Lilliana’s POV
“I wonder why Alpha Nikolai is still keeping her around.” I heard one of the maids say as I made my way to the backyard. I’ve been so stomped with tons of things to do that I completely forgot to eat breakfast.I knew really well that Nikolai knew about the rumors that were being spread and the way everyone started treating me like an outcast because it all started when I rejected the offer of being his plaything.Exhausted, I walked as fast as my legs could carry me but being weak and hungry, it wasn’t fast enough and I was almost in the backyard when I bumped into someone.“Goddess please save me.” I silently prayed in hopes that I hadn’t bumped into Jenna because I knew for sure that it wasn’t Nikolai.I lifted my gaze to check who it was and I was taken aback by the person standing in front of me. He looked so soft and yet so strict, he didn’t look angry but he also looked like he came to scold me.I haven’t done anything, I made sure I did all my chores diligently, why is Beta André here?Quickly, I looked away from him and lowered my head slightly. I’ve heard a lot about him and Nikolai being best friends and since he’s the future Beta too, I didn’t want to get on his wrong side.His presence caused raw fear to surge through me as I waited for what he wanted to say. I lifted my head slowly and saw an expression like pity on his face.“What are you doing?” André snarled at me, I could tell it wasn’t willingly but he did it anyway and kicked the bucket out of my hand, causing the dirty water to spill everywhere.I would’ve cried if this had happened in the hall I’d just cleaned but it was outside and all I had to do was sweep the water somewhere.“I just finished cleaning the hall and I want to clean this place now.” I answered, my voice lower than I intended it to be as André grunted and went around examining the place.“There are cobwebs everywhere and you think that you have the luxury of resting?” He spat again and I opened my mouth to explain that I wasn’t resting but trying to do more things.His eyes had turned red and the soft expression I once saw had vanished, it was almost as though I was standing in front of Nikolai’s twin except for the fact that Nikolai is more evil and good looking.“Get this place cleaned up and meet me in the garden with the rest of the maids,” he ordered before walking away but stopped when he was just a few feet away from me.“You have fifteen minutes to be done here and to also tell the other maids, do not keep me waiting or you’d regret it.” He finished before finally leaving.My stomach churned and my vision immediately went blurry. I need to eat something or I’m going to pass out but how was I going to eat anything when everyone is avoiding me?I tried finding out what they heard about me but as soon as they saw me, they stopped talking and dispersed. They look at me like some sort of bad luck and I was forced to be isolated.Not that I wasn’t used to it but at least I had the previous Lycan king to keep company, he treated me like a daughter and would scold anyone who treated me poorly, it’s just sad his son is nothing like him.Sighing, I quickly swept the backyard and cleaned the sills, got rid of the cobwebs and when I was done my legs felt so weak that I thought that I was going to fall.Pain rippled through me as I walked back to the house and relayed Andre’s information to every maids I came across. Tired, I finally got to the garden and was met with angry maids and André.“What did I say about keeping me waiting?!” André roared and I jumped, “where are the kitchen staff?” He asked and they all raided their hands at once.“She’s not going to have anything for the rest of today!” He continued and my eyes widened and my stomach growled just at that moment, everyone who heard it bursted out laughing.André left to address all of us and I stood far away because no one wanted to be beside me but I could still hear everything André was saying.“And you, Lilliana!” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts, “from now henceforth you’re to be Jenna Blackwood’s personal errand slave, it’s the alpha’s order.” He finished.Oh No, No way. There’s no way that I heard him right. I’m assigned to Jenna? That rude bitch? Rage quickened my blood but the fact that it was her stupid, selfish and condescending Alpha Boyfriend’s order got me angrier.I swear whenever I get the chance, I’m going to kill him!André released all of us and everyone went back to their business and I did the same. I prayed fervently for the day to end and I couldn’t be happier when it did.‘What if we just sneak into the kitchen and get something to eat?’ Nala suggested but I disagreed and tired, I fell asleep before I could even think about anything._____________The sound of my bedside alarm ringing woke me up and quickly, I got ready for my day job. I made my way into the kitchen and was glad when I was offered food, it wasn’t much but I was glad.I got ready to meet Jenna and she probably woke up on the wrong side of her bed because she was cranky almost throughout the day.It’s only been a few hours and my life has been nothing but hell in the hands of Jenna Blackwood. She didn’t make my life easy with all of her requests and I noticed how angry she gets whenever she sees Nikolai anywhere around me even though he wasn’t talking to me.I’d do anything to be unable to talk to him for the rest of my life but she didn’t know that.