Cassidy stared at herself in the mirror on the wall. It was a luxury that her mother had paid handsomely for, to brighten up her room. She once again lamented her bastard status. As such, she was given a room that was directly in between the drudge dormitories and the larger suites that the Lord Alpha and his family enjoyed. She had been ten when she was moved from the dormitories to this tiny closet. Until then, she had never been alone. Whelped and raised among the drudges, Cassidy had first shared a bed with her mother, and when she became too old for that, she was moved to the communal nest where all prey children slept, near the hearth. After the mourning period for the Lord Alpha's mate had passed, the Lord Alpha had publicly claimed Cassidy as his child, and had her moved from her home to a station in between.
She did not lament the small luxuries that came with her half-station. Having a private bath attached to her room had spoiled her. But, there were times where it was lonely, like now, when she could have used her mother or Indra. She laboriously worked on her auburn hair, plaiting it in a thousand small braids. She didn't usually spend so much time on her appearance, preferring to remain fresh-faced. However, she would be representing the Lord Alpha at the ceremony, as his last child to enter the First Shift. Cassidy had a role to play, one of the dutiful daughter, bound by tradition.She gathered half the tiny braids into a knot on the top of her head, leaving the other half to fall around her face and down her back, framing her strong jaw and stubborn chin. With the wild tangle of curls out of her face, her eyes appeared larger in the mirror, luminous. Were those the eyes of a frightened rabbit staring back at her, or a brave and noble wolf?She shook her head, dispelling the notion. It would all be decided at the ceremony, and only the Moon Goddess knew where she would fall when it was all said and done. Worrying was useless.The dress her father had provided for the evening hung over the back of the single chair in her room. She wondered idly for a moment if he had picked it out personally, imagining the Lord Alpha dictating exactly how the dress should best represent her. The color was the deep blue velvet of midnight , with dozens of tiny crystals clustered along the fabric, giving it the appearance of a star-strewn sky. It was the most beautiful garment she had ever owned, most of her clothing the utilitarian tunics and wide legged trousers that was preferred by the drudges.The Lord Alpha had always made sure to provide for her, even if she would have preferred more time with the man instead of the small but lavish gifts she was given.As she slid the whisper-soft fabric of the dress over her body, she remembered the look of utter contempt Reena had given her the day she was presented as the Lord Alpha's third child. Reena had spat on her. Not that Cassidy blamed the girl. She had just lost her mother the year before, and suddenly there was a new child being presented before the village, obviously having been whelped nearly a decade before.Cassidy had once tried to speak to her mother about how she came to be. She would only tell her that the Lord Alpha was the kindest man she had ever met. There had been plenty of speculation of how a rabbit shifter had ended up in the bed of the Lord Alpha. It wasn't unheard of, children of unholy union conceived in the dark, but they were usually taken care of discreetly.It was a shock to the entire village that the Lord Alpha would flaunt his indiscretion so publicly, but he had been firm and unyielding when his advisors and court demanded he renounce her. He had taken her by the hand and led her to her new siblings. That is when Reena spat on her. It was the one and only time that she had ever seen the Lord Alpha react to one of his children in violence. He had struck Reena so hard that the girl still wore the scar of his signet ring high on her cheek. Reena had never so much as been physically violent to Cassidy after, though that didn't stop Killian.Killian had tormented her nearly daily, but fear of the Lord Alpha had always kept her mouth shut. She couldn't bear the thought of one of her siblings wearing a scar because of her again.Cassidy shook off the heavy weight of memories, deft fingers securing the ties on the side of her dress. She was thankful there was no corset or boning, she preferred to have her movement unrestricted.Dressed and put together, she gave herself one more moment to indulge her vanity, admiring the color of the gown on her sunkissed skin, and the glow of her tawny eyes. She slid into her sturdy boots, thankful that the dress hem was long enough to hide her feet. She snatched her cloak, throwing it atop her dress, and let herself out of her tiny room.The whole castle was buzzing with the Feast, many