“He’s on the training ground.” The guard I asked about Nikolai’s whereabouts said to me and from his facial expression, I could tell that I wasn’t the only one who hated Nikolai.
Walking as fast as my legs could carry me to the training ground that it felt like I was running, I bumped into someone and without lifting my gaze, I apologized.“Get back here!” An unfamiliar voice barked at me before pulling me back, “you just fucking bumped into me.” She added and I could tell that she was more pissed than I thought.“I’m sorry.” I apologized politely this time. I took my time to take in her features and she just might be the prettiest lady I have ever come across. She doesn’t look familiar and that told me that she was probably a visitor.Her lush hair fell radiantly on her shoulders and she could easily make every lady in the pack look like an ugly goose just with her regal beauty.Her face was a perfect oval shape and her high cheekbones were exotic. Her nose was straight, perfectly long and charming.“It’s fine,” she brushed me off, making me blink as many times as I could, “I’m looking for Nikolai, do you know where he is?” She asked and I was taken aback.What does a perfectly looking girl want with a jerk like Nikolai?“I’m sorry but who are you?” I asked like it was any of my business. All I was supposed to do was lead her to Nikolai without any questions because that was also part of my job.“I’m Jenna,” she introduced herself to me, “I’m the former beta’s daughter and also Nikolai’s girlfriend.” She finished and I gasped.There’s no way I just heard her right. Nikolai is not capable of a relationship and if what she’s saying is right then that means Nikolai had been cheating on her.“Jenna, I….” I wanted to tell her what I thought of Nikolai and how he’s been shoving his cock up the maids' pussies when she wasn’t around in order to ruin their relationship but everything I wanted to say got stuck in my throat when Nikolai appeared.His body glistened with sweat from his intense training and for the first time, I felt my pussy throb. My body reacted to the sizzling heat that was coming from Nikolai.“Babe,” Nikolai said as he pulled Jenna into him and kissed her so passionately that I felt my blood boiling, “I didn’t know you were coming.” He finished.“I wanted to surprise you.” Jenna responded, trailing a part with her fingers from Nikolai’s lip until she stopped on his cock and I gagged.“I missed you.” She chuckled, making me feel like yanking my own hair out of my head. Watching them was hurting and my only guess was that it was hurting because of the mating bond.“Take Jenna’s bags to the room close to mine,” Nikolai ordered me, “that way we’ll have easy access to each other.” He finished, turning to Jenna this time and kissing her all over again.Nala whimpered and I felt pain like electricity surging through me as I took the bags from Jenna. With no other choice, I helped her set her room up right beside Nikolai’s and it didn’t take long before I finished setting up.On my way out of Jenna’s room, I turned to see Nikolai waiting for me in the hallway. My brain kept screaming at me to go back into Jenna’s room but I remained where I was standing.He took a step closer to me and I took one back until my back hit the wall, leaving me with nowhere else to go. The smell of his pheromones was so alluring that I wanted him to take me right here and now but I shook the thought out of my head.He’s a horrible man and I hate him but my body was disagreeing with me and I hated to admit that he has such huge effect on me.I want him.“Don’t feel so bad, Lilliana,” Nikolai’s seductive voice sounded like music to my ears and I melted inside me, “I have plans for you too.” He added as he bit his lower lip.His fingers moved a loose tendril of my hair to the back of my ear as he lifted my head so that I was going to he staring right into his eyes.My knees felt weak and my legs threatened to be unable to carry me any longer. If I remained in front of him, there’s no telling what I’d do.Shaking the thoughts out of my head, I tried to pull away but he yanked me back into him and I lost my footing as I crashed on his chest.The sound of his heartbeat was so soothing that I didn’t want to pull away from him but I have to. I can’t let him know what he was doing to me.To my body.He must have known what he was doing to me already, how much effect his presence has on me because his eyes didn’t stop feasting on me, it felt like he was eating me up without pulling my clothes off and I could feel heat rising from within me.“You can be my sex slave while Jenna remains my chosen mate.” He finished and I swear I could hear multiple bells ringing in my head as fury overcame me.Although he’d rejected me, I never accepted nor did I reject his rejection so I could feel the intense pull from the bond pulling me to him.Fighting the mating bond, I summoned all the strengths that I had left in me and pushed Nikolai so far away from me. My breathing had paced and I could feel my heart thrumming so loud in my chest that I could hear it in my ears.“I would rather die.” I spat before storming out of the hallway as fast as I could.Nikolai’s POV“What do you think about this?” Jenna asked as she tried on yet another red colored lingerie. I knew what she was trying to do and what she was getting at but I wasn’t interested.Lilliana’s rejection earlier today was all I could think about and I had no idea why but the more I tried to push the thought away, the harder it became.What does she mean when she said she’d rather die than be my breeder?Anger surged through my veins as I clenched my fist and tugged on the side of the bed. Does she not know who I am? Does she not know how I can affect her life?Jenna was saying something as she tried on another pair of panties to try and impress me but nothing she did got a reaction out of me, nothing she did got me excited like it used to and my dick didn’t budge.Who does she think she is?The thought of Lilliana crowded my mind again and I could feel my dick kicking. It was almost like I shouldn’t be thinking about her or I’d have my bulging cock to deal with but I couldn
