I pack my bags quickly, while I'm listening to my mother scream at the top of her lungs.“What do you intend to do? Do you think he will still love you? Even though you rejected him?” Thousands of insecurities were going through my mind, I guess she was a little right, but she didn't stop packing my bags. I grab my son and take him to the car.“Don't go, Victoria.” She begs me as she grips the car door tightly. “He will reject you and if he loves you now, it's because they have his child, don't confuse it with love.”I was about to listen to my mother, maybe she is right, I have had these problems since I met him, he is a person who cannot be loved instantly, but when I look at my son, I realize that everyone deserves a second chance.“I'm sorry but if I don't try, who knows what will happen tomorrow.” I get into my car and without leaving a trace, I leave Staithes. I still remember my mother screaming, reminding me that Dustin would never love me, but if he didn't love me, he would l
The next morning.I wake up faithfully happy, my eyes staring at a broad-shouldered figure, as I run my hands over her smooth skin. He kisses my neck passionately and I can smell his skin.“Tell me one more time,” I ask him while I mock him, I know he doesn't want to be mean to me, so he does everything I ask while making me believe that he is going to love me all his life.“Do I have to do it?” He asks me as he raises one of his thick eyebrows.“Yes.” I answer as I move between the sheets happily.“It's okay.” He runs his hand over his face, clearing his voice. “I love you, Victoria.” Now he says it heavily, while I scream, which fills the entire room. His house is so big and clean, that I suppose his fine bed makes me feel like a queen, but I can't help but see that I bring life to his room.“God, I love that you say it!” I said, running my hands once more down his back. “I love you, Dustin.” I guess kissing him every minute makes his lips break. He just scoffs, but I help him say a
My first day in London was cold enough to be forgotten. The weather was horrible, and my legs were shaking like a pair of noodles. Things in London are so different from my hometown. Everyone is from top to bottom and no one stays still, while there are so many lights around the city, that sometimes I am blinded by them. Before this change in my life, I lived in a town called Bunbury, a town where nothing at all ever happens. So I was very lucky to be sent to cold London. My arrival in this city which seems like a dream was somewhat sad. I didn't have anyone to pick me up from the bus station, but despite being alone, I'm still happy to be in this city and to be able to work in one of the biggest hospitals in London. But despite having good luck, I realized how difficult it is to take a taxi in this city, because it was crazy, maybe because everyone works and is always busy. I paid £3.5 to stay in a crappy hotel, and even though the hotel room wasn't that expensive, I was immediately
But then I think about my boss, who may be a forty-year-old grumpy guy who has a lot of experience. I immediately deduced that he would be a great man, since in medicine it is very difficult to be one of the best, without having spent years and years of study. “Come.“ Ross grabbed my arm and pulled me hard. She seemed to be very nervous, as she dragged me towards the nurses' station. “Fix your hair.“ She runs her hands through my hair, trying to fix it. “He's coming.” She sighs nervously while I try to understand why he's making so much fuss. Seconds later I understood what was happening. Luxurious and clean shoes, perfect suit, white coat, upturned nose, eyes that kill, bushy eyebrows, and that mouth that caused an orgasm when seeing it. “Doctor Mark!“ Say all the nurses who are in his path. “Good morning.“ Ross said as he passed by us as if we were worthless. “Good morning.“ The doctor answers with his raspy voice, while I already feel threatened by his incredible demeanor. “
Dr. Mark had kissed me. I can't help but be surprised by it since I thought he hated me. His lips slowly detach from mine, while his hands leave my pants without saying more. Then he fixes his robe and leaves the cubicle without saying anything to me. He leaves me alone while my head tries to process what just happened.“Why did you allow him to kiss you? “ I scolded myself as I hit my head with my right hand. Before leaving the cubicle, I fixed my uniform so that no one would notice what had just happened in the place.And as I left the cubicle, I ran into Ross in the hallway, who looked quite worried about me, after spending quite a bit of time in the cubicle.“What happened? “The blonde asks me, looking at my pale face. “It seems like you saw a ghost. “She ran her thin hands over my forehead, trying to see if I had a fever or some other symptom that could be related to the medicine, but I just was falling prey to excitement and surprise.“He...”I was going to tell her what happened
I look back over the glass of a fire extinguisher, recognizing that I have a large blue stain on my pants. How did that ink stain get on my butt? So confused, I walked to the nurses' room, trying not to show the stain, but upon entering the room I met Dr. Steward, who was talking to his charge nurses.“Hello! “He told me happy to see me as soon as he finished talking to his nurses, although I couldn't deny that he had tremendous dark circles under his eyes, which were so visible that they could be seen from another continent, but he still looked so attractive.“Hello.“ I answered him embarrassed and trying to hide my pants, while I hid behind a table.“You look pale, is something wrong? “The man asked, really worried about me. Everyone was asking me about my condition, I must have looked so bad which is why it caused so much concern among my new colleagues.“No, I just have to go in...“ But he interrupts me before letting me speak.“Do you want to eat with me?“ He asks while he looks
I didn't hear anything more about Dr. Mark that night.My shift ended at seven in the morning, so feeling very tired, I prepared my bag and left the hospital heading to Ross's house. I took the subway and the bus to get to the small apartments where Ross lived, in a suburb. When I arrived at apartment 34 in Seven Sisters, I knocked on the door more than once, since at the first knock no one opened it.After waiting a few minutes, a little girl opened the door. The little girl still had her princess pajamas on, while she looked sleepy."Who are you?" She asks me, leaning against the door."Lily, let her in!" I hear Ross's voice, who appears on the spot to carry her, pushing her aside. "You must be tired." She comments to me as she lets me into her brown-walled apartment. "That's the bathroom." She tells me, pointing to the right. "There are clean towels, take a shower, and then sleep in the room next to the bathroom." She tells me in a hurry, while she tries to get out as quickly as po
It was amazing how Dr. Mark could do me however he wanted. That power he had in me was a danger since I could easily fall into it. I only thought that we hated each other, but now there is something else that makes me attracted to him.He got me out of his nice office quickly, since he had surgery scheduled and had to prepare for it, while I had to check on some patients with the seasonal flu.After doing so, I took a short break and went to the garden that the hospital had, where the sick people who have been here for a long time are taken for a walk and their mood improves. From afar I saw that little pain-in-the-ass girl named Liza. She was reading a book that was quite mature for her age, called "The Last Election" and since she was alone, I didn't hesitate to approach her.“Hello.” I greeted her as I stood next to her wheelchair.“Go away!” She snorts at me as she continues to join in on that book with the toughest topic. Death.“You seem to be a bit lonely, don't you want some c