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ππ ππππππππ-"Come on."I followed behind him - he passed the crowd to lead me to an elevator on the corner of the hall.I didn't know this was connected. But where exactly are we going? Another man, huskier than Nicolas followed behind us. He is in a black suit which makes him look terrifying as hell.Is it okay to say that I am a little scared?when we stepped into the elevator I asked him. "Where are we going?" Thankfully the big guy didn't follow us here. He glanced at my alarmed face and smirked."That guy is my bodyguard," he assured.did I say that out loud?"Why do you need a bodyguard for?" I found myself asking - interested why he needs one. "Some questions sugar, I recommend you don't ask."Sugar.That is kind of rude but I get it many people don't like to talk about their work 24/7. The elevator opened to a penthouse - he escorted me in and offered me a seat.He discarded his jacket as he made his way to a cabinet. "Wine or scotch?"A wine cabinet, nice."scotch," I replied. Although I am already a little drunk, if he is offering then why not. I looked around admiring the expensive Italian marble of the floor. I'm drunk for sure.I looked at him again watching him took out an old bottle with a label of '78 in the front.This must cost a fortune, is he on something?"Don't open that!" I kind of yelled stopping him midway. He glanced at me with a brow raised."I mean that is '78, there is no way in hell I am drinking that precious drink." He rolled his eyes and continued filling the glasses. "Yeah? whys that," he says dropping ice cubes in the glasses."You should put it back in the cabinet. It's precious. " Call me old-fashioned but I think cool things should be collected and conserved.But he didn't listen to me either way. With both of our drinks in his hands, he made his way toward me. Dropped my glass on the table in front of us."You know a lot about liquor."I chuckled. "I am just a fan - are you sure you want to drink it?" This is not the first time someone said this to me. I like expensive things and owning antique finessed wines is one of my favorites.I took the glass in my hand and admired the way it fits in my hand, swirling it around coating every corner of the glass.If this isn't true love I don't know what is."How are you here tonight, sugar?" He asks completely ignoring my last question. I gave him a skeptical look, it's all the alcohol doing - I swear."Are you calling me that because you can't say my name?" My name is Indian that just makes it difficult for people to pronounce it here.He smiled gulping his drink."Drink," he ordered and I shifted my eyes from him to the glass of scotch in the front. His voice is so powerful I will do anything this man says.For tonight.He leaned forward and a spurt of adrenalin streaked through my chest at the thought of his lips on me. He kissed my bare shoulder, I dropped my grip on the glass to touch him.On instinct, I placed my hand on his muscled thighs. In a flick, he turned my head with his giant hands and took my mouth in his.His mouth was rough, but his tongue was gentle in exploration. A shiver went through me.I can feel the wetness in between my thighs, I clench my legs.The kiss ended leaving us both fainting, catching our breaths. He didn't waste any time and grabbed my hand to take me to a room.He roughly tossed me on the bed making me yelp and smirk at the same time. I like it rough.He hovered over me within a minute and kissing me again.This kiss is nothing like the one outside it is demanding, dominating. My body burns under him, I can feel the tension growing in his body too.Maybe it's the whiskey but I feel I'll die if I didn't have him tonight.I want him in me, filling me up.He moved to kiss my neck, his hands working their way to the zipper on my dress wanting to get me out of it.I focused my eyes on his muscled chest - He is double my size, having him on top of me feels so hot.I helped him get rid of his shirt and he did the same. "Dio sei Bellissima," he whispered making me blush.Me Beautiful, because we are both drunk.He assaulted my neck again making me a moaning mess. His hands got hold of my breasts and he gave them both a tight squeeze making me yelp again.He made his way to my breasts, skillfully taking one nipple in his mouth and messaging the other with his hand. These feelings are so foreign to me I scratched my nails on his big biceps to suppress the noises coming out of my mouth.He let go of the last one with a pop and attacked my mouth again. I kissed him hard this time and rubbed my already wet pussy on his hands. I