FAMILY
_"Do you know why is your brother hell-bent to invite me to one of his parties?""I have no idea Uncle." Eden invited every-fucking-one, I wonder what is so important that he wants us all to be there."I'm sure it is something important," the only good thing that can come out of this stupid party is me finding a girl. I think I should bring a date myself, might enjoy her later. For afterparty."You going to bring a date?"A date?"I am," and I know what exactly he is going to say now."Son, you know your mother won't like seeing you with a paid whore."I snorted in annoyance.My mother thinks that I should go out and look for love in this world. Be the ideal son she wants me to be, I used to try very hard to be perfect for her.I don't - not anymore."And I couldn't care less. See you tonight Uncle," I exclaimed ending the call before he can say anything.It's already 12, I decided to make a few calls before going there..The place isn't very crowded, unlike other parties, Eden throws. I walked inside and was greeted by my brother."Thank you for coming." I nodded my head at Eden giving her girlfriend Marissa a smile."Anything for you brother," I said patting him in the back. I looked around and spotted father and mother at the bar.They both look happy, talking to each other - with my father's hand around my mother's waist.All these years and my father is still a lovesick puppy for her."Don't be an Asshole, go talk to them," Eden said directing his gaze toward our parents."I will first tell me why you wanted us all here.""I will, Camille and Aunt are still not here. Let everyone arrive." Camille is Uncle Roman's daughter."Better be something important brother," I warned him - And the part about a woman by my side. I did ask Ace to arrange for some girl to be beside me tonight but the girl he brought was too young. I couldn't even hold her hand without thinking of me as some kind of pedophile.I sighed and decided to finally confront my parents. Ironic how a strong man like me still has to gain some strength to face his parents.But before I asked the waiter to bring me a drink. I gulped the whole drink down and walked in their direction. They both must have felt me coming towards them because they both turned to see who it is.Both of them gave me a smile my dad move forward to embrace me in a hug which caught me off guard. It took me a minute to hug him back. "Father.""Son."After this, my mother also gave me a hug surprising me completely. "Mother.""God, Nicholas we missed you like crazy." Missed me?Irritated I said, "You need to stop touching me now."I didn't even remember when was the last time I hugged any of my parents. Not like I want them to do it.She stepped back with a hurt look on her face."These are no manners, Nicolas. Don't disrespect your mother like this." My father said defending his wife securing an arm around her back."Alright." Having a normal conversation with them is fucking impossible. How am I ill-treating her if I don't want her to hug me?"Nicolas," I turned around to find my sister with Uncle Roman and Aunt Ana. "Camille," I utter. "Brother," she says as she hugs me.What is with people and hugging today? I awkwardly pulled her away from me - averting my gaze to Ana.I kissed Aunt on her cheek earning a giggle from her. We both feel eyes on us - I turned to see my mother gazing our way. Everyone knows I don't talk a lot to my mother so It is obvious this whole thing will turn awkward real soon."Nick, come with me," Roman said telling me to follow him. I followed him as we made our way towards Eden and his girlfriend."Uncle Roman" Eden greeted him with uncle padded his back in return."Hey kid, and hello gorgeous lady," I smirked - he is flirting with Eden's girl in front of him. Her face turns red the look on her face makes me almost laugh. "Hello, sir. My name is Marissa. - Heard a lot about you."An evil smirk forms on his face. "I'm pretty famous among the ladies, I know," he jokes earning a glare from Eden. "Where is Aunt Ana again Uncle. You want me to get her here.""Eden you were always my least favorite one you know that right," he said sipping his drink. Me and him grinning at Eden's annoyance."You guys wait here let me introduce Camille to Marissa," Eden said pulling her with him."You aware of the Giovanni Cartel?" Giovanni's is another family like ours except we are more powerful than them. They are like our rivals but we both don't want to get our hands dirty because doing it will cause war."What about them?" I asked him. Unlike my father Uncle is a very active remember of our cartel. He always advises me on what to do next.Music started playing in the background