Nikolai’s POV
“What do you think about this?” Jenna asked as she tried on yet another red colored lingerie. I knew what she was trying to do and what she was getting at but I wasn’t interested.Lilliana’s rejection earlier today was all I could think about and I had no idea why but the more I tried to push the thought away, the harder it became.What does she mean when she said she’d rather die than be my breeder?Anger surged through my veins as I clenched my fist and tugged on the side of the bed. Does she not know who I am? Does she not know how I can affect her life?Jenna was saying something as she tried on another pair of panties to try and impress me but nothing she did got a reaction out of me, nothing she did got me excited like it used to and my dick didn’t budge.Who does she think she is?The thought of Lilliana crowded my mind again and I could feel my dick kicking. It was almost like I shouldn’t be thinking about her or I’d have my bulging cock to deal with but I couldn’t stop.I didn’t understand how I was feeling, I couldn’t decipher the strong pull that kept leading me to her despite the fact that I’d rejected her. I had no idea why I even wanted her as my breeder.I knew she was my mate when I saw her in my father’s chambers the day I came but being seventeen at the time, she must’ve been totally oblivious to it until she turned eighteen and could feel it.Why did I reject her?Groaning, I collapsed on the bed as I tried to press my fully awakened dick down but it kept protruding that Jenna eventually noticed it and sprinted to my side.“Look who is calling out to me.” Jenna grinned before licking my ear and kissing me until she was almost running out of breath.Her cold hands trailed a path from my chest down but I stopped her before she got to my trousers. Whatever she thinks she was doing wasn’t working and the reason my body is reacting this way isn’t because of her and her stupid lingeries.“Why don’t you try some more and I’ll pick the one I like?” I asked with a wink that sent her out of the bed and back to the closet. Reluctantly, I sat up to watch her again and that felt like all I needed to do for my dick to calm down.My mind drifted off to Lilliana and I tried my best to not think of her in a sexual manner. She’s a maid and that’s all she’ll ever be but why can’t I seem to let go of her when that’s probably the solution to my current problem?Why do I want her as my breeder?Lots of questions ran through my head and I’d even gone as far as went through her file and gotten all the information that I could possibly need about her.She was supposed to be released days ago because that was the deal she made with my father when she came to seek refuge in our pack when she was ten but my father is dead now and I was supposed to let her go but that seemed like the most difficult thing to do.I’m also aware of how she was being treated back at her pack because of her rank. I’d asked André to help me get information about her and the more I thought about her, the more curious I became.“You like this one?” Jenna’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I lifted my gaze to see her. Her entire body was exposed and despite wearing panties, I could still see her neatly shaved pussy.My eyes lingered on her body up to her face and for a moment I could swear that I saw Lilliana standing in front of me. Closing my eyes, I was disappointed when I opened it and Jenna was standing in front of me.It felt as though all of my hopes had been shattered and I rolled my eyes without saying anything. She took that to mean I didn’t like it and pulled it off to try on something else.The truth is, I loved it but definitely not on her body, “you know, I didn’t travel all this way just for you to keep ignoring me.” She said, her frustration obvious in her voice as she spoke.Narrowing my eyes at her, now that I think about it, all the sparks that usually flew whenever we were together were now nowhere to be found. Jenna isn’t really my kind of woman but she sucks my dick really well hence the reason she’s my girlfriend.To me, she had always been nothing but a pretty brunette with the perfect lips to make my cock happy. She has a low IQ and annoying clingy behaviors.In my head, all there was to her is her good look and status as the betas daughter, a potential trophy partner, but putting all of that aside, she’s nothing but a complete airhead.Maybe I once loved her, or so I thought, but now she was starting to annoy me. Her presence was irritating and seeing her naked in front of me was like looking at my mother naked.It was disgusting.“What the hell is wrong with you, Nick?!” Jenna yelled and I shifted my gaze back at her. I was already lost in thoughts and she was tired from trying to seduce me.An act that’s obviously not working.“What are you thinking about?” She added, throwing her stuff back into the box she’d brought to my room in anger before walking towards me.I would give anything to be away from her right now but before I could stand up she was already sitting beside me with her arms around me and her naked body pressed up against me.