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Chapter 46

Author: Queen_bitterella
last update Huling Na-update: 2022-09-24 16:57:45

"I'm tired." I told him

It's true. I am tired. I am really tired of this shit. Too tired of this lies. Pero parang mas nadadagdagan ang sakit na yun. Because he's here. Comforting me as if he didn't hurt me before. Isa siya sa sobrang nanakit sa akin.

"Shhh. I'm here love." He whisper to me. But I push him. I tried to push him.

"You hurt me more than they do. How dare you. Don't touch me!" I shouted as I push him.

"Shh. Just cry. I won't leave you love." pag papakalma niya sa akin. But those memory keep coming back into my head. Trying to ruin the peace I am creating about him. I tried to forget to for once this time but I just can't. Mas lalo lamang nadagdagan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko noong mas niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit.

Kinailangan ko siya noon pero bakit wala siya. It's hard to trust again lalo na ngayon. Sa mga nangyayari ngayon.

"No. I can't. I still can't forget those pain you gave me. I can't forget how you treated me. It's still running back. So don't touch me!"
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snamy happy ending Kau, kc Mukha nmn na I I digan n xa pra s sau at s anak mo, and sna mag k alikan ung totoong magulang mo, and makarma sn Ang bunganga bunga yng c rose
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  • The Substitute   Chapter 47

    "Mom." my son called me noong mahalata niyang naka tulala na naman ako. I smile at him bago ko inabot ang kamay ko sa kaniya. Agad naman niyang kinuha ang kamay ko at nag lakad patungo sa akin. It's been a month since I made my decision. Humingi ako ng break kay mommy bago kami nag tungo ng Vienna. Isang buwan na kami dito. Tumakbo na naman ako sa problema ko. Tumakbo ulit ako sa problema ko. Tinakbuhan ko na naman ang problemang dapat hinaharap ko."Is daddy going here too mom?" Lara asked me. Agad namang lumapit sa akin ang anak ko bago ito kumapit sa kabilang braso ko. "Do you miss your dad?" tanging tanong ko. Kasi kung oo ay ibabalik ko na sila. Actually kahit gaano ka kaready sa isang bagay pag dumating iyon magugulat ka pa rin. Masasaktan ka pa rin. Even though you expect it iba pa rin ang feeling pag dumating na. Iba pa rin yung mararamdaman mo pag nasa harapan mo na. "Yes. And we miss grandma too. Did they bully you too mom like the way they bully me? Kuya will away the

    Huling Na-update : 2022-09-29

  • The Substitute   Chapter 48

    "Ano. Sigurado ka na ba talaga sa desisyon mo na yan? Final na yan? Ikaw kasi masyado kang takbuhin. Takbo ng takbo akala mo naman nakikipag karera ka." Karen told me while rolling her eyes. Inilapag ko ang aking bag bago naupo sa kama ko. I look around and see the same room I had left before. Thinking that I am back again here makes my eyes rolled. Haharapin ko na naman ang kapatid ko. It was just like we're twins. Yeah. Ako ang unang pinanganak sa ibang sinapupunan. Ako ang panganay sa aming dalawa. Ako ang nakakatanda pero bakit parang siya iyong nasusunod. "I hate it when Rose was making move on my husband. Hindi lang ako masasaktan. My daughter was too attached from his father. Hindi ko hahayaang maranasan niya ang naranasan ko. Hindi ko rin pinangarap na lumaki sila na hindi buo ang pamilya. ""So you're saying that you'll stay with him just because of the kids? Iyon lang ba hindi ka kasali sa dahilan na yun? Alam mo isa ka rin indenial queen. Bakit ba lahat kayo ganiyan. Naka

    Huling Na-update : 2022-12-17

  • The Substitute   Prologue

    "I love you ever since the day you came into my life. You completed me Dale. You made me the happiest woman in the world. I promise that I will make you happy til death. Every second of our life I'll treasure it. I'll make what ever you want. From this day onwards and the rest of my life. I'll surrender my self to you. Your the one I wish to have. I love you." I said my vow to him.Habang tumutulo ang mga luha ko. I already open my dead end."I am Dale Marquez. Promising that I'll do my best to be worth for your love. I do everything you wish me to do so and make everything turns to possible one. I'll do anything what makes you smile. And promising that this love of mine is endlessly. I love you so much Rose Charmaine Dela Paz my Mrs. Dale Marquez til death do us part."And there my tears fall down. I'm not Rose. I'm Lilly. Hindi ako ang dapat pakasalan niya ngunit heto ako nakatayo sa gitna ng altar kaharap siya."I Pronounce you as husband and wif

