Marly POV
The thrusting of my mate in my body, was causing me pain, but I was happy to know that I had found my mate, Maxwell Sampson. He was the soon to be named Alpha for our pack, Red Pines Pack. I was an Omega, and I was an embarrassment to my family. My family had never disillusioned me. My fate as a she-wolf was to serve the Pack. Maxwell promised me it did not matter that I was an Omega, as he dragged me into the closet at the school we were attending.
Our Pack often hosted events where our Packs would visit one another. I had met Maxwell when I was young and had loved him for years. Yes, he bullied me as we got older. Being an Omega, you kind of expected those things. But as soon as our mate bond clicked, all of that disappeared and it was just the two of us.
He never abused me, like the others did. I was one of the few Omegas in our Pack and school. As such, there was always someone around to remind you of your place in the Pack world. I hated it, but I knew the Moon Goddess would bless me with an amazing mate, who would one day protect me from all the abuse.
As Maxwell was thrusting into my body harder, I whimpered as the pain got more intense. He did not seem to hear me, but I knew first times were always like this. It must be almost over. He suddenly pulled out of me, and thinking it was done, I started to smile when he turned me around and braced my hands against the table I had been sitting on.
He entered me from behind, and it started again, but I did not say anything. I simply bit my lip, waiting for it to be over so I could be with my mate. As he went faster, I heard him groan out his release, slumping over my body. I basked in the warmth of his body wrapped around mine, knowing that I had given my mate pleasure.
I looked back towards Maxwell’s face, hoping for a kiss, when he slipped out of me and did his pants up. I slowly turned around fixing my clothes. He had been in such a rush; we had not taken our clothes off. That was the mate bond. Exciting and unpredictable, I thought with a smile.
I looked to Maxwell shyly, “Was it alright?” I asked. “Was what alright?” he replied, confused. “Me, was our love making alright?” I clarified. He looked distracted, “Umm yeah, sure it was alright,” he said bringing a smile to my face. “I need to go to class,” he mumbled as he opened the door to the janitor’s closet and walked out leaving me on my own.
I felt the sting of tears, but I realized he was already late for his class, while I had study hour in the library. I gathered my bookbag, cringing at the discomfort between my legs. Then I smiled, I was a woman now. I had a mate. My wolf came to me last night at midnight since it was my eighteenth birthday today. Her name is Layla, and she told me I would not shift today as most do. I was special and I needed to wait.
I was disappointed, but she had yipped in excitement that we had found our mate. I could not wait to get home and tell my parents that their Omega daughter who had embarrassed them over the years was mated with the future Alpha of the Red Pines Pack.
The rest of the day passed quickly. I had not seen Maxwell all day and sadly he left before I could see him again. Before I could tell him goodbye and make plans to see him later. I understood, he was busy with his Alpha lessons, and I needed to respect that. Afterall, I was going to be a Luna one day soon and would be in training myself.
Taking the bus home to the Red Pines Pack, I ignored those bullying me on the bus. I was basking in the thrilling thoughts that I had a mate. And he was not just any mate, but an Alpha mate. I was going to be a Luna. A fair Luna. One who treated all pack members well.
I would wait until Maxwell deemed it appropriate to tell everyone we were mates. I did not want to embarrass him by pushing him too quickly.
I got home, made supper for my family, did my homework, and then went to get ready for bed. My family tolerated my existence. My father was the Gamma of our Pack, so my mother was the Gamma female. There had been expectations, that all their children would be from the Gamma blood line. For some reason that was not the case with me. My sister – older by a year – was a Gamma and my younger brother was a Gamma, but for some reason I was born an Omega.
My family had ensured I always knew my place. I served my parents and my siblings all their meals, I worked in our Pack house on special occasions such as mating Galas, celebratory ceremonies. I cooked, cleaned … whatever was needed. And whenever I was needed, my parents made me work the events, while they collected my pay.
The Alpha and Beta families were disappointed with me as well. They made no secret of their disgust with me, but I was never beaten publicly, so I took that as a small win. The Alpha and Beta children took turns bullying me and abusing me, but they were never punished even though everyone knew it was happening.
I went to get into the shower, surprised at the blood inside my white panties. Now that I had a mate, I would need to get special panties and bras. Whatever he liked, I would wear. My mother never allowed me to get anything special, saying I did not deserve it. So, I made do with the plain underwear I had.
I wondered what Maxwell was doing right now. I wanted to be with him. Not have sex, I was still sore. But to be in his arms, to be protected by him. After my shower I went to lay in bed, when the first twinges of pain raced through my body. I had no idea what it meant, but the pain increased in intensity.
I screamed out in agony, trying to curl myself into my body. I was a ball of pain, when my mother entered my room. “What the hell is going on? What are you screaming for?” my mother demanded. I lay there, with tears streaming from my eyes, “I do not know. I have burning pain in my stomach,” I replied as another wave of pain hit me.
