Lilliana’s POV
“Keep it moving, bitch!” One of the ladies snarled at me from behind as I tried to keep up with my pace while also carrying the supplies for the sick Lycan King.My fist clenched and anger rippled through me as they hurled insults at me but I let them go, “she must be so weak or a cat already got her mouth.” Another lady said to me.I was still ignoring them when I lost my footing and landed face down on the ground. Everything I was holding flew around and my blood boiled with rage.My anger spiked as rage rushed through my veins and I could feel Nala, my Lycan, getting ready for a fight but I did all I could to calm her down.Being an omega and a maid, I’ve had nothing but bullies and insults to deal with but today was going to be different, instead of fighting back and getting in trouble with the house mistress, I’d decided to keep quiet.They have the whole of today and tomorrow to do what they want with me, to enjoy the pain they cause me because as soon as I turn eighteen, I’ll finally be free.I can make decisions on my own by then and they really are going to regret treating me like I was a piece of trash but now, I have to endure the torture because I’m currently weak and unable to take them on.“Let me teach them a lesson, Lilliana!” Nala roared inside me but I refused as I picked my things back up to resume my duties.“Watch where you’re going next time or you’re going to get yourself killed for disrespecting the king.” One of the maids said before kicking me as she walked past.“I wonder what he sees in you for him to ask that you become his personal maid.” Another added and soon the hallway was left with only me in it as I gathered the rest of my spilled contents.Calm down, Lilliana, you’ll be out of here before you know it soon.Drawing in a deep breath, I let it all out before making my way to the Lycan King’s room. He was asleep and I carefully made sure that nothing was out of place as I sat beside him.Alpha King Demitri has been nothing but nice to me, “moon goddess, please grant him good health and bring him back on his feet.” I prayed.Turning to leave him to rest, I turned off the lights before walking back to my room. I felt excited seeing all my bags packed and I just couldn’t wait for my eighteenth birthday so I’ll finally be able to leave.“You have to put those brats in their place sometimes, Lilliana.” Nala’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I only smiled as I stretched to relax my aching bones.Ever since I met Nala when I was sixteen, she has always been fierce and I knew that if it was left to her, no one would dare bully me because I might be weak, I can feel my Lycan’s strength.“I haven’t put them in their place in years,” I responded as I laid down on my bed, “why start now when I’m just two days away from finally getting my freedom?” I finished and Nala sighed before retreating.“I just hate how they think they can walk all over us and we won’t do anything.” She added.“Well, we can’t really do anything to them.” I agreed.“Whose fault is that?!” Nala snapped at me and I knew better than to keep talking to her. My body aches and my eyes hurt so bad.It’s been months since I’ve had a good sleep because of all the responsibilities. Sighing, I curled like a ball as I closed my eyes to take a nap before going to check on Alpha King Demitri.I had no idea how long I’ve been asleep for until the loud bang on my door jolted me awake. It was so urgent and my thoughts immediately ran wild.“The King!” I almost yelled as I jumped out of my bed to answer the door, “what’s going on?” I asked the house mistress.She might hate me but she usually has no choice than to talk to me considering how I’m the king’s personal maid and all of his medications get sent through me.We rushed out of my room in the servants quarters as we both hurried into the mansion. All my questions fell on deaf ears as she thought that it was better if she didn’t answer me.“The king is deathly sick,” she finally said when we got into the mansion, “he won’t respond to anyone, he keeps asking for you so you have to be there.” She added.Fear engulfed me. I could feel cold chills running down my spine as I hurried to his room. He’s been sick for a while but not once has anyone come to get me with so much urgency.It must be really bad if everywhere is this dark and everyone is still awake. Rushing into the room, I hurried to his side but with just one touch of my hand, the King relaxed.“I don’t think I can make it, Lilliana, I’m sorry.” He said. His face had gone paler than they used to be, his body was so fragile that they shook and tears lingered in my eyes.His eyes that were usually so full of life had gone dead and even though I didn’t want to believe it I knew that Alpha Demitri only had a few days left.He’s not responding to treatment and worse, he wouldn’t take anything we try to give him because he thinks it’s all going to be a total waste of time.