need a release so bad. He groaned and put his hands in my legs."Pazienza sugar," he opened my legs and kissed me again nestling his face between my legs.God, is he going to eat me out? I can feel my heart hammering in my chest. My breathing is uneven, I just want him in me.He made his way to my belly planting kisses all the way down to my clit. I tuck at his hair, hard as he started licking and kissing my clit."Very nice." He whispered, licking his lips to taste my essence. Making me shivered again.I can feel my orgasm building, "Please." His fingers entered me making me go all crazy."Come for me, sugar."That is all I needed I come and come hard. My body is literally on cloud 9. He didn't waste time after this. He let go of his pants along with his boxers, taking out a condom from it.And positioned himself between me.He rubbed his dick in my opening coating it with my juices. I looked at his dick, terrified that, that thing won't fit."You are too big for me," I utter looking right at him. "You are ready now." He says kissing me again and getting on top of me, he entered me slowly.Taking my moans in his mouth with the kiss, this man.He entered me fully and moved inside of me, making my eyes roll back. I can feel his dick filling me, stretching my pussy. He groaned loudly, his hands roaming all around my body, his tongue kissing me in all the right places."You feel so good," he whispered in my ear pacing his thrusts. His thrusts are hard and fast I'm pretty sure I will have my second orgasm in seconds.I think I lost count of how many times I orgasmed, the groans coming out of his mouth makes me want to never stop doing this.I felt the muscle on his back stiffened and I know he is going to come. His very masculine and hot-as-hell groan left his mouth and finally, he comes. I closed my eyes, the orgasms I just had are the best I ever had.I am already exhausted. He dropped to my right fainting from his orgasm too.I didn't know if I say good night to him or not. I just closed my eyes and fell asleep..Nicolas's povI woke to an empty bed which I am not going to lie, amazed me. This is the first time any girl I slept with left my bed without me threatening her to leave.I rubbed my eyes recalling the events of last night. My brother, my younger brother is getting married, to a girl, he has known for just some months.The announcement was shocking for every one of us, including Me.Truth be told, I think he is way too young to get married. I'm 27 will turn 28 in a month, and getting married is still the last thing I want to do.I know my brother is better than relationships than any of my cousins but getting spousal that is a big deal.I'll just do what he wants though, he is my brother and if marrying a girl makes him happy then I won't get in his way.Jesus.I remember the girl I met too, she was something else. The very minute my eyes landed on her I knew I needed her. And it seems like she needed it too. The sex was spectacular. The way her small frame fit under my big body made me so freakin hard. Everything about her made my dick twitch.And burying myself inside of her was all worth it. She took whatever I gave. I've never had a woman like her before, maybe I'll just ask my men to get me her address.She can be my little secret.."Where were you?"Somewhere," I replied bored. I'm in my study and found Uncle Roman already waiting for me."I called you last night you didn't pick my call. I arrived at your house first thing in the morning and you were not here.""That doesn't matter where I was. Tell me the thing so important you come here this early.""Your brother is getting married." He stated and fixed his eyes on me, does he expect a reaction from me? Because no I'm not giving any."Yeah.""Yeah? He is 24 hardly. You are going to just let him get married?""I am, he is my brother and he can do anything he wants. And if you are afraid of him telling our secrets to some girl don't, because he barely himself has any knowledge of the business.""Hmmm, so let's get to work then." Uncle took out a file from his folder and handed it to me."Call Nora and tell her to bring me coffee will you," Uncle told me. I called Nora my housekeeper and asked her to bring 2 cups of coffee for us both.The file is about Giovanni's. Their eldest son probably is dead or he ran away because he was too pussy to take the Giovanni crown. And now his cousin Dante V Giovanni is taking his place at the top."Dante? He is a sick fuck!" There is something wrong with this family's brain. Of all the people they can make their king they choose Dante that fucker has no limits. In our