Chapter 1
Surprises from the East
Giulia
New Jersey. September 2019. 25 degrees.
The only thing I craved more than a cold drink was an air conditioner that night. We didn't have air conditioning. It broke in the last blackout on our street. Some friends called me out and I looked at my watch. It was Sunday, still 5 pm. Well, it was better than just facing the noise of the spinning fan producing a hot wind all night. Plus the mosquitoes buzzing in my ears even with all the wind from the fan. I finally accepted the invitation because I wanted to celebrate my new job, so I told my parents that I was going out. I went back to my room after hearing some worried recommendations from my parents and started to get ready. I looked through the closet of clothes and nothing suited me. I decided and gave up on several dresses until an almost burgundy red one caught my eye. I didn't like that dress very much, I didn't like red so much, but I had tried everything in the closet and nothing I liked on my body as much as that one. I needed to lose a little weight, to listen to my sister Grace's voice of common sense. I was 1.68 tall and weighed 79 kilos. That was way more than I should have been. She talked and talked, but she liked my curves. I had curves, unlike her, who was bordering on neurosis with so many diets. I fixed my messy hair, which reached the middle of my back, put on my makeup and grabbed my purse to wait for my friends to come to Jersey to pick me up. It was cooler outside.
I waited outside the building, under the watchful eyes of the old ladies with nothing to do, more commonly called "building surveillance cameras. They were far more efficient than the cameras themselves and the doorman. Irony. What did they expect from women my age? I wanted to go out, live life, it was already a huge shame to be 26 and still living with my parents because I had no financial independence. How could I, being just a translator, have financial independence? We struggled, I was aware of this. My family was not wealthy at all. My father ran his bakery on our street and my mother was a housewife, without much education. I studied Turkish Language with difficulty because of the expensive language books, but there I was, graduated and now employed. I was a little tense, of course. Starting to work the next day in an engineering firm with international contacts was daunting. I had trained hard in the various languages I had learned, I am passionate about languages, but the reality was very different from the courses. I just wanted to be lucky enough to work as a tour guide and visit the whole world. I looked at the moon that was already high in the sky and shook myself, even in the moonlight I was sweating. Visiting the world... I really deserved a sabbatical year!
I saw that Brenda's car stopped right in front of my building and I walked quickly to meet them. I could still hear the meddlesome doorman's jokes.
- You look beautiful, Miss Giulia.
- Oh thank you so much, Peter. - I almost growled like a pit bull. What a nosy man.
I got into Brenda's car, where Amanda was also. The car smelled a little strange. I looked at the two of them intently sitting in the back seat.
- Did someone smoke marijuana inside the car? - I asked them both.
- It's the smell of my perfume, Jasmine! - Amanda lied with a laugh.
I knew she didn't. Amanda was too fond of a transgression and I feared being caught with the two of them by the police in the car carrying narcotics. Which would be quite plausible. Except that it was very difficult in New Jersey for the police to stop a car with only well-dressed women in it, so I believed I was safe.
- Where are we going today? I didn't even tell you, I start work tomorrow!
- Look at her! We have to celebrate, today you're going to have sex!
- Have sex?! Why?
Brenda started the car in the direction of some nightclub I didn't know yet. We had made friends in college, but Amanda came with Brenda in the friendship package. We were not that close. Amanda was a rather snobbish woman for whom everything revolved around sex. If I got a job, I should get laid, if I passed a test, I should get laid. Me of all people, the virgin! Brenda just enjoyed the stories that Amanda told, without agreeing or disagreeing, just enjoying the company. I was still a virgin at the age of 26, a fact. I hadn't felt a strong connection to a man to offer my body to until then. They could call me whatever they wanted, frigid, old-fashioned, dumb. I was a bit of all of that and yet I felt proud of myself.
- Let's go to the All Inn in Manhattan! - Brenda said loudly. - It must be full of foreigners there today!
That was Brenda's great joy, chasing foreigners. She dreamed of a marriage abroad and leaving US, for no reason. Amanda, on the other hand, only cared about sex and the fun of drugs. As for me, Giulia, I was the romantic of the trio. I was always getting into express dating until I stopped caring and believing in men. I was simply exhausted from telling my whole life story to a stranger every time I started a new flirtation. It was always the same, telling my whole life only to hear him say that he wanted a serious fling, but that deep down it was just about getting me into bed and as I always suspected, they would disappear by enchantment. I started skipping the "telling all my life" part for the part about torturing myself by watching romantic movies. I would avoid pretending to believe the little stories and I would get rid of the disenchantment of real life.