“I want to die knowing that I’ve tried my best and nothing is working,” he’d told me. I blinked back tears because I have to be strong.“I can’t have you placing all your hopes on seeing me hale and hearty, Lily,” he continued, “tell them to stop the medications and just let me rest. You’ve tried your best.” He finished.Reluctantly and defeated, I returned the drugs back into their container as I rubbed his palm, an act that helps him sleep quickly and better. I arranged his room and cleaned him up.I felt tired and weak and it felt as though I was going to pass out if I didn’t rest. I yawned as I walked out of the room to prepare a special tea for him.“Do you think he’s going to make it through the night?” One of the maids asked me and the shock I felt was unexplainable.They usually never talk to me. They avoided me like I was some sort of plague and I’ve even heard them spread terrible rumors about me.“I don’t know,” I lied, part of me knew he might not make it through while the other part prayed that he makes it through three nights because I need him to sign my release papers.“He’s resting now and he just needs his tea.” I added as I focused my concentration on the tea I was making. The maid hissed before walking to the other group.“Poor thing,” I heard one of them say, “I heard she’ll be eighteen soon and is supposed to be released but the king is sick and might never be able to set her free.” She added.My brows drew together in an agonized expression and tears clouded my vision as I kept my gaze on the cup and kettle.What if the king doesn’t get better? What would happen to me?“Lilliana!” The house mistress’s voice made me push down the lump that had formed in my throat with so much force that I couldn’t help but cough.What have I done now?“Nikolai will be returning from abroad tomorrow,” she informed me and a sense of resentment toiled inside me, “it seems like the Alpha might not make it past the night.” She added.“Ho… but… but you don’t know that.” I stuttered and she tilted her head sideways as she looked at me like I was out of my mind.“I don’t know that but the professional doctors tending to him told me that he wouldn’t be able to make it.” She responded and my heart dropped to my stomach.I still didn’t want to believe it. My hopes were still held out and as I listened to her tell me about how Nikolai could possibly be taking over his father’s position, my mind wandered.She finished talking and walked out of the kitchen while I followed behind her to go into the Alpha’s chambers. He was already deeply asleep when I walked in and not wanting to wake him, I made up my mind to wait until he was awake.“What the hell is going on in here?!” The masculine voice of a man yelling woke me from my sleep and I mumbled with the thought that it was probably a dream but as I placed my head back to sleep, I was yanked up.Lilliana’s POVMy eyes opened and an angry looking man stood in front of me, his brows drew together in an angry frown as he stared at me intently.His cold grey eyes sent jolts of electricity down my spine. His face was bronze and he looked so tan, the set of his chin suggested a stubborn streak as his jaw tensed visibly.His classically handsome features made me feel like I was in a dream because there was no way I’m standing in front of someone so majestically handsome.His lips parted angrily and he was saying something but all I could focus on was his firm sensuous lips and his beautiful set of white teeth.Who is this man?His handsome face was kindled with a beauty that can’t be described. The lighting in the room glimmered over his face like beams of icy radiance and I couldn’t help but look down at his body.My eyes trailed a path from his face and my breath caught in my throat when they landed on his body. His broad shoulders and his smooth, tanned bare arm almost sent me in
Lilliana’s POV“You’ve got to be kidding me!” He laughed as he made his way past me. I wanted to go after him but my feet seemed glued to the ground.I couldn’t believe it. This just has to be some sick joke that the moon goddess is playing with me but it didn’t seem like a joke because Nala was dancing around in happiness.“Alpha Nikolai is our mate,” she announced like I didn’t already know that, like I didn’t already open my stupid mouth and call him ‘mate’.“He’s the Lycan King of the Bloodmoon pack and he’s our mate,” she added in excitement, “I can just feel his Lycan calling out to me.” She added and as I yelled at her, all of the excitement came washing down.There is no way Nikolai Ashwood is my mate. There is no way I am going to accept a rude, arrogant and condescending person as my mate.“I can never accept it.” I thought to myself as I quickly rushed after him. He’s a total playboy and there is no way I’m going to accept someone like him. He’s been in the pack for just on
