ππππ ππ ππππ-Tup I opened the bottle of vodka I was saving for someday special.My definition of special is a mystery to me too. I never thought about what kind of special day I will open it, maybe my birthday or perhaps my wedding.Never in a million years, I could've imagined that I will open it to celebrate my last days. When I came home a message popped up on my phone it was from Brandon, it read. I think they are following me. Who are they nobody knows, he left Italy the next day boss told us about that drive. Now anyone is missing. I don't know where Brandon is he is not answering my texts, no one has heard anything from Mr. Salvatore. Nothing. I just hope that they didn't find him so soon. I don't want to leave this place before the wedding. I can't I made a promise. But I don't want to die either. I took another sip from vodka the spicy liquid burning my tongue with exquisite delicacy. I signed and decided to decide for myself. I opened my laptop to buy myse
πππππ ππ π ππππππ-The woman comes out of the shower naked, a towel wrapped tightly around her skeletal body. She's so thin, you can see her hip bones sticking out through the thick fabric.I don't like what I am seeing. Yeah, this is some other man's fantasy. But then what is mine? Mine. like someone can ever love a monster like me. My thoughts drifted back to the night I spend with her, it's been 4 days since I last saw her. I didn't talk to her after that night, why would I. I like my women feisty, strong, and intelligent. She looked vulnerable that night, weak. I don't want to continue anything with her, not when I know how hopeless she is. But there is something that doesn't fit. Something is setting me off, like why her? Out of so many tourists in my country why her. The bed on my side dip, "Would you like anything else Nico?" She asked resting her hand on my thighs. I looked at her again, all night the only thing I was physically able to look at was her face.
ππππππππ ππππππππ ππ ππππππππππππ πππππππ-I gulped down the whole bottle of water trying to calm my neurotic breathing. I have my bags packed in, my passport is in my clutch. I'm ready to leave, again. But what choice else do I have, I can rather leave or they find me and do god knows what with me. I never had second thoughts before, ever but this time is it's a little different. Maybe because I love Italy very much. I hate leaving these people behind Marissa, her mother and maybe Nick. what would they think of me? Will they worry? I sighed, no Nick is no one for me we barely even know each other. Will he forget me if I leave today. I scoffed at my own thoughts, of course, he will, I am just some girl he slept with. Foolish little girl, my father's voice taunted me making my skin crawl. I hate when I get flashbacks from him, I hate that his words still echo around my brain as they used to when I was a kid. But foolish indeed I was stupid t
TRUTH WE DIDN'T SAY OUT LOUD Since it's been a while since I last updated, here is a little preview of what happened last time.xoxo The man quickly grabbed Ayushi's hand pushing them behind her back. "What the fuck?" She yelled. "Ace what the hell do you think you are doing?" She struggled to try to break free from the hold. He didn't say anything to her just dropped one of his hands into a pocket to bring out a syringe. She was confused and started about what is happening. before she can say anything he comes around her back and the next thing she feels is a needle harshly injected into her neck. Now she is imprisoned in Nicolas's basement, the same guy that genuinely intrigued her. The same guy she thought she would miss once she go back running in the night. But fate has other plans. And believe it or not, fate is laughing at her face saying, "bitch, you thought?" ___fuck my life, fuck my life, fuck my life.What in hell. Eden and his brother are fucking criminals and nob
DON'T KNOW IF IM GOING TO MAKE IT OUT ALIVE _I don't want to say I regret sleeping with this asshole but I have zero clue why I did. Let her not her here? what am I, some rodent? I thought the Mafia has more balls than to rot a girl to death. I've not been this angry for years - the last time didn't end well, and something tells me this too will not end well. "Here," a snarl came from around me. I looked up to see a girl or woman I don't know. I think my eyes lost their powers because everything seems blurry. Someone loosened the contains on my wrist making me fall. Fuck me, this hurts. "Get up!" she half - yelled lightly tapping his foot on my leg. "Touch me again and I'll slit your throat." fuck I don't know where that came from but one thing for certain I'm not in my right mind. I think I blacked out for a while because when my eyes opened again hands of one of his guards or man or whatever were around me, all while the girl was trying to open my mouth.What fucked up kind
HERE BEGINS THE LIES______________my slave I drain half the bourbon in my glass. This may not be the ideal way but this way is more fun, the only thing that is leaving a bitter taste in my mouth is the lie I told her. I told her if she meets my demands I'll consider negotiating a deal for her. I told her the Americans will come for her because they will. but making a deal for her? that part is not true, no one, least of all a girl is worth that much. She will have to tell me where the drive is and then she has to die. Her fate is sealed and there is nothing anyone can do about it. The only thing I'm willing to do is to let her go alive from here but that is her choice. It can only happen if she tells me where that drive is. which she won't. I adjusted my slacks. What in God's name is wrong with? I'm already hard, imagining her taut, little body naked and riding my cock. Those innocent lips around my dick. My fingers in her cunt and ass. "Fuck." She's consuming every corner of