- Where is your job, girlfriend? - Brenda was curious.
- Ipanema. An engineering firm that works with professionals from all over the world.
- You're going to meet outsiders! - she shouted looking at me through the rearview mirror.
- Yeah, right.
- If you have any cats or very rich old men, introduce me.
I let out a loud laugh.
- How am I going to do that, Gi?
- I don't know.
We continued talking animatedly until the nightclub in Barra. The traffic was free at that time of the night and as we approached the noble district of Rio, the whole environment changed. When I jumped out of the car, the air changed too. It was cold because it was so close to the sea. As soon as we jumped out, I felt the coolness of the sea breeze. Much better than being at home, with a weak fan that barely helped me on those terribly hot Rio nights. Brenda parked the car near the nightclub, since it was not safe for three women to leave a nightclub so late at night and walk blocks away to access the car. I heard the deafening noise of loud music already outside. We stood in a short line, were searched by a lady, who groped us from top to bottom and voila, we were inside the All Inn.
The electronic music was almost deafening to my ears, so used to only the audio language classes. I could not be frivolous with my thoughts; like Brenda, I too enjoyed meeting foreigners. However, I met very few of them due to my intense language study.
Brenda pulled us into a corner of the club, a slightly cozier corner, which was right next to the bar. They wanted to get drunk, not me. I knew well the risks of the night for a woman and preferred to be sober to dance and have fun. I adjusted the neckline of my dress, which was quite deep. Brenda and Amanda got up to go dancing. The lights almost blinded me, I was unaccustomed to these places. I felt a mixture of smells in the air, various perfumes, the smell of drinks and beer. I decided to get up and go to the bar to order a soda. As I approached the bar I realized that there were many people there. This made me sure that it would take a long time to get a soda. I shouted for the bartender, but nothing made him look in my direction. He was serving a lot of people at the same time.
- I just want a Coke! Oh, shit!
Suddenly I heard next to me a deep voice shouting.
- Coke! A Coke, please!
The voice was so loud and resounding that it seemed to almost destroy my eardrums. The barman immediately looked in the direction of the high-pitched voice and seemed to come towards me. Oh great, he's going to serve the man next to me, and he might as well serve me too, if I'm lucky. The bartender went to the freezer and reached out for a Coke, then brought the can toward me.
- Sir, one too, please!
- Oh, no! This one is for you!
I heard that Portuguese accent that made me curious to turn in the direction of the voice. There beside me, standing with the can of soda in his hand, was a tall man with a thinning beard, curly hair down to his neck, a deep dark brown gaze, and one of the most beautiful faces I have ever seen in my life.
Chapter 2 The Boss Giulia "Is it for me?" I asked, extending my hand towards the soda can he was holding out. "Yes, yes, here! The man doesn't look at us!" he replied, amused by the situation. I let out a sympathetic laugh when I heard his accent. It didn't sound like Italian, Spanish, French, or English. "Thank you. Is it Arabic?" I asked curiously, intrigued by his masculinity. He stroked his chest, and only then did I notice that his shirt was slightly open, revealing a very athletic chest. "Turkey!" he replied. "Turkey! Ah, Turkey, soap operas!" I said, lost in thought. But why, Giulia? You usually follow Turkish soap operas on social networks, and he doesn't, for sure, he's a man. "Yes, soap opera!" he confirmed, handing me the can of soda. As I looked at his face, I could now clearly notice his distinctly Turkish features. I had been studying Turkish and French for the last few months, so I decided to take a risk and say a few phrases; after all, it was part of my job.
