Lilliana’s POV
My eyes opened and an angry looking man stood in front of me, his brows drew together in an angry frown as he stared at me intently.His cold grey eyes sent jolts of electricity down my spine. His face was bronze and he looked so tan, the set of his chin suggested a stubborn streak as his jaw tensed visibly.His classically handsome features made me feel like I was in a dream because there was no way I’m standing in front of someone so majestically handsome.His lips parted angrily and he was saying something but all I could focus on was his firm sensuous lips and his beautiful set of white teeth.Who is this man?His handsome face was kindled with a beauty that can’t be described. The lighting in the room glimmered over his face like beams of icy radiance and I couldn’t help but look down at his body.My eyes trailed a path from his face and my breath caught in my throat when they landed on his body. His broad shoulders and his smooth, tanned bare arm almost sent me into a haze.He stood in front of me as his gaze bore into me. I wanted to stop looking but I couldn’t stop taking in his tempting, attractive male physique.“WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!” He yelled and I finally snapped out of my own head as I looked at him all over again.He’s really real and he’s right here, in front of me.“I’m sorry,” I apologized as I slightly lowered my head even though I had no idea why, “I’m Lilli…..”“You think I care to know what your name is?” He snapped at me, cutting me off mid sentence and taking me aback by his utter rudeness.“Get the hell out of here!” He uttered and scared like a little puppy, I scampered out without being able to say a word.“You look like you just saw a ghost.” A maid stopped me, laughing at me as the rest of them waylaid me.“Look, I don’t have time for whatever sick move you guys want to play on me right now.” I retorted as I tried to move but they stopped me.“Is it because you saw Alpha Nikolai?” The one who had stopped me earlier asked and my jaw dropped.“What?”“Yeah well, he’s the Alpha’s son and he’ll be the Alpha soon,” she explained calmly even though her eyes were saying something else.“And he’s mine.” She finished before pushing me off to walk past me. I was still in shock, that man I just met definitely can’t be Alpha Demitri’s son.He’s unlike his father, he’s so fucking rude and goddess, I wish I could just pounce on him and bite his perfectly shaped face off. I was still thinking when something else dawned on me.Oh fuck, he’s going to be the next Alpha!_____________It’s been a week and Nikolai has been nothing but rude to everyone around. He was disgusting and looked down on everyone but no one was willing to call him out on his behavior because he had just lost his father.Tired, I was walking from the laundry room to my room with my clothes neatly packed. I had to stay one more week because my papers haven't been signed yet and I can’t go anywhere without them being signed.“You know, now that I think about everything well, I don’t think we should leave anymore.” Nala said and I stopped in my tracks.There’s no way I just heard her right. She just said that she didn’t want us to leave.Laughing, I reminded her of how horribly everyone around has been treating us and how we needed to leave and have our own freedom but she was adamant on staying.“Why do you want to stay so bad when you’re the one who’s always screaming about their horrible behaviors?” I asked as I walked.“I don’t know,” Nala responded, “I just feel like there is something here for us.” She added and I was silent for a while as I pondered on what she had just said.I couldn’t feel what she said she was feeling. I had no idea what she thought was here for us but I knew for sure that I didn’t want to spend one more night here talkmore of one more week.Nala and I conversed and I was so deep in the conversation that I had no idea something was in front of me until I bumped into it.The smell from him confirmed what I already knew, his chest was hard as I collided with it and my breath hitched as I let my gaze remain on my clothes that I was trying to get back together.“What are you doing?” Nikolai snarled, his voice sending hot chills down my spine, his voice bridled with his anger and I knew for a fact that I dared not look at him if I didn't want to be in deeper trouble.“I… I… I’m sorry, Alpha,” I stuttered, unable to form a coherent sentence as I knelt, “I wasn’t looking.” I added in a mutter that I almost couldn’t hear myself.I closed my eyes, waiting for when he was going to pull my hair or kick or even slap me but none of that came as I felt a whiff of air when he walked past me.The sound of his heavy footsteps echoing in the hallway made me heave out a sigh of relief but that relief didn’t last long because the footsteps stopped.