Chapter 3
America
Giulia
Serkan positioned himself beside me and gave me an irritated look. If it weren't for my first job as a translator and my need, I would have run out of there. My hands were shaking and sweating. That man could be even more handsome in daylight.
"You? My interpreter?" He spoke softly and sat down. "Good morning, everyone!"
"It seems so... um," I hesitated for a few seconds, "Mister Serkan."
"Perfect, I will give you the instructions later. Introduce yourself to them as your first task. I wish you a warm welcome, and let's have a great job," he smiled an unwilling smile.
"Perfectly," I replied.
I introduced myself to everyone at the meeting and announced that I was the new translator of documents for foreign affairs. Then I sat down.
"Well..." he gestured with his hand to continue the meeting, approached me, and held out a piece of paper that looked like a spreadsheet.
"So, Giulia, it looks like you will be my advisor. Write down everything you think is important about what I am going to say. It will help you understand the documents."
"Yes, sir."
That perfume, that imposing and secure presence, made my hands tremble. And then he began to communicate with the group.
"I know you must be wondering about many things right now, but I can only assure you that I am in charge of the company at this moment and have come to spend some time until everything is settled. I studied Portuguese to take Mr. Henrique's place and moved in when he needed to step aside at last. I'm sorry that his departure is for health reasons. May Allah heal him. As for that house, it needs to be bought so that we can continue to prepare the land for the construction of the condominium. I will take care of it immediately. Do you have anything to ask?"
I watched his face and mouth as he spoke and almost lost myself in his features. He would make a perfect sultan. As soon as he finished, I wrote down his words on the subject.
"Yes, we have questions. How will you make the old man sell the house?"
"By offering more money," he answered.
"He refused."
He looked annoyed and slammed his pen down hard on the dull wooden table. I jumped in surprise.
"By Allah, what a stubborn old man. I will have to take further action!"
"There are no means," one of them answered. He was handsome too.
"I'll manage. Our meeting was a fiasco because I thought that one of you had achieved what we want."
"Unfortunately, Mr. Silva is adamant."
"Okay, meeting adjourned."
Slowly, huffing, with large, hurried strides, they all left the room. One of them kept looking at me until he reached the door and smiled. I smiled back at him. Serkan passed his hand in front of my face in the air as if to bring my attention back to him. I looked at him intently.
"Yes?"
"This is no place for flirting, Miss Giulia."
I frowned, pressing my eyebrows together without understanding what he was talking about. A smile in return for someone who smiled at me could not be considered flirting. Even if the guy was charming, I separated things and the places where I found myself very well.
"Flirting? I'm sorry, but this is absurd."
He moved closer to my body, dragging the wheels of the chair. The suit and the perfume came even closer. He looked me in the eye, looking annoyed. And what expressive brown eyes he had!
"Listen, miss, let's forget what happened between us last night, okay? For the sake of our work, let's pretend that we don't know each other and have never been intimate in any way."
I narrowed my eyes and smiled wryly, even though it was very difficult to resist his close lips. How was it possible to totally forget so many torrid kisses exchanged the night before? Finally, I felt obliged to answer.
"Okay, it's completely forgotten, Serkan bay."
I could have sworn he was going to smile when I called him "sir" in Turkish. But the frowning boss gave an almost smile and then returned to his character, that of the boss.
"Perfect, Miss Giulia. Your office will be next to mine, and I will send you a contract for the Spanish translation by corporate email. I need to explain something, however."
I stared at him as if I hadn't heard judgments and criticisms all morning. Inside, I was boiling with rage.
"I do not speak Spanish. When I took over this company, I came to cover for the chief director who is hospitalized indefinitely, Mr. Henrique. I learned English because I came to his country to take over his position, so any contact with Spanish, please provide a translation. I am fluent in English."
"Yes, sir. Serkan. May I ask you a question?"
By this point, I was already considering him a very bad-tempered person, very different from the good-natured and helpful man in the nightclub.
"Yes."
He was collecting some papers and answered without looking at me, in a hurry.
"The chief director, what about him? Will he be staying long in the hospital?"
He gave a wry smile and looked up.
"You don't like your current boss?"
I lowered my gaze, avoiding eye contact, since I really preferred someone else in that place.
"He has terminal cancer. I have been groomed for this position for a considerable time. Don't get excited; you'll have to deal with me for quite some time."