Chapter 3 America Giulia Serkan positioned himself beside me and gave me an irritated look. If it weren't for my first job as a translator and my need, I would have run out of there. My hands were shaking and sweating. That man could be even more handsome in daylight. "You? My interpreter?" He spoke softly and sat down. "Good morning, everyone!" "It seems so... um," I hesitated for a few seconds, "Mister Serkan." "Perfect, I will give you the instructions later. Introduce yourself to them as your first task. I wish you a warm welcome, and let's have a great job," he smiled an unwilling smile. "Perfectly," I replied. I introduced myself to everyone at the meeting and announced that I was the new translator of documents for foreign affairs. Then I sat down. "Well..." he gestured with his hand to continue the meeting, approached me, and held out a piece of paper that looked like a spreadsheet. "So, Giulia, it looks like you will be my advisor. Write down everything you think is
Chapter 4 Lies We TellSerkanAs if it wasn't enough to have been rejected by one of the few women I didn't consider a slut in the world, on top of that I would have to put up with that beautiful girl as an employee. Serkan, if she had slept with you the first night, she would not have been as exciting as she is now for you. She would have been just one more in the crowd of women that frequent the nights in the big metropolises. Of course she was different, she had a strong personality that I could feel from meters away. This attracted and repelled me at the same time. But, after all, I knew that I possessed a rather difficult temperament and was fully aware that I was mistreating her because I had been rejected. She was not stupid. I just didn't know what to do with her. But I had really important matters to attend to on that construction site. I had been hired as Albaf's general manager to manage and protect in court those projects that needed lawyers with experience in complicated
Chapter 5The word is silver, the silence is goldGiuliaThe day flew by. Soon I would have to leave for home, face the crowded subway and the heat; I was even too lazy to go out. The heels had already blistered my feet, I was a wreck. Suddenly my office door opened. It was the Turk."Are you going?" he stopped at the door and asked me."Yes, in a moment." He came into the room, and I looked up to observe his strange behavior."I wanted to thank you for doing what you could with the old man. I couldn't thank you until now." I lifted my chin after that look and crossed my arms."It's a shame they'll have to build mansions around a poor house, but it's his right.""Yes, but my office fails as conciliators if he remains unsold, and I have to break the bad news. But I noticed something...""Yes?" I was curious as to why he continued to pay so much attention to me."You managed to get from him the reason; until then nobody knew.""Maybe they didn't hear what he had to say.""I wonder if yo
Chapter 6"Too many problems, too few solutions."SerkanOut of all the foolish things I was capable of, that was one of the worst: judging your entire people. I couldn't go after that beautiful girl who was leaving; I was wrong. What was left for me was to wait for the next day to somehow redeem myself. I looked around, searched for my car with my eyes, and headed towards it. I heard the phone ringing in my pocket, and when I looked at the name, it was Eda. My mother? “Annem?” “Serkan, when are you coming back to Istanbul, my son?” “Mom, I'm working, you already know that.” “My son, we've set the wedding with Asli. It will be in five months.” I stopped in the middle of the street, in despair. “What?! Mom, you didn't do this!” “We did, her lovely mother chose a date, and we accepted. You know how wealthy they are.” “Mom, I agreed to this engagement, it doesn't mean I'm going to marry Asli.” “What do you mean, Serkan? Don't play games with me, young boy! You agreed to get
Chapter 7Lovely proposalGiuliaThe next day, still very hurt, I arrived at work and went straight to my office. I didn't want to look around and feared that Serkan would want to apologize once again, but when I turned my gaze to the door of his office, I found Serkan staring at me from the doorway. He had a cute smile on his face and it didn't suit him. His gaze was languid too, another thing that didn't suit him. Then he called out to me." Giulia, come."He just commanded and I had to go, I hated it, but he was my boss. I walked into his office and stood in the middle of the room looking at him. " Close the door."As I turned around, I saw eyes from across the room watching me intently. Naturally, the company gossips wanted to know what the boss wanted with me. I closed the door and swallowed, dreading what he wanted to say. I slowly turned my body towards him."Giulia, I'm going to need one more job from you."I frowned without understanding." Extra service?"Wasn't it enough t