“I need a drink, get me orange juice with ice,” Lilliana ordered and I quickly went to get it for her but regretted it almost immediately as she dumped it all over me.“What the hell is this?!” She yelled, spitting the juice in her mouth on my face like the one she poured on me wasn’t enough.“You asked for orange juice with ice and I got it.” I answered and the next thing I knew, my cheeks stung, my eyes went blank and I staggered.My mouth opened as I stared at her angrily, “what are you going to do? Beat me?” She dared when she noticed my anger. She really is lucky that I’m not allowed to fight or I would’ve let Nala take care of things.“You’re just so useless, maybe that’s why your parents died and left you all alone in this world!” She taunted, my breath caught in my throat and anger rushed through me as I clenched my fist.I knew she was expecting a reaction from me, something to get me to retaliate and that way she’s going to run to her boyfriend who would punish me in the worst way possible.I couldn’t believe I had good thoughts about her when I first saw her but turns out it takes one to know one and that’s why they’re dating.“I… I’m sorry,” my voice broke, I bit my tongue so hard that I could taste my own blood, “I thought you said Orange juice and that was why—““Are you talking back to me?!” She screamed before I could finish my sentence, “you have some balls opening your stinking mouth when I’m still talking!” She added, smashing her juice glass on the floor.I jumped and before I could blink, her hand was already wrapped around my neck, choking and depriving me of air. Tears welled up in my eyes as I tried to get her hands off of me but she was stronger.“I could kill you right now and no one would care about a wretched person like you,” she gritted out, her grip around my neck tightening as her eyes turned evilly red.“But I’m not going to kill you, I’ll let you off with a warning,” she continued as she lifted a finger and pointed it at me, “I want you to listen to me because this is the last time I’ll say this.” She added.“Nikolai is mine and no one else’s and if I find out even by the slightest mistake that you have as little as a crush on him, I will destroy you and I mean it.” She finished before releasing me.I’d die before having a crush on Nikolai.Unable to stand properly, I fell to the ground and I couldn’t control my cough and tears as I picked the pieces of the broken glass on the floor.“GET OUT BEFORE I POUNCE ON YOU!” Jenna roared and without any protest, I ran out hoping I wouldn’t fall on my way out. I threw the broken glass away and stopped to catch my breath.I drew in a deep breath before slowly walking away. My gaze fell on Nikolai, he was talking to André but his eyes were on me, I tried to ignore him and walk away but it felt as though my feet had been glued to the ground.His gaze moved from my eyes and stopped when he got to my neck, his eyes immediately turned red but he didn’t flinch as his eyes lingered on the bruises on my neck from Jenna’s assault.Remembering her threat, I covered the mark and ran away without saying a word, I should’ve just ran earlier.My thoughts traveled back to his face when he saw the mark and something stirred inside me as my chest tugged but I immediately shook the thought away.“He’s rude and you don’t want to be involved with him.” I told myself before making my way to my room.Nikolai’s POV“Don’t you think that making Lilliana Jenna’s personal slave is a bit extreme?” My best friend André's voice jolted me out of my thoughts as I stared at Lillian and I moved my gaze towards him but quickly returned it to Lillana.We’ve been best friends since we were kids and he was always the one managing to pull me back on the right path anytime I was making a decision that I was going to regret but today was different.“It’s not too extreme,” I responded, “I need her to know who calls the shot around here, it’s only a matter of time before she breaks so let’s see how much torture she can take.” I added, trying my best to sound unbothered.“Why do you want to torture her that much though?” André asked and I shrugged, “I think it’s too much and believe it or not but your father liked her before he died, treating her like this after rejecting her is just unfair.” He continued.My gaze lifted and from the look on his face I could tell that he knew better than to try and sa
Lilliana’s POVCold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I have never felt as relaxed as this in months. I turned on my bed as my eyes opened and the ray of sunlight making its way into my room caused me to shut it back.“I had the weirdest dream.” I muttered to Nala as I tried to stand up and get ready for my chores today but the pain that surged through me stopped me and my eyes widened.Whatever happened last night wasn’t a dream and this pain is proof of that. My body shook and my teeth gritted as everything played back in my head and the more I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, the more the pain reminded me of the fact that it did.“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real, you’re dreaming.” I repeated to myself like it was a mantra as I made my way to the bathroom and my breath caught in my throat when I saw the condition I was in down there.If whatever that happened between us last night was real then how did I get inside my room because I could remember really well that André had moved me to the safe ho