“He’s on the training ground.” The guard I asked about Nikolai’s whereabouts said to me and from his facial expression, I could tell that I wasn’t the only one who hated Nikolai.Walking as fast as my legs could carry me to the training ground that it felt like I was running, I bumped into someone and without lifting my gaze, I apologized.“Get back here!” An unfamiliar voice barked at me before pulling me back, “you just fucking bumped into me.” She added and I could tell that she was more pissed than I thought.“I’m sorry.” I apologized politely this time. I took my time to take in her features and she just might be the prettiest lady I have ever come across. She doesn’t look familiar and that told me that she was probably a visitor.Her lush hair fell radiantly on her shoulders and she could easily make every lady in the pack look like an ugly goose just with her regal beauty.Her face was a perfect oval shape and her high cheekbones were exotic. Her nose was straight, perfectly lo
Nikolai’s POV“What do you think about this?” Jenna asked as she tried on yet another red colored lingerie. I knew what she was trying to do and what she was getting at but I wasn’t interested.Lilliana’s rejection earlier today was all I could think about and I had no idea why but the more I tried to push the thought away, the harder it became.What does she mean when she said she’d rather die than be my breeder?Anger surged through my veins as I clenched my fist and tugged on the side of the bed. Does she not know who I am? Does she not know how I can affect her life?Jenna was saying something as she tried on another pair of panties to try and impress me but nothing she did got a reaction out of me, nothing she did got me excited like it used to and my dick didn’t budge.Who does she think she is?The thought of Lilliana crowded my mind again and I could feel my dick kicking. It was almost like I shouldn’t be thinking about her or I’d have my bulging cock to deal with but I couldn
Lilliana’s POV“I wonder why Alpha Nikolai is still keeping her around.” I heard one of the maids say as I made my way to the backyard. I’ve been so stomped with tons of things to do that I completely forgot to eat breakfast.I knew really well that Nikolai knew about the rumors that were being spread and the way everyone started treating me like an outcast because it all started when I rejected the offer of being his plaything.Exhausted, I walked as fast as my legs could carry me but being weak and hungry, it wasn’t fast enough and I was almost in the backyard when I bumped into someone.“Goddess please save me.” I silently prayed in hopes that I hadn’t bumped into Jenna because I knew for sure that it wasn’t Nikolai.I lifted my gaze to check who it was and I was taken aback by the person standing in front of me. He looked so soft and yet so strict, he didn’t look angry but he also looked like he came to scold me.I haven’t done anything, I made sure I did all my chores diligently,
Nikolai’s POV“Don’t you think that making Lilliana Jenna’s personal slave is a bit extreme?” My best friend André's voice jolted me out of my thoughts as I stared at Lillian and I moved my gaze towards him but quickly returned it to Lillana.We’ve been best friends since we were kids and he was always the one managing to pull me back on the right path anytime I was making a decision that I was going to regret but today was different.“It’s not too extreme,” I responded, “I need her to know who calls the shot around here, it’s only a matter of time before she breaks so let’s see how much torture she can take.” I added, trying my best to sound unbothered.“Why do you want to torture her that much though?” André asked and I shrugged, “I think it’s too much and believe it or not but your father liked her before he died, treating her like this after rejecting her is just unfair.” He continued.My gaze lifted and from the look on his face I could tell that he knew better than to try and sa
Lilliana’s POVCold chills ran down my spine and the entire day felt like the last straw for me, my body vibrated as I felt another pool between my legs. If this is his idea of torturing me then he’s doing a damn good job because I can’t take it anymore.Everything suddenly became harder than it was supposed to be, from the rumors to the bullying from other servants and then to the hard labour that Nikolai had forced me to go through.I held the helm of my dress tightly as I lowered my head. It was the first time I would ever bow my head to beg and I hated the fact that I was doing it for Nikolai.My vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had welled up in my eyes and they stung really bad. I lifted my gaze to meet his eyes and he had a proud look on.The urge to move away from him, the urge to tell him to go to hell because I’d rather die before I allow him to have sex with me was overcome by the insane urge to feel his touch.I wanted him to hug me, I wanted to feel his lips
