Dr. Mark had kissed me. I can't help but be surprised by it since I thought he hated me. His lips slowly detach from mine, while his hands leave my pants without saying more. Then he fixes his robe and leaves the cubicle without saying anything to me. He leaves me alone while my head tries to process what just happened.
“Why did you allow him to kiss you? “ I scolded myself as I hit my head with my right hand. Before leaving the cubicle, I fixed my uniform so that no one would notice what had just happened in the place. And as I left the cubicle, I ran into Ross in the hallway, who looked quite worried about me, after spending quite a bit of time in the cubicle. “What happened? “The blonde asks me, looking at my pale face. “It seems like you saw a ghost. “She ran her thin hands over my forehead, trying to see if I had a fever or some other symptom that could be related to the medicine, but I just was falling prey to excitement and surprise. “He...”I was going to tell her what happened, but my head screamed inside: Don't tell it!“He gave me some stitches. “I finished saying while my head was spinning. I wasn't a good liar, I didn't like doing it because it just wasn't something I used to do, so I knew I was getting off on the wrong foot in London. “It must have hurt you, you should take the day.” she advises me while she worries a lot about my well”being. “It's my first day Ross, I don't want to do that. “Even when my mind is in the clouds and thinking about a hundred things, I have to continue and let go of everything that happened in that cubicle. “Okay, go to your boss, he has a patient in pediatrics, room 304. “It was the room of that grumpy little girl with heavy blood, but I knew I had to continue with my work even though she hated me. When I got to the room, I found that Dr. Mark was already there, sitting on the bed of the little girl with brown eyes and pale skin. He seemed to be good with children, as the girl smiled profusely at him, which he doesn't do with others. It was strange to see them together since it seemed that there was more than just a patient and a doctor there. It seemed like they had a good relationship. “Doctor Mark.”I said announcing my arrival. “She again? “Asks the little girl, rolling her eyes when she sees me. “She is my assistant Lizzy.”He even calls her Lizzy, as if they were good friends. “She's a fool. “The rude girl says coldly. “Why don't you let me be your assistant? “Dustin mocks sweetly when he hears her ask that question, and then runs his hand through her thin black hair. “I would love for you to be my assistant, but first, we have to cure you. “He leaves a kiss on her cheeks and stands in front of me.”Give her a Bisphosphonate solution. “He tells me. “Yes.“ I responded nodding my head, but I realized that the little girl couldn't stop looking at Dustin, is she in love with him? Although I don't blame her, he is quite handsome, but that doesn't erase her bad character. But since I didn't find the medicine on the shelves in the girl's room, I had to leave the room to look for the medicine. After taking the medicine from our medicine room, I came to the room with the medicine in hand and then ran the solution through his IV.“That's it, pretty. “I told her when I finished, smiling and trying to be sweet with the little girl. “Thank you.“ She tells me without looking at me, while she seems distant from my sweetness. On the other hand, Dr. Mark just makes fun of me, showing up in the room without warning. Then he told me to leave the room, so I did what he asked. “Bye”bye.“ I told Liza before leaving through her door, but for her part, she ignored me while it seemed that she was feeling how the medicine passes through her veins since she makes some faces.And when I left the room, Dr. Mark was waiting to have a conversation with me about the little girl. “That little girl has bone and blood cancer.“ I immediately felt bad for the girl, so I sighed sadly. “So I hope you understand her behavior.”The doctor tells me with his hands behind his back, while he walks with a demeanor next to me.”She is a bit harsh with everyone, but I have to tell you, she is right to say that you are a fool. “ He says mockingly, after excusing the little girl's bad behavior. For my part, I can't feel anything but offended. He's an idiot! But then I think to myself, why be angry with a girl who is so sick? So I realized that maybe I could be an idiot, just like she said.“Excuse me? “I caught his attention as I stopped in the middle of the hallway. “Maybe you're my boss and all, but you don't have to be so rude to me. And...”I look at my fingers nervously, since I was still thinking about his lips being so wet on mine. “You kissed me. “I had to get it out of my heart. He told me I was an idiot, but he had dared to kiss an idiot with great passion, which made me feel incredibly confused.“And is there a problem? “Wow, this idiot! He needs to get a good beating! “I can do whatever I want with you. “He finishes saying while my body stops feeling sorry and begins to fill with anger. “And you do it with all the nurses? “I asked him while he immediately growled, upon hearing my question his beautiful face became different, it was as if my question had offended him too much. “Who do you think I am? A damned scoundrel? “Now he says aggressively, trying to defend himself. “Let me think... yes. “I answered him angrily while crossing my arms, annoyed by the simple fact of receiving an unfounded answer. “You must be crazy to think that I am that way, and if you haven't noticed, your pants have been stained for a few minutes. “He rolls his eyes and walks very offended down the long corridor, leaving me alone with my stain.I look back over the glass of a fire extinguisher, recognizing that I have a large blue stain on my pants. How did that ink stain get on my butt? So confused, I walked to the nurses' room, trying not to show the stain, but upon entering the room I met Dr. Steward, who was talking to his charge nurses.“Hello! “He told me happy to see me as soon as he finished talking to his nurses, although I couldn't deny that he had tremendous dark circles under his eyes, which were so visible that they could be seen from another continent, but he still looked so attractive.“Hello.“ I answered him embarrassed and trying to hide my pants, while I hid behind a table.“You look pale, is something wrong? “The man asked, really worried about me. Everyone was asking me about my condition, I must have looked so bad which is why it caused so much concern among my new colleagues.“No, I just have to go in...“ But he interrupts me before letting me speak.“Do you want to eat with me?“ He asks while he looks
I didn't hear anything more about Dr. Mark that night.My shift ended at seven in the morning, so feeling very tired, I prepared my bag and left the hospital heading to Ross's house. I took the subway and the bus to get to the small apartments where Ross lived, in a suburb. When I arrived at apartment 34 in Seven Sisters, I knocked on the door more than once, since at the first knock no one opened it.After waiting a few minutes, a little girl opened the door. The little girl still had her princess pajamas on, while she looked sleepy."Who are you?" She asks me, leaning against the door."Lily, let her in!" I hear Ross's voice, who appears on the spot to carry her, pushing her aside. "You must be tired." She comments to me as she lets me into her brown-walled apartment. "That's the bathroom." She tells me, pointing to the right. "There are clean towels, take a shower, and then sleep in the room next to the bathroom." She tells me in a hurry, while she tries to get out as quickly as po
It was amazing how Dr. Mark could do me however he wanted. That power he had in me was a danger since I could easily fall into it. I only thought that we hated each other, but now there is something else that makes me attracted to him.He got me out of his nice office quickly, since he had surgery scheduled and had to prepare for it, while I had to check on some patients with the seasonal flu.After doing so, I took a short break and went to the garden that the hospital had, where the sick people who have been here for a long time are taken for a walk and their mood improves. From afar I saw that little pain-in-the-ass girl named Liza. She was reading a book that was quite mature for her age, called "The Last Election" and since she was alone, I didn't hesitate to approach her.“Hello.” I greeted her as I stood next to her wheelchair.“Go away!” She snorts at me as she continues to join in on that book with the toughest topic. Death.“You seem to be a bit lonely, don't you want some c
Was Liza Dr. Mark's daughter? I couldn't believe it, I was stunned. Ross had to go take care of a patient in intensive care, while I had my break so I could flood my head with thoughts.My head was a complete mess, how was it possible that that girl, who hated me so much, was Dr. Mark's daughter? So I sit at a table in the garden having a juice, thinking deeply, but someone interrupts me.“Does it look like you're thinking deeply?” Dr. Steward tells me, waking