Lilliana’s POV
Cold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips on mine and I wanted his hands to explore the entirety of my body. His scent was intoxicating and I was dying to have him to myself.I was dying to feel him inside me, the torture was becoming so unbearable that I eventually placed my head on his feet just so he could see how much pain I’m in, just so he could have a little heart and relieve me of this pain.“Please,” I cried, my voice shaky and my grip tightening around his leg. He tried to move away from me but my grip only tightened, stopping him from moving an inch.Everything keeps tearing me apart and if I kept acting like I could keep taking the torture I was going to die before the real torture started.“I can’t take this anymore, Nikolai, make it stop.” I pleaded desperately, my tears flowing freely and I hated everything. The pull towards Nikolai, towards the man that has been nothing but an asshole to me.He has made me get tired of living but yet here I am, bowing at his feet and begging him to fuck me. My teeth gritted as I waited for him to talk but instead he kicked me away from him so hard that I released his leg immediately.Looking up at him, his expression was cold, his brows drew together in a frown and his face was rigid. He is unarguably the most hardened man I have ever met with a heart as cold as snow and hard as rock.He looked unmoved by all my pleading, there was not a hint of emotion on his face as he stared down at me with the most dead expression and at that moment, I knew I was doomed.Why did I think he was going to give in? Why did I think it was going to break him to see me in a situation like this?He doesn’t care about me, he only asked me to be his sex slave because he wanted me to warm his bed, not because he had the plans of ever putting me out of my misery if I was ever in one.Nala purred and my thighs clenched just watching him, the clear cut lines of his facial profile, his smooth skin stretched over his high and proud cheekbones.He looked a million times more handsome than he usually looked to me, his eyes were dark with a secret expression that I had the urge to find out. I wanted to know what was behind those expressionless eyes.He held his head high with pride as he smirked at me, his brows and eyes were startling against his skin and when he exposed his teeth, I stared at the whitest set of perfect teeth.Looking at him now, I knew really well that my begging was going nowhere and I’m going to die in this safe-house before I get put out of the insane torture my body is going through.“I think I made myself pretty clear the first time,” Nikolai finally spoke and my chest tightened as my stomach clenched like something had tugged at it.“You know what to do if you want this to stop, Lilliana,” he continued, the sound of my name from his mouth suddenly sounded appealing and it sent jolts of pleasure rushing through my veins."Liliana Ayers, do you or do you not accept the offer to be my personal sex slave?" He asked again and I bit my tongue. It felt as though it was tied because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get any word out.The answer was so simple, a simple ‘yes’ would make me free but yet it was so hard that I couldn’t think of anything to say. I can’t possibly agree to being his object of satisfaction.I also can’t keep feeling like this.‘Just say yes, Lily, please.’ Nala pleaded, she seemed to be strongly and almost desperately itching to have him. My body was reacting in ways that I cannot seem to comprehend.All of this for a man like Nikolai who I despised with every fibre of my being.I had no idea what to say and disoriented, my answer wasn’t coming. Nikolai looked satisfied and he seemed to have gotten his answer through my silence. I didn’t need to speak, he knew what I was going to say.The sound of Nikolai’s dangerous chuckle resonated through the room and my blood boiled. I hated him at this point but I hated the moon goddess and myself more.“I guess you still aren’t ready yet,” He turned to leave but I grabbed his leg again before he walked and every attempt to get me to release him proved futile.“If you know what’s good for you, you’ll let me go.” He growled, I could feel goosebumps on my body but I didn’t let go of him, “Do you think you have the right to even touch the hem of my clothes without my permission?” He roared.“I accept your offer,” the words rolled out of my tongue and I almost hit my head on the ground the moment it slipped out of my tongue, he turned and he looked like he couldn’t believe what I’d just said.“I’ll be your sex slave, you have every right to do with me whatever you choose, I’m ready to be yours and no one else’s but yours.” I added.The way I wanted him to touch me, to fuck me and to treat me like the slave I am made me hate myself because I still couldn’t believe that I’m having these kinds of lustful thoughts that I’m having towards him.‘It’s not your fault, Lilliana, it’s the heat.’ I told myself, blaming my situation on the heat as Nikolai gave me a subtle smirk and I was ashamed of myself for finding even that tiny smile curving on his lips to be the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.Nikolai is sexy and apparently the only man that can make me feel better, he’s the only man that the moon goddess has paired me with and the only one that Nala wants.Why? Why does it have to be like this?He helped me up and the room suddenly became hotter as my pussy throbbed and clenched, his fingers trailed my body from my shoulder and stopped just when he got to my cunt.He rubbed my pussy through my panties and let out a groan, “you’re so fucking wet.” He whispered in my ear before nibbling on it and I shuddered before relaxing again.Why does being in his arms feel so good? His scent, so relaxing I could fall asleep and right now the only thing I seem to be feeling was waiting as he touched me, I was impatiently waiting for the moment he’d take me.