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I have never felt as relaxed as this in months. I turned on my bed as my eyes opened and the ray of sunlight making its way into my room caused me to shut it back.“I had the weirdest dream.” I muttered to Nala as I tried to stand up and get ready for my chores today but the pain that surged through me stopped me and my eyes widened.Whatever happened last night wasn’t a dream and this pain is proof of that. My body shook and my teeth gritted as everything played back in my head and the more I tried to pretend it didn’t happen, the more the pain reminded me of the fact that it did.“It’s not real, it’s not real, it’s not real, you’re dreaming.” I repeated to myself like it was a mantra as I made my way to the bathroom and my breath caught in my throat when I saw the condition I was in down there.If whatever that happened between us last night was real then how did I get inside my room because I could remember really well that André had moved me to the safe ho
Nikolai’s POV“NIKOLAI!” Lilliana’s loud and alarmed voice reached me in the bathroom where I’d gone to take the ointment for her back.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that she’d already probably seen the mark on her back. Hurried, my feet padded back to the bedroom and I walked in to Lilliana freaking out.Her towel had dropped to the ground and she had an obvious look of terror on her face. Tears already welled up in her eyes as she stared at me.“W— What’s going on? How did these marks get there? What’s happening?” She asked, freaking out and thrown into a world of confusion.“Calm down, it’s nothing serious, I promise I’ll get to the bottom of things and we’ll get something done about the claw marks.”“Do you even hear what you’re saying?” She screamed and I could’ve sworn that my eardrums bursted with that loud sound.“They are claw marks on my back and you’re asking me to calm down,” she screeched, “how did they get there? What’s happening? Do you know something?” She bomb
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, my eyes fluttered open and I stretched out to feel Nikolai beside me. His eyes were closed and his sleeping features were hotter than ever.Everything seemed peaceful and as the memories of what happened last night flooded my mind, I felt myself melting.We’d left the dinner hall and had a really good time before falling asleep. A smile formed on my lips and I moved Nikolai’s hair away from his face.“When you stare at me like that, it makes me want to eat you for breakfast.” Nikolai’s voice jolted me out of my thoughts as he pulled me into him.“Maybe I won’t stop staring at you like that then.” I threatened and I felt his cock kick against me.“Well, Good Morning.” I smiled, grinding against his cock and feeling it grow even harder and an inch longer.“Stop doing that, you still look exhausted.” Nikolai warned but stopping was the last thing I wanted to do.I’ve been feeling unusually horny these days and right now I wanted him to fuck me but he seemed too w
Lilliana’s POV“I’m sorry,” I muttered an apology to Kieran with no idea why when he’d just told me that he hoped Nikolai would treat me right.I don’t know why this man seems to think that he has to have a say on my relationship and I hate the fact that whenever he says things like this, he says it with so much confidence.It’s almost like he’ll be waiting in a corner for when Nikolai messes up so that he could tell me that he did warn and tell me so.“Also, Nikolai has always been treating me right, I don’t doubt the fact that he’s going to do so tonight too.” I smiled and Kieran nodded.“Right, I’m sorry about that, I just say things without thinking.” He apologized, smiling as he walked me to the entrance of the hall.“You should go now.” He finished and with a nod, I walked closer to the entrance before turning to look at him but he only urged me on.If anyone had told me that Kieran could be this nice and this much of a gentleman, I would’ve argued because he has always been a j
Lilliana’s POVI was still stuck behind the big oak tree with Kieran, the night was silent, peaceful but there was nothing peaceful with being either Kieran.I’d just seen him walk into the dinner hall clinging onto Jenna and I know I shouldn’t care but I couldn’t help the multiple questions that kept running through my mind.Are they dating now or their date was supposed to end as soon as the dinner was over?Sighing, I pinched the bridge of my nose and couldn’t believe that I was stuck with Kieran of all people, my heart raced and I felt uncomfortable.“What were you doing in the bush all alone?” His voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I shuddered, “you could’ve really gotten yourself killed, Lilliana, what were you thinking?” He added.Turning my head to look in his direction, I felt the hairs at the nape of my neck curling as the cold breeze grazed my ear like the touch of cold fingers.The last thing I wanted was to get myself engaged in a conversation with Kieran, even though
