Chapter 4
Lies We Tell
Serkan
As if it wasn't enough to have been rejected by one of the few women I didn't consider a slut in the world, on top of that I would have to put up with that beautiful girl as an employee. Serkan, if she had slept with you the first night, she would not have been as exciting as she is now for you. She would have been just one more in the crowd of women that frequent the nights in the big metropolises. Of course she was different, she had a strong personality that I could feel from meters away. This attracted and repelled me at the same time. But, after all, I knew that I possessed a rather difficult temperament and was fully aware that I was mistreating her because I had been rejected. She was not stupid. I just didn't know what to do with her. But I had really important matters to attend to on that construction site. I had been hired as Albaf's general manager to manage and protect in court those projects that needed lawyers with experience in complicated matters, and this was a complicated matter. I had already offered R$2 million to this man, an old man who didn't want to sell us his house, and he wouldn't accept anything. Who knows, if I took that american girl, who understood his customs, to talk to him, maybe it would produce some results.
We went to the parking lot together. I put on my sunglasses and deactivated the car alarm. Giulia stopped beside what she thought was my car, a gray pickup truck, and looked at me. I crossed my arms and pointed to my car, a sporty Ford Mustang. She widened her eyes and moved in my direction.
On the way, I looked at her legs in that gray dress that let me see her knees, discreetly so that she wouldn't catch me looking. We stopped at a red light and I leaned my arm on the window. She looked at me quickly and I returned her curious gaze. I confess that I did not like the looks that one of the lawyers gave her, but I could not let it be known that I was bothered and that I did not even know how to behave in this country. Things were just different, people behaved differently, and I would never understand what those too many smiles meant. Friendship? Interest? Everything was complicated for me. I needed a primer on how to behave in the USA.
Finally we arrived. I jumped out of the car and Giulia did the same soon after. And there was that single two-story house in the way of the condo construction. I, as a lawyer, had already offered the owner of that property twice what his property was worth, but he was stubborn and did not want to sell it to the construction company. I was one of the most successful lawyers in my country, even at the age of 32. I didn't know what to do anymore to make that american sell his house. I descended from a long family of renowned lawyers, from my great-grandfather. My father Metin Sadik was always consulted by me in Istanbul, because I didn't know what to do anymore. He knew why I had taken that job in USA a year ago. I was desperately running away from a marriage to the daughter of one of the family's best friends. We were promised in childhood, but everything changed so fast in Turkey! I did not feel obliged to marry anyone and the families were not bothering me, but her parents had expectations of me and like in a nightmare I accepted the engagement. This was indeed a nightmare that haunted me every night because Asli had no attraction for me. When they started talking about arranging the wedding, I fled to America and accepted a great job in Albaf's office. The owner, a Turkish family, had known my father for years and one phone call was enough to solve my life. But with all my experience, I no longer knew what to do with that old man. I approached Giulia and smiled unwillingly. She needed to try for me. One last time was necessary. After that I would tell the construction company that there was nothing more I could do.
“ Giulia, please talk to this gentleman and make him sell the house to my clients.”
She looked at me seriously and then smiled.
“ You want me to convince someone to sell his house?”
“Yes, exactly. “
I put my hands on my waist and looked at her, still knowing that she couldn't see my pleading look through those sunglasses.
“ How am I going to do that, Mr. Serkan?”
“ Well, I don't know, you understand him, you´re americans, maybe you can tell him something that I don't know, tell him that there is another place better than this one that I don't know about.
“ Oh my God, I'll try”.
She answered impatiently. I knocked on the door. Someone groaned inside the house and then opened the door.
“ Oh, it's you, you Turkish bastard! “ answered the old man.
He was about to close the door in our faces when I held it open.
“ Sir, please listen to my employee, she has something to tell you”.
Giulia stood there looking incredulous. Then she looked at him. I noticed the old man's clothes, he seemed to be drinking, he was wearing pajamas and the few hairs on his head were totally disheveled.
“ Mr. Albert, I came to explain to you that this here will be a luxury condominium, with people who don't look like you. They can be rude and stuck up “ She looked at me, I thought about where I fit in that sentence “ Better you accept the 2 million dollars they want to pay you and go live by the sea, what do you think? There are wonderful houses near the sea... For that price...