interrupting our conversation. "We will talk later. Let's enjoy this party for now," he said as he made his way toward my aunt again.I found the bar very opposite to the one where my family is. Thankfully Eden organized more than one."One whiskey," I ordered and looked around. I spotted Marissa walking toward the entrance with a big smile on her face.I followed her gaze to a girl entering the party - and it's I knew it is going to be a long night.The girl is wearing a red dress over her petite body tight enough for me to have a glimpse of all her curves. Her black hair and falling on her back, giving me a pleasant look at her skin.She is not the type of girl someone can find here. She is brown - she must be Mexican or interracial or some shit.Marissa hugged her like they know each other for a very long time.I am not doing anything later - This party is boring anyway might as well take her home with me for some real fun."I'm so glad you are here."Okay, I don't get emotional but the love Marisa has for me makes my heart soft. With a pout, I embraced her in a hug. "No shit silly, besides Tutto il piacere è Mio," I am sure it means all pleasure is mine.Behind her then came a man in a suit. He is a young boy with a smile that could melt anyone. He smiled at me and looked at Marissa to introduce us."Boss meets my boyfriend Eden, Eden meets Miss.Tanwar my boss."Miss.Tanwar, no shit."You can call me Ayushi," I offered to mock her - Marissa gave me a playful look. "Okay, Boss. ""Ah, Ayush come in and enjoy the party.""Thank you and the place looks nice," I complimented."Thank you," they both let out in unison which again makes me think they look so cute together.I looked around to find where the bar is. There are two in the room one is occupied by old rich-looking people. And the other seems more distant from the party.I made my way toward it, carrying my dress. This red dress is very beautiful no doubt but wearing a dress like this is hard. I hope there is enough booze for me to keep my mind shut.The music in the place is soft like a softer version of jazz. I didn't expect her to throw a party like this, but I like it.I ordered a whiskey on rocks and sat down beside a man. He is talking to someone on phone I noticed what drink he has in his hand and it's also whiskey. I thought Italians only like richass wine. I didn't get to look at his face until he turned his to look at me.Damn, he is handsome.More than just handsome.I shouldn't stare at a man like a dog but I can't help it.He is breathtakingly gorgeous. With dull but bright blue eyes. A jawline I would very much like to kiss. It took me I didn't know how many minutes to finally scoot back.The hell am I doing?But he was noticing me too alright. I cleared my mouth God, this is embarrassing. I noticed that that the bartender has already served my drink, I picked up my glass to take a slip. My mouth feels dry."You are not from here," is he talking to me? Why? I gulped a whole lot of it. I need it if I am going to talk to him.I averted my gaze to him. "No, I am not."It is very obvious that I am not from here, girls in this country are tall and slim and me, I am just the complete opposite. I'm ugl-I shrugged my thoughts to look at him again.His gaze on me is still hard - and then his eyes dropped down to my breasts. I licked my dry lips earning his attention back to my face."Where are you from?" He asks maintaining a dominant sight on my lips.I can feel myself getting hot just by the way he is looking at me. " In- ""Attention everyone!" A voice interrupted me. I twisted in my seat to see Marissa's boyfriend calling people to get everyone's attention.I shifted my gaze to them from this Greek God sitting right next to me."I asked you a question," he says again ignoring the special announcement."India," I replied but my eyes still settled on the happy couple. My body is getting hot, because of his eyes on me."What is your name?" He asked again. I am now sure he is not at all interested in the party, but I am."A---"The whole room gasped including me, Eden is on his one knee proposing to Marissa a big diamond in his hand.He finally twirled to see what is happening. I can see the tears in Marissa's eyes, "I know baby that we don't know each other completely. But whatever time we spend together made me realize that this is what. You make me happy like no other - you make me feel like I am the luckiest man in the world.""Marissa Belle Ricci, will you spend the rest of your life with me? Will you marry me?"How can she say no to this? She jumped in excitement like a child, her makeup a little ruined because she is crying. She tried to say something