“You won’t be lucky next time,” Nikolai sneered, “and you also won’t be alive to tell the tale.” He added. My eyes closed in frustration and anger as I clenched my fist but I couldn’t do anything.“GET OUT OF HERE!” He roared, his voice resonating through the hallway and without thinking twice, I walked as fast as my legs could carry me out of the hallway.Why does he have to be so rude and cruel?I might have bumped into him first but I apologized, that still wasn’t enough for him to talk to me like I was just some lowlife.Pushing the thoughts of Nikolai to the back of my head, I went about my duties in the house and I just couldn’t help but listen to the maids complaining about him.None of them liked him and even the girl that had boasted about Nikolai being hers now regrets it. The guards didn’t like him too and they wouldn’t stop talking about how he acts like a jerk during training.The celebration of Nikolai being the next Alpha took place in full swing and I prepared my papers to take to him.“Why not wait until nighttime before going to him?” Nala asked as she explained that if I go to meet him now, it could tip him off and he’d react badly.Agreeing with her, I laid on the bed to rest since I wanted nothing to do with him or the celebration outside. I closed my eyes and it didn’t take long for me to drift off into the comfortable darkness.Everywhere had gotten dark as I opened my eyes. I felt relaxed, I really couldn’t remember the last time I slept that well. My eyes darted to the small clock by my bedside and it glowed red at 9:00 PM.I packed my papers and left my room as I made my way to his study, figuring that that’s where he’s going to be. The only thing keeping me from leaving was the Alpha’s approval, I’d thought that I was going to meet with him and ask him to sign the papers since he’s the new Alpha.The night also fell on a full moon and as I got closer to his room, I felt a sweet scent hit my nose and an immense heat from within me. I’d wanted to ignore it but the more I tried, the more distracted I got by the scent.Nala was also uneasy as she jumped around in excitement, she seemed unusually happy and nothing I did calmed her down.Following the scent, I stopped in front of Nikolai’s door and the smell became even more mesmerizing and irresistible. I started feeling so hot inside me that the only thing I could think about was to be wrapped in Nikolai’s arms.“What is wrong with you?!” I said to myself, slapping the thoughts out of my head as I swallowed. Breathing became so hard that even my vision started becoming blurry.It felt as though I was going to pass out from the intensity of the sweet scent. Trying to concentrate, I lifted my hand to knock on the door but it flew open before I could do that.Nikolai’s eyes studied me as mine studied him. What’s going on with me and why am I reacting to him this way?My whole being seemed to be filled with waiting as I swallowed the bile in my throat. A sense of urgency drove me and the prolonged anticipation was almost unbearable.Every time his gaze met mine, my heart turned over in response and I searched my head for something to say but nothing came out of my mouth.When I was finally able to speak, what I’d said almost drove me insane as Nikolai stared at me scornfully and in disbelief.“Mate.” I whispered but I knew he heard me because he bursted out laughing like I’d just said something funny.Why did I open my mouth?Lilliana’s POV“You’ve got to be kidding me!” He laughed as he made his way past me. I wanted to go after him but my feet seemed glued to the ground.I couldn’t believe it. This just has to be some sick joke that the moon goddess is playing with me but it didn’t seem like a joke because Nala was dancing around in happiness.“Alpha Nikolai is our mate,” she announced like I didn’t already know that, like I didn’t already open my stupid mouth and call him ‘mate’.“He’s the Lycan King of the Bloodmoon pack and he’s our mate,” she added in excitement, “I can just feel his Lycan calling out to me.” She added and as I yelled at her, all of the excitement came washing down.There is no way Nikolai Ashwood is my mate. There is no way I am going to accept a rude, arrogant and condescending person as my mate.“I can never accept it.” I thought to myself as I quickly rushed after him. He’s a total playboy and there is no way I’m going to accept someone like him. He’s been in the pack for just on