He didn't let her finish speaking.
“Kid, I know that your intention may be good, but it is better to know soon, my dear departed wife died in this house, it is like a sanctuary for me and I will not sell her favorite place in life. “ His eyes showed emotion and longing. There was sorrow in his voice.
That was my last resort. There was nothing else to be done and the builder would have a completely different house from the others around. A house that looked like crap, it had not been painted for a long time and everything was poorly maintained. I turned around, running my hand through my hair in despair.
“It's not possible, my lord! Your late beloved is no longer in this house! She is in heaven, if Allah so willed!”
“Allah? What is Allah, boy? What do you know about death and my wife?!”
“ Mr. Albert, Allah is God to him, he is God, and his wife is in heaven, that's what he said.”
“ Well, I'm not from your religion and that's why I'm not going to sell my Elisa's grave to anyone!”
“ I can't take this anymore, you want to rot in there, rot in there! “ I shouted and walked back to my car.
I heard the high heels behind me and knew that Giulia was following me.
“ Mr. Serkan, aren't you going to wait for me?”
I stopped, my eyes staring at the ground. What a hot country!
“Of course I'll wait for you. What infernal heat! I want to go back to the air conditioning, this was useless, this man is an idiot, it's 2 million!
“ But his will must be respected, the law is on his side.”
I stopped and examined her features. It wasn't possible that she was trying to tell a lawyer whose side the law was on.
“ I know, Giulia, I know! Let's go!”
I got into the car completely annoyed, feeling the sweat dripping down my face, absolutely annoyed, not knowing how they could stand such a temperature in that city. Giulia got into the car and was sweating equally. A few strands of hair were sticking to her neck and she looked nervous. In one swift movement, she put her hair up in the air, leaving her neck showing. She was voluptuous, with full breasts, wide hips, a really beautiful woman. I didn't realize that I stared for so long, since she noticed and gave me a confused look. I averted my eyes to the direction and turned the key to get out of there. I soon turned on the air conditioning and my mood improved.
Upon arriving at the company, everyone went their separate ways and I tried to forget the incident of the old man and that girl. How was it possible that only one night had left such an effect on me? I couldn't believe it. Not me, not Serkan Sadik. The rest of the day was unproductive and sluggish. I just wanted to go home and try to do something to get over the girl's effect on me.
But I had to be thankful. I had to be grateful for the effort Giulia had made in trying to convince the stubborn old man. It was polite to say thank you, but I also wanted to see her one more time. And it all spiraled out of control when I simply invited her over for tea. I should have gone quietly to my gym, then to my house, turned on the air conditioner, and continued being a rude and happy man. And it all went wrong again, with people who don't look like you. They can be rude and stuck up
Chapter 5The word is silver, the silence is goldGiuliaThe day flew by. Soon I would have to leave for home, face the crowded subway and the heat; I was even too lazy to go out. The heels had already blistered my feet, I was a wreck. Suddenly my office door opened. It was the Turk."Are you going?" he stopped at the door and asked me."Yes, in a moment." He came into the room, and I looked up to observe his strange behavior."I wanted to thank you for doing what you could with the old man. I couldn't thank you until now." I lifted my chin after that look and crossed my arms."It's a shame they'll have to build mansions around a poor house, but it's his right.""Yes, but my office fails as conciliators if he remains unsold, and I have to break the bad news. But I noticed something...""Yes?" I was curious as to why he continued to pay so much attention to me."You managed to get from him the reason; until then nobody knew.""Maybe they didn't hear what he had to say.""I wonder if yo
Chapter 6"Too many problems, too few solutions."SerkanOut of all the foolish things I was capable of, that was one of the worst: judging your entire people. I couldn't go after that beautiful girl who was leaving; I was wrong. What was left for me was to wait for the next day to somehow redeem myself. I looked around, searched for my car with my eyes, and headed towards it. I heard the phone ringing in my pocket, and when I looked at the name, it was Eda. My mother? “Annem?” “Serkan, when are you coming back to Istanbul, my son?” “Mom, I'm working, you already know that.” “My son, we've set the wedding with Asli. It will be in five months.” I stopped in the middle of the street, in despair. “What?! Mom, you didn't do this!” “We did, her lovely mother chose a date, and we accepted. You know how wealthy they are.” “Mom, I agreed to this engagement, it doesn't mean I'm going to marry Asli.” “What do you mean, Serkan? Don't play games with me, young boy! You agreed to get