Chapter 8TemptationSerkanEverything was perfect. Giulia had fallen for my lie. I was even a little uncomfortable lying to her like that, but I didn't have much choice, my parents were supposed to come and visit me and meet this made-up fiancée. What if they did? I had to get ahead of the disaster. I wouldn't marry Asli, it was out of the question. At first, I was in favor of it just to get them to agree and be satisfied with an approval, but the two families took it too far. Asli also took serious, so much so that they were choosing dresses for the ceremony. I couldn't let them go on with their matchmaking. I was in the land where everything is possible, with a thousand and one possibilities knocking on my door, including getting married late and if I wanted to. USA is a country of contrasts, but of freedoms. Nobody meddles in your life, nobody looks too closely at what you're doing, as they do in Turkey. I just wanted to live a little of that. To be freer. The big problem was that
Chapter 9Love, love, business asideGiulliaWhen I got home on the evening of that request, I had to explain to my parents that I was going to Turkey. What a nightmare it was to convince them that I wasn't going to be kidnapped, raped, sold on a white slave ship, or anything scary like that. My father asked a million times why he needed to take me. I replied a million times that I was a contract translator for the company, and that's why he was taking me. But the reality was that I didn't even know what to expect. It didn't make any sense unless there was also an american or Spanish Albaf headquarters there. I went to sleep thinking about all this and that I needed to get up early to go to the federal police to apply for my passport. At 7am, to be precise. But how could I sleep? My head was spinning with a thousand thoughts about Turkey, the fear in my stomach wouldn't go away, and then there was ... him: that man who used to fill my waking Turkish dreams.Finally, the alarm clock on
EpilogueGiuliaWhen we got back to the Maiden's Tower in the Bosphorus Bay, everything had another dimension and connotation. I remembered when I saw her there for the second time, running away from me, desperate. I could see in her eyes that there was the memory of those days, which I wanted to forget. But then she looked back at me, smiling."The last time I was here was..."I put my finger on her lips affectionately."Please don't remind me what an asshole I was. We don't need that.""Yes, I know, but I was going to say that it was devastating for my self-esteem. And now, my life has changed so much that I feel so loved and so lucky, Serkan...""I feel that way too. And you know... " I paused " I'd be that man of legend who swims out there " I pointed " To rescue you from whatever it was and bring you back to me.'She smiled and clasped her hands around my neck."Even against an Ottoman army?""Even.""Even against the sultan's will?""Yes, yes."She was amazed. Her brown eyes sho
Chapter 36Honeymoon Serkan My wedding wasn't the dream wedding. Nor for Giulia. Many factors got in the way, but the important thing was that we were happily married. I couldn't be intimate with my wife as my parents were still at home, so we took a few days off at a luxury hotel on the Rio waterfront. The Hilton Palace might have seemed one of the most exquisite to Giulia, who was a humble woman. But for me, a well-traveled and experienced man, it was just another luxury hotel. I booked one of the best rooms and locked myself and my wife in it for days. We had never had so much sex, or as she preferred to call it, love. I was touched by her romanticism. It's a fact that Turkish men are romantic. When we want them to be. Not every man, of any nationality, is romantic without a purpose. In my case, romanticism came from feeling. I wanted to give everything to that girl and that giving everything involved my feelings and my possessions. It's how I was brought up. That's why I chose
Chapter 35The wedding GiuliaThe wedding had already started long before the ceremony.My mother-in-law really wanted to hold a henna night and kept pestering me to accept. In the end, I agreed, even though I didn't know anything about it. In the days that followed, I just looked it up on the internet and it seemed a bit complicated. Serkan was against it. He thought it was just another way for his mother to annoy me. Mothers-in-law... The most stressful part of the whole marathon was choosing the dress. We all went to a reputable store in the Laranjeiras neighborhood, where Eda had discovered beautiful dresses on the internet. The five women from the families went along, plus my friend Gisele, who wanted to be part of that moment. We hadn't spoken for a long time and when I mentioned everything that was going on and that I was going to marry my ex-boss, she had a bit of an outburst screaming in my ear on the phone. We freaked out together. At the store, Eda didn't like any of the
Chapter 34Night of pleasuresSerkanI couldn't stand the distance we were forced to keep. I was working a lot, putting up with my mother while adoring Ayla and my father, but I missed Giulia too much. She was taking care of the bakery until her father got better, taking care of wedding stuff, but in that time we didn't have any more space for ourselves. I decided to change that. After that dinner, which wasn't a total failure, I decided that I was going to take my fiancée to a motel. I simply told her that we were going to disappear for a few hours. Giulia perked up. I stopped by her house in the evening, after the office, with instructions on how to apologize to her parents. We agreed to say that we were going to look at ties for me. When I arrived at her door, Giulia quickly appeared, looking beautiful in a flowing floral dress that went down to her feet. She was smiling a lot and seemed very happy. As soon as she got into the car, she hugged me and threw herself on top of me. "I