“What’s going on, baby?” She continued as she smooched my face with wet kisses, “you didn’t make a choice and you were completely lost in thought.” She added.She’s not a complete airhead after all, she noticed I wasn’t interested in her sexual charade. Smiling, I pulled her away from me but her cheeks were burning red from anger.“Don’t worry about it.” I tried to assure her but my voice failed me, it didn’t sound very reassuring and maybe my face was also making it obvious that I was irritated rather than aroused.“I have to worry about it, Nick!” She retorted, about to throw her usual tantrums, “I’ve been hearing a lot of things and my ears are full from the rumors.” She continued and my eyebrow raised.“What rumors?” I enquired, my voice bridled with fake confusion.“That you were speaking to that peasant maid, Lilliana, earlier today,” she continued, “what the fuck do you want with her? She has absolutely nothing to offer you.” She added, her jealousy obvious.The sound of Lilliana’s name sent chills through my veins and my dick twitched. My Lycan growled in excitement and he wasn’t interested in listening to the fact that it wasn’t supposed to be exciting considering the fact that we rejected her already.Does rejection mean nothing anymore?!My heart skipped a beat and my chest pulled but I managed to burst out laughing without losing composure as I stared at a confused Jenna.“You think I might want to have something to do with a maid?” I asked, my laughter had abruptly stopped and my tone was serious as I stood to my feet.“No, I… I was just…” Jenna stuttered and I cupped her face in my palm, “I’m sorry.” She apologized, her gaze lowering. This was another thing that drew me to her, she’s submissive and easy to manipulate but Lilliana.Lilliana seemed fierce and she had looked me dead in the eyes when I rejected her in front of everyone without breaking, she threw my offer back at my face without fear.That is exciting.“I was having her run a few errands, it’s nothing more than that.” I added but Jenna remained unconvinced, it was like she knew I was lying.“I hope I’m going to remain the only woman in existence to ever gain Alpha Nikolai’s favor.” She said in a low tone before kissing me. Her fingers explored my bare skin and soon she was trying to undo my belt.Her hard nipples pressed against me as she stopped fumbling with my belt to guide my fingers down to her pussy and from how wet it was down there I could tell that she was horny and couldn’t wait for me to fuck her.I tried to finger fuck her but I couldn’t even do that without thinking of her as Lilliana. Unable to go on with the make out session, I pulled away as I ran my fingers through my hair and let out a frustrated groan.“We already made out today, Jenna, I’m exhausted.” I lied and Jenna, knowing that, gasped in sheer anger and I could tell that she was offended.I’ve never said no to fucking her before.Quickly sweeping her anger under the rug, she came onto me again but I took both her hands and clasped them together before pushing her away from me gently, even though I was starting to get angry at her persistence.“I can’t, Jenna,” I said, “I need to be left alone so just go and I’ll call you back when I need you.” I finished, the anger she’d swept under the rug came back.Her chest heaved as her breathing paced, she locked eye contact with me for a while and when she saw how serious I was she stormed out of my room and I laid on my bed.“Lilliana.” I muttered to myself as I rubbed my cock. I have to do something about her and also about my throbbing dick.Lilliana’s POV“I wonder why Alpha Nikolai is still keeping her around.” I heard one of the maids say as I made my way to the backyard. I’ve been so stomped with tons of things to do that I completely forgot to eat breakfast.I knew really well that Nikolai knew about the rumors that were being spread and the way everyone started treating me like an outcast because it all started when I rejected the offer of being his plaything.Exhausted, I walked as fast as my legs could carry me but being weak and hungry, it wasn’t fast enough and I was almost in the backyard when I bumped into someone.“Goddess please save me.” I silently prayed in hopes that I hadn’t bumped into Jenna because I knew for sure that it wasn’t Nikolai.I lifted my gaze to check who it was and I was taken aback by the person standing in front of me. He looked so soft and yet so strict, he didn’t look angry but he also looked like he came to scold me.I haven’t done anything, I made sure I did all my chores diligently,
Nikolai’s POV“Don’t you think that making Lilliana Jenna’s personal slave is a bit extreme?” My best friend André's voice jolted me out of my thoughts as I stared at Lillian and I moved my gaze towards him but quickly returned it to Lillana.We’ve been best friends since we were kids and he was always the one managing to pull me back on the right path anytime I was making a decision that I was going to regret but today was different.“It’s not too extreme,” I responded, “I need her to know who calls the shot around here, it’s only a matter of time before she breaks so let’s see how much torture she can take.” I added, trying my best to sound unbothered.“Why do you want to torture her that much though?” André asked and I shrugged, “I think it’s too much and believe it or not but your father liked her before he died, treating her like this after rejecting her is just unfair.” He continued.My gaze lifted and from the look on his face I could tell that he knew better than to try and sa