He stood up while I closed my eyes with hatred. I had kissed that man so much, how disgusting! I got up immediately and went into the next room. He shot past me like an arrow, hitting my leg with a pen. Whether he was going to leave or talk to someone else, I had no idea. The room that would be mine was completely black. The desk was black, the carpet, the cabinets, and even the laptop that was on the table. I closed the door behind me and leaned against it, taking a deep breath. Working with that man who was now obnoxious would be very difficult. I had a very bad habit of responding to provocations, and it was very plausible that I would be fired as soon as I responded badly to him. But he was so annoying!
I sat down at my desk and started digging through my notebook. I found pictures of the old boss and also information about how Serkan had accepted the position. I read that the company Albaf & Co had at first been founded by a Turkish naturalized American and was looking for professionals in the country of origin for high management positions in Brazil. The requirement was to speak the local language and fluent English, in addition to studying American legal rules. I realized that he was the only one to have an interview with the owner of the company, and such was the amount offered in salary that it was strange that more lawyers had not tried for a position. To me, it seemed like a game of marked cards, he could have been indicated for the position by virtue of some influential acquaintance. Well, that was none of my business; I needed to get to work.
As I opened the emails, I was amazed at the number of lawsuits filed by Albaf&Co against a certain man named Albert Rupert. I remembered that Rupert had been mentioned by someone in the meeting. The documents were about the sale of his house and a large sum of money offered for this sale. Denied several times.
"Well, I guess people don't always want to sell their houses," I said out loud to myself.
The internal company phone rang on my desk, the screen flashed "director's office." Oh no, did he want to bully me some more? I took a deep breath and went. I felt my feet practically dragging on the floor of my office. As I entered his office, I saw him sitting alone at his desk. He didn't even look up. I crossed my hands in front of my body and waited at a distance for any command.
"I didn't call you to stand there like a plant," the voice was debauched.
I swallowed hard, why was he treating me like that? I didn't do anything wrong. I approached slowly, with my head down.
"Giulia, I need you to come with me to a place, actually a construction site."
"Construction site?"
He lifted his head and looked at me after so much paperwork.
"Yes, construction. I believe Mr. Silva can hear you since you are American like him."
"Yes, sir. But what is he to be told?"
"That he needs to sell me his house. He is hindering the construction of the condominium, and the construction company is bothering me."
"Is that all?"
He looked at me with a doubtful look, frowning.
"Was I not clear? If you need me to, I will explain it again."
"You were clear! I just wanted to know if that was all there was to it. Mr. Serkan, if you don't like working with me because of what happened yesterday, I'll leave because I don't know why you're treating me badly."
He leaned back in his chair and examined my expression. It was hard to hide the disappointment and all that was stuck in the lump in my throat that I felt at that moment.
"Well, Miss, it was really surprising that you are my employee the day after what happened to us, but I am a professional, and the fact that you denied me has nothing to do with the treatment today. That's the way I am, but I will understand if you don't need the job and resign."
"Not needing it? So this kind of treatment has something to do with my not seeing you yesterday?"
He lowered his head and started going through his folders, organizing them to leave. It was unbelievable that a man like that, with so much money and beauty, was resentful because I didn't go to bed with him. I continued.
"Sorry to disappoint you, but you haven't been rejected; I just never... never..."
He stopped what he was doing to pay attention to me. It was as if his breath was held in anticipation of what I had to say. The expression on his face changed, he became curious as if he depended on my answer to breathe again.
"I never do these things."
The expression in his eyes relaxed as did his entire handsome, masculine face.
"That I understood yesterday. I found something else, anyway."
He stood up quickly with a few folders in hand and began walking hurriedly to the door. If he thought, even for a moment, that I would tell him I was a virgin, he was absolutely right. But I would never tell him this. I would never reveal something so intimate to a man I barely knew, and worse, my boss. However, lowering my head was something I would never do. If he continued to treat me harshly and judgmentally, I would resign without a second thought, and he would never have to see me again.