Lilliana’s POV“I wonder why Alpha Nikolai is still keeping her around.” I heard one of the maids say as I made my way to the backyard. I’ve been so stomped with tons of things to do that I completely forgot to eat breakfast.I knew really well that Nikolai knew about the rumors that were being spread and the way everyone started treating me like an outcast because it all started when I rejected the offer of being his plaything.Exhausted, I walked as fast as my legs could carry me but being weak and hungry, it wasn’t fast enough and I was almost in the backyard when I bumped into someone.“Goddess please save me.” I silently prayed in hopes that I hadn’t bumped into Jenna because I knew for sure that it wasn’t Nikolai.I lifted my gaze to check who it was and I was taken aback by the person standing in front of me. He looked so soft and yet so strict, he didn’t look angry but he also looked like he came to scold me.I haven’t done anything, I made sure I did all my chores diligently,
Nikolai’s POV“Don’t you think that making Lilliana Jenna’s personal slave is a bit extreme?” My best friend André's voice jolted me out of my thoughts as I stared at Lillian and I moved my gaze towards him but quickly returned it to Lillana.We’ve been best friends since we were kids and he was always the one managing to pull me back on the right path anytime I was making a decision that I was going to regret but today was different.“It’s not too extreme,” I responded, “I need her to know who calls the shot around here, it’s only a matter of time before she breaks so let’s see how much torture she can take.” I added, trying my best to sound unbothered.“Why do you want to torture her that much though?” André asked and I shrugged, “I think it’s too much and believe it or not but your father liked her before he died, treating her like this after rejecting her is just unfair.” He continued.My gaze lifted and from the look on his face I could tell that he knew better than to try and sa
Lilliana’s POVCold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I have never felt as relaxed as this in months. I turned on my bed as my eyes opened and the ray of sunlight making its way into my room caused me to shut it back.“I had the weirdest dream.” I muttered to Nala as I tried to stand up and get ready for my chores today but the pain that surged through me stopped me and my eyes widened.Whatever happened last night wasn’t a dream and this pain is proof of that. My body shook and my teeth gritted as everything played back in my head and the more I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, the more the pain reminded me of the fact that it did.“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real, you’re dreaming.” I repeated to myself like it was a mantra as I made my way to the bathroom and my breath caught in my throat when I saw the condition I was in down there.If whatever that happened between us last night was real then how did I get inside my room because I could remember really well that André had moved me to the safe ho
Lilliana’s POVNikolai’s grip tightened around my hand as we both walked out of my room. Questions ran through my mind and the urge to ask questions about where he was taking me was intense but I kept it to myself.Nala was restless and wouldn’t stop talking about how Nikolai regrets rejecting us and wants us back now. I was sure that he could feel her excitement because his lips curled.‘He’s going to accept us back and it’s all going to be smooth sailing.’ Nala finished. My mouth opened but I shut it back immediately.He could be taking me somewhere to punish me for all I know and Nala is getting all excited about him wanting us back. Sternly, I asked her to be quiet and she obeyed but not without passing a last comment.What if I didn’t reach up to his expectations last night and he’s angry about that?If he was angry, he wouldn’t have told me that he had a nice time with me.Crossing that out of the lists of things that could possibly have gotten him mad at me, I decided to go on
Nikolai’s POV“What in the world do you think you’re doing, Nikolai?!” Jenna yelled as she stormed into my room while I was in the middle of pulling my shirt off.I turned to face her and her eyes were red with fury, her face had turned red with her hair messy and her chest heaving in anger as she walked closer to me.Her teeth gritted together so loud that I could almost hear them. I knew that she must’ve heard about me spending more time with Lilliana and from the look of things, she’s not happy about it.“I’m going to overlook the fact that you thought it’s right to barge in my room just because you’re my girlfriend.” I snapped, pulling off my shirt and ignoring her.I was going to enter the bathroom when she blocked my way and stood in front of me. Her eyes were glistening with tears, something she does anytime she wants to get something from me.It wasn’t working right now and if anything, it’s irritating.“The maids are talking and do you know how far it’s going to spread that y
Lilliana’s POVStill taking in the sight of my new apartment, I laid on the bed as I stared at the ceiling with my thoughts all over the place. My mind darted over to Nikolai and with the thunderstorm outside came a pool between my legs.Shaking my head, I curled up like a ball under the big duvet and drew the covers up to my head as I closed my eyes to sleep but the sound of the rain splattering and the thunder striking kept making it difficult.‘I don’t think we’re going to be able to sleep,’ Nala pointed out the obvious, it gets difficult for me to even close my eyes anytime there was a thunderstorm and I knew that tonight wasn’t going to be any different.‘I really wish Niko—‘‘You know what? We’re sleeping!’ I snapped at her at the same time as I snapped my eyes shut. I’ve tried not to think about him in five minutes and I won’t let her jeopardize my good job of not thinking about him by talking about him.The soft knock on my door made me groan and turn before standing up from t