of the elite predators arriving from around the village to toast the First Shift, and dote on their pampered, petted children.The Feast would continue well into the night, but Cassidy was ready for the ceremony. Once the wolf moon rose, high in the night sky, each of the participants of the First Shift would make their way, one by one, into the temple.She knew that the ceremony was performed individually. The High Priestess would call on the Moon Goddess, feed the participant a potion made of vox berries to activate the dormant Shifter gene, unlocking the true potential of each applicant.Prey shifters would have a rare rest day, so festivities in the village were under way as soon as dusk descended. She carefully picked her way to the castle gates, thankfully ignored by the large gathering of predators that lined the halls.Indra and Kristian stood, waiting impatiently for her to arrive. They were among a cluster of prey shifters. Not for the first time, Cassidy had wished she had a moment to speak to her mother. But the Feast had every elder shifter drudge on hand at the castle, too busy serving the Lord Alpha and his guests to be able to make time for their children. She blatantly ignored her sinking gut, pasting on a bright smile for her friends. Whatever the night brought, she would be able to see her mother after."Cass!" Indra waved at her excitedly from amongst the throng of eager shifters. Cassidy lifted a hand, hurrying to join her friends. "Cass, did you hear?!""The Lycan King showed up unannounced at the Feast. The Lord Alpha was taken completely by surprise!" Kristian interjected and Indra threw him a pout. "The whole castle is buzzing with it."Cassidy shook her head, "I hadn't heard. I miss all the best gossip in my room." She frowned thoughtfully. It wasn't unusual for the Lycan King to leave his northern stronghold to visit with his Lord Alphas, but showing up unannounced was odd. Of course, her father had not sent for her, as her station did not allow for her to attend most political functions, at least not until her position as a predator shifter was confirmed. It still stung not to at least be informed.Indra grabbed Cassidy's hand and pulled her closer. It was full dark now, and the gates leading from the castle to the village opened with a groan. "Ready to make history?" Indra murmured to her. Cassidy shook her head, not sure if she was honestly ready to confront her future, but her feet moved without her permission, and she was swept away with the crowd toward the village temple.The walk to the village was much shorter than she was prepared for, the eager shifters around her flooding out to fill the wagon-rutted road. Everyone was much too excited about the First Shift. It was when the younger generation was considered to be adults, able to make their own decisions. Prey shifters, as they grew, were first given menial positions in the households they were whelped within. Running errands, cleaning, handling the chores that even the adult drudges didn't want to handle. Once they were able to go through First Shift, then they were allowed to leave their nest. Plenty of the newly adult shifters would be looking for better positions to bring honor to their clans. Deals would be brokered, new apprentices taken on, and new paths forged. It was an exciting time, and she understood the haste most of the crowd had. Cassidy was the only person in generations that had a predator father and a prey mother. Those relationships were frowned upon. She was sure there must be
Cassidy hit the ground hard, her breath leaving her body. She instinctively curled up to protect herself as she willed her lungs to reinflate. A wicked kick to her side slid her across the cobblestones and she let out an animalistic scream. Her small body didn't have time to recover before another blow came from above, a heel smashing into her back.The shock forced Cassidy to react, her body coming out of the shift and into human form proper. She lay on the stones, naked and shivering. Someone grabbed her by her hair and pulled her to her feet. Killian. Which meant her father was somewhere in the crowd, watching. Maybe her mother too.Killian drove his fist into her stomach, and she grunted, retching. "I told you that you better have claws to fight me." Killian hissed in her ear as he jerked her head up. "Now I can kill you and no one can fault me." He cocked his fist back again and smashed it into her jaw. Her head snapped to the side, a crunching sound blotting out any noise even t