“He’s on the training ground.” The guard I asked about Nikolai’s whereabouts said to me and from his facial expression, I could tell that I wasn’t the only one who hated Nikolai.Walking as fast as my legs could carry me to the training ground that it felt like I was running, I bumped into someone and without lifting my gaze, I apologized.“Get back here!” An unfamiliar voice barked at me before pulling me back, “you just fucking bumped into me.” She added and I could tell that she was more pissed than I thought.“I’m sorry.” I apologized politely this time. I took my time to take in her features and she just might be the prettiest lady I have ever come across. She doesn’t look familiar and that told me that she was probably a visitor.Her lush hair fell radiantly on her shoulders and she could easily make every lady in the pack look like an ugly goose just with her regal beauty.Her face was a perfect oval shape and her high cheekbones were exotic. Her nose was straight, perfectly lo
Nikolai’s POV“What do you think about this?” Jenna asked as she tried on yet another red colored lingerie. I knew what she was trying to do and what she was getting at but I wasn’t interested.Lilliana’s rejection earlier today was all I could think about and I had no idea why but the more I tried to push the thought away, the harder it became.What does she mean when she said she’d rather die than be my breeder?Anger surged through my veins as I clenched my fist and tugged on the side of the bed. Does she not know who I am? Does she not know how I can affect her life?Jenna was saying something as she tried on another pair of panties to try and impress me but nothing she did got a reaction out of me, nothing she did got me excited like it used to and my dick didn’t budge.Who does she think she is?The thought of Lilliana crowded my mind again and I could feel my dick kicking. It was almost like I shouldn’t be thinking about her or I’d have my bulging cock to deal with but I couldn
Lilliana’s POV“I wonder why Alpha Nikolai is still keeping her around.” I heard one of the maids say as I made my way to the backyard. I’ve been so stomped with tons of things to do that I completely forgot to eat breakfast.I knew really well that Nikolai knew about the rumors that were being spread and the way everyone started treating me like an outcast because it all started when I rejected the offer of being his plaything.Exhausted, I walked as fast as my legs could carry me but being weak and hungry, it wasn’t fast enough and I was almost in the backyard when I bumped into someone.“Goddess please save me.” I silently prayed in hopes that I hadn’t bumped into Jenna because I knew for sure that it wasn’t Nikolai.I lifted my gaze to check who it was and I was taken aback by the person standing in front of me. He looked so soft and yet so strict, he didn’t look angry but he also looked like he came to scold me.I haven’t done anything, I made sure I did all my chores diligently,
Nikolai’s POV“Don’t you think that making Lilliana Jenna’s personal slave is a bit extreme?” My best friend André's voice jolted me out of my thoughts as I stared at Lillian and I moved my gaze towards him but quickly returned it to Lillana.We’ve been best friends since we were kids and he was always the one managing to pull me back on the right path anytime I was making a decision that I was going to regret but today was different.“It’s not too extreme,” I responded, “I need her to know who calls the shot around here, it’s only a matter of time before she breaks so let’s see how much torture she can take.” I added, trying my best to sound unbothered.“Why do you want to torture her that much though?” André asked and I shrugged, “I think it’s too much and believe it or not but your father liked her before he died, treating her like this after rejecting her is just unfair.” He continued.My gaze lifted and from the look on his face I could tell that he knew better than to try and sa
Lilliana’s POVCold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I have never felt as relaxed as this in months. I turned on my bed as my eyes opened and the ray of sunlight making its way into my room caused me to shut it back.“I had the weirdest dream.” I muttered to Nala as I tried to stand up and get ready for my chores today but the pain that surged through me stopped me and my eyes widened.Whatever happened last night wasn’t a dream and this pain is proof of that. My body shook and my teeth gritted as everything played back in my head and the more I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, the more the pain reminded me of the fact that it did.“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real, you’re dreaming.” I repeated to myself like it was a mantra as I made my way to the bathroom and my breath caught in my throat when I saw the condition I was in down there.If whatever that happened between us last night was real then how did I get inside my room because I could remember really well that André had moved me to the safe ho