She looked at me in disgust. “Did you meet your mate today?” she asked me, annoyed by the next howl I let out. “Yes,” I bit out, trying to breathe through the pain. “Well, your mate is having sex with somebody else,” she said, as she looked at me with a surprising look of pity. “That is not possible,” I muttered, as another wave rolled over my body.
I gasped in pain, as my mother leaned down towards me. I thought she was going to console me; however, she simply muttered, “Did you really believe you would be enough for any mate?”.
The pain carried on for a couple of hours. My wolf howled in my head. She had tried to take the pain for me, but it was too intense for her. She would not confirm what my mother had said was the truth and simply receded to the back of my mind.
It could not be. I would not believe it. Something was wrong with me; I just knew it. I needed Maxwell but had no way to connect with him. As an Omega, our linking abilities were limited to family. Unless we were mated and then we could connect with our mate as well.
More pain rolled over me in waves, as I curled into a tight ball, silent tears rolling down my cheeks.
Marly POV When I woke up the next morning, after finally falling asleep, I had bruises on my stomach. Nobody had beaten me, so I did not understand where they had come from. My stomach ached like I had taken a beating, but it made no sense. Layla was still quiet. “Layla?” I asked but heard no response. I was sorry for her; we had just met in my mind, the night before. I had hoped to shift, but Layla said we would not shift as it was too soon and that we were special. But I feared I was already a disappointment for her. “You are not a disappointment, Marly,” Layla said softly before adding, “Our mate is the disappointment,” she replied before receding back in my mind. Looking at the clock, I raced downstairs to prepare breakfast for my family. “You are late,” my father scowled at me. “Sorry, Gamma,” I replied quickly preparing bacon and eggs for my family. I was not allowed to call my parents mom and dad. I could only addr
Marly POV I finished putting the meal together, as the doorbell rang indicating the guests had arrived. For these types of events, my parents insisted on putting on a show so I would join them for the meal. I was to eat a minimal amount of food and only speak when spoken to. I heard voices but could not make out who was here. I was silently plating food, when my mother walked in behind me. “Hurry up; everything had better be hot!” she scowled. She hated that I would be joining them for the meal, and I knew I had to be on my best behaviour. I carried the plates through to the dining room and almost tripped over my feet when I saw Maxwell standing there with his father, Alpha Luke. I caught Mason’s eye, seing him smirk at my surprise. I think looked away before I dropped the plates and placed them on the table, before returning with the final plates of food. “Everyone, please take your seats,” my father requ
Marly POV Before I could do anything, Cassie moved forward and slapped me across the face. “Get your hands off my boyfriend,” she yelled, as my parents and the Alpha came through the door. My mother moved forward and took the coffee from Maxwell, “My apologies Alpha. Allow me to take this,” my mother said, ever the helpful hostess. Everyone was ignoring my red face and looking to Cassie for an explanation. “What is the meaning of this, Cassie?” my father demanded. “My sister was kissing my boyfriend!” Cassie yelled. “I was not,” I started to say when Maxwell glared at me. What did that look mean? “It was a misunderstanding; no harm done,” the Alpha stated with a chuckle. No harm done? There was harm done. Maxwell was lying to everyone. He had the chance to tell them, and he chose not to. What was going on? I knew my eyes had hurt in them, but I could not release the tears that were stinging my eyes. “
Marly POV Tears filled my eyes, as I looked at the dress and shoes. They were destroyed. The shoes were marked up, and the dress was torn in various places of the dress. I looked at it in despair wondering if I would be able to salvage any of it. I worked all night on the dress and was finally satisfied enough to get a couple hours of sleep. I had to pack a bag as I would not be coming back to change for the ceremony. Secretly I packed some extra items, as I knew I would not be coming back at all. Anything of mine would be sent to the pack house, tomorrow once I had been named Maxwell’s Luna. The day flew by, with all the details coming together perfectly. I made sure every detail was perfection, before I quickly went to the common washroom to change. I heard the various guests arriving throughout the day, catching glimpses of the Alphas and Lunas from other packs who were here to celebrate Maxwell. I slip
Carson POV I hated these events. Even more so when I despised the Alpha of the pack. And the Red Pines Pack had been a thorn in my side for years. Ever since I took over the Full Moon Pack as the Alpha Lycan. I am one of five Lycans who had to fight for their pack in the Kingdom. We had to fight for our packs, and under us are the packs within our jurisdictions. Unfortunately, a few of the packs in my jurisdiction are run by assholes. I had my suspicions about the Red Pines Pack but could never prove anything. I sighed as I listened to Jeff, my Beta ramble on about us being late for the ceremony. “We are going to miss out on all the hot women,” Jeff muttered, as I laughed at him. “I am sure there will be a woman or two left for you,” I replied, as he smiled, “Undoubtedly,” he agreed. “What happens if you find your mate? You have been with almost every woman out there,” I reminded him. “I am convinced I h
