It was a remarkable experience that inflicted pain to Pastel Noreignhae Syjuco's life. She suffered torment and trauma in the hands of his ill brother. The life she has wasn't heaven at all. It was purely hell. The wildfire conflagrated flames of relentless dissolvement of her hope to live. Through art, she make used of it as a platform to unchain herself from all the thorns and fangs of life. Symbolic figure calling for help.. Dark colors of nightmare.. A dying flower.. Love.. Yves Honorario deciphers all the embedded message of her art. He was her savior. Her shield. Her hope amidst turmoil. Their love story wont stay forever in a plain portrait. It will be carve in real life.
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Raelynn POV:
Homework has quickly become the bane of my existence.
An overdramatic statement that I would loudly complain about when a certain subject arrived. History was a subject that my brain could not comprehend easily. The numerous, long winded facts and at times, boring tales, was not something that could get my overworking brain to focus.
I eyed the thick textbook and scattered papers distastefully. I was barely halfway done with my essay, having long given up by firmly shutting the lid of my laptop in a desperate attempt to escape my responsibilities. Though I did enjoy the writing aspect of it, twisting the words around to make a more enjoyable tale, the research that I had to do to prove everything I was typing was factual made the whole experience much less desirable.
Digging my left hand into the available bowl of sour gummy worms, my right hand wanders around the empty space of my bed to blindly search for my remote. I knew I wasn’t going to return to my homework anytime soon. I was quickly beginning to long for some sort of entertainment.
Fingers curling around the device, I turned up the volume to the TV while stuffing a handful of gummy worms into my mouth. As my mouth worked its way to chew the sour coated worms, I flickered through my most recents before finding the TV show that I desired to watch. A comedy-drama filled series about 5 women working at a nail salon while living a life of crime, violence, and sex.
Daniella, the only person in this world I could truly call a friend, forced me to watch the show during one of our sleepovers. I was instantly hooked on the complex plot and gorgeous aesthetic. It showed a life that I could never live. A vast difference from my coddled and lonely world that I was forced to participate in day after day.
I was ignored by my mother. Her work and my older sister occupied their time while I longfully watched on. Any time wasted on me was to pick apart my “accomplishments” or to scold me from not being as amazing as my siblings. My mom especially loved to go on a tangent about how I could never live up to everything my older sister has done.
“Sex with me, so amazing
All this all work, no vacation
Stay up off my I*******m wit-”
My phone blared loudly from its spot on my bed. Depressed thoughts now scattered from the unexpected call, I quickly searched for my singing phone, knowing exactly who was behind the call. Quickly finding it underneath my scattered papers, the pad of my pointer finger gently pressed on the vibrating green icon to accept the call.
“My bestie senses are tingling! What’s wrong?! Who’s ass do I need to beat?!” Her voice bellowed into my ear in a series of threats. Thick with a familiar hispanic twange and a fiery sneer, Daniella continued her spewing. “I am so ready to mess up this manicure! Just say the name and give me the place! I’ll be there, no hesitation!”
“Nothing’s wrong-”
“Lies!”
“Not lies! I was just lost in thought, you know?”
“Oh?! So it's someone in your head that’s making you feel this way?! Which means this person affected you in reality too!”
“Well, yeah.” My lips pursed in a pout. Her assumption wasn’t wrong. “But nothing is wrong, wrong. I mean, I am a little frustrated with my homework. I have to write this huge essay for history and my brain is completely fried right now. So I’m taking a much needed break-”
“You're so stressed. I swear if you knew what it was, I would suggest that you get laid.”
“Um?”
“And since you don't, I suggest the next best thing. Well, the next best thing after burning your homework, that is.” Daniella rambled, “Go into your kitchen and take all your favorite goodies! Don’t you dare try and cheat yourself either! After that, barricade yourself in your room! You're not allowed to leave until sometime tomorrow! Preferably the late afternoon, when I come pick you up to take you on a shopping spree courtesy of moi! You also need to binge watch your favorite shows until the wee morning of like, 2am?!”