HOUSE MATE? __________"You have the girl? What were you thinking telling Dante you will handle this?" uncle shouted without hiding his disappointment in me. I shrugged leaning back in my chair relaxing my shoulder which is still hurt."Somebody tried to steal our shipments last night, almost succeed, I was lucky the bullet barely touched me and this is what you are here for?" my voice came out more annoyed rather than angry. He opened his mouth and closed it soon enough at the loss of his words. I clasped my hands bringing them closer to my face, "What, nothing to say now? admit it you were too busy following Dante like a puppy that you don't even know what happened." "Even you know it's bullshit I'm doing what's best for business," he says with a hard face ignoring eye contact. I felt a little bad seeing his pained expression, I know my uncle will never knowingly ignore anything like this but he needs to open his eyes. Dante is good but our relations with the underboss and oth
GOT A SECRET CAN YOU KEEP IT, SWEAR THIS ONE YOU WILL SAVE __A little warning: I didn't proofread this. So if you find any grammatical mistakes. Please try to ignore it. ______"Go Sit." I quietly nodded my head at Cynthia taking a vacant seat at the table. I stared at my feet noticing the worn-out slippers they have given me, I don't like them at all. The clothes I'm wearing are also not really my style, they are nice, yes but they are not mine. This is not even the place, I spent my first night with Nicolas. I miss my things, my shoes, my clothes, and my fucking laptop. I have worked hard for the life I wanted to live and I can't just let something take away everything I have. It may say it's shallow of me, but I like materialistic things, I want my clothes to have my smell, the room I'm staying in to have my vibe. A dark chuckle left me at the thought of the situation I'm in. I swear to god if I didn't do something quick I'll become psycho. I don't even have my phone on me,
I've never thought I'll live to see this day," I admitted looking at myself in the mirror. Almost 6 months pregnant in a wedding dress, not bad. we have come a long way.Marissa puts a hand on my shoulder comforting me. "I'm so happy for you Boss. "I chuckled through my emotions. "I think we are officially past the formals. You are practically my sister-in-law now, call me Ayushi."The baby sleeping on Marissa's shoulder snorts, making us both laugh. "She is the cutest," I complimented.She nodes patting her back gently, "She sure is."I remember the day she was born, it was raining and I was precisely 4 months pregnant back then. "The weather is very harsh, how about you stay home and wait for her and the baby to come home," Nicolas said getting ready to leave for the hospital."Like hell I am, I'm going Nicolas and that is final."He rolled his eyes at me probably blaming my pregnancy hormones. "Think about the baby.""Oh, common nothing will happen to the baby. I'm always extra c
Chapter - 40 | it's my party and I cry if I want to________I looked around my office taking in the stillness of this place. This is new because this place has never felt this empty. I remember my heart was in my throat when the doctor was checking Ayushi. All I could think about was how much I wanted her to live, I wanted her alive, I wanted her with me. That I got, actually not only that but also the baby. our baby. I wonder when did she get pregnant. was it the night after the movie? or the night I made love to her? I think this will always be a mystery. A smile cropped on my face at the thought of the things I'd planned for her. I'm going to make her the happiest woman in the world. and that is a promise. I walked out of my office with a smile on my face, my life will never be empty it will always be full of her, our child, and all the more I'm going to give her. The eyes feel on her petite frame standing in front of the mirror in a black dress. I choose this dress for her
Chapter - 39| is this goodbye?_____"Why? Did they all leave? I ask him as soon as I woke up. "They will be back soon. I invited them all for dinner this weekend to announce the baby." I nodded my head dreading their reaction. Nicolas's mother hates me, she thinks I trapped him with me. "Where is Myra?""Downstairs with Dorian." I visibly cringed listening to his name. "What is he still doing here?" I half yelled expected for him to fight back but instead, he just sighed. "He is taking her with him."Over my dead body is that ever happening. "Myra," I yelled getting up from the bed. "Fuck, Ayushi. Slow down at least," he says but this time he doesn't stop me. I went straight to the guest room, where Myra was staying last just to find him in there. "Get away from her!"I pushed her back from him to me hardly. "Don't worry, Myra I will talk to Nicolas he will protect you. We will protect Nate.""Ayushi," Myra says draping her hands around me and hugging me. "What Happened?" This