    Huling Na-update : 2021-12-27

  • The Substitute   Chapter 1

    Masaya akong umuwi sa bahay namin matapos kong mapanalunan ang championship sa larong archery. I'm the winner and I'm competing outside the country next month.Palundag-lundag pa akong nag lakad dala ang aking tropeyo. While I'm hoping that I'll make them happy. Their child is now a champion."Mom Dad! Mom! Rose where are you? Dad" sigaw ko mula sa sala.Nasaan sila. Why this house is empty. Nasaan sila mama?Marahan kong nilapag ang aking hawak na trophy sa babasaging mesa at nag lakad patungo ng kusina. And there they are Cooking.Napangiti naman ako. Siguro nalaman na nilang panalo ako sa competition kaya nag luto sila. These is the first time they cook for me. Well that's what I thought not until my twin sister enter the kitchen."Oh honey. Congratulations. I know you can do it." sabi ni Mama bago niyakap ang kapatid ko.Doon ko lang nahalata na may hawak din pala itong trophy. She's a champion like m

    Huling Na-update : 2021-12-27

  • The Substitute   Chapter 2

    Sunod sunod na sampal at sabunot ang nakuha ko mula sa mommy ko pag alis ng mga bisita. Habang masasakit na salita naman ang nakuha ko mula sa pamilya ni Dale. Hindi ko alam kung paano namanipula ng kakambal ko ang marriage certificate at nakapangalan ito sakin. Hindi ko rin alam kung paano niya napalitan ang pangalan sa papeles na dapat kailangan. Basta ang alam ko ay pangalan ko ang nakalagay sa marriage certificate at ako talaga ang kasal kay Dale.Pero hindi iyon sapat. Dahil hindi sang-ayon ang dalawang panig kahit na ang magulang ko ay ayaw sa nangyari."Bakit mo ginawa yun. Wala kang kwentang anak. Alam mo bang galit na Galit ang pamilya nila sa atin!" singhal ni dad sakin."Dad listen its not what I want -." my mom slap me."You're a selfish crap. Kaya walang mag mamahal sayo patapon ka!" sigaw ni MamaMasaganang bumuhos ang mga luha ko.'A perfect fam

    Huling Na-update : 2021-12-27

  • The Substitute   Chapter 3

    My heart is beating rapidly as I go down the stairs. Nasa kalahati pa lamang ako ng hagdan ay naririnig ko na ang boses ng kaniyang magulang. They are arguing with a high range of voice. Noong tuluyan na akong makababa ay nakita ko na sila ng tuluyan. I saw his father and his mother together with his siblings."What? Ganun na lang yun? That witch marry your brother! I want an annulment. I want that bitch to suffer behind bars!" His mother shouted as she slammed the table. Agad naman akong napatalon sa gulat.Lahat sila ay napatingin sa akin tila inaasahan na nila na papunta ako. His mother look at me while smirking. Siya ang unang nag tungo sa akin bago tuluyang lumapat ang kaniyang palad sa pisngi ko.My tears falls down as she tried to pull my hair. Pinigilan agad siya ng kaniyang asawa habang ako ay nakatulala lamang. Dale's brother pull me away at dinala sa kusina. Sumunod naman agad ang kaniyang kapatid na babae. Inayos nila ang buhok ko habang

    Huling Na-update : 2022-02-20

  • The Substitute   Chapter 4

    I wake up in unfamiliar room. It was all white and nothing more. Nang ilibot ko ang paningin ko ay nahagip ng mata ko ang isang lalaki na hindi pamilyar sa akin. Agad siyang tumayo at nag tungo sa pwesto ko. He looks serious while walking."Sa susunod huwag kang mag lalakad ng pagod at may sinat. You look like a dead person earlier" he said trying to check me.Lumayo ako ng kaunti ng dumampi ang mga palad niya sa noo ko. He chuckled upon witnessing it."Huwag kang mag alala. I'm not going to bite you. I'm a trained wolf" he joke before he continue to touch my forehead."Sorry. Hindi ko sinasadyang abalahin ka.""It's not a big deal. Basta you should be careful next time. The bill was settled and you can discharge naman na. So if you want I can take you home. Baka kung ano pa ang mangyari sa iyo dyan. Saan ba ang bagay niyo?" He asked me. Umiling ako sa kaniya bago ako ngumiti."Salamat. Ako na ang bahalang umuwi sa ba