Everything she said sounded heavenly. I wanted nothing more than to comply with every word she uttered through the phone. But as I eyed the scattered papers that covered my bed, knowing that I wasn’t even close at being halfway done with it, I unhappily began to mumble out my protest. “But what about-”
“I’m going to place an order for some smoothies at your favorite smoothie place. The uber girl should be there in about 30 minutes.”
“I need at least two lemon berry flavored smoothies.”
“Too bad. You're getting three.” I giggled at her righteous hurmph, “Now what are you doing? Have you catched up on our show?”
“I was watching some of it before you called me. I’m also going to try and finish my homework.” I snatched a random piece of paper from the litter. I uncaringly eyed the boring words that were scrawled before tossing it back with a childish scowl. “Maybe I could get by without doing this?”
“What homework are you doing?”
Cradling the phone tightly to my ear, I blindly searched for the topic sheet. “I have to write an essay on the Black Harbor?”
“Do you mean, Pearl Harbor?”
“Probably.” I shrugged.
“Nuh-uh. You're barely scraping by history as it is.” My scowl wobbled to a pitiful pout as her honeyed twange deepened. Daniella scolded, “How about I help you before we go out tomorrow. I can bring us chocolate croissants and coffee and have a little study sesh. Well, it would be more like me helping you with your essay, but……..you know what I mean.”
“You're the best!” I gushed happily, “I’ll treat you to some lunch when we go to the mall! Cheesesteak?”
“Cheesesteak!”
Colors Nagising ako sa malamig na pagbuga ng hangin galing sa maalong dagat. Kagabi ay nagkuwentuhan kami sa kung ano ano mang bagay. And we forgot to go to our room. Nakatulog kami sa tent namin katapat ang dagat. Niligon ko si Yves sa tabi ko. He was peacefully sleeping in a handsome way. May mga kaunting buhangin sa mukha niya kaya kinuha ko. I can't believe I was blessed by his genes. Lucky for our child to have a handsome but arrogant father. Nagising din naman siya kalaunan. We enjoyed our day eating and doing things we never done before. We went to ancient caves, huge rainforest and stepped foot on the promising falls. "Kumain kana muna. You need to be healthy." "Andami ko nang nakain." "That's better." "Baka naman masobrahan ako." He smirked. "You think?" Tumango ako. He just chuckled. "Don't worry. I just want the best for you." Panay ang bigay niya sa akin ng samu't sa
RestNapabalikwas ako nang nagising ako na bumulagta ang puting kisame sa itaas ng ceiling. Kinilabutan ako at baka kung ano ang nangyari sa anak ko.Kaagad na dinaluhan ako ni Yves at sakto ring papasok sina Mommy at Daddy sa loob ng hospital room. Kitang kita ko ang pag-aalalang nakapinta sa mga mukha nila.Nakatulog ako? Bigla kaagad na bumalik at sumagi sa isip ko ang kawalang hiyaang ginawa ni Kuya Achim sa akin. It sent shivers to my spine. I felt my feet and hand trembled and became numb. Labis ang pagkamuhi ang naramdamam ko at kasabay nito ang pagpatak ng mga butil ng luhang may halong inis at paghihinagpis.The same Kuya Achim of my cruel past gave me strange nightmares...again. I felt dirty, continuously molested and hammered. It's still fresh. My body could feel and testfiy how a demon laid his hand on my skin and other parts of my body.Naramdaman ko ang paglakbay ng kamay ni Yves. Nagkatingin kami. I saw glint of vul