Lilliana’s POVNikolai’s grip tightened around my hand as we both walked out of my room. Questions ran through my mind and the urge to ask questions about where he was taking me was intense but I kept it to myself.Nala was restless and wouldn’t stop talking about how Nikolai regrets rejecting us and wants us back now. I was sure that he could feel her excitement because his lips curled.‘He’s going to accept us back and it’s all going to be smooth sailing.’ Nala finished. My mouth opened but I shut it back immediately.He could be taking me somewhere to punish me for all I know and Nala is getting all excited about him wanting us back. Sternly, I asked her to be quiet and she obeyed but not without passing a last comment.What if I didn’t reach up to his expectations last night and he’s angry about that?If he was angry, he wouldn’t have told me that he had a nice time with me.Crossing that out of the lists of things that could possibly have gotten him mad at me, I decided to go on
Nikolai’s POV“NIKOLAI!” Lilliana’s loud and alarmed voice reached me in the bathroom where I’d gone to take the ointment for her back.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she’d already probably seen the mark on her back. Hurried, my feet padded back to the bedroom and I walked in to Lilliana freaking out.Her towel had dropped to the ground and she had an obvious look of terror on her face. Tears already welled up in her eyes as she stared at me.“W— What’s going on? How did these marks get there? What’s happening?” She asked, freaking out and thrown into a world of confusion.“Calm down, it’s nothing serious, I promise I’ll get to the bottom of things and we’ll get something done about the claw marks.”“Do you even hear what you’re saying?” She screamed and I could’ve sworn that my eardrums bursted with that loud sound.“They are claw marks on my back and you’re asking me to calm down,” she screeched, “how did they get there? What’s happening? Do you know something?” She bomb
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes fluttered open and I stretched out to feel Nikolai beside me. His eyes were closed and his sleeping features were hotter than ever.Everything seemed peaceful and as the memories of what happened last night flooded my mind, I felt myself melting.We’d left the dinner hall and had a really good time before falling asleep. A smile formed on my lips and I moved Nikolai’s hair away from his face.“When you stare at me like that, it makes me want to eat you for breakfast.” Nikolai’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts as he pulled me into him.“Maybe I won’t stop staring at you like that then.” I threatened and I felt his cock kick against me.“Well, Good Morning.” I smiled, grinding against his cock and feeling it grow even harder and an inch longer.“Stop doing that, you still look exhausted.” Nikolai warned but stopping was the last thing I wanted to do.I’ve been feeling unusually horny these days and right now I wanted him to fuck me but he seemed too w
Lilliana’s POV“I’m sorry,” I muttered an apology to Kieran with no idea why when he’d just told me that he hoped Nikolai would treat me right.I don’t know why this man seems to think that he has to have a say on my relationship and I hate the fact that whenever he says things like this, he says it with so much confidence.It’s almost like he’ll be waiting in a corner for when Nikolai messes up so that he could tell me that he did warn and tell me so.“Also, Nikolai has always been treating me right, I don’t doubt the fact that he’s going to do so tonight too.” I smiled and Kieran nodded.“Right, I’m sorry about that, I just say things without thinking.” He apologized, smiling as he walked me to the entrance of the hall.“You should go now.” He finished and with a nod, I walked closer to the entrance before turning to look at him but he only urged me on.If anyone had told me that Kieran could be this nice and this much of a gentleman, I would’ve argued because he has always been a j
Lilliana’s POVI was still stuck behind the big oak tree with Kieran, the night was silent, peaceful but there was nothing peaceful with being either Kieran.I’d just seen him walk into the dinner hall clinging onto Jenna and I know I shouldn’t care but I couldn’t help the multiple questions that kept running through my mind.Are they dating now or their date was supposed to end as soon as the dinner was over?Sighing, I pinched the bridge of my nose and couldn’t believe that I was stuck with Kieran of all people, my heart raced and I felt uncomfortable.“What were you doing in the bush all alone?” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I shuddered, “you could’ve really gotten yourself killed, Lilliana, what were you thinking?” He added.Turning my head to look in his direction, I felt the hairs at the nape of my neck curling as the cold breeze grazed my ear like the touch of cold fingers.The last thing I wanted was to get myself engaged in a conversation with Kieran, even though