business, business is kept separated from families but that sick fuck doesn't understand shit."He is and the worst part is he is anything but our friend.""We can just kill him and be done with it," I suggested. This is the only logical solution for him.If we didn't kill him now he will cause us trouble in the future. And that would be hard to cure."We shouldn't, you see I know he is sick and twisted. But there is no other leader left in their clan. And if we play our moves right he can be a nice asset to us."How the hell is he useful to us?" I asked again getting annoyed by these long talks. Come to the damn point."He is dark and sick. Darkness rob man the power to think clearly, for the next couple of years we can pretend to be his friends, let him play the game however he likes. And when we know that his darkness has made him mad. We will kill him at his lowest and then his whole cartel will be under us."His whole cartel, our is bigger than them but that doesn't mean there is no money in theirs."Think about it. Yeah?""No, I don't need to think about it. We will do it, we can get our competition out and we will get money. It's a win-win.""That's my boy! Then get ready tomorrow is the party where they will announce him as their heir.""Va been," we can propose our friendship to them tomorrow.This process is going to take time but I think it will be worth it...Ayushi's PovGod, how the hell am I supposed to walk. Nicolas did a number on me alright. My neck is covered in hickeys, he is a grown man he should've known better.I don't have to say more. My body is the living and walking proof that that man is a beast.I need to wear something with a full neck to work now. Or else Marisa will make me want to kill myself. I wore a white turtle neck with a beige coat, I hope this will okay.I took my car keys from the counter and locked my apartment. I forget I am supposed to take my car for service too. I started my car and turn on the radio for some music.I arrived at my office late, and no one is surprised. I am a professional but everyone has their days. When I reached my floor I found everyone gathered around in a group. Doing God knows what?"Good morning guys," I say and waiting for you to turn around but they are all so busy in their talks. "Good Morning Guys!" I shouted that gave me their attention.My eyes dart to Marisa standing in the middle with a big diamond in his hand. So everyone is not surprised because I arrive late. After all, they are busy with this.I did congratulate her yesterday but someone can never get enough of happy news. "Congratulations, that diamond is so big," everyone in the room laughed and I joined them to in their little group meeting.Marisa happily gave everyone a big smile and thanked everyone.I checked the time and it's late a lot lately. Boss will kill me if he knows what we are doing here."Guys, I suggest getting back to work," I ordered everyone and asked Marisa to meet me in my cabin"I have some emails from the company we made that last project. Marisa can you take a look at them please."" I will. "" Ayushi, Mr.Salvatore has set up a meeting with you and Brandon from the 23rd floor, past office houses.""Past office hours? Where is he right now?""He is not here, I think it is something important he seemed nervous. "Nervous, Mr. Salvatore? That's something new."Okay, guess we will see."ββββββββββββββββββββπππ ππππ πππππ πππ πππ?-"Come in." The first thing I noticed when I entered his Cabin is Mr.Salvatore has a lot of files in his hand, everything is scattered around his desk. I cleared my throat to get his attention. " Just wait a minute Ms.Tanwar let Mr.Banks join us." I bounced my head saying okay.Brandon came in after me. Brandon was the supervisor of mainly all my important projects from last year. I give Brandon a nod and stood with him in front of the desk.We will find out soon why we are here." What I am about to tell you - is a little umm bad, He didn't meet our eyes. Why don't you both sit?" He offered. I don't know what this is about so I looked at Brandon who also seems clueless. Not making this hard on him anymore. We both sit down.Mr. Salvatore gave us a very sad smile."I think you both are aware of the situation of the company, but."Yeah, we are. It's doing great. But why is there a but?"We are Mr. Salvatore, we both are working hard to give