Cassidy's world was on fire. Every breath was agony, the angle her teeth met felt wrong, each jostling movement of the wagon she was in sent a scorch of flames through her body. She longed to sink back into the oblivion of the darkness, but she kept clawing back to consciousness, fear and worry making her sick. "She's bleeding all over the blankets." A dark voice observed. She couldn't see who was speaking because her eyes were too swollen to open. "Don't you think we should stop at a healer my Liege?" "We can't afford to, not while she is still in fox form." The man from the forest answered. His voice was deep and decadent, like the cake her mother would sneak into her room on her birthday. She would shiver in pleasure if she wasn't in so much pain. "We will have to wait until we make it to the hold in Tyrrim, where Garth can have a look at her." "I still don't understand, why a fox?" The other voice replied, and Cassidy bristled at his dismissive tone. "She is no longer of any im
Cassidy sat up straight, gripping the glass of water tighter as Forest man's words sank in. Assassin training? She shook her head once, twice, and then let out a giggle. "I'm not so sure what you might have heard about me, but I'm no assassin."Forest man's eyes glittered as he flopped back into the wingback chair. "You might not be right now, but you will be." He gestured to the room and then to her. "All of this is to make sure of it.""You don't even know me. Who I am..." She paused, thinking back on the fact he had met her mother in the forest and she knew his name. "Or maybe you do.""I do, Cassidy No-clan, little fox shifter of the backwood village Serrat." He smirked at her. "You're the reason I was in that shit-hole. No one in their right mind wants to visit that far out from true civilization."Cassidy bristled, glaring at the man. "You're awfully opinionated." She set the glass down on the bedside table and crossed her arms. "Tell me, Forest man, what it is you think you kno
Cassidy stared blankly at the door the Lycan King exited. He was...overwhelming would be an appropriate word, she decided. His arrogance and blatant disregard of her as a person made her angry. Anger was better than fear. Anger could be used, shaped, molded into something sharp and dangerous. Her ire was a weapon she would forge in secret. "Not that there is any useful application." She whispered to the silent room. He was the High King of Lenerum, a Lycan berserker like his father before him. The old king had been feared throughout her village. No one spoke his name, afraid to summon his shade from the abyss. There were whispers that the Lycan King had to put down his father. The old king was so gone in madness that he had ripped the head of a visiting dignitary clean from his shoulders. Her mother had loved to tell that tale at the hearth, when it had been time for the prey shifter children to sleep. She told of the handsome young Lycan rising against his father. How he had ripp
Raelyn chattered at Cassidy as they made their way down the hall to the dining area. She wasn't sure what to expect. At her father's castle, she had never been permitted to eat dinner with her siblings and father. Instead, she took her meals with the prey shifters, and it was a raucous affair. From what she understood, Royals had stately dinners, full of etiquette that she was unfamiliar with. "Okay, here's what you need to know." Raelyn pulled her to a stop outside a set of large oak doors. "We will be dining with the four major generals of my brother's army, the heads of the Knights of Lenerum. They, along with Garth, are the only other Lycans who will know who and what you are.""I am aware that I am currently a state secret." Cassidy arched a brow at her. "Yes, and they are part of the inner circle. They are our pack, the sons of our mother's siblings. Callum will be the most chatty, he is inquisitive by nature." She darted a glance at the doors. "Tristan is the spymaster. You
A weighted silence descended on the table, but Cassidy would not take the words back. She glared at Derek in challenge, daring him to respond. A sudden laugh made her jump, and her gaze turned to the man directly at the King's right hand. "She certainly is the spitfire you said she was." Blue eyes assessed her critically. "Slight build is a plus, but something will have to be done about her hair. The color is too striking.""No." The King answered swiftly. "Her hair stays as it is.""An assassin has to be able to blend in. She will be too noticeable, too recognizable with that dark fiery hair." The man responded, frowning at the King."I said no." The King's eyes moved to her and quickly darted away. "She needs to be a deadly flower. One that draws in her prey before dispatching it swiftly. My decision is final."Cassidy felt her cheeks color. Being discussed, as if she wasn't in the same room, made her decidedly uncomfortable. Her hand lifted to finger a lock of her hair, twisting i