    Huling Na-update : 2022-03-01

  • The Substitute   Chapter 5

    "Si Dale po ba uuwi mamaya?" I asked manang as I saw her walking down the stairs. Dala niya ang walis habang marahang nag lalakad pababa."Oo ata. Hindi ko alam. Hindi ba nag sabi saiyo ang asawa mo?" she asked me. Umiling ako sa kaniya habang sumimangot."Baka hindi nga po. Baka kasama niya na naman ang kakambal ko. Manang pumunta na po ba yung taga deliver?" I asked her.Naubos na lahat ng gamit ko. I even sold some of my paintings to make money. Ito ang magiging libangan ko. Ito ang magiging pampalubag loob ko. Because in my every painting I gave my heart and soul to make my piece. And in every piece I make my heart was on it."Hayaan mo na lang yan ineng. Ganiyan talaga yun. Huwag kang masyadong mag isip hah Lilly"Hindi ko na lamang siya pinansin at dumeretso sa taas. Nag eenjoy ako masyado sa pag pinta. Isinuot ko na ang apron ko before I sit on my chair. I usually paints sunset or moon. Rain and fore

    Huling Na-update : 2022-03-02

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  • The Substitute   Chapter 48

    "Ano. Sigurado ka na ba talaga sa desisyon mo na yan? Final na yan? Ikaw kasi masyado kang takbuhin. Takbo ng takbo akala mo naman nakikipag karera ka." Karen told me while rolling her eyes. Inilapag ko ang aking bag bago naupo sa kama ko. I look around and see the same room I had left before. Thinking that I am back again here makes my eyes rolled. Haharapin ko na naman ang kapatid ko. It was just like we're twins. Yeah. Ako ang unang pinanganak sa ibang sinapupunan. Ako ang panganay sa aming dalawa. Ako ang nakakatanda pero bakit parang siya iyong nasusunod. "I hate it when Rose was making move on my husband. Hindi lang ako masasaktan. My daughter was too attached from his father. Hindi ko hahayaang maranasan niya ang naranasan ko. Hindi ko rin pinangarap na lumaki sila na hindi buo ang pamilya. ""So you're saying that you'll stay with him just because of the kids? Iyon lang ba hindi ka kasali sa dahilan na yun? Alam mo isa ka rin indenial queen. Bakit ba lahat kayo ganiyan. Naka

  • The Substitute   Chapter 47

    "Mom." my son called me noong mahalata niyang naka tulala na naman ako. I smile at him bago ko inabot ang kamay ko sa kaniya. Agad naman niyang kinuha ang kamay ko at nag lakad patungo sa akin. It's been a month since I made my decision. Humingi ako ng break kay mommy bago kami nag tungo ng Vienna. Isang buwan na kami dito. Tumakbo na naman ako sa problema ko. Tumakbo ulit ako sa problema ko. Tinakbuhan ko na naman ang problemang dapat hinaharap ko."Is daddy going here too mom?" Lara asked me. Agad namang lumapit sa akin ang anak ko bago ito kumapit sa kabilang braso ko. "Do you miss your dad?" tanging tanong ko. Kasi kung oo ay ibabalik ko na sila. Actually kahit gaano ka kaready sa isang bagay pag dumating iyon magugulat ka pa rin. Masasaktan ka pa rin. Even though you expect it iba pa rin ang feeling pag dumating na. Iba pa rin yung mararamdaman mo pag nasa harapan mo na. "Yes. And we miss grandma too. Did they bully you too mom like the way they bully me? Kuya will away the

  • The Substitute   Chapter 46

    "I'm tired." I told him It's true. I am tired. I am really tired of this shit. Too tired of this lies. Pero parang mas nadadagdagan ang sakit na yun. Because he's here. Comforting me as if he didn't hurt me before. Isa siya sa sobrang nanakit sa akin. "Shhh. I'm here love." He whisper to me. But I push him. I tried to push him. "You hurt me more than they do. How dare you. Don't touch me!" I shouted as I push him. "Shh. Just cry. I won't leave you love." pag papakalma niya sa akin. But those memory keep coming back into my head. Trying to ruin the peace I am creating about him. I tried to forget to for once this time but I just can't. Mas lalo lamang nadagdagan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko noong mas niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit. Kinailangan ko siya noon pero bakit wala siya. It's hard to trust again lalo na ngayon. Sa mga nangyayari ngayon. "No. I can't. I still can't forget those pain you gave me. I can't forget how you treated me. It's still running back. So don't touch me!"