ππππ πππ π πππ-"Sir, here is the file you wanted." The file is probably about the girl from that night. When I asked my men to gather information about her I thought I can make things a little interesting in my life. But now I'm not sure. "Drop the file here, and Ace tonight you are going with me," I told him to monitor a shipment at the docks tonight. But back then I didn't have this thing with the Giovannis' coming. "About the shipment?" "Tell Lucas to do it or something. I want you to be there to keep an eye on all of Giovanni's men. You find anything strange you inform me." Ace place the file on my desk, "Will we need extra safety, sir?" " Givonnais' are a sorry excuse for men Ace. I need you because if things get dirty I want to have the upper hand. ""Get it, boss." Someone knocks on the door just then Uncle Roman came in. "My Nephew, looking handsome as always," he praised. I gave him a boring book and checked the watch on my wrist. "I think it's time. We sho
πππ ππ ππππ ππ πππ-I am tired. Tired of continuously thinking about what hell is going to happen. It's been a couple of days and nothing actually has happened. According to the threat I have upon my head, my life should be coming down to my knees anytime now. Everything I have built in this country will go to the gutter. I'm not afraid to die if that's what you are thinking. I grew up a depressed teenager so imagining death is like cleaning my room which I do once a week. The consequences of death don't scare me anymore but the fact that it will rob me of my future does. I just feel tired I don't what to do. Brandon left his resignation letter yesterday. Mr.Salavtore is nowhere to be found. "Ayushi?" I took my head out of the negative thoughts to see Marisa standing in front of me. What is she doing here? I gave her the month of because of her wedding. And she is still here."Why are you still here?" "I want you to come with me." I pressed my lips together," W
ππππππ ππ π πππ πππ-I never knew that a person can get you all losing control. He gets me high. the kinda high I didn't even know existed. I had done pretty shady things in my life, met a lot of bad guys. I knew Nicolas is bad news the minute our eyes met. But his eyes damn his eyes.He pulled me in another kiss intentionally biting my lips. Is this punishment? because god I like this. He bit my lower lip again, and his other hand traveled down my back to my butt. He gave it a tight squeeze making me yelp. "I said you are coming with me.I closed my eyes debating the situation in my brain. Will Marisa ask me why I left? Most of all why am I going with him? can't blame me for wanting someone as hot as him.But why does he want to do things with me again? I am not even 1 percent as pretty as the women around here. And all the insecurities fired back at me. Is he doing this out of ego? This could be the only reason for this. I shrug. "I'm not apologizing. If that is w
ππππ ππ ππππ-Tup I opened the bottle of vodka I was saving for someday special.My definition of special is a mystery to me too. I never thought about what kind of special day I will open it, maybe my birthday or perhaps my wedding.Never in a million years, I could've imagined that I will open it to celebrate my last days. When I came home a message popped up on my phone it was from Brandon, it read. I think they are following me. Who are they nobody knows, he left Italy the next day boss told us about that drive. Now anyone is missing. I don't know where Brandon is he is not answering my texts, no one has heard anything from Mr. Salvatore. Nothing. I just hope that they didn't find him so soon. I don't want to leave this place before the wedding. I can't I made a promise. But I don't want to die either. I took another sip from vodka the spicy liquid burning my tongue with exquisite delicacy. I signed and decided to decide for myself. I opened my laptop to buy myse
πππππ ππ π ππππππ-The woman comes out of the shower naked, a towel wrapped tightly around her skeletal body. She's so thin, you can see her hip bones sticking out through the thick fabric.I don't like what I am seeing. Yeah, this is some other man's fantasy. But then what is mine? Mine. like someone can ever love a monster like me. My thoughts drifted back to the night I spend with her, it's been 4 days since I last saw her. I didn't talk to her after that night, why would I. I like my women feisty, strong, and intelligent. She looked vulnerable that night, weak. I don't want to continue anything with her, not when I know how hopeless she is. But there is something that doesn't fit. Something is setting me off, like why her? Out of so many tourists in my country why her. The bed on my side dip, "Would you like anything else Nico?" She asked resting her hand on my thighs. I looked at her again, all night the only thing I was physically able to look at was her face.