Chapter 7Lovely proposalGiuliaThe next day, still very hurt, I arrived at work and went straight to my office. I didn't want to look around and feared that Serkan would want to apologize once again, but when I turned my gaze to the door of his office, I found Serkan staring at me from the doorway. He had a cute smile on his face and it didn't suit him. His gaze was languid too, another thing that didn't suit him. Then he called out to me." Giulia, come."He just commanded and I had to go, I hated it, but he was my boss. I walked into his office and stood in the middle of the room looking at him. " Close the door."As I turned around, I saw eyes from across the room watching me intently. Naturally, the company gossips wanted to know what the boss wanted with me. I closed the door and swallowed, dreading what he wanted to say. I slowly turned my body towards him."Giulia, I'm going to need one more job from you."I frowned without understanding." Extra service?"Wasn't it enough t
Chapter 8TemptationSerkanEverything was perfect. Giulia had fallen for my lie. I was even a little uncomfortable lying to her like that, but I didn't have much choice, my parents were supposed to come and visit me and meet this made-up fiancée. What if they did? I had to get ahead of the disaster. I wouldn't marry Asli, it was out of the question. At first, I was in favor of it just to get them to agree and be satisfied with an approval, but the two families took it too far. Asli also took serious, so much so that they were choosing dresses for the ceremony. I couldn't let them go on with their matchmaking. I was in the land where everything is possible, with a thousand and one possibilities knocking on my door, including getting married late and if I wanted to. USA is a country of contrasts, but of freedoms. Nobody meddles in your life, nobody looks too closely at what you're doing, as they do in Turkey. I just wanted to live a little of that. To be freer. The big problem was that
Chapter 9Love, love, business asideGiulliaWhen I got home on the evening of that request, I had to explain to my parents that I was going to Turkey. What a nightmare it was to convince them that I wasn't going to be kidnapped, raped, sold on a white slave ship, or anything scary like that. My father asked a million times why he needed to take me. I replied a million times that I was a contract translator for the company, and that's why he was taking me. But the reality was that I didn't even know what to expect. It didn't make any sense unless there was also an american or Spanish Albaf headquarters there. I went to sleep thinking about all this and that I needed to get up early to go to the federal police to apply for my passport. At 7am, to be precise. But how could I sleep? My head was spinning with a thousand thoughts about Turkey, the fear in my stomach wouldn't go away, and then there was ... him: that man who used to fill my waking Turkish dreams.Finally, the alarm clock on
Chapter 10CheatingSerkanI spent that day thinking about what Giulia had said about the trip to her parents. I'd never felt so guilty in my life for lying. I didn't know how much damage I'd do to the girl when she found out she'd gone to Turkey for a lie and not for work. She would hate me. But perhaps I could reverse the situation and try to convince her that she was saving my life from a meaningless marriage, promised to me many years ago by another Serkan who no longer existed. Giulia would understand, I had faith in Allah that she would. But even so, the phrases she said to her parents kept echoing in my mind all day. The only way to redeem myself a little would be to give her my full attention over the next few days, like taking her home in the middle of a storm. I didn't understand why she felt ashamed to show me her humble home. I came from a family that was p
Chapter 11The journeyGiuliaThat rude, vulgar boss of mine didn't even thank me for what I'd done. He just walked out of my office, leaving me in a deplorable state after talking loudly to me. I was afraid that I was in Turkey, a country I didn't know, that I didn't speak the language and that he was going to be rude to me. How was I going to get home? I didn't even have the money for my return ticket, because everything was his responsibility. I decided that I needed to think about my work first and foremost and started drafting Mr. Alberto's document. That man deserved a break from all the trouble those companies were putting him through. Lunchtime had arrived and I saw my office door open. When I realized it was Serkan, I shifted my gaze to the computer in front of me and didn't bother to look at it. More shouting? More attacks on my honor? I didn't even want to hear what he had to say."Giulia, I need to talk to you."I remained motionless." I need to apologize for the way I'v