Chapter 33 Part 2Between laces and hennaGiuliaThe dreaded dinner had arrived.It was 8 p.m. on Tuesday. My father had put on a pair of dress pants and a white shirt so that he would look like Serkan's parents. It was absurdly hot. I took his blood pressure, afraid that he might be emotional or tense and that this could affect his health, but he was fine. It was time for me to put on the lilac dress that I had kept in my closet for a long time. I'd never had the chance to wear it because it was a bit more social and even more sensual. It was knee-length and had a beautiful neckline. Jackeline seemed as nervous as I was. My sister made up my eyes with a light shade of brown and I left the same color as the dress for my lips. A beautiful lilac. My high-heeled sandals were black. "Come on, Jaque, don't take any longer, I don't want to see them alone. We still need to get the fans into the living room, I doubt his mother can stand the heat."" It's going to be difficult, Ju, I'm meltin
Chapter 33Traditions Part 1GiuliaMy father was finally home.It was a relief to have him there, recovering from everything bad, relieving us and making us happy with his presence. But he needed to be careful. Serkan's mother wanted to have dinner at his house for all of us, but my father had just been discharged from hospital, so how could I get back and forth? My mother asked me. "Go to Manhattan now?""I thought the same thing, Mom, but I agreed so I wouldn't have to explain. I don't know how Serkan is going to explain it to them and what he's going to say, but I hope it's soon.Jackeline approached with her cell phone in hand."Gi, I'm looking at dresses for you online, one more beautiful than the other.""We'll look together, Jacke, but let's sort out dinner first. I can't take our father to Serkan's apartment right now."We crossed our arms, thinking, in the middle of the hallway."We're not going. "It's dangerous for your father, the doctor has ordered him to rest. ""Then t
Chapter 32The visitSerkanAfter five days in hospital, my father-in-law was discharged. It was a joy for all of us and a relief for me. I went to pick him up from the hospital because we had to tell him the news of my parents' arrival. I was crazy to have my wife home, dying of lust for her and unable to touch her because she was working so hard in the bakery. I helped my father-in-law up the building's two flights of stairs when the recommendation was to rest for at least another fortnight. No hassle. How could I tell him what I needed to say? As soon as he lay down, I looked at the women in the house and asked their permission. They already knew what I needed to say and there was no point in beating about the bush. The longer we waited, the worse it would get. "Dad... " Giulia anticipated my hesitation.He looked at us, arranging the pillow under his head."What is it?""Serkan's parents want to meet you and they're arriving in the United States in two days."He arched his eyeb
Chapter 31In a hurryGiuliaI had to tell my mother and Jackeline the news.My in-laws would be arrive in Manhattan within seven days' time, wanting to meet my family. That Eda never ceased to amaze me and I doubt she'd leave me alone for a long time. I told her in the cab on the way home."But what do they want here?" My mother was indignant. "Giulia, my house needs a good tidy up to welcome these people!She knew what Serkan had told me about his family being rich and his mother being a snob. I was also pretty sure that Mrs. Eda would come up with something to humiliate us. I was counting on Serkan to hold on to his mother for as long as he was here, even if not all the time because he had to work. Sometimes I thanked God that my parents understood neither Turkish nor English. I could put up with the humiliations of that woman alone in English. "I know, Mom, Jackeline and I are going to tidy up the whole house and make everything sparkle and smell nice!"Jackeline looked at me wit
Chapter 30The bakery storeSerkanGiulia's neighbors were practically adoring my presence in the bakery. They would come in, sometimes alone and sometimes in droves to look at the novelty that was sitting on the till. But when I looked at my fiancée, she had a murderous look on her face. And it wasn't hard to understand why, the girls threw themselves on my lap and I didn't even know why. It could only be the work of Turkish soap operas. Women always think they can have a fairytale love in life and hardly give up that dream. We men are more realistic and practical. Beautiful, intelligent girls are good for marriage and that's it. We have fun with the more detached ones. In short, a night of good sex and nothing more. Giulia was different. She was beautiful, intelligent and charismatic. And she showed it even in a simple bakery. Simple because she was simple. We Turks are used to abundance and to seeing shop windows full of bread and sweets. My father-in-law's bakery was very humble.