Chapter 4 Lies We TellSerkanAs if it wasn't enough to have been rejected by one of the few women I didn't consider a slut in the world, on top of that I would have to put up with that beautiful girl as an employee. Serkan, if she had slept with you the first night, she would not have been as exciting as she is now for you. She would have been just one more in the crowd of women that frequent the nights in the big metropolises. Of course she was different, she had a strong personality that I could feel from meters away. This attracted and repelled me at the same time. But, after all, I knew that I possessed a rather difficult temperament and was fully aware that I was mistreating her because I had been rejected. She was not stupid. I just didn't know what to do with her. But I had really important matters to attend to on that construction site. I had been hired as Albaf's general manager to manage and protect in court those projects that needed lawyers with experience in complicated
Chapter 5The word is silver, the silence is goldGiuliaThe day flew by. Soon I would have to leave for home, face the crowded subway and the heat; I was even too lazy to go out. The heels had already blistered my feet, I was a wreck. Suddenly my office door opened. It was the Turk."Are you going?" he stopped at the door and asked me."Yes, in a moment." He came into the room, and I looked up to observe his strange behavior."I wanted to thank you for doing what you could with the old man. I couldn't thank you until now." I lifted my chin after that look and crossed my arms."It's a shame they'll have to build mansions around a poor house, but it's his right.""Yes, but my office fails as conciliators if he remains unsold, and I have to break the bad news. But I noticed something...""Yes?" I was curious as to why he continued to pay so much attention to me."You managed to get from him the reason; until then nobody knew.""Maybe they didn't hear what he had to say.""I wonder if yo
Chapter 6"Too many problems, too few solutions."SerkanOut of all the foolish things I was capable of, that was one of the worst: judging your entire people. I couldn't go after that beautiful girl who was leaving; I was wrong. What was left for me was to wait for the next day to somehow redeem myself. I looked around, searched for my car with my eyes, and headed towards it. I heard the phone ringing in my pocket, and when I looked at the name, it was Eda. My mother? “Annem?” “Serkan, when are you coming back to Istanbul, my son?” “Mom, I'm working, you already know that.” “My son, we've set the wedding with Asli. It will be in five months.” I stopped in the middle of the street, in despair. “What?! Mom, you didn't do this!” “We did, her lovely mother chose a date, and we accepted. You know how wealthy they are.” “Mom, I agreed to this engagement, it doesn't mean I'm going to marry Asli.” “What do you mean, Serkan? Don't play games with me, young boy! You agreed to get
Chapter 7Lovely proposalGiuliaThe next day, still very hurt, I arrived at work and went straight to my office. I didn't want to look around and feared that Serkan would want to apologize once again, but when I turned my gaze to the door of his office, I found Serkan staring at me from the doorway. He had a cute smile on his face and it didn't suit him. His gaze was languid too, another thing that didn't suit him. Then he called out to me." Giulia, come."He just commanded and I had to go, I hated it, but he was my boss. I walked into his office and stood in the middle of the room looking at him. " Close the door."As I turned around, I saw eyes from across the room watching me intently. Naturally, the company gossips wanted to know what the boss wanted with me. I closed the door and swallowed, dreading what he wanted to say. I slowly turned my body towards him."Giulia, I'm going to need one more job from you."I frowned without understanding." Extra service?"Wasn't it enough t
Chapter 8TemptationSerkanEverything was perfect. Giulia had fallen for my lie. I was even a little uncomfortable lying to her like that, but I didn't have much choice, my parents were supposed to come and visit me and meet this made-up fiancée. What if they did? I had to get ahead of the disaster. I wouldn't marry Asli, it was out of the question. At first, I was in favor of it just to get them to agree and be satisfied with an approval, but the two families took it too far. Asli also took serious, so much so that they were choosing dresses for the ceremony. I couldn't let them go on with their matchmaking. I was in the land where everything is possible, with a thousand and one possibilities knocking on my door, including getting married late and if I wanted to. USA is a country of contrasts, but of freedoms. Nobody meddles in your life, nobody looks too closely at what you're doing, as they do in Turkey. I just wanted to live a little of that. To be freer. The big problem was that
Chapter 9Love, love, business asideGiulliaWhen I got home on the evening of that request, I had to explain to my parents that I was going to Turkey. What a nightmare it was to convince them that I wasn't going to be kidnapped, raped, sold on a white slave ship, or anything scary like that. My father asked a million times why he needed to take me. I replied a million times that I was a contract translator for the company, and that's why he was taking me. But the reality was that I didn't even know what to expect. It didn't make any sense unless there was also an american or Spanish Albaf headquarters there. I went to sleep thinking about all this and that I needed to get up early to go to the federal police to apply for my passport. At 7am, to be precise. But how could I sleep? My head was spinning with a thousand thoughts about Turkey, the fear in my stomach wouldn't go away, and then there was ... him: that man who used to fill my waking Turkish dreams.Finally, the alarm clock on