Lilliana’s POVNikolai’s grip tightened around my hand as we both walked out of my room. Questions ran through my mind and the urge to ask questions about where he was taking me was intense but I kept it to myself.Nala was restless and wouldn’t stop talking about how Nikolai regrets rejecting us and wants us back now. I was sure that he could feel her excitement because his lips curled.‘He’s going to accept us back and it’s all going to be smooth sailing.’ Nala finished. My mouth opened but I shut it back immediately.He could be taking me somewhere to punish me for all I know and Nala is getting all excited about him wanting us back. Sternly, I asked her to be quiet and she obeyed but not without passing a last comment.What if I didn’t reach up to his expectations last night and he’s angry about that?If he was angry, he wouldn’t have told me that he had a nice time with me.Crossing that out of the lists of things that could possibly have gotten him mad at me, I decided to go on
Nikolai’s POV“What in the world do you think you’re doing, Nikolai?!” Jenna yelled as she stormed into my room while I was in the middle of pulling my shirt off.I turned to face her and her eyes were red with fury, her face had turned red with her hair messy and her chest heaving in anger as she walked closer to me.Her teeth gritted together so loud that I could almost hear them. I knew that she must’ve heard about me spending more time with Lilliana and from the look of things, she’s not happy about it.“I’m going to overlook the fact that you thought it’s right to barge in my room just because you’re my girlfriend.” I snapped, pulling off my shirt and ignoring her.I was going to enter the bathroom when she blocked my way and stood in front of me. Her eyes were glistening with tears, something she does anytime she wants to get something from me.It wasn’t working right now and if anything, it’s irritating.“The maids are talking and do you know how far it’s going to spread that y
Lilliana’s POVStill taking in the sight of my new apartment, I laid on the bed as I stared at the ceiling with my thoughts all over the place. My mind darted over to Nikolai and with the thunderstorm outside came a pool between my legs.Shaking my head, I curled up like a ball under the big duvet and drew the covers up to my head as I closed my eyes to sleep but the sound of the rain splattering and the thunder striking kept making it difficult.‘I don’t think we’re going to be able to sleep,’ Nala pointed out the obvious, it gets difficult for me to even close my eyes anytime there was a thunderstorm and I knew that tonight wasn’t going to be any different.‘I really wish Niko—‘‘You know what? We’re sleeping!’ I snapped at her at the same time as I snapped my eyes shut. I’ve tried not to think about him in five minutes and I won’t let her jeopardize my good job of not thinking about him by talking about him.The soft knock on my door made me groan and turn before standing up from t
Lilliana’s POVI expected his lips on mine but I couldn’t feel anything and I opened my eyes slowly to see his beautiful grey eyes staring intently at me, piercing every inch of me and tugging at my heart.All attempts to get my racing heart to stop racing proved futile as I waited for what was going to happen next. Questions ran through my mind and as wild as each one got, my pussy throbbed.Nala was uneasy, she couldn’t stop rambling on about how she wanted to feel Nikolai again, how she couldn’t wait for him to take us while everywhere was cold.I swallowed, trying my best to deny that I didn’t want that to happen but the harder I tried, the more difficult it became because even though I tried to remain in denial, I knew deep within me that I wanted the same thing as Nala.“Your face and eyes are red,” he finally spoke after what seemed like an eternity of silence, “I like it when you’re expectant.” He added and Nala purred the moment his thumb traced my lips, parting them and maki
Lilliana’s POVStruck on my feet at the sight of Jenna, I felt like a deer caught in headlights and I shook as I felt a sense of doom suddenly overwhelming me with the way Jenna was staring at me from a distance.The sound of her breathing resonated through the hallway and I didn’t need confirmation as her blue eyes glared at me and I knew she’d turned.A lump had formed in my throat and I swallowed really hard to force it down because I knew that if push comes to shove, there’s no way my Omega Lycan would be able to take her on.I had no idea I was holding my breath until I turned on my heels and let Nala take over as I rushed to my room even though it’s just right next to Nikolai’s room.I knew if I remained there I wouldn’t be able to move and that might anger Jenna and cause her to charge at me, I got to my room and was finally able to breath as I clutched my chest.Why does she have to show up just when I was leaving Nikolai’s room? Why couldn’t she have just remained in my room.