Lilliana’s POVStill taking in the sight of my new apartment, I laid on the bed as I stared at the ceiling with my thoughts all over the place. My mind darted over to Nikolai and with the thunderstorm outside came a pool between my legs.Shaking my head, I curled up like a ball under the big duvet and drew the covers up to my head as I closed my eyes to sleep but the sound of the rain splattering and the thunder striking kept making it difficult.‘I don’t think we’re going to be able to sleep,’ Nala pointed out the obvious, it gets difficult for me to even close my eyes anytime there was a thunderstorm and I knew that tonight wasn’t going to be any different.‘I really wish Niko—‘‘You know what? We’re sleeping!’ I snapped at her at the same time as I snapped my eyes shut. I’ve tried not to think about him in five minutes and I won’t let her jeopardize my good job of not thinking about him by talking about him.The soft knock on my door made me groan and turn before standing up from t
Lilliana’s POVI expected his lips on mine but I couldn’t feel anything and I opened my eyes slowly to see his beautiful grey eyes staring intently at me, piercing every inch of me and tugging at my heart.All attempts to get my racing heart to stop racing proved futile as I waited for what was going to happen next. Questions ran through my mind and as wild as each one got, my pussy throbbed.Nala was uneasy, she couldn’t stop rambling on about how she wanted to feel Nikolai again, how she couldn’t wait for him to take us while everywhere was cold.I swallowed, trying my best to deny that I didn’t want that to happen but the harder I tried, the more difficult it became because even though I tried to remain in denial, I knew deep within me that I wanted the same thing as Nala.“Your face and eyes are red,” he finally spoke after what seemed like an eternity of silence, “I like it when you’re expectant.” He added and Nala purred the moment his thumb traced my lips, parting them and maki
Lilliana’s POVStruck on my feet at the sight of Jenna, I felt like a deer caught in headlights and I shook as I felt a sense of doom suddenly overwhelming me with the way Jenna was staring at me from a distance.The sound of her breathing resonated through the hallway and I didn’t need confirmation as her blue eyes glared at me and I knew she’d turned.A lump had formed in my throat and I swallowed really hard to force it down because I knew that if push comes to shove, there’s no way my Omega Lycan would be able to take her on.I had no idea I was holding my breath until I turned on my heels and let Nala take over as I rushed to my room even though it’s just right next to Nikolai’s room.I knew if I remained there I wouldn’t be able to move and that might anger Jenna and cause her to charge at me, I got to my room and was finally able to breath as I clutched my chest.Why does she have to show up just when I was leaving Nikolai’s room? Why couldn’t she have just remained in my room.
Lilliana’s POVBreakfast ended and relief washed through my being as I stood from the chair to leave. I would give anything to disappear from here right now but Nikolai had already stood from his chair and was standing behind me.Getting ready to race out of the dinning hall, I felt a pull on my hand and turned to see Nikolai holding me. His grip was gentle and his eyes soft as he stared at me.“Where are you running off to?” He asked, his voice low and conveying his care for me really well. Turning, I lowered my head as I had no answer to his question.I really just wanted to leave and never see his face again for the rest of today.His grip was firm but his gaze was thawing at my heart and I searched my mind for tons of things to say but nothing seemed to make any sense and closing my mouth back, I just stole a glance at him.Goddess! He is fucking hot!The very way he stood there caused my heart to clench in a good way and I could feel the butterflies in my stomach as his lips twit
Lilliana’s POV“Why?” I yelled at the maid that was standing in front of me, it was obvious that she was the one who’d intentionally tripped me. Nala growled and was basically ready to fight for me.I could’ve easily let her out but that was the least of our problems at this point, “Why would you do this when I’m carrying the Alpha’s special plate?” I added, my voice shaky and breaking as I crawled to pick the pieces.Nikolai loves this plate, it was a gift from his mother to him and from the story the previous Alpha King had told me, Nikolai loves and cherishes his mother.He’d kill me if he found out I broke these plates.Tears welled up in my eyes and it was only a matter of time before the gates opened and the tears started flowing freely. There was nothing I could do that’ll return the plates back to the shape they were before.Why does my life have to be like this? Why do I have to keep going through all of this?It wasn’t until I felt the sting of my tears in my face did I real
Lilliana’s POVWincing, I sat on the bed as I waited for the doctor to get to me. My heart raced as I couldn’t stop thinking about how I was going to handle everything that had happened.My knees and chin hurt so bad but none of the pain could ever be compared to the kind of pain I was going to feel by the time Nikolai was done with me.‘Don’t you think you should just go to him and come out clean about all of this?’ Nala’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts but all I could do was groan and close my eyes tightly as though that was going to erase everything.It’s just dishes and cutleries, why am I getting so worked up?Sighing, I knew why I was getting worked up and it’s not as if I’m fooling anyone. I hated the fact that I haven’t been able to live normally like all other werewolves ever since Nikolai came back.I hated the fact that Alpha King Demitri had to fall sick and die, leaving me to deal with the rude, cruel, selfish and horrible son of his that’s only nice to me whenever he
Nikolai’s POVFeeling a jolt of anger, rage churned inside of me and my fist clenched tightly as I carefully watched what was going on in front of me. My eyes never left Lilliana’s as she froze over.The sight of me must’ve scared her to death because her skin immediately went pale and she was physically shivering while Jenna kept on with the insults, oblivious to the fact that I was behind her.Fury almost choked me as I walked slowly in her direction, it was uneasy for me to watch Lilliana get scolded by Jenna. Lilliana shook and her mouth opened, probably in an attempt to warn Jenna but my eyes on her like talons must’ve caused her to change her mind.“If a word of this gets out, I am going to make your already miserable life even more miserable and no one would be able to do anything about it.” Jenna seethed with rage as she shoved Lilliana aside.She finally turned and it was as though she’d completely forgotten to breathe or even speak. Her entire energy dried up at the sight of
Nikolai’s POVMy fist clenched as Jenna’s footsteps receded and soon, I was left alone with Lilliana. Everywhere was silent as she tried to look away and it didn’t take long for me to realize that she was tense.She avoided my gaze and bit her lower lip that already had a slit on it. My blood boiled and anger rushed through my veins as I examined the wounds on her body closely.Given what I had just witnessed between her and Jenna, I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she was the cause of all the bruises on Lilliana’s body.Anger settled within me and I seethed as I moved closer to Lilliana, it felt as though the punishment I just gave Jenna wasn’t enough. I felt like I should’ve done something more dangerous.I should’ve asked the guards to take her away and bruise her back with lashes because looking at Lilliana now, that seemed like what Jenna deserved.Cupping her face, I moved it to the side and I let out a sigh. It doesn’t seem like a very deep wound but it still angered m