ππππππππ ππππππππ ππ ππππππππππππ πππππππ-I gulped down the whole bottle of water trying to calm my neurotic breathing. I have my bags packed in, my passport is in my clutch. I'm ready to leave, again. But what choice else do I have, I can rather leave or they find me and do god knows what with me. I never had second thoughts before, ever but this time is it's a little different. Maybe because I love Italy very much. I hate leaving these people behind Marissa, her mother and maybe Nick. what would they think of me? Will they worry? I sighed, no Nick is no one for me we barely even know each other. Will he forget me if I leave today. I scoffed at my own thoughts, of course, he will, I am just some girl he slept with. Foolish little girl, my father's voice taunted me making my skin crawl. I hate when I get flashbacks from him, I hate that his words still echo around my brain as they used to when I was a kid. But foolish indeed I was stupid t
TRUTH WE DIDN'T SAY OUT LOUD Since it's been a while since I last updated, here is a little preview of what happened last time.xoxo The man quickly grabbed Ayushi's hand pushing them behind her back. "What the fuck?" She yelled. "Ace what the hell do you think you are doing?" She struggled to try to break free from the hold. He didn't say anything to her just dropped one of his hands into a pocket to bring out a syringe. She was confused and started about what is happening. before she can say anything he comes around her back and the next thing she feels is a needle harshly injected into her neck. Now she is imprisoned in Nicolas's basement, the same guy that genuinely intrigued her. The same guy she thought she would miss once she go back running in the night. But fate has other plans. And believe it or not, fate is laughing at her face saying, "bitch, you thought?" ___fuck my life, fuck my life, fuck my life.What in hell. Eden and his brother are fucking criminals and nob
I've never thought I'll live to see this day," I admitted looking at myself in the mirror. Almost 6 months pregnant in a wedding dress, not bad. we have come a long way.Marissa puts a hand on my shoulder comforting me. "I'm so happy for you Boss. "I chuckled through my emotions. "I think we are officially past the formals. You are practically my sister-in-law now, call me Ayushi."The baby sleeping on Marissa's shoulder snorts, making us both laugh. "She is the cutest," I complimented.She nodes patting her back gently, "She sure is."I remember the day she was born, it was raining and I was precisely 4 months pregnant back then. "The weather is very harsh, how about you stay home and wait for her and the baby to come home," Nicolas said getting ready to leave for the hospital."Like hell I am, I'm going Nicolas and that is final."He rolled his eyes at me probably blaming my pregnancy hormones. "Think about the baby.""Oh, common nothing will happen to the baby. I'm always extra c
Chapter - 40 | it's my party and I cry if I want to________I looked around my office taking in the stillness of this place. This is new because this place has never felt this empty. I remember my heart was in my throat when the doctor was checking Ayushi. All I could think about was how much I wanted her to live, I wanted her alive, I wanted her with me. That I got, actually not only that but also the baby. our baby. I wonder when did she get pregnant. was it the night after the movie? or the night I made love to her? I think this will always be a mystery. A smile cropped on my face at the thought of the things I'd planned for her. I'm going to make her the happiest woman in the world. and that is a promise. I walked out of my office with a smile on my face, my life will never be empty it will always be full of her, our child, and all the more I'm going to give her. The eyes feel on her petite frame standing in front of the mirror in a black dress. I choose this dress for her
Chapter - 39| is this goodbye?_____"Why? Did they all leave? I ask him as soon as I woke up. "They will be back soon. I invited them all for dinner this weekend to announce the baby." I nodded my head dreading their reaction. Nicolas's mother hates me, she thinks I trapped him with me. "Where is Myra?""Downstairs with Dorian." I visibly cringed listening to his name. "What is he still doing here?" I half yelled expected for him to fight back but instead, he just sighed. "He is taking her with him."Over my dead body is that ever happening. "Myra," I yelled getting up from the bed. "Fuck, Ayushi. Slow down at least," he says but this time he doesn't stop me. I went straight to the guest room, where Myra was staying last just to find him in there. "Get away from her!"I pushed her back from him to me hardly. "Don't worry, Myra I will talk to Nicolas he will protect you. We will protect Nate.""Ayushi," Myra says draping her hands around me and hugging me. "What Happened?" This
Chapter - 38 | bad parenting is an underrated crime.________"Where are Myra and Nate?""They are safe.""Good, and what the thing you were saying that's incorrect sir. I'm not pregnant," I said awkwardly smiling around the crowd.He looks me dead in the eyes and goes. "You are pregnant."when I was a child I always used to wonder what I will be when I grow up, will I be strong like the women on the cover of magazines? will I be elegant like the 8th grade English teacher? will I ever love someone as much as I loved my grandma?all these questions and still somewhat fearful that will I be powerless like my mother? what if I end up like her?anyone can be a parent but not everyone deserves to be one, is a line worth billions.but do I deserve to be a parent? I already love this child more than anything in the whole world and yet I can't have it.I pinched my eyes close fearing that this is true. what have I done? what have I done? He doesn't want this baby, he will never accept it. and
