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4.|| A Sex Toy?

Author: Abbywritess
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

“He’s on the training ground.” The guard I asked about Nikolai’s whereabouts said to me and from his facial expression, I could tell that I wasn’t the only one who hated Nikolai.

Walking as fast as my legs could carry me to the training ground that it felt like I was running, I bumped into someone and without lifting my gaze, I apologized.

“Get back here!” An unfamiliar voice barked at me before pulling me back, “you just fucking bumped into me.” She added and I could tell that she was more pissed than I thought.

“I’m sorry.” I apologized politely this time. I took my time to take in her features and she just might be the prettiest lady I have ever come across. She doesn’t look familiar and that told me that she was probably a visitor.

Her lush hair fell radiantly on her shoulders and she could easily make every lady in the pack look like an ugly goose just with her regal beauty.

Her face was a perfect oval shape and her high cheekbones were exotic. Her nose was straight, perfectly long and charming.

“It’s fine,” she brushed me off, making me blink as many times as I could, “I’m looking for Nikolai, do you know where he is?” She asked and I was taken aback.

What does a perfectly looking girl want with a jerk like Nikolai?

“I’m sorry but who are you?” I asked like it was any of my business. All I was supposed to do was lead her to Nikolai without any questions because that was also part of my job.

“I’m Jenna,” she introduced herself to me, “I’m the former beta’s daughter and also Nikolai’s girlfriend.” She finished and I gasped.

There’s no way I just heard her right. Nikolai is not capable of a relationship and if what she’s saying is right then that means Nikolai had been cheating on her.

“Jenna, I….” I wanted to tell her what I thought of Nikolai and how he’s been shoving his cock up the maids' pussies when she wasn’t around in order to ruin their relationship but everything I wanted to say got stuck in my throat when Nikolai appeared.

His body glistened with sweat from his intense training and for the first time, I felt my pussy throb. My body reacted to the sizzling heat that was coming from Nikolai.

“Babe,” Nikolai said as he pulled Jenna into him and kissed her so passionately that I felt my blood boiling, “I didn’t know you were coming.” He finished.

“I wanted to surprise you.” Jenna responded, trailing a part with her fingers from Nikolai’s lip until she stopped on his cock and I gagged.

“I missed you.” She chuckled, making me feel like yanking my own hair out of my head. Watching them was hurting and my only guess was that it was hurting because of the mating bond.

“Take Jenna’s bags to the room close to mine,” Nikolai ordered me, “that way we’ll have easy access to each other.” He finished, turning to Jenna this time and kissing her all over again.

Nala whimpered and I felt pain like electricity surging through me as I took the bags from Jenna. With no other choice, I helped her set her room up right beside Nikolai’s and it didn’t take long before I finished setting up.

On my way out of Jenna’s room, I turned to see Nikolai waiting for me in the hallway. My brain kept screaming at me to go back into Jenna’s room but I remained where I was standing.

He took a step closer to me and I took one back until my back hit the wall, leaving me with nowhere else to go. The smell of his pheromones was so alluring that I wanted him to take me right here and now but I shook the thought out of my head.

He’s a horrible man and I hate him but my body was disagreeing with me and I hated to admit that he has such huge effect on me.

I want him.

“Don’t feel so bad, Lilliana,” Nikolai’s seductive voice sounded like music to my ears and I melted inside me, “I have plans for you too.” He added as he bit his lower lip.

His fingers moved a loose tendril of my hair to the back of my ear as he lifted my head so that I was going to he staring right into his eyes.

My knees felt weak and my legs threatened to be unable to carry me any longer. If I remained in front of him, there’s no telling what I’d do.

Shaking the thoughts out of my head, I tried to pull away but he yanked me back into him and I lost my footing as I crashed on his chest.

The sound of his heartbeat was so soothing that I didn’t want to pull away from him but I have to. I can’t let him know what he was doing to me.

To my body.

He must have known what he was doing to me already, how much effect his presence has on me because his eyes didn’t stop feasting on me, it felt like he was eating me up without pulling my clothes off and I could feel heat rising from within me.

“You can be my sex slave while Jenna remains my chosen mate.” He finished and I swear I could hear multiple bells ringing in my head as fury overcame me.

Although he’d rejected me, I never accepted nor did I reject his rejection so I could feel the intense pull from the bond pulling me to him.

Fighting the mating bond, I summoned all the strengths that I had left in me and pushed Nikolai so far away from me. My breathing had paced and I could feel my heart thrumming so loud in my chest that I could hear it in my ears.

“I would rather die.” I spat before storming out of the hallway as fast as I could.

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