“You cannot begin to imagine all the things that I want to do to you, with you and for you.” He continued as his lips found mine and I came undone.I wanted him to just fuck me.In one swift movement, Nikolai ripped my panties and rubbed my inexperienced pussy before tracing the line to stop at the tiny hole. I’ve never had sex before but Nikolai knew what he was doing.My body tingles at the sound of his voice, the feel of his touch as he gently stroked my pussy and as he pulled me closer into him, my breast crashed on his chest and my nipples hardened.He moved his hand from my pussy and brought it between us so that I could see and smell my juice that had already drenched his fingers. He took his hand to his mouth and licked it off.“You taste just as I imagined,” he continued, my knees grew weaker with each word that came out of his mouth, “Delicious and innocent.” He finished before tearing off my shirt and pulling my skirt up.He unclasped my bra so that I was now standing almost naked in front of him, he slowly moved away as if taking in my half naked body and heat started rushing to my cheek.I was going to shy away when he stopped me from moving an inch. Kissing my neck, his wet tongue moved from my neck and stopped on my left boob as he took my nipple in his mouth while squeezing my other boob with his free hand.The feeling was blissful and I didn’t want it to stop, it was as though the more he sucked, the more I wanted him to do more than suck on my boobs.His hand moved from my boob and down to my legs, he delved between them and urged my legs apart, he groaned when my juice dripped on his hand.Slithering down my body, he stopped when he got to my wet cunt and I jumped, “Stay still.” He ordered and like a puppet, I stood still as he spread my pussy lips and before I knew, he’d licked off my juice right from the source.I shrieked, wanted to jump away but I couldn’t, it felt good and I just remained there as though he had a chokehold on me. His tongue moved in and out of my pussy and I squirmed.“Ohh.” I moaned but covered my mouth immediately. I was taken aback by the sound I’d just made and I looked down to see Nikolai looking up at me, he had a wicked smile on before going back to licking my pussy.He began eating me out with added zeal as I moaned and writhed in pleasure, it was taking all that I had in me to not hold his head still down there because this is one feeling that I didn’t want to stop.Every stroke of his tongue got a moan out of my lips that I couldn’t hold back. He finally let go after a while and soon, my feet were off the ground as he carried me in his arms and placed me on the table in the room.He undid his belt and zip and I almost passed out at the size of his dick. There is absolutely no way that my virgin hole is going to be able to take that size but he didn’t seem to care as he lined it up with my pussy.“Wait!” I yelled before he could put it in, my cheeks felt hot as I looked away from him, “I… it’s my first time… be gentle.” I pleaded but he only smirked.“Doing things gently has never been my forte.” He responded before shoving it inside me and the pain that rippled through me was so intense that I screamed and my pussy burned.Fuck!Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I have never felt as relaxed as this in months. I turned on my bed as my eyes opened and the ray of sunlight making its way into my room caused me to shut it back.“I had the weirdest dream.” I muttered to Nala as I tried to stand up and get ready for my chores today but the pain that surged through me stopped me and my eyes widened.Whatever happened last night wasn’t a dream and this pain is proof of that. My body shook and my teeth gritted as everything played back in my head and the more I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, the more the pain reminded me of the fact that it did.“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real, you’re dreaming.” I repeated to myself like it was a mantra as I made my way to the bathroom and my breath caught in my throat when I saw the condition I was in down there.If whatever that happened between us last night was real then how did I get inside my room because I could remember really well that André had moved me to the safe ho
Lilliana’s POVNikolai’s grip tightened around my hand as we both walked out of my room. Questions ran through my mind and the urge to ask questions about where he was taking me was intense but I kept it to myself.Nala was restless and wouldn’t stop talking about how Nikolai regrets rejecting us and wants us back now. I was sure that he could feel her excitement because his lips curled.‘He’s going to accept us back and it’s all going to be smooth sailing.’ Nala finished. My mouth opened but I shut it back immediately.He could be taking me somewhere to punish me for all I know and Nala is getting all excited about him wanting us back. Sternly, I asked her to be quiet and she obeyed but not without passing a last comment.What if I didn’t reach up to his expectations last night and he’s angry about that?If he was angry, he wouldn’t have told me that he had a nice time with me.Crossing that out of the lists of things that could possibly have gotten him mad at me, I decided to go on