CHAPTER - 37 | only love and death changes all things______two weeks later my body feels like a ticking bomb. there's a voice in my head that it's stupid to look for her. she never wanted to stay here in the first place. But that's only the rational part of me, and personally im anything but rational. Ace barged into my office, "Sir, we found something." "what?" I asked just then my phone ringed. "Dorian," I hissed as I saw his name flashing on my phone. I'll make it when all of this is over, I never see or hear from him again. "we have a clue, where they could be."I didn't waste any time picking up the phone, "bring your men, Costello we are going hunting." __ "wait, I have to tell you something," Dorian says as he comes out of our cars. The information Dorian gave was correct, they are in the city disguising among the people. a smile crept on my face, tonight you will sleep in my bed, sugar. "what? you dont want the best friend anymore?"I knew I kicked a nerve when he cle
Chapter - 36 | agony__________Dorian's pov for the past 5 years, there is a noose around my neck,So tight,Almost determined to break my neck. I've been living on the edge for the past almost half a decade. For a man born in blood, violence is necessary.I've lived and I've killed all because of her.I still get nightmares from the night I killed her, or at least I thought I killed her.I mourned her death, relieved her memory, and then I buried her name.She betrayed me, again.I threw the tumbler forward, shattering the tv screen. My veins feel like they are on fire and my skin feels like it's burning.Today when I saw Ayushi in Nicolas's house, I was shocked. She was supposed to be dead so does her friend.But seeing her alive standing in front of me wrapped in his arms, one thing is clear. Myra is alive.I killed her, she refused to die. It's almost amusing how many times these girls have played me.She didn't give me anything but I will find out where she is.And this time
Chapter - 35 | she a runner__________I entered my room to find Myra standing by the window looking out. I asked Nate how he doing before approaching her."So?" She asks ruffling a hand down her dress."What happened?"I sucked in a breath. Fuck even I don't know what just happened. I saw Dorian after almost what 4 years, and his first instinct was to kill me.Classic motherfucker. There was a time I thought we were friends I really liked him and Myra together. They were like the power couple you see in old spy movies, but like a movie, the thing between them didn't last long."He was shocked to see me alive before he pointed his gun at me."Myra snorted. She looked at Nate this time staring at his head. She leans in closer so only I can listen."You think we can kill him this time." I made a displeased look. She furrowed her eyebrows, "what? He nearly killed me the last time I saw him."This single memory brings back so many stomach knotting feelings, I can't even begin to express.
Chapter - 34|sins of our past usually comes back to haunt our present____________successfully dodging millions of Myra's questions I somehow made it to the time when he comes back. I felt his presence the moment he stepped into the house. He and I need to talk. a serious fucking talk. "here comes your Romeo," she says gesturing towards him. If Nicolas heard him he didn't react. with his eyes, on me, he says, "come on." I folded my arms over my breasts. "No, I'm busy," I challenged. "I have to talk to you about something," he says his eyes brows. Oh? so you are confused, man? im confused. "doesn't matter, I'm busy."he clenched his jaw looking at Myra for a minute like maybe it's her fault. "fine, get dressed some people are coming over tonight."this is not time for a party, for crying out loud. "what people?""whose drive we have," he says annoyed but collets himself quick. "the American bastard is coming here to get that fucking thing off my chest."God must hate me. he hates
Chapter - 33 | Dad?_________"Bye," I said as Nicolas left for work. It's early in the morning but everything that happened last night didn't help me sleep.Finish the job and get rid of her.His uncle's words are still in my head. This must be the plan all along, right? He was interested in me until he knew my secret and now when he knows so much about me, I'm no use to him.He warmed me up and made me open myself to him. And now he will let me go.Somebody cleared her throat distracting me from my trail of thoughts.Myra stood on top of the stairs with a freshly woken Nate holding her hand. "Good morning."I smiled at their cuteness. "Good morning, come down. Breakfast is ready."Nate let go of her hand. "I'll race you."She shook her head. "No, no running on the stairs."Nate ignored her and came running down the stairs colliding with my legs. "Oho, relax little guy.""Ay, I know you make the best eggs in the world." He holds my hand. "Make them for me, please."Finally, someone w