"No! That isn't right! Do it again Derek." Cassidy sat on the wooden fence surrounding the training yard, swinging her dangling feet and munching on an apple absently. The morning had been surreal, full of empty beds and unanswered questions. The Lycan King had been mysteriously absent from breakfast, and she decided to amuse herself by watching the Lycan Lords train. Derek squared off with Callum while William and Tristan offered critiques. Both men clashed, blades ringing in the early morning hush. Cassidy studied them closely, having never been allowed to wield a sword during her training classes with her siblings. Derek's gaze kept sliding to her, and again his sword flew from his grasp. He cursed sharply. "Why is the Fox here? Shouldn't she be in a shadowed corner waiting to pop out and stab someone?" Cassidy glared at the Lycan. "Am I too distracting, My Lord, or are you just a fumbling idiot this morning?"Laughter echoed in the yard and Derek colored hotly. He stomped over
"No! That isn't right! Do it again Derek." Cassidy sat on the wooden fence surrounding the training yard, swinging her dangling feet and munching on an apple absently. The morning had been surreal, full of empty beds and unanswered questions. The Lycan King had been mysteriously absent from breakfast, and she decided to amuse herself by watching the Lycan Lords train. Derek squared off with Callum while William and Tristan offered critiques. Both men clashed, blades ringing in the early morning hush. Cassidy studied them closely, having never been allowed to wield a sword during her training classes with her siblings. Derek's gaze kept sliding to her, and again his sword flew from his grasp. He cursed sharply. "Why is the Fox here? Shouldn't she be in a shadowed corner waiting to pop out and stab someone?" Cassidy glared at the Lycan. "Am I too distracting, My Lord, or are you just a fumbling idiot this morning?"Laughter echoed in the yard and Derek colored hotly. He stomped over
A weighted silence descended on the table, but Cassidy would not take the words back. She glared at Derek in challenge, daring him to respond. A sudden laugh made her jump, and her gaze turned to the man directly at the King's right hand. "She certainly is the spitfire you said she was." Blue eyes assessed her critically. "Slight build is a plus, but something will have to be done about her hair. The color is too striking.""No." The King answered swiftly. "Her hair stays as it is.""An assassin has to be able to blend in. She will be too noticeable, too recognizable with that dark fiery hair." The man responded, frowning at the King."I said no." The King's eyes moved to her and quickly darted away. "She needs to be a deadly flower. One that draws in her prey before dispatching it swiftly. My decision is final."Cassidy felt her cheeks color. Being discussed, as if she wasn't in the same room, made her decidedly uncomfortable. Her hand lifted to finger a lock of her hair, twisting i
Raelyn chattered at Cassidy as they made their way down the hall to the dining area. She wasn't sure what to expect. At her father's castle, she had never been permitted to eat dinner with her siblings and father. Instead, she took her meals with the prey shifters, and it was a raucous affair. From what she understood, Royals had stately dinners, full of etiquette that she was unfamiliar with. "Okay, here's what you need to know." Raelyn pulled her to a stop outside a set of large oak doors. "We will be dining with the four major generals of my brother's army, the heads of the Knights of Lenerum. They, along with Garth, are the only other Lycans who will know who and what you are.""I am aware that I am currently a state secret." Cassidy arched a brow at her. "Yes, and they are part of the inner circle. They are our pack, the sons of our mother's siblings. Callum will be the most chatty, he is inquisitive by nature." She darted a glance at the doors. "Tristan is the spymaster. You
Cassidy stared blankly at the door the Lycan King exited. He was...overwhelming would be an appropriate word, she decided. His arrogance and blatant disregard of her as a person made her angry. Anger was better than fear. Anger could be used, shaped, molded into something sharp and dangerous. Her ire was a weapon she would forge in secret. "Not that there is any useful application." She whispered to the silent room. He was the High King of Lenerum, a Lycan berserker like his father before him. The old king had been feared throughout her village. No one spoke his name, afraid to summon his shade from the abyss. There were whispers that the Lycan King had to put down his father. The old king was so gone in madness that he had ripped the head of a visiting dignitary clean from his shoulders. Her mother had loved to tell that tale at the hearth, when it had been time for the prey shifter children to sleep. She told of the handsome young Lycan rising against his father. How he had ripp
