noah agreed to come to Pack Arcanum. After my efforts to persuade him, he finally wants to fulfill my request, coming here to convince Alexei. If I can go to Serenith and persuade Isabela, that would be even better, right? If Jayden's curse is gone, then I don't have to worry about even breaking the bond with him because he definitely won't take our child, right? That's what I thought. I'd better talk to the curse maker directly since the ceremony will still take place on the next full moon. There's still a chance to prevent Jayden from starting a war since I was brought here. If he knew he still had a chance to have offspring with any woman, he would no longer pursue us. I stopped when I saw a car coming. It must be Noah!So without waiting any longer, I ran straight to the main floor. "Cassandra, don't run!"I ignored Alexei's warning. The sooner I met and chatted with Noah, the better. "Cassandra, how are you?""You're still asking