Chapter 10CheatingSerkanI spent that day thinking about what Giulia had said about the trip to her parents. I'd never felt so guilty in my life for lying. I didn't know how much damage I'd do to the girl when she found out she'd gone to Turkey for a lie and not for work. She would hate me. But perhaps I could reverse the situation and try to convince her that she was saving my life from a meaningless marriage, promised to me many years ago by another Serkan who no longer existed. Giulia would understand, I had faith in Allah that she would. But even so, the phrases she said to her parents kept echoing in my mind all day. The only way to redeem myself a little would be to give her my full attention over the next few days, like taking her home in the middle of a storm. I didn't understand why she felt ashamed to show me her humble home. I came from a family that was p
Chapter 11The journeyGiuliaThat rude, vulgar boss of mine didn't even thank me for what I'd done. He just walked out of my office, leaving me in a deplorable state after talking loudly to me. I was afraid that I was in Turkey, a country I didn't know, that I didn't speak the language and that he was going to be rude to me. How was I going to get home? I didn't even have the money for my return ticket, because everything was his responsibility. I decided that I needed to think about my work first and foremost and started drafting Mr. Alberto's document. That man deserved a break from all the trouble those companies were putting him through. Lunchtime had arrived and I saw my office door open. When I realized it was Serkan, I shifted my gaze to the computer in front of me and didn't bother to look at it. More shouting? More attacks on my honor? I didn't even want to hear what he had to say."Giulia, I need to talk to you."I remained motionless." I need to apologize for the way I'v
EpilogueGiuliaWhen we got back to the Maiden's Tower in the Bosphorus Bay, everything had another dimension and connotation. I remembered when I saw her there for the second time, running away from me, desperate. I could see in her eyes that there was the memory of those days, which I wanted to forget. But then she looked back at me, smiling."The last time I was here was..."I put my finger on her lips affectionately."Please don't remind me what an asshole I was. We don't need that.""Yes, I know, but I was going to say that it was devastating for my self-esteem. And now, my life has changed so much that I feel so loved and so lucky, Serkan...""I feel that way too. And you know... " I paused " I'd be that man of legend who swims out there " I pointed " To rescue you from whatever it was and bring you back to me.'She smiled and clasped her hands around my neck."Even against an Ottoman army?""Even.""Even against the sultan's will?""Yes, yes."She was amazed. Her brown eyes sho
Chapter 36Honeymoon Serkan My wedding wasn't the dream wedding. Nor for Giulia. Many factors got in the way, but the important thing was that we were happily married. I couldn't be intimate with my wife as my parents were still at home, so we took a few days off at a luxury hotel on the Rio waterfront. The Hilton Palace might have seemed one of the most exquisite to Giulia, who was a humble woman. But for me, a well-traveled and experienced man, it was just another luxury hotel. I booked one of the best rooms and locked myself and my wife in it for days. We had never had so much sex, or as she preferred to call it, love. I was touched by her romanticism. It's a fact that Turkish men are romantic. When we want them to be. Not every man, of any nationality, is romantic without a purpose. In my case, romanticism came from feeling. I wanted to give everything to that girl and that giving everything involved my feelings and my possessions. It's how I was brought up. That's why I chose
Chapter 35The wedding GiuliaThe wedding had already started long before the ceremony.My mother-in-law really wanted to hold a henna night and kept pestering me to accept. In the end, I agreed, even though I didn't know anything about it. In the days that followed, I just looked it up on the internet and it seemed a bit complicated. Serkan was against it. He thought it was just another way for his mother to annoy me. Mothers-in-law... The most stressful part of the whole marathon was choosing the dress. We all went to a reputable store in the Laranjeiras neighborhood, where Eda had discovered beautiful dresses on the internet. The five women from the families went along, plus my friend Gisele, who wanted to be part of that moment. We hadn't spoken for a long time and when I mentioned everything that was going on and that I was going to marry my ex-boss, she had a bit of an outburst screaming in my ear on the phone. We freaked out together. At the store, Eda didn't like any of the