Lilliana’s POVWalking as fast as my legs could carry me, I could feel my heart racing and I knew really well that it was because of Jenna.She was the last person I was expecting to see and I can’t just stand being in the same space as her.I felt bad for judging too soon too because a part of me felt like Nikolai didn’t really know that she was going to show up to the dinner.The sound of my phone ringing jolted me out of my thoughts but I continued walking since I already knew who was calling. It was Nikolai and he had called multiple times already but I’d decided to ignore the calls.I wasn’t mad at him or anything because I knew there was an explanation for everything and in Nikolai’s case, he didn’t know she was coming but I also can’t bring myself to go back there until I’m calm.Finding a place to sit, I took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. I didn’t want to wander too far off because Nikolai might try looking for me.The fact that everything looks familiar calmed me do
Nikolai’s POVThe night was going smoothly and having Lilliana in my arms felt like having heaven within my reach and when she hugged me.Goodness, when she hugged me, it felt as though time had stopped and it felt so good. I was so afraid of moving that I couldn’t even breathe.She felt so warm and her body felt really soft pushed up against me, I wanted to keep holding her without ever letting her go.My heart pounded and I could hear the gushing sound of my own blood as it rushed through my veins, spreading to every part of my being.Closing my eyes, I took in a whiff of her delicious scent and I wanted nothing to take away this moment.The urge to keep her close to me was insane, I didn’t want to let go of her, I wanted to maintain that proximity, to keep loving her and overall, to protect her. I felt her muscles tensed and I could feel that something was wrong as she pulled away from me.“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” I asked but she looked so lost that she probably didn’t hear w
Lilliana’s POV“You look really gorgeous,” one of the maids complimented my hair and I couldn’t help the smile that formed on my lips.“I bet Alpha Nikolai would not be able to keep his hands off you.” Another added and I could definitely see what they meant by that.Taking a look at myself in the mirror, I could barely recognize myself. It’s been a while since I looked this beautiful and I felt tears welling up in my eyes.My hair was made perfectly with all sorts of adornment even though I’d said that I didn’t want anything extra.My dress is an extremely beautiful strapless lilac gown and as I stood up, I wondered if my stomach was going to be a problem but it wasn’t.These past days, Nikolai and I barely spent enough time with each other and just when I was starting to feel frustrated, he thought of a way to turn things around.He had insisted that everyone take a break and the day off so instead of the meeting, everyone just went out for food and drinks.He made sure to set every
Lilliana’s POVI’d slowly walked into the room with everything that Kieran had told me playing back in my head over and over again and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop the thoughts.I hated the fact that I was letting what he thinks have so much effect on me like that but there was nothing I could really do about it as I curled up on the bed like a wet cat.“I’m back,” Nikolai announced cheerily and that would’ve changed my mood if I hadn’t met Kieran and listened to him say all those things.“Welcome back.” I managed to let out before curling even harder as I tried my best to ignore Nikolai.From the way his breath brushed the nape of my neck and how he pulled me into him, I could tell that he was on the bed with me already.“What’s wrong?” He questioned, his voice bridling with his worry as he turned me over to face him, “you’re not in a good mood.” He added.Shaking my head, I let out a forced smile as I tried to assure Nikolai that I was fine but I’ve never been a good
Lilliana’s POVIt was as though my legs were moving faster than the rest of my body. I was running as fast as I could but the more I ran, the more it felt like I couldn’t escape.My heart was in my throat and I felt my stomach knotting in fear as I went deeper and deeper into the woods.My head felt light and my eyes kept going in and out of my head but I knew that I dared not wait.I dared not stop to catch my breath because if I stopped then whatever I was running away from, whoever I was trying to avoid was eventually going to catch up with me.The eerie sounds became louder and my legs were starting to feel weak, slowing down and making it difficult for me to run any faster.“I can’t stop. I can’t stop.” I kept repeating to myself like it was some sort of mantra but my legs were giving up on me and that was when I remembered.Although it was dark and seemed like no matter how loud I screamed, no one was going to come to my rescue. I could see that I was alone but despite seeing th