Nicolas Alphano is the big bad capรณ of the Italian mafia. He is everything a man in his line of business has to be ruthless, arrogant and, heartless. He understands the value of true love but believes that Men like him don't deserve it. But what happens when a sudden girl makes him question his ways. She couldn't just turn his life upside down and left he won't let her! Not when she knows so much. --- Ayushi Tanwar is a girl with dreams. With a dash of family issues. She is not a very big fan of her family. She left them behind when she moved to Italy. Whenever things get rough she leaves, runs away in a little hope that someday maybe she can find a place she can call home. She thinks girls like her aren't supposed to be loved. But what will she do when a certain someone will not let her go.
Lihat lebih banyakRAGE HATE REVENGE
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The smell of blood mixed with piss is strong in the room, I wish nothing more but to kill this fucker. "Who send you?" I demanded stabbing a knife in his leg again. There is no doubt one of my many enemies sent him here, I just need to know who.
I have a lot of enemies. Perks of my job, but them thinking they can take me down. Not a chance in hell.
"I don't-"
"Answer my fucking question," I snapped pressing the knife deeper into his leg. The fucker screams at the pain thrashing his legs like a tenacious child.
"I don't know- I don't," he cried seconds away for begging for mercy. We have him alive for two days now, two days of complete torture. If he were to tell us something it should've been said by now.
In the next second, I pressed another knife to his neck slicking his throat. I am not a big fan of keeping people hostage, they either work for me or they die. I don't do in betweens'.
This fucker was of no use to me anyway.
Blood spurted out from his neck damping my shirt in his blood.
Fuck. If I can kill this fucker again I will.
Rage. Hate. Revenge.
These are the things that make a man a monster, wrath blinds us. Breaks us. But not for men like me, there is nothing left in us to redeem.
I left the room annoyed that I am covered in blood this early. I discard my clothes step in and turn on the shower, I have a room in the warehouse. Most shipments are transported from here.
Personally, I'm not a big fan of warehouses they are big, dusty, and dirty. But my family has had this place for a long time, I don't have a choice.
"Sir, your brother left a message for you. He expects you to call him back." Ace one of my most trusted men informed me. I nodded at him took a seat in my chair and called my brother.
"Brother," he answered. Faint shuffling can be heard in his background.
Unlike me, he has a life, a girlfriend, and a real job. I promised my mother to protect him from this life, to keep him away from this darkness.
"Eden, What was so important you want to talk about?" Usually, my brother visits me if he wants something - or wants to tell me anything.
"I'm having a party tonight. And I want you there."
"No," I replied relaxing my body in the chair - This conversion is over anyway.
There is no chance I am going to any of his parties. My brother is seven-year younger than me, and his type of party is very immature. A bunch of teenagers drunk having sex like rats.
Teenage girls are not my thing, half of them are needy with daddy issues.
They know I am a dangerous man but rather than running away from me they think having sex with me will have me wrapped around their fingers. This has happened to me way too many times, this one girl even ends up crying for me to love her.
Love isn't something you just do. It's something you feel, you like, but most of all it makes you weak.
It makes you Pathetic.
"I need you there, okay. I am going to make a huge announcement - Mom and dad are also going to be there. This is not just some high school party brother. Come please. "
I sighed. I don't like saying no to my brother, But our parents are going to be there - the last thing I want is to meet them.
Another reason for me to not go there.
"No. Not when they both are going to be there." I respect both my parents but it is hard when every time you see your mother - she looks at you like you are some monster. She pities me and Pity is something I hate.
My father sometimes tells me that he is very proud of the man I have become - But my mother, that woman just gets on my nerve.
I remember how much she used to love me, she used to tell me that every day. She used to pray to God, so I don't turn out to be like my uncle.
My father's big brother Uncle Roman is my ideal. I admire that man with every fiber in my body, I guess it's genetic to me. I look more like my uncle than either of my parents.
He used to be the real capo of this Mafia. But because he doesn't have a son and also because he loves me very much, he gave me his place at the top.
"Brother please, this means something to me." This boy.
"Okay," I ultimately give up, he is planning something I do want to know what.
I just hope he isn't going to announce someone pregnant. He is too young to be a father.
I think I need a drink.
Ayushi
"Make sure you finish all the projects at the end of this week. Ayushi I want you to help them as your work is already done."
"Sure thing boss," I replied looking around the room and watching all these new faces. I and some people from the cloud department are here because our boss wants them to work their asses off this week.
Fortunately for me, my work is already done. "And if I get complaints that any of you is not working hard enough that person will be fired by the end of this week." He gritted out in a threatening tone.
I chuckled at this knowing I am the best of the best. My skills helped this company earn some big contracts - So my job is not going anywhere.
We all are now dismissed to get back to work. "Perdere Ayushi?" I turned to find a girl staring at me with a wide smile.
"Um - Yes?" She is new, she doesn't work in my department I would've known who she is then.