Chapter 12TurkeySerkanThe journey was a little difficult.Giulia showed insecurity and fear during the first two hours of the flight, but then she slept on my shoulder and even drooled. I think she was so tired and had spent a sleepless, anxious night that at a certain point she couldn't take it anymore. Sleep and tiredness overcame her. I held her hand as she slept and turned my face to look at her angelic face. I had been so hard on her when I only wanted to help and now I felt like an insensitive ogre. I wasn't proud of what I was about to do, but she would soon forget. That was my most burning desire. The second was to get to know her better. I couldn't deny to myself that I felt a strong attraction to the Brazilian. As I carefully stroked her left hand, Giulia woke up and looked at me. Her gaze traveled the length of the plane and then back to my eyes. We stared at each other for a few seconds, saying nothing. I looked at her lips, she looked at mine. It wasn't right to play w
EpilogueGiuliaWhen we got back to the Maiden's Tower in the Bosphorus Bay, everything had another dimension and connotation. I remembered when I saw her there for the second time, running away from me, desperate. I could see in her eyes that there was the memory of those days, which I wanted to forget. But then she looked back at me, smiling."The last time I was here was..."I put my finger on her lips affectionately."Please don't remind me what an asshole I was. We don't need that.""Yes, I know, but I was going to say that it was devastating for my self-esteem. And now, my life has changed so much that I feel so loved and so lucky, Serkan...""I feel that way too. And you know... " I paused " I'd be that man of legend who swims out there " I pointed " To rescue you from whatever it was and bring you back to me.'She smiled and clasped her hands around my neck."Even against an Ottoman army?""Even.""Even against the sultan's will?""Yes, yes."She was amazed. Her brown eyes sho
Chapter 36Honeymoon Serkan My wedding wasn't the dream wedding. Nor for Giulia. Many factors got in the way, but the important thing was that we were happily married. I couldn't be intimate with my wife as my parents were still at home, so we took a few days off at a luxury hotel on the Rio waterfront. The Hilton Palace might have seemed one of the most exquisite to Giulia, who was a humble woman. But for me, a well-traveled and experienced man, it was just another luxury hotel. I booked one of the best rooms and locked myself and my wife in it for days. We had never had so much sex, or as she preferred to call it, love. I was touched by her romanticism. It's a fact that Turkish men are romantic. When we want them to be. Not every man, of any nationality, is romantic without a purpose. In my case, romanticism came from feeling. I wanted to give everything to that girl and that giving everything involved my feelings and my possessions. It's how I was brought up. That's why I chose
Chapter 35The wedding GiuliaThe wedding had already started long before the ceremony.My mother-in-law really wanted to hold a henna night and kept pestering me to accept. In the end, I agreed, even though I didn't know anything about it. In the days that followed, I just looked it up on the internet and it seemed a bit complicated. Serkan was against it. He thought it was just another way for his mother to annoy me. Mothers-in-law... The most stressful part of the whole marathon was choosing the dress. We all went to a reputable store in the Laranjeiras neighborhood, where Eda had discovered beautiful dresses on the internet. The five women from the families went along, plus my friend Gisele, who wanted to be part of that moment. We hadn't spoken for a long time and when I mentioned everything that was going on and that I was going to marry my ex-boss, she had a bit of an outburst screaming in my ear on the phone. We freaked out together. At the store, Eda didn't like any of the
Chapter 34Night of pleasuresSerkanI couldn't stand the distance we were forced to keep. I was working a lot, putting up with my mother while adoring Ayla and my father, but I missed Giulia too much. She was taking care of the bakery until her father got better, taking care of wedding stuff, but in that time we didn't have any more space for ourselves. I decided to change that. After that dinner, which wasn't a total failure, I decided that I was going to take my fiancée to a motel. I simply told her that we were going to disappear for a few hours. Giulia perked up. I stopped by her house in the evening, after the office, with instructions on how to apologize to her parents. We agreed to say that we were going to look at ties for me. When I arrived at her door, Giulia quickly appeared, looking beautiful in a flowing floral dress that went down to her feet. She was smiling a lot and seemed very happy. As soon as she got into the car, she hugged me and threw herself on top of me. "I