Chapter 34Night of pleasuresSerkanI couldn't stand the distance we were forced to keep. I was working a lot, putting up with my mother while adoring Ayla and my father, but I missed Giulia too much. She was taking care of the bakery until her father got better, taking care of wedding stuff, but in that time we didn't have any more space for ourselves. I decided to change that. After that dinner, which wasn't a total failure, I decided that I was going to take my fiancée to a motel. I simply told her that we were going to disappear for a few hours. Giulia perked up. I stopped by her house in the evening, after the office, with instructions on how to apologize to her parents. We agreed to say that we were going to look at ties for me. When I arrived at her door, Giulia quickly appeared, looking beautiful in a flowing floral dress that went down to her feet. She was smiling a lot and seemed very happy. As soon as she got into the car, she hugged me and threw herself on top of me. "I
Chapter 33 Part 2Between laces and hennaGiuliaThe dreaded dinner had arrived.It was 8 p.m. on Tuesday. My father had put on a pair of dress pants and a white shirt so that he would look like Serkan's parents. It was absurdly hot. I took his blood pressure, afraid that he might be emotional or tense and that this could affect his health, but he was fine. It was time for me to put on the lilac dress that I had kept in my closet for a long time. I'd never had the chance to wear it because it was a bit more social and even more sensual. It was knee-length and had a beautiful neckline. Jackeline seemed as nervous as I was. My sister made up my eyes with a light shade of brown and I left the same color as the dress for my lips. A beautiful lilac. My high-heeled sandals were black. "Come on, Jaque, don't take any longer, I don't want to see them alone. We still need to get the fans into the living room, I doubt his mother can stand the heat."" It's going to be difficult, Ju, I'm meltin
Chapter 33Traditions Part 1GiuliaMy father was finally home.It was a relief to have him there, recovering from everything bad, relieving us and making us happy with his presence. But he needed to be careful. Serkan's mother wanted to have dinner at his house for all of us, but my father had just been discharged from hospital, so how could I get back and forth? My mother asked me. "Go to Manhattan now?""I thought the same thing, Mom, but I agreed so I wouldn't have to explain. I don't know how Serkan is going to explain it to them and what he's going to say, but I hope it's soon.Jackeline approached with her cell phone in hand."Gi, I'm looking at dresses for you online, one more beautiful than the other.""We'll look together, Jacke, but let's sort out dinner first. I can't take our father to Serkan's apartment right now."We crossed our arms, thinking, in the middle of the hallway."We're not going. "It's dangerous for your father, the doctor has ordered him to rest. ""Then t
Chapter 32The visitSerkanAfter five days in hospital, my father-in-law was discharged. It was a joy for all of us and a relief for me. I went to pick him up from the hospital because we had to tell him the news of my parents' arrival. I was crazy to have my wife home, dying of lust for her and unable to touch her because she was working so hard in the bakery. I helped my father-in-law up the building's two flights of stairs when the recommendation was to rest for at least another fortnight. No hassle. How could I tell him what I needed to say? As soon as he lay down, I looked at the women in the house and asked their permission. They already knew what I needed to say and there was no point in beating about the bush. The longer we waited, the worse it would get. "Dad... " Giulia anticipated my hesitation.He looked at us, arranging the pillow under his head."What is it?""Serkan's parents want to meet you and they're arriving in the United States in two days."He arched his eyeb
Chapter 31In a hurryGiuliaI had to tell my mother and Jackeline the news.My in-laws would be arrive in Manhattan within seven days' time, wanting to meet my family. That Eda never ceased to amaze me and I doubt she'd leave me alone for a long time. I told her in the cab on the way home."But what do they want here?" My mother was indignant. "Giulia, my house needs a good tidy up to welcome these people!She knew what Serkan had told me about his family being rich and his mother being a snob. I was also pretty sure that Mrs. Eda would come up with something to humiliate us. I was counting on Serkan to hold on to his mother for as long as he was here, even if not all the time because he had to work. Sometimes I thanked God that my parents understood neither Turkish nor English. I could put up with the humiliations of that woman alone in English. "I know, Mom, Jackeline and I are going to tidy up the whole house and make everything sparkle and smell nice!"Jackeline looked at me wit
Chapter 30The bakery storeSerkanGiulia's neighbors were practically adoring my presence in the bakery. They would come in, sometimes alone and sometimes in droves to look at the novelty that was sitting on the till. But when I looked at my fiancée, she had a murderous look on her face. And it wasn't hard to understand why, the girls threw themselves on my lap and I didn't even know why. It could only be the work of Turkish soap operas. Women always think they can have a fairytale love in life and hardly give up that dream. We men are more realistic and practical. Beautiful, intelligent girls are good for marriage and that's it. We have fun with the more detached ones. In short, a night of good sex and nothing more. Giulia was different. She was beautiful, intelligent and charismatic. And she showed it even in a simple bakery. Simple because she was simple. We Turks are used to abundance and to seeing shop windows full of bread and sweets. My father-in-law's bakery was very humble.