Carson POV “Mate? Didn’t your mate die in a tragic rogue attack?” Alpha Luke taunted me. I felt my claws start to extend from my hands as Kane started to take over. Taking a moment to breathe, I calmed Kane down, before responding to the bastard standing in front of me. “It would seem I am being given a second chance mate,” I replied coldly. The Alpha had a look of discomfort cross his face, as the young Alpha stood taller. “That is not possible, she is mine!” he exclaimed as his father whipped his head around to glare at him. “Are you telling me you rejected your fated mate?” I asked softly. I knew I had thought about rejection, but I wanted to know why she had been. “She is not strong enough. She is an Omega with no wolf,” Alpha Luke stated. I slowly moved my look to him and watched him sweat under my stare. “Surely she could have taken on her Luna duties, and learned to be a strong warrior?” I asked. “She has no skills
Marly POV My heart was racing at the thoughts of another rejection so soon after the last one. The pain had been incredible – nothing I had experienced before, and now it was going to happen again. Clearing his throat, the man in front of me drew my attention to him. This was it. It was happening. “I do not know that you would survive another rejection,” he replied, bluntly. I looked at him, “Oh,” was all I could muster out of my mouth. “When will you do it?” I asked. “I have never met a woman so quick to be rejected,” he said with a smile. I looked at him and realized what an attractive man he was. Maxwell was a boy, where this was a grown man who looked like he knew what life was about. “I need to leave here, sooner than later,” I stated. “Why is that?” he questioned. “If I stay, the Alpha is going to make me his mistress,” I whispered. I heard a soft growl, and looked at the man, startled by what I was hearing.
Carson POV I held Marly with one hand, while grabbing the hand and snapping the wrist of the man who had just dared to touch my mate. I heard him scream in pain, as I released him and watched as a woman ran to his side. “How dare you!” she screamed as she tried to help the man. “She cannot be your mate. She is Maxwell’s mate,” the man bit out, as he held his hand to his chest. “She is no longer his mate; he rejected her,” I stated to the couple. They gasped in shock looking between me and Marly. “She is just an Omega. Why would a man like you, want her?” the man spit out. I set Marly on her feet and stepped in front of Marly protecting her from these evil people. “Who the hell are you?” I commanded. The man cleared his throat, “We are her parents. And we apologize for the chaos she has created,” he said, as if somehow pacifying me with his words. “Apologize for what? Being rejected? That is hardly her f
Carson POV I took Marly’s hand in mine and led her back to the woman claiming to be Cara. We walked into the room, with Cara asking for me. She stopped asking when she saw me. Her face lit up until she saw me holding Marly’s hand. “What is this?” she whispered. “Who are you?” I countered. “Carson, you know who I am,” she replied, hurt lacing her words. “I am afraid I do not. There are no sparks between us. I spoke with an Elder who advised the only reason that would be is if you were never my mate to begin with,” I shared with her. I saw her eyes fill up with tears. “I do not understand,” she replied, as tears rolled down her cheeks. I was not immune to her pain. The woman I was looking at was identical to my first mate. I hated to see her in pain, knowing I was partially the cause. But I had to remind myself that she was somehow involved in this trickery. “I do not understand either. I am hoping yo
Marly POV My chest hurt. It hurt to breathe. I had known I was right and nothing would change. To everyone I was a useless Omega. Someone who did not matter. I rushed towards the door, eyeing the exit with hope. I needed to get some fresh air. Something to allow the pain to wash over me. I knew Sarah had wanted to follow me, but I had held my hand up. She had been wrong. Nobody wanted me here, and nobody would care if I disappeared. Just as I was about to reach my goal, I felt a warm hand take my arm. I instantly felt the sparks between us, and I felt betrayed. I whipped around and slammed my fist into Carson’s chest. I knew it would not hurt him, but I was angry at the circumstances. Before I could hit him again, Carson had wrapped his arms around my thrashing body and carried me to an empty room, shutting the door behind him. He simply held me while I cried in frustration. Frustration at the situati
Marly POV I had been working on my studies, trying to remain distracted while I kicked myself in the ass for not going with Carson. The truth was I was killing myself with all the what ifs. At least if I was there, I would know what was happening. I had reread this last text five times and still had no idea what I was supposed to be doing with it. I heard a soft tap on my door, and my heart leapt in my throat. Was Carson back already? I moved quickly to the door, opening it widely. My smile froze as I saw Jenna standing there. “How did you get up here?” I demanded as she stood at the door. “As Luna, I have access to all areas of this pack house,” she stated. I simply stood there, refusing to invite her into my room. After the last experience, I did not want a repeat of that. “What do you want?” I asked. “I wanted to let you know that just because you were safely returned to the Full Moon Pack, you will not take over the r