Lilliana’s POVCold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I have never felt as relaxed as this in months. I turned on my bed as my eyes opened and the ray of sunlight making its way into my room caused me to shut it back.“I had the weirdest dream.” I muttered to Nala as I tried to stand up and get ready for my chores today but the pain that surged through me stopped me and my eyes widened.Whatever happened last night wasn’t a dream and this pain is proof of that. My body shook and my teeth gritted as everything played back in my head and the more I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, the more the pain reminded me of the fact that it did.“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real, you’re dreaming.” I repeated to myself like it was a mantra as I made my way to the bathroom and my breath caught in my throat when I saw the condition I was in down there.If whatever that happened between us last night was real then how did I get inside my room because I could remember really well that André had moved me to the safe ho
Lilliana’s POVNikolai’s grip tightened around my hand as we both walked out of my room. Questions ran through my mind and the urge to ask questions about where he was taking me was intense but I kept it to myself.Nala was restless and wouldn’t stop talking about how Nikolai regrets rejecting us and wants us back now. I was sure that he could feel her excitement because his lips curled.‘He’s going to accept us back and it’s all going to be smooth sailing.’ Nala finished. My mouth opened but I shut it back immediately.He could be taking me somewhere to punish me for all I know and Nala is getting all excited about him wanting us back. Sternly, I asked her to be quiet and she obeyed but not without passing a last comment.What if I didn’t reach up to his expectations last night and he’s angry about that?If he was angry, he wouldn’t have told me that he had a nice time with me.Crossing that out of the lists of things that could possibly have gotten him mad at me, I decided to go on
Nikolai’s POV“What in the world do you think you’re doing, Nikolai?!” Jenna yelled as she stormed into my room while I was in the middle of pulling my shirt off.I turned to face her and her eyes were red with fury, her face had turned red with her hair messy and her chest heaving in anger as she walked closer to me.Her teeth gritted together so loud that I could almost hear them. I knew that she must’ve heard about me spending more time with Lilliana and from the look of things, she’s not happy about it.“I’m going to overlook the fact that you thought it’s right to barge in my room just because you’re my girlfriend.” I snapped, pulling off my shirt and ignoring her.I was going to enter the bathroom when she blocked my way and stood in front of me. Her eyes were glistening with tears, something she does anytime she wants to get something from me.It wasn’t working right now and if anything, it’s irritating.“The maids are talking and do you know how far it’s going to spread that y
Lilliana’s POVStill taking in the sight of my new apartment, I laid on the bed as I stared at the ceiling with my thoughts all over the place. My mind darted over to Nikolai and with the thunderstorm outside came a pool between my legs.Shaking my head, I curled up like a ball under the big duvet and drew the covers up to my head as I closed my eyes to sleep but the sound of the rain splattering and the thunder striking kept making it difficult.‘I don’t think we’re going to be able to sleep,’ Nala pointed out the obvious, it gets difficult for me to even close my eyes anytime there was a thunderstorm and I knew that tonight wasn’t going to be any different.‘I really wish Niko—‘‘You know what? We’re sleeping!’ I snapped at her at the same time as I snapped my eyes shut. I’ve tried not to think about him in five minutes and I won’t let her jeopardize my good job of not thinking about him by talking about him.The soft knock on my door made me groan and turn before standing up from t
Lilliana’s POVI expected his lips on mine but I couldn’t feel anything and I opened my eyes slowly to see his beautiful grey eyes staring intently at me, piercing every inch of me and tugging at my heart.All attempts to get my racing heart to stop racing proved futile as I waited for what was going to happen next. Questions ran through my mind and as wild as each one got, my pussy throbbed.Nala was uneasy, she couldn’t stop rambling on about how she wanted to feel Nikolai again, how she couldn’t wait for him to take us while everywhere was cold.I swallowed, trying my best to deny that I didn’t want that to happen but the harder I tried, the more difficult it became because even though I tried to remain in denial, I knew deep within me that I wanted the same thing as Nala.“Your face and eyes are red,” he finally spoke after what seemed like an eternity of silence, “I like it when you’re expectant.” He added and Nala purred the moment his thumb traced my lips, parting them and maki