Nikolai’s POV“What in the world do you think you’re doing, Nikolai?!” Jenna yelled as she stormed into my room while I was in the middle of pulling my shirt off.I turned to face her and her eyes were red with fury, her face had turned red with her hair messy and her chest heaving in anger as she walked closer to me.Her teeth gritted together so loud that I could almost hear them. I knew that she must’ve heard about me spending more time with Lilliana and from the look of things, she’s not happy about it.“I’m going to overlook the fact that you thought it’s right to barge in my room just because you’re my girlfriend.” I snapped, pulling off my shirt and ignoring her.I was going to enter the bathroom when she blocked my way and stood in front of me. Her eyes were glistening with tears, something she does anytime she wants to get something from me.It wasn’t working right now and if anything, it’s irritating.“The maids are talking and do you know how far it’s going to spread that y
Lilliana’s POVStill taking in the sight of my new apartment, I laid on the bed as I stared at the ceiling with my thoughts all over the place. My mind darted over to Nikolai and with the thunderstorm outside came a pool between my legs.Shaking my head, I curled up like a ball under the big duvet and drew the covers up to my head as I closed my eyes to sleep but the sound of the rain splattering and the thunder striking kept making it difficult.‘I don’t think we’re going to be able to sleep,’ Nala pointed out the obvious, it gets difficult for me to even close my eyes anytime there was a thunderstorm and I knew that tonight wasn’t going to be any different.‘I really wish Niko—‘‘You know what? We’re sleeping!’ I snapped at her at the same time as I snapped my eyes shut. I’ve tried not to think about him in five minutes and I won’t let her jeopardize my good job of not thinking about him by talking about him.The soft knock on my door made me groan and turn before standing up from t
Lilliana’s POVI expected his lips on mine but I couldn’t feel anything and I opened my eyes slowly to see his beautiful grey eyes staring intently at me, piercing every inch of me and tugging at my heart.All attempts to get my racing heart to stop racing proved futile as I waited for what was going to happen next. Questions ran through my mind and as wild as each one got, my pussy throbbed.Nala was uneasy, she couldn’t stop rambling on about how she wanted to feel Nikolai again, how she couldn’t wait for him to take us while everywhere was cold.I swallowed, trying my best to deny that I didn’t want that to happen but the harder I tried, the more difficult it became because even though I tried to remain in denial, I knew deep within me that I wanted the same thing as Nala.“Your face and eyes are red,” he finally spoke after what seemed like an eternity of silence, “I like it when you’re expectant.” He added and Nala purred the moment his thumb traced my lips, parting them and maki
Lilliana’s POVStruck on my feet at the sight of Jenna, I felt like a deer caught in headlights and I shook as I felt a sense of doom suddenly overwhelming me with the way Jenna was staring at me from a distance.The sound of her breathing resonated through the hallway and I didn’t need confirmation as her blue eyes glared at me and I knew she’d turned.A lump had formed in my throat and I swallowed really hard to force it down because I knew that if push comes to shove, there’s no way my Omega Lycan would be able to take her on.I had no idea I was holding my breath until I turned on my heels and let Nala take over as I rushed to my room even though it’s just right next to Nikolai’s room.I knew if I remained there I wouldn’t be able to move and that might anger Jenna and cause her to charge at me, I got to my room and was finally able to breath as I clutched my chest.Why does she have to show up just when I was leaving Nikolai’s room? Why couldn’t she have just remained in my room.
Lilliana’s POVBreakfast ended and relief washed through my being as I stood from the chair to leave. I would give anything to disappear from here right now but Nikolai had already stood from his chair and was standing behind me.Getting ready to race out of the dinning hall, I felt a pull on my hand and turned to see Nikolai holding me. His grip was gentle and his eyes soft as he stared at me.“Where are you running off to?” He asked, his voice low and conveying his care for me really well. Turning, I lowered my head as I had no answer to his question.I really just wanted to leave and never see his face again for the rest of today.His grip was firm but his gaze was thawing at my heart and I searched my mind for tons of things to say but nothing seemed to make any sense and closing my mouth back, I just stole a glance at him.Goddess! He is fucking hot!The very way he stood there caused my heart to clench in a good way and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach as his lips twit
Lilliana’s POV“Why?” I yelled at the maid that was standing in front of me, it was obvious that she was the one who’d intentionally tripped me. Nala growled and was basically ready to fight for me.I could’ve easily let her out but that was the least of our problems at this point, “Why would you do this when I’m carrying the Alpha’s special plate?” I added, my voice shaky and breaking as I crawled to pick the pieces.Nikolai loves this plate, it was a gift from his mother to him and from the story the previous Alpha King had told me, Nikolai loves and cherishes his mother.He’d kill me if he found out I broke these plates.Tears welled up in my eyes and it was only a matter of time before the gates opened and the tears started flowing freely. There was nothing I could do that’ll return the plates back to the shape they were before.Why does my life have to be like this? Why do I have to keep going through all of this?It wasn’t until I felt the sting of my tears in my face did I real