  • The Substitute   Chapter 45

    The mall was pack of people. They are walking. Others are almost running. A typical mall on Sunday. Families on bonding. Kids are running. Every restaurant and fastfood was pack of family who are eating. Couples. Single. Friends. Or maybe exes who are out for closure. Pero sa dami ng tao doon ay hindi nakatakas sa akin ang pamilyang nasa harap namin. "So you plan to expose the marriage huh. Why?" My bio mom asked. Bakit nga ba? Hindi ba dapat? Ano ba ang dapat? Itago ko na may asawa na ako? Na may ama ang mga anak ko. Na kasal na ako at hindi totoo ang issue dati na nag pabuntis ako sa ibang lalaki. Na yung kinukuha at akala ng lahat na fiancee ng kakambal ko ay asawa ko pala. Are they ashamed? Well they should be. "Why? We are married. Aren't family belong here? I mean hindi ko sinasabing hindi kayo pamilya but. You know. Those family who betray and set up their family for money. Those traitors. " ani ko. "Oh. Us? Traitors? Hindi ba dapat ikaw yung mahiya. Ikaw yung nang agaw ng

  • The Substitute   Chapter 44

    "I'm going to take our children into school. Are you going with us?" he asked me habang ako ay nag aayos ng buhok. He is in my back. Looking at me straight from the mirror while bucking his belt. I don't have any idea why I say yes on his thought about this. Him in my house sharing room and acting like a parents. I'm fine with this if this is just for kids sake and also for me not to look like a fool to others. People are too confuse on what really is happening in our family. On what really made me this kind of woman. I don't care about what others may say before but now. I won't permit that. "Sure. I'm off to work too so might as well bring me to the site. Or I'll just commute." ani ko. I saw him smile before taking my things. My heart race as I watch him smile. Picking my things and walking out of our room. Lance wasn't too okay with the set up but Lara was more excited than ever. She was too happy having a dad. She always brag about it and always told everyone that she already me

  • The Substitute   Chapter 43

    I tried to focus on my work and ignore Dale but he always found a way for me to look at him. He was now running away from our kids while we are working. Mas naiistress ako habang nandito sila. Dahil baka may mahulog na lamang ng kung ano at nandito sila nag lalaro. Dale always makes me worried after the kids. I didn't even think that having him with my side will caused such a chaos. "Dale enough of that. Stop running here and take those two out and grab some food. Hindi mo man lang ba naisip yun?" I scolded him. The two kids stop running too and look at me. Dale look down finding the right word to answer me but instead of answering he pull me and try to drag me out of that site, "What are you doing?!" I asked him. Pulling my hands back. "We're going to eat. At saka you shouldn't stress yourself up. Madali na yan matapos so relax okay. Few more weeks and our house was done." He answered. "I thought it was ours. What happened to our house Dale?" Rose suddenly spoke at our back. Agad

  • The Substitute   Chapter 42

    I wake up the next day with Dale beside my bed. Hugging me from behind habang isinisiksik ang sarili sa akin. I saw his finger wearing our wedding ring. Holding my hands tightly when I tried to take my hand away. "Kailangan ng almusal ng mga anak ko""I already made them some breakfast. Just laid. I'm still sleepy love. " he whisper at me bago muling isiniksik ang sarili sa akin. I didn't move or even think to got up because he's holding me tight. "Just let me do this. This is the things that I missed for those times that I am running away from the marriage that I thought was fake and your scheming plan. I didn't realize that maybe you are a victim too. That maybe the both of us are victim". I hold his hand and start to feel his body at my back. I can even feel his breath in my head and his feet against mine. "What if we didn't suffer and parted for years. Are this gonna happened?""I wish we didn't parted our ways. I wish I could turn back time just to held you""But I know if yo

  • The Substitute   Chapter 41

    "Are you sure about being with Dale again?" Karen asked me like she's not favor in that decision. "You like it too. Why ask now?""Come on. I just want to piss you off but I didn't wish that to happened. I mean I want my godchildren to have a complete family. But if it means it will hurt you of course I won't permit those. My sister walk at the same path as yours so I know how hard it is. So decide carefully" aniya. Agad naman akong tumango sa kaniya bilang pag sang ayon. Yeah. It's true. I need to decide carefully of course. My children's future are in my hands. It's either they will have a father or stay what we have now. A simple small family we treasure. But when I think of the complication in the near future I always ended up thinking again. If we got annulled and his parents and my biological parents wants him to marry my sister it was a big trouble. Because my children and my sisters children will be sibling that may bring odd feeling for the both of us. And I don't want my

  • The Substitute   Chapter 40

    I don't know what to think. I am not looking forward to Dale being my childrens father again well technically he is but I can't trust him fully. I am not yet over on how did he push me away. I hate him. I hate him that much I am not ready for him to be my husband again. I've already witness and experience enough for me to say yes to him again. But what happened last night bothers me. Why did I laid down his bed. Damn his tricks. It always going into me. "Forget what happened last night" I told him when I saw him walking in the corridor. Umiling siya sa akin bago nag patuloy sa pag lakad. "No I won't. What happened last night was a dream come true to me. ""Well it's my nightmare" I answer him. Full of anger. I can't hold back myself. Naiinis ako. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko kung bakit ganun na lang ang nangyari. I should fall for him. The marriage that was bound to tie us loosen up years ago and now. Now that he's tying it up I'll just help him with that. No. The marriage that bound u

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