but all she can physically do is nod her head.Eden slipped the ring in her finger and kissed her - hard.Everyone in the room clapped, cheered the happy couple. Marisa looks so happy, she does deserve all the happiness in the world. It was then I noticed that the man who was sitting in front of me is no longer there.All of their families gathered around them to congratulate them. "Let's eat some cake shall we," Eden uncovered a beautiful birthday cake for her. He took her hand and guided her to blow the candles.Everyone started singing Tanti Auguri with the happy birthday tune. I noticed that the greek God from before is beside the rest of their families. Does this mean they are somehow related?I should stay away from Marisa's possible family.When the cake was cut and the wine is served. I congratulated the happy couple, Marissa told me she has something to talk to me about but she will ask me that later.The Greek God is nowhere in my sight. I shouldn't be disappointed but I am. With my 3rd glass of this champagne, I think I should go home. Marisa is busy with her guests and her fiancee.I think I'll just leave.Walking out of the place I feel someone following me behind. "Going early?" It's his voice, it's him. I turned and realized that he is really tall or I am just very short." It's 9 already, " my voice came out softer than I expected. My senses don't know how to work with this man this close to me. He is staring at me and not saying anything." Ayushi. "He tilted his face a little, I think he didn't get it, "My name - is Ayushi.""Nicholas." that's a nice name."Would you like to get out of here?" He askes me." I was - um, already leaving. " I was before he stopped me.He took a step closer invading my space - filling the space with his cologne. "I know you were - but now you are leaving with me."This isn't a question so I didn't say anything.I normally don't do what strangers tell me to but right here I don't think I have a choice.My body, my brain nothing is questioning this man. Everything feels fine. But no I shouldn't. Also, sex is cool."Then we will go in my car." I propose if he says yes then only I will go.A smirk crept up his face, "Who says we are leaving. "What does he have in mind?══════════════════════════𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄-"Come on." I followed behind him - he passed the crowd to lead me to an elevator on the corner of the hall.I didn't know this was connected. But where exactly are we going? Another man, huskier than Nicolas followed behind us. He is in a black suit which makes him look terrifying as hell.Is it okay to say that I am a little scared? when we stepped into the elevator I asked him. "Where are we going?" Thankfully the big guy didn't follow us here. He glanced at my alarmed face and smirked."That guy is my bodyguard," he assured. did I say that out loud?"Why do you need a bodyguard for?" I found myself asking - interested why he needs one. "Some questions sugar, I recommend you don't ask."Sugar. That is kind of rude but I get it many people don't like to talk about their work 24/7. The elevator opened to a penthouse - he escorted me in and offered me a seat. He discarded his jacket as he made his way to a cabinet. "Wine or scotc
𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐔𝐓?-"Come in." The first thing I noticed when I entered his Cabin is Mr.Salvatore has a lot of files in his hand, everything is scattered around his desk. I cleared my throat to get his attention. " Just wait a minute Ms.Tanwar let Mr.Banks join us." I bounced my head saying okay.Brandon came in after me. Brandon was the supervisor of mainly all my important projects from last year. I give Brandon a nod and stood with him in front of the desk.We will find out soon why we are here." What I am about to tell you - is a little umm bad, He didn't meet our eyes. Why don't you both sit?" He offered. I don't know what this is about so I looked at Brandon who also seems clueless. Not making this hard on him anymore. We both sit down.Mr. Salvatore gave us a very sad smile."I think you both are aware of the situation of the company, but."Yeah, we are. It's doing great. But why is there a but?"We are Mr. Salvatore, we both are working hard to give
𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄-"Sir, here is the file you wanted." The file is probably about the girl from that night. When I asked my men to gather information about her I thought I can make things a little interesting in my life. But now I'm not sure. "Drop the file here, and Ace tonight you are going with me," I told him to monitor a shipment at the docks tonight. But back then I didn't have this thing with the Giovannis' coming. "About the shipment?" "Tell Lucas to do it or something. I want you to be there to keep an eye on all of Giovanni's men. You find anything strange you inform me." Ace place the file on my desk, "Will we need extra safety, sir?" " Givonnais' are a sorry excuse for men Ace. I need you because if things get dirty I want to have the upper hand. ""Get it, boss." Someone knocks on the door just then Uncle Roman came in. "My Nephew, looking handsome as always," he praised. I gave him a boring book and checked the watch on my wrist. "I think it's time. We sho
𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄-I am tired. Tired of continuously thinking about what hell is going to happen. It's been a couple of days and nothing actually has happened. According to the threat I have upon my head, my life should be coming down to my knees anytime now. Everything I have built in this country will go to the gutter. I'm not afraid to die if that's what you are thinking. I grew up a depressed teenager so imagining death is like cleaning my room which I do once a week. The consequences of death don't scare me anymore but the fact that it will rob me of my future does. I just feel tired I don't what to do. Brandon left his resignation letter yesterday. Mr.Salavtore is nowhere to be found. "Ayushi?" I took my head out of the negative thoughts to see Marisa standing in front of me. What is she doing here? I gave her the month of because of her wedding. And she is still here."Why are you still here?" "I want you to come with me." I pressed my lips together," W
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐎𝐔𝐓-I never knew that a person can get you all losing control. He gets me high. the kinda high I didn't even know existed. I had done pretty shady things in my life, met a lot of bad guys. I knew Nicolas is bad news the minute our eyes met. But his eyes damn his eyes.He pulled me in another kiss intentionally biting my lips. Is this punishment? because god I like this. He bit my lower lip again, and his other hand traveled down my back to my butt. He gave it a tight squeeze making me yelp. "I said you are coming with me.I closed my eyes debating the situation in my brain. Will Marisa ask me why I left? Most of all why am I going with him? can't blame me for wanting someone as hot as him.But why does he want to do things with me again? I am not even 1 percent as pretty as the women around here. And all the insecurities fired back at me. Is he doing this out of ego? This could be the only reason for this. I shrug. "I'm not apologizing. If that is w
𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃-Tup I opened the bottle of vodka I was saving for someday special.My definition of special is a mystery to me too. I never thought about what kind of special day I will open it, maybe my birthday or perhaps my wedding.Never in a million years, I could've imagined that I will open it to celebrate my last days. When I came home a message popped up on my phone it was from Brandon, it read. I think they are following me. Who are they nobody knows, he left Italy the next day boss told us about that drive. Now anyone is missing. I don't know where Brandon is he is not answering my texts, no one has heard anything from Mr. Salvatore. Nothing. I just hope that they didn't find him so soon. I don't want to leave this place before the wedding. I can't I made a promise. But I don't want to die either. I took another sip from vodka the spicy liquid burning my tongue with exquisite delicacy. I signed and decided to decide for myself. I opened my laptop to buy myse
𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑-The woman comes out of the shower naked, a towel wrapped tightly around her skeletal body. She's so thin, you can see her hip bones sticking out through the thick fabric.I don't like what I am seeing. Yeah, this is some other man's fantasy. But then what is mine? Mine. like someone can ever love a monster like me. My thoughts drifted back to the night I spend with her, it's been 4 days since I last saw her. I didn't talk to her after that night, why would I. I like my women feisty, strong, and intelligent. She looked vulnerable that night, weak. I don't want to continue anything with her, not when I know how hopeless she is. But there is something that doesn't fit. Something is setting me off, like why her? Out of so many tourists in my country why her. The bed on my side dip, "Would you like anything else Nico?" She asked resting her hand on my thighs. I looked at her again, all night the only thing I was physically able to look at was her face.
𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐈𝐙𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄-I gulped down the whole bottle of water trying to calm my neurotic breathing. I have my bags packed in, my passport is in my clutch. I'm ready to leave, again. But what choice else do I have, I can rather leave or they find me and do god knows what with me. I never had second thoughts before, ever but this time is it's a little different. Maybe because I love Italy very much. I hate leaving these people behind Marissa, her mother and maybe Nick. what would they think of me? Will they worry? I sighed, no Nick is no one for me we barely even know each other. Will he forget me if I leave today. I scoffed at my own thoughts, of course, he will, I am just some girl he slept with. Foolish little girl, my father's voice taunted me making my skin crawl. I hate when I get flashbacks from him, I hate that his words still echo around my brain as they used to when I was a kid. But foolish indeed I was stupid t
I've never thought I'll live to see this day," I admitted looking at myself in the mirror. Almost 6 months pregnant in a wedding dress, not bad. we have come a long way.Marissa puts a hand on my shoulder comforting me. "I'm so happy for you Boss. "I chuckled through my emotions. "I think we are officially past the formals. You are practically my sister-in-law now, call me Ayushi."The baby sleeping on Marissa's shoulder snorts, making us both laugh. "She is the cutest," I complimented.She nodes patting her back gently, "She sure is."I remember the day she was born, it was raining and I was precisely 4 months pregnant back then. "The weather is very harsh, how about you stay home and wait for her and the baby to come home," Nicolas said getting ready to leave for the hospital."Like hell I am, I'm going Nicolas and that is final."He rolled his eyes at me probably blaming my pregnancy hormones. "Think about the baby.""Oh, common nothing will happen to the baby. I'm always extra c
Chapter - 40 | it's my party and I cry if I want to________I looked around my office taking in the stillness of this place. This is new because this place has never felt this empty. I remember my heart was in my throat when the doctor was checking Ayushi. All I could think about was how much I wanted her to live, I wanted her alive, I wanted her with me. That I got, actually not only that but also the baby. our baby. I wonder when did she get pregnant. was it the night after the movie? or the night I made love to her? I think this will always be a mystery. A smile cropped on my face at the thought of the things I'd planned for her. I'm going to make her the happiest woman in the world. and that is a promise. I walked out of my office with a smile on my face, my life will never be empty it will always be full of her, our child, and all the more I'm going to give her. The eyes feel on her petite frame standing in front of the mirror in a black dress. I choose this dress for her
Chapter - 39| is this goodbye?_____"Why? Did they all leave? I ask him as soon as I woke up. "They will be back soon. I invited them all for dinner this weekend to announce the baby." I nodded my head dreading their reaction. Nicolas's mother hates me, she thinks I trapped him with me. "Where is Myra?""Downstairs with Dorian." I visibly cringed listening to his name. "What is he still doing here?" I half yelled expected for him to fight back but instead, he just sighed. "He is taking her with him."Over my dead body is that ever happening. "Myra," I yelled getting up from the bed. "Fuck, Ayushi. Slow down at least," he says but this time he doesn't stop me. I went straight to the guest room, where Myra was staying last just to find him in there. "Get away from her!"I pushed her back from him to me hardly. "Don't worry, Myra I will talk to Nicolas he will protect you. We will protect Nate.""Ayushi," Myra says draping her hands around me and hugging me. "What Happened?" This
Chapter - 38 | bad parenting is an underrated crime.________"Where are Myra and Nate?""They are safe.""Good, and what the thing you were saying that's incorrect sir. I'm not pregnant," I said awkwardly smiling around the crowd.He looks me dead in the eyes and goes. "You are pregnant."when I was a child I always used to wonder what I will be when I grow up, will I be strong like the women on the cover of magazines? will I be elegant like the 8th grade English teacher? will I ever love someone as much as I loved my grandma?all these questions and still somewhat fearful that will I be powerless like my mother? what if I end up like her?anyone can be a parent but not everyone deserves to be one, is a line worth billions.but do I deserve to be a parent? I already love this child more than anything in the whole world and yet I can't have it.I pinched my eyes close fearing that this is true. what have I done? what have I done? He doesn't want this baby, he will never accept it. and