ShoutPagkatapos ng tagpo sa office nila ay panay ang tanong ni Yves tungkol sa ipinakuha kong durian sa staff niya. The rumors of the employees even escalated. Mabuti na lamang ay umalis din naman kami."Why do you want to eat it? Baka ikasama ng tiyan mo. You're not fond of it." napailing ako sa paulit-ulit niyang tanong. Kanina pa niya ako kinukulit tungkol dito. Kinuha ko ang durian dahil nahihiya naman ako na hindi kuhanin kasi parang binili niya pa sa merkado.Napatabon siya ng ilong dahil umaalingasaw ang amoy ng durian. Panay ang mura niya pero kapag binabalingan ko siya ay napapaayos siya."Gusto ko ngang i-try." ulit na sabi ko.He sighed violently. "It is a stinky food. Ang baho na ng kotse ko.""Gusto mo itapon ko nalang ba?" I narrowed my eyes at him."I-I didn't say that." depensa niya. It's true. The durian stinks very hard inside his car. Kahit na pinatay na ang aircon ay grabe parin ang baho."You can always te
Stinky True to his words, sinamahan ako ni Yves palabas. Napagpasiyahan ni Janina na lumarga kaya naiwan akong mag-isa.Pahamak! "Uh-h, I need to go. May pupuntahan pala ako." "Ano?" Ngumisi si Janina ng pilit. Nakamasid lamang si Yves sa amin. "May pupuntahan nga ako." sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. Alam kong nagsisinungaling lamang siya para makaalis. "Wala akong naalala na may pupuntahan ka." "Eh, basta! Bahala ka diyan." "Janina." huli na nang bigla siyang umalis ng walang pakundangan. Wala naman talaga akong kukunin sa kotse. It's just that gusto ko lang mawala ang inis ko. Tahimik siyang nakasunod sa tabi ko. Panay ang baling niya sa akin pero hindi ako nag-atubiling lumingon sa kaniya. Am I being reasonable right? I was exhausted. Naroon din ako sa punto na parang ambigat palagi ng katawan ko. I have experienced mood swings. And
Girl"What's with the face? Hindi ba kayo nag-usap ni Yves? Magkaaway kayo, no?" napalingon ako kay Janina.I hide my annoyance against Yves. Kakatext ko lang sa kaniya pero hindi man lang ako ni-replyan. Hindi ko pa sinabi sa kaniya na umuwi ako sa Estancia. I want to surprise him but I got irritated right now."I don't know why he's not entertaining me.." naiinis na sabi ko habang nakadungaw sa malaking establisyemento ng Honorario. Sa kabila ay ang site namin na ngayon ay pinatayuan namin ng bagong negosyo. It's now booming. The losses we have in the past have been slowly replaced by good trades of investments and other more."Pastel, he's a busy person. Ano kaba? Huwag ka magpastress! Masama iyan sa condition mo." napahalukipkip siya sa likod ko.Malaki ang naging improvement ng Estancia. There are signs of urban development. Mayroon na ring mga traffic lights and iilang billboards nakalagay sa payapang espasyo doon malapit sa piyer. It was sad
HomeMabuti na lang at natapos din iyon. Pagkatapos noon ay nagpasa lamang ako ng last requirements sa school.I am wearing a simple white flowing dress paired with stilleto. As of now, I don't feel anything. May part sa akin palagian na pagmomonitor at pinakikiramdaman ko ang sarili ko."Punta tayo sa private clinic maya maya." hindi ko masyadong napagtuunan ng pansin ang sinabi ni Janina. Yves only texted me once this morning. Not that I am being demanding but I need him right now. Pero kailangan ko pa muna ng strong confirmation. I won't disturb him for now. Baka nasa trabaho parin siya.Bukas na bukas aalis ako papuntang Estancia. I'll bring good news and blessing to him.Napangiti ako."Huh? Ano ulit iyon?"Binalingan ko si Janina na naiirita na."Sabi ko pupunta tayo sa clinic mamaya para makapagpa-check na tayo.""Okay Janina. Salamat talaga." humalukipkip siya."Tsee. Pero sigurado akong ang gwapo/maganda
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