"Perdere, My name is Lucia. I adore you, your work I'm a big fan. "
Aww, I love her accent as much as I love her English. I am having butterflies from this in my stomach - is it the best feeling in the world?
People here know that my Italian is so poor I can barely form a sentence.
"Thank you, I am flattered." I extended my hand forward for a shake. She accepted my hand with both of her hands. "I work in your department ma'am. This is my 1st day." She must be the girl who was appointed temporarily for Mark.
"You do? Well if you have any problems or issues related to work. Vieni da me." I hope it means comes to me.
" Gracie, would you like to come to dinner with me." WHAT? "My mother I told her a lot about you she will love to meet you." She added.
Dinner with parents?
Hell No.
I think Lucia suspected the frown that has formed on my face. She stepped away a little to give me some space, "Or not that's okay. Thank you for being so kind."
I smiled at her and strode to my cabin.
Talking about my parents is still very hard for me.
Not just mine but parents in general. Those people should be a source of reducing stress in life but in my case, they cause it. I left my house when I was just a teenager, left because staying there was eating me up.
I always wonder where I belong. When I was young I told my parents that I will leave them one day.
My father just smiled and said no one desires girls like you. Girls like me. I still try to remember what does he even mean by that, I think he just wants to tell me how ugly I am or something else.
Ughh! I don't want to think about them.
I moaned in frustration but called Marissa in. Marissa, she is my personal Secretary.
Marissa is a smart girl, I gave her the job because her organizing skills are better than mine. Who am I kidding? I know nothing about how to organize stuff. This is why I always need her.
She is around my age perhaps a couple of years younger than me. She is longer than me, duh everyone is longer than me. I'm just 5'2 making her must be 5'6 or something.
"Good morning Ayushi. "
"Morning Marisa, did you get the files I told you to get?" I asked her.
" Yes, here they are " she took out a folder from the bunch of folders she is holding. And placed it in front of my desk.
I opened the file to examine it but felt her still standing there. I raised my brows at her.
"Is there something you want?"
She inhaled a deep breath. " You are a very nice friend of mine. And I will very much like it if you can attend my birthday party tomorrow." She is inviting me to her birthday.
Alcohol.
Cake.
Alcohol.
"Of course, I will." I didn't think about it twice because parties sound like the perfect solution for my problems.
She smiled at me and told me that she will message me the party details later today.
"Yeah okay, now go before I fire your lazy ass," I joked dismissing her.
So, I have a party to attend.
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I've never thought I'll live to see this day," I admitted looking at myself in the mirror. Almost 6 months pregnant in a wedding dress, not bad. we have come a long way.Marissa puts a hand on my shoulder comforting me. "I'm so happy for you Boss. "I chuckled through my emotions. "I think we are officially past the formals. You are practically my sister-in-law now, call me Ayushi."The baby sleeping on Marissa's shoulder snorts, making us both laugh. "She is the cutest," I complimented.She nodes patting her back gently, "She sure is."I remember the day she was born, it was raining and I was precisely 4 months pregnant back then. "The weather is very harsh, how about you stay home and wait for her and the baby to come home," Nicolas said getting ready to leave for the hospital."Like hell I am, I'm going Nicolas and that is final."He rolled his eyes at me probably blaming my pregnancy hormones. "Think about the baby.""Oh, common nothing will happen to the baby. I'm always extra c
Chapter - 40 | it's my party and I cry if I want to________I looked around my office taking in the stillness of this place. This is new because this place has never felt this empty. I remember my heart was in my throat when the doctor was checking Ayushi. All I could think about was how much I wanted her to live, I wanted her alive, I wanted her with me. That I got, actually not only that but also the baby. our baby. I wonder when did she get pregnant. was it the night after the movie? or the night I made love to her? I think this will always be a mystery. A smile cropped on my face at the thought of the things I'd planned for her. I'm going to make her the happiest woman in the world. and that is a promise. I walked out of my office with a smile on my face, my life will never be empty it will always be full of her, our child, and all the more I'm going to give her. The eyes feel on her petite frame standing in front of the mirror in a black dress. I choose this dress for her
Chapter - 39| is this goodbye?_____"Why? Did they all leave? I ask him as soon as I woke up. "They will be back soon. I invited them all for dinner this weekend to announce the baby." I nodded my head dreading their reaction. Nicolas's mother hates me, she thinks I trapped him with me. "Where is Myra?""Downstairs with Dorian." I visibly cringed listening to his name. "What is he still doing here?" I half yelled expected for him to fight back but instead, he just sighed. "He is taking her with him."Over my dead body is that ever happening. "Myra," I yelled getting up from the bed. "Fuck, Ayushi. Slow down at least," he says but this time he doesn't stop me. I went straight to the guest room, where Myra was staying last just to find him in there. "Get away from her!"I pushed her back from him to me hardly. "Don't worry, Myra I will talk to Nicolas he will protect you. We will protect Nate.""Ayushi," Myra says draping her hands around me and hugging me. "What Happened?" This