Lilliana’s POVWalking as fast as my legs could carry me, I could feel my heart racing and I knew really well that it was because of Jenna.She was the last person I was expecting to see and I can’t just stand being in the same space as her.I felt bad for judging too soon too because a part of me felt like Nikolai didn’t really know that she was going to show up to the dinner.The sound of my phone ringing jolted me out of my thoughts but I continued walking since I already knew who was calling. It was Nikolai and he had called multiple times already but I’d decided to ignore the calls.I wasn’t mad at him or anything because I knew there was an explanation for everything and in Nikolai’s case, he didn’t know she was coming but I also can’t bring myself to go back there until I’m calm.Finding a place to sit, I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. I didn’t want to wander too far off because Nikolai might try looking for me.The fact that everything looks familiar calmed me do
Nikolai’s POVThe night was going smoothly and having Lilliana in my arms felt like having heaven within my reach and when she hugged me.Goodness, when she hugged me, it felt as though time had stopped and it felt so good. I was so afraid of moving that I couldn’t even breathe.She felt so warm and her body felt really soft pushed up against me, I wanted to keep holding her without ever letting her go.My heart pounded and I could hear the gushing sound of my own blood as it rushed through my veins, spreading to every part of my being.Closing my eyes, I took in a whiff of her delicious scent and I wanted nothing to take away this moment.The urge to keep her close to me was insane, I didn’t want to let go of her, I wanted to maintain that proximity, to keep loving her and overall, to protect her. I felt her muscles tensed and I could feel that something was wrong as she pulled away from me.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I asked but she looked so lost that she probably didn’t hear w
Lilliana’s POV“You look really gorgeous,” one of the maids complimented my hair and I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my lips.“I bet Alpha Nikolai would not be able to keep his hands off you.” Another added and I could definitely see what they meant by that.Taking a look at myself in the mirror, I could barely recognize myself. It’s been a while since I looked this beautiful and I felt tears welling up in my eyes.My hair was made perfectly with all sorts of adornment even though I’d said that I didn’t want anything extra.My dress is an extremely beautiful strapless lilac gown and as I stood up, I wondered if my stomach was going to be a problem but it wasn’t.These past days, Nikolai and I barely spent enough time with each other and just when I was starting to feel frustrated, he thought of a way to turn things around.He had insisted that everyone take a break and the day off so instead of the meeting, everyone just went out for food and drinks.He made sure to set every
Lilliana’s POVI’d slowly walked into the room with everything that Kieran had told me playing back in my head over and over again and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop the thoughts.I hated the fact that I was letting what he thinks have so much effect on me like that but there was nothing I could really do about it as I curled up on the bed like a wet cat.“I’m back,” Nikolai announced cheerily and that would’ve changed my mood if I hadn’t met Kieran and listened to him say all those things.“Welcome back.” I managed to let out before curling even harder as I tried my best to ignore Nikolai.From the way his breath brushed the nape of my neck and how he pulled me into him, I could tell that he was on the bed with me already.“What’s wrong?” He questioned, his voice bridling with his worry as he turned me over to face him, “you’re not in a good mood.” He added.Shaking my head, I let out a forced smile as I tried to assure Nikolai that I was fine but I’ve never been a good
Lilliana’s POVIt was as though my legs were moving faster than the rest of my body. I was running as fast as I could but the more I ran, the more it felt like I couldn’t escape.My heart was in my throat and I felt my stomach knotting in fear as I went deeper and deeper into the woods.My head felt light and my eyes kept going in and out of my head but I knew that I dared not wait.I dared not stop to catch my breath because if I stopped then whatever I was running away from, whoever I was trying to avoid was eventually going to catch up with me.The eerie sounds became louder and my legs were starting to feel weak, slowing down and making it difficult for me to run any faster.“I can’t stop. I can’t stop.” I kept repeating to myself like it was some sort of mantra but my legs were giving up on me and that was when I remembered.Although it was dark and seemed like no matter how loud I screamed, no one was going to come to my rescue. I could see that I was alone but despite seeing th