Chapter 33 Part 2Between laces and hennaGiuliaThe dreaded dinner had arrived.It was 8 p.m. on Tuesday. My father had put on a pair of dress pants and a white shirt so that he would look like Serkan's parents. It was absurdly hot. I took his blood pressure, afraid that he might be emotional or tense and that this could affect his health, but he was fine. It was time for me to put on the lilac dress that I had kept in my closet for a long time. I'd never had the chance to wear it because it was a bit more social and even more sensual. It was knee-length and had a beautiful neckline. Jackeline seemed as nervous as I was. My sister made up my eyes with a light shade of brown and I left the same color as the dress for my lips. A beautiful lilac. My high-heeled sandals were black. "Come on, Jaque, don't take any longer, I don't want to see them alone. We still need to get the fans into the living room, I doubt his mother can stand the heat."" It's going to be difficult, Ju, I'm meltin
Chapter 33Traditions Part 1GiuliaMy father was finally home.It was a relief to have him there, recovering from everything bad, relieving us and making us happy with his presence. But he needed to be careful. Serkan's mother wanted to have dinner at his house for all of us, but my father had just been discharged from hospital, so how could I get back and forth? My mother asked me. "Go to Manhattan now?""I thought the same thing, Mom, but I agreed so I wouldn't have to explain. I don't know how Serkan is going to explain it to them and what he's going to say, but I hope it's soon.Jackeline approached with her cell phone in hand."Gi, I'm looking at dresses for you online, one more beautiful than the other.""We'll look together, Jacke, but let's sort out dinner first. I can't take our father to Serkan's apartment right now."We crossed our arms, thinking, in the middle of the hallway."We're not going. "It's dangerous for your father, the doctor has ordered him to rest. ""Then t
Chapter 32The visitSerkanAfter five days in hospital, my father-in-law was discharged. It was a joy for all of us and a relief for me. I went to pick him up from the hospital because we had to tell him the news of my parents' arrival. I was crazy to have my wife home, dying of lust for her and unable to touch her because she was working so hard in the bakery. I helped my father-in-law up the building's two flights of stairs when the recommendation was to rest for at least another fortnight. No hassle. How could I tell him what I needed to say? As soon as he lay down, I looked at the women in the house and asked their permission. They already knew what I needed to say and there was no point in beating about the bush. The longer we waited, the worse it would get. "Dad... " Giulia anticipated my hesitation.He looked at us, arranging the pillow under his head."What is it?""Serkan's parents want to meet you and they're arriving in the United States in two days."He arched his eyeb
Chapter 31In a hurryGiuliaI had to tell my mother and Jackeline the news.My in-laws would be arrive in Manhattan within seven days' time, wanting to meet my family. That Eda never ceased to amaze me and I doubt she'd leave me alone for a long time. I told her in the cab on the way home."But what do they want here?" My mother was indignant. "Giulia, my house needs a good tidy up to welcome these people!She knew what Serkan had told me about his family being rich and his mother being a snob. I was also pretty sure that Mrs. Eda would come up with something to humiliate us. I was counting on Serkan to hold on to his mother for as long as he was here, even if not all the time because he had to work. Sometimes I thanked God that my parents understood neither Turkish nor English. I could put up with the humiliations of that woman alone in English. "I know, Mom, Jackeline and I are going to tidy up the whole house and make everything sparkle and smell nice!"Jackeline looked at me wit
Chapter 30The bakery storeSerkanGiulia's neighbors were practically adoring my presence in the bakery. They would come in, sometimes alone and sometimes in droves to look at the novelty that was sitting on the till. But when I looked at my fiancée, she had a murderous look on her face. And it wasn't hard to understand why, the girls threw themselves on my lap and I didn't even know why. It could only be the work of Turkish soap operas. Women always think they can have a fairytale love in life and hardly give up that dream. We men are more realistic and practical. Beautiful, intelligent girls are good for marriage and that's it. We have fun with the more detached ones. In short, a night of good sex and nothing more. Giulia was different. She was beautiful, intelligent and charismatic. And she showed it even in a simple bakery. Simple because she was simple. We Turks are used to abundance and to seeing shop windows full of bread and sweets. My father-in-law's bakery was very humble.