Chapter - 38 | bad parenting is an underrated crime.________"Where are Myra and Nate?""They are safe.""Good, and what the thing you were saying that's incorrect sir. I'm not pregnant," I said awkwardly smiling around the crowd.He looks me dead in the eyes and goes. "You are pregnant."when I was a child I always used to wonder what I will be when I grow up, will I be strong like the women on the cover of magazines? will I be elegant like the 8th grade English teacher? will I ever love someone as much as I loved my grandma?all these questions and still somewhat fearful that will I be powerless like my mother? what if I end up like her?anyone can be a parent but not everyone deserves to be one, is a line worth billions.but do I deserve to be a parent? I already love this child more than anything in the whole world and yet I can't have it.I pinched my eyes close fearing that this is true. what have I done? what have I done? He doesn't want this baby, he will never accept it. and
CHAPTER - 37 | only love and death changes all things______two weeks later my body feels like a ticking bomb. there's a voice in my head that it's stupid to look for her. she never wanted to stay here in the first place. But that's only the rational part of me, and personally im anything but rational. Ace barged into my office, "Sir, we found something." "what?" I asked just then my phone ringed. "Dorian," I hissed as I saw his name flashing on my phone. I'll make it when all of this is over, I never see or hear from him again. "we have a clue, where they could be."I didn't waste any time picking up the phone, "bring your men, Costello we are going hunting." __ "wait, I have to tell you something," Dorian says as he comes out of our cars. The information Dorian gave was correct, they are in the city disguising among the people. a smile crept on my face, tonight you will sleep in my bed, sugar. "what? you dont want the best friend anymore?"I knew I kicked a nerve when he cle
Chapter - 36 | agony__________Dorian's pov for the past 5 years, there is a noose around my neck,So tight,Almost determined to break my neck. I've been living on the edge for the past almost half a decade. For a man born in blood, violence is necessary.I've lived and I've killed all because of her.I still get nightmares from the night I killed her, or at least I thought I killed her.I mourned her death, relieved her memory, and then I buried her name.She betrayed me, again.I threw the tumbler forward, shattering the tv screen. My veins feel like they are on fire and my skin feels like it's burning.Today when I saw Ayushi in Nicolas's house, I was shocked. She was supposed to be dead so does her friend.But seeing her alive standing in front of me wrapped in his arms, one thing is clear. Myra is alive.I killed her, she refused to die. It's almost amusing how many times these girls have played me.She didn't give me anything but I will find out where she is.And this time
Chapter - 35 | she a runner__________I entered my room to find Myra standing by the window looking out. I asked Nate how he doing before approaching her."So?" She asks ruffling a hand down her dress."What happened?"I sucked in a breath. Fuck even I don't know what just happened. I saw Dorian after almost what 4 years, and his first instinct was to kill me.Classic motherfucker. There was a time I thought we were friends I really liked him and Myra together. They were like the power couple you see in old spy movies, but like a movie, the thing between them didn't last long."He was shocked to see me alive before he pointed his gun at me."Myra snorted. She looked at Nate this time staring at his head. She leans in closer so only I can listen."You think we can kill him this time." I made a displeased look. She furrowed her eyebrows, "what? He nearly killed me the last time I saw him."This single memory brings back so many stomach knotting feelings, I can't even begin to express.
Chapter - 34|sins of our past usually comes back to haunt our present____________successfully dodging millions of Myra's questions I somehow made it to the time when he comes back. I felt his presence the moment he stepped into the house. He and I need to talk. a serious fucking talk. "here comes your Romeo," she says gesturing towards him. If Nicolas heard him he didn't react. with his eyes, on me, he says, "come on." I folded my arms over my breasts. "No, I'm busy," I challenged. "I have to talk to you about something," he says his eyes brows. Oh? so you are confused, man? im confused. "doesn't matter, I'm busy."he clenched his jaw looking at Myra for a minute like maybe it's her fault. "fine, get dressed some people are coming over tonight."this is not time for a party, for crying out loud. "what people?""whose drive we have," he says annoyed but collets himself quick. "the American bastard is coming here to get that fucking thing off my chest."God must hate me. he hates
Chapter - 33 | Dad?_________"Bye," I said as Nicolas left for work. It's early in the morning but everything that happened last night didn't help me sleep.Finish the job and get rid of her.His uncle's words are still in my head. This must be the plan all along, right? He was interested in me until he knew my secret and now when he knows so much about me, I'm no use to him.He warmed me up and made me open myself to him. And now he will let me go.Somebody cleared her throat distracting me from my trail of thoughts.Myra stood on top of the stairs with a freshly woken Nate holding her hand. "Good morning."I smiled at their cuteness. "Good morning, come down. Breakfast is ready."Nate let go of her hand. "I'll race you."She shook her head. "No, no running on the stairs."Nate ignored her and came running down the stairs colliding with my legs. "Oho, relax little guy.""Ay, I know you make the best eggs in the world." He holds my hand. "Make them for me, please."Finally, someone w