CHAPTER - 37 | only love and death changes all things______two weeks later my body feels like a ticking bomb. there's a voice in my head that it's stupid to look for her. she never wanted to stay here in the first place. But that's only the rational part of me, and personally im anything but rational. Ace barged into my office, "Sir, we found something." "what?" I asked just then my phone ringed. "Dorian," I hissed as I saw his name flashing on my phone. I'll make it when all of this is over, I never see or hear from him again. "we have a clue, where they could be."I didn't waste any time picking up the phone, "bring your men, Costello we are going hunting." __ "wait, I have to tell you something," Dorian says as he comes out of our cars. The information Dorian gave was correct, they are in the city disguising among the people. a smile crept on my face, tonight you will sleep in my bed, sugar. "what? you dont want the best friend anymore?"I knew I kicked a nerve when he cle
Chapter - 36 | agony__________Dorian's pov for the past 5 years, there is a noose around my neck,So tight,Almost determined to break my neck. I've been living on the edge for the past almost half a decade. For a man born in blood, violence is necessary.I've lived and I've killed all because of her.I still get nightmares from the night I killed her, or at least I thought I killed her.I mourned her death, relieved her memory, and then I buried her name.She betrayed me, again.I threw the tumbler forward, shattering the tv screen. My veins feel like they are on fire and my skin feels like it's burning.Today when I saw Ayushi in Nicolas's house, I was shocked. She was supposed to be dead so does her friend.But seeing her alive standing in front of me wrapped in his arms, one thing is clear. Myra is alive.I killed her, she refused to die. It's almost amusing how many times these girls have played me.She didn't give me anything but I will find out where she is.And this time
Chapter - 35 | she a runner__________I entered my room to find Myra standing by the window looking out. I asked Nate how he doing before approaching her."So?" She asks ruffling a hand down her dress."What happened?"I sucked in a breath. Fuck even I don't know what just happened. I saw Dorian after almost what 4 years, and his first instinct was to kill me.Classic motherfucker. There was a time I thought we were friends I really liked him and Myra together. They were like the power couple you see in old spy movies, but like a movie, the thing between them didn't last long."He was shocked to see me alive before he pointed his gun at me."Myra snorted. She looked at Nate this time staring at his head. She leans in closer so only I can listen."You think we can kill him this time." I made a displeased look. She furrowed her eyebrows, "what? He nearly killed me the last time I saw him."This single memory brings back so many stomach knotting feelings, I can't even begin to express.
Chapter - 34|sins of our past usually comes back to haunt our present____________successfully dodging millions of Myra's questions I somehow made it to the time when he comes back. I felt his presence the moment he stepped into the house. He and I need to talk. a serious fucking talk. "here comes your Romeo," she says gesturing towards him. If Nicolas heard him he didn't react. with his eyes, on me, he says, "come on." I folded my arms over my breasts. "No, I'm busy," I challenged. "I have to talk to you about something," he says his eyes brows. Oh? so you are confused, man? im confused. "doesn't matter, I'm busy."he clenched his jaw looking at Myra for a minute like maybe it's her fault. "fine, get dressed some people are coming over tonight."this is not time for a party, for crying out loud. "what people?""whose drive we have," he says annoyed but collets himself quick. "the American bastard is coming here to get that fucking thing off my chest."God must hate me. he hates
Chapter - 33 | Dad?_________"Bye," I said as Nicolas left for work. It's early in the morning but everything that happened last night didn't help me sleep.Finish the job and get rid of her.His uncle's words are still in my head. This must be the plan all along, right? He was interested in me until he knew my secret and now when he knows so much about me, I'm no use to him.He warmed me up and made me open myself to him. And now he will let me go.Somebody cleared her throat distracting me from my trail of thoughts.Myra stood on top of the stairs with a freshly woken Nate holding her hand. "Good morning."I smiled at their cuteness. "Good morning, come down. Breakfast is ready."Nate let go of her hand. "I'll race you."She shook her head. "No, no running on the stairs."Nate ignored her and came running down the stairs colliding with my legs. "Oho, relax little guy.""Ay, I know you make the best eggs in the world." He holds my hand. "Make them for me, please."Finally, someone w