Carson POV “Cara?” I whispered. I could not believe my eyes. The first woman I had ever loved was lying in the bed before me. The woman I had buried. The woman I had vowed would be my only love, was alive and in front of me. I saw her eyes flutter and watched in stunned silence as they opened, and she looked frantically around the room. Her eyes settled on mine, and I watched as tears filled her eyes. “Carson?” she whispered, as she moved her hand out to mine. I was reluctant to touch her. I did not know what I felt in this moment. It was so surreal to me. My first mate was alive and in the same room as me. I moved forward and slowly took Cara’s hand, bracing myself for the sparks that would bounce between us. I touched her hand, taking it into my bigger hand. I felt … nothing. No sparks, no sense of a mate bond. Nothing. I looked to Cara in confusion, to see her confused expression mirror mine. “Wha
Marly POV I quietly shut the door behind me, as I walked into the room I was currently using. I took a deep breath, as I contemplated what would happen next. I would likely be moving my room to another floor, if I am allowed that courtesy. What was a moment of joy after shifting, suddenly felt heavy and uncomfortable. I had no idea what this meant, but I knew it would change things for Carson and myself. I quickly wiped away the sting of tears that started to fill my eyes. I refused to cry over a destiny that I had known would never be mine. I had to focus on getting my courses finished and then leaving Carson and the Full Moon Pack behind. I heard a soft tap on my door and turned as I watched the door open. “Marly?” I heard Carson say before he walked into the room. I paused as he entered. “Why did you leave?” he asked me as he came closer. “I think it is best that we put some distance between us,” I stated calmly. Calme
Carson POV Marly was a white wolf. She was stunning and it meant our pack was blessed. What would her special talent be? I had no idea, but I could not wait to find out. I saw Marly starting to sway in front of me. She was exhausted. I was proud of her. She had handled her shift very well. Shifting is not typically that intense. I could only assume it was because Marly was a special wolf, that the first shift took so long. I swept Marly into my arms and slowly walked back to where our clothing was. She had long since fallen asleep in my arms and I was reluctant to wake her. “Marly, it’s time to wake up,” I said softly. She let out a soft growl, which caused me to smile. My little mate, and wolf were going to give me a lot of attitude, I thought to myself. I slowly released her legs, letting them slide down my body so she was standing in front of me. She stood there swaying slightly as I grabbed my
Marly POV My skin was burning. I could feel the movement under my skin as Layla tried to control our shift. I felt pain everywhere; it was almost unbearable. I knew Layla had healed me. She had been talking to me softly throughout the process. The expedited healing had left me exhausted, but now I was faced with a bigger challenge. I felt Carson lift me in his arms. The touch of his skin against mine helped ease some of my discomfort temporarily. I leaned into him, needing to feel him close to me. “Hang on, sweetheart,” he murmured to me, as I felt tears sting my eyes. I did not know if I could wait much longer. I heard the doctor yelling something in the background, but Carson simply growled and continued moving forward. The fresh air as we exited the hospital helped me breathe through the next wave of pain. The forest was within feet of us now. “Put me down,” I muttered to Carson, trying to get out of his arms.
Carson POV We went through the darkened halls of the dungeons, the stench a reminder of the filth trapped here. I felt the rage inside me fuel my need to destroy Alpha Luke. He had brought up feelings I had long since buried and put to rest. Now they were rolling around inside my head, wondering how this could have happened. If it even did happen. We arrived at the Alpha’s cell. He was cuffed with silver to the wall, his arms above his head. It was evident that Jeff had spent some time trying to get Luke to talk. He had not been successful. Luke was stronger than I expected. Jeff is one of the best at torture, yet this bastard had not crumbled under the pressure. I walked in slowly, looking the Alpha over. He slowly lifted his head, his eyes almost swollen shut, blood dripping from various wounds on his face. He slowly smiled, “Ahh, I see you have managed to pull yourself away from that useless Omega,” he managed to taunt
Carson POV I paced outside the operating room, waiting for word on Marly. I cursed myself at taking so long to find her. Seeing that bastard with his canines in her throat. I could feel her fear before I saw her and all I wanted was to get there before he could hurt her. And I had almost been too late. I was reeling from Alpha Luke’s words that my first mate was still alive. I did not believe him. We had buried her; I remembered those fateful days. The pain. The desire to stop living. Those days were very real. I had hunted the rogues down who had killed her. And then I went into a drunken stupor for days. The guilt haunting me. And now I was being haunted once again. For the mate I had been gifted as my second chance mate. And for the mate I had believed was long gone from this world. I had seen the pain on Marly’s face when Luke had spilled his guts. The fear that crossed her face. I had wanted to