Chapter - 38 | bad parenting is an underrated crime.________"Where are Myra and Nate?""They are safe.""Good, and what the thing you were saying that's incorrect sir. I'm not pregnant," I said awkwardly smiling around the crowd.He looks me dead in the eyes and goes. "You are pregnant."when I was a child I always used to wonder what I will be when I grow up, will I be strong like the women on the cover of magazines? will I be elegant like the 8th grade English teacher? will I ever love someone as much as I loved my grandma?all these questions and still somewhat fearful that will I be powerless like my mother? what if I end up like her?anyone can be a parent but not everyone deserves to be one, is a line worth billions.but do I deserve to be a parent? I already love this child more than anything in the whole world and yet I can't have it.I pinched my eyes close fearing that this is true. what have I done? what have I done? He doesn't want this baby, he will never accept it. and
CHAPTER - 37 | only love and death changes all things______two weeks later my body feels like a ticking bomb. there's a voice in my head that it's stupid to look for her. she never wanted to stay here in the first place. But that's only the rational part of me, and personally im anything but rational. Ace barged into my office, "Sir, we found something." "what?" I asked just then my phone ringed. "Dorian," I hissed as I saw his name flashing on my phone. I'll make it when all of this is over, I never see or hear from him again. "we have a clue, where they could be."I didn't waste any time picking up the phone, "bring your men, Costello we are going hunting." __ "wait, I have to tell you something," Dorian says as he comes out of our cars. The information Dorian gave was correct, they are in the city disguising among the people. a smile crept on my face, tonight you will sleep in my bed, sugar. "what? you dont want the best friend anymore?"I knew I kicked a nerve when he cle
Chapter - 36 | agony__________Dorian's pov for the past 5 years, there is a noose around my neck,So tight,Almost determined to break my neck. I've been living on the edge for the past almost half a decade. For a man born in blood, violence is necessary.I've lived and I've killed all because of her.I still get nightmares from the night I killed her, or at least I thought I killed her.I mourned her death, relieved her memory, and then I buried her name.She betrayed me, again.I threw the tumbler forward, shattering the tv screen. My veins feel like they are on fire and my skin feels like it's burning.Today when I saw Ayushi in Nicolas's house, I was shocked. She was supposed to be dead so does her friend.But seeing her alive standing in front of me wrapped in his arms, one thing is clear. Myra is alive.I killed her, she refused to die. It's almost amusing how many times these girls have played me.She didn't give me anything but I will find out where she is.And this time
Chapter - 35 | she a runner__________I entered my room to find Myra standing by the window looking out. I asked Nate how he doing before approaching her."So?" She asks ruffling a hand down her dress."What happened?"I sucked in a breath. Fuck even I don't know what just happened. I saw Dorian after almost what 4 years, and his first instinct was to kill me.Classic motherfucker. There was a time I thought we were friends I really liked him and Myra together. They were like the power couple you see in old spy movies, but like a movie, the thing between them didn't last long."He was shocked to see me alive before he pointed his gun at me."Myra snorted. She looked at Nate this time staring at his head. She leans in closer so only I can listen."You think we can kill him this time." I made a displeased look. She furrowed her eyebrows, "what? He nearly killed me the last time I saw him."This single memory brings back so many stomach knotting feelings, I can't even begin to express.
Chapter - 34|sins of our past usually comes back to haunt our present____________successfully dodging millions of Myra's questions I somehow made it to the time when he comes back. I felt his presence the moment he stepped into the house. He and I need to talk. a serious fucking talk. "here comes your Romeo," she says gesturing towards him. If Nicolas heard him he didn't react. with his eyes, on me, he says, "come on." I folded my arms over my breasts. "No, I'm busy," I challenged. "I have to talk to you about something," he says his eyes brows. Oh? so you are confused, man? im confused. "doesn't matter, I'm busy."he clenched his jaw looking at Myra for a minute like maybe it's her fault. "fine, get dressed some people are coming over tonight."this is not time for a party, for crying out loud. "what people?""whose drive we have," he says annoyed but collets himself quick. "the American bastard is coming here to get that fucking thing off my chest."God must hate me. he hates
Chapter - 33 | Dad?_________"Bye," I said as Nicolas left for work. It's early in the morning but everything that happened last night didn't help me sleep.Finish the job and get rid of her.His uncle's words are still in my head. This must be the plan all along, right? He was interested in me until he knew my secret and now when he knows so much about me, I'm no use to him.He warmed me up and made me open myself to him. And now he will let me go.Somebody cleared her throat distracting me from my trail of thoughts.Myra stood on top of the stairs with a freshly woken Nate holding her hand. "Good morning."I smiled at their cuteness. "Good morning, come down. Breakfast is ready."Nate let go of her hand. "I'll race you."She shook her head. "No, no running on the stairs."Nate ignored her and came running down the stairs colliding with my legs. "Oho, relax little guy.""Ay, I know you make the best eggs in the world." He holds my hand. "Make them for me, please."Finally, someone w
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