Cassidy sat up straight, gripping the glass of water tighter as Forest man's words sank in. Assassin training? She shook her head once, twice, and then let out a giggle. "I'm not so sure what you might have heard about me, but I'm no assassin."Forest man's eyes glittered as he flopped back into the wingback chair. "You might not be right now, but you will be." He gestured to the room and then to her. "All of this is to make sure of it.""You don't even know me. Who I am..." She paused, thinking back on the fact he had met her mother in the forest and she knew his name. "Or maybe you do.""I do, Cassidy No-clan, little fox shifter of the backwood village Serrat." He smirked at her. "You're the reason I was in that shit-hole. No one in their right mind wants to visit that far out from true civilization."Cassidy bristled, glaring at the man. "You're awfully opinionated." She set the glass down on the bedside table and crossed her arms. "Tell me, Forest man, what it is you think you kno
Cassidy's world was on fire. Every breath was agony, the angle her teeth met felt wrong, each jostling movement of the wagon she was in sent a scorch of flames through her body. She longed to sink back into the oblivion of the darkness, but she kept clawing back to consciousness, fear and worry making her sick. "She's bleeding all over the blankets." A dark voice observed. She couldn't see who was speaking because her eyes were too swollen to open. "Don't you think we should stop at a healer my Liege?" "We can't afford to, not while she is still in fox form." The man from the forest answered. His voice was deep and decadent, like the cake her mother would sneak into her room on her birthday. She would shiver in pleasure if she wasn't in so much pain. "We will have to wait until we make it to the hold in Tyrrim, where Garth can have a look at her." "I still don't understand, why a fox?" The other voice replied, and Cassidy bristled at his dismissive tone. "She is no longer of any im
Cassidy hit the ground hard, her breath leaving her body. She instinctively curled up to protect herself as she willed her lungs to reinflate. A wicked kick to her side slid her across the cobblestones and she let out an animalistic scream. Her small body didn't have time to recover before another blow came from above, a heel smashing into her back.The shock forced Cassidy to react, her body coming out of the shift and into human form proper. She lay on the stones, naked and shivering. Someone grabbed her by her hair and pulled her to her feet. Killian. Which meant her father was somewhere in the crowd, watching. Maybe her mother too.Killian drove his fist into her stomach, and she grunted, retching. "I told you that you better have claws to fight me." Killian hissed in her ear as he jerked her head up. "Now I can kill you and no one can fault me." He cocked his fist back again and smashed it into her jaw. Her head snapped to the side, a crunching sound blotting out any noise even t
The walk to the village was much shorter than she was prepared for, the eager shifters around her flooding out to fill the wagon-rutted road. Everyone was much too excited about the First Shift. It was when the younger generation was considered to be adults, able to make their own decisions. Prey shifters, as they grew, were first given menial positions in the households they were whelped within. Running errands, cleaning, handling the chores that even the adult drudges didn't want to handle. Once they were able to go through First Shift, then they were allowed to leave their nest. Plenty of the newly adult shifters would be looking for better positions to bring honor to their clans. Deals would be brokered, new apprentices taken on, and new paths forged. It was an exciting time, and she understood the haste most of the crowd had. Cassidy was the only person in generations that had a predator father and a prey mother. Those relationships were frowned upon. She was sure there must be
Cassidy stared at herself in the mirror on the wall. It was a luxury that her mother had paid handsomely for, to brighten up her room. She once again lamented her bastard status. As such, she was given a room that was directly in between the drudge dormitories and the larger suites that the Lord Alpha and his family enjoyed. She had been ten when she was moved from the dormitories to this tiny closet. Until then, she had never been alone. Whelped and raised among the drudges, Cassidy had first shared a bed with her mother, and when she became too old for that, she was moved to the communal nest where all prey children slept, near the hearth. After the mourning period for the Lord Alpha's mate had passed, the Lord Alpha had publicly claimed Cassidy as his child, and had her moved from her home to a station in between. She did not lament the small luxuries that came with her half-station. Having a private bath attached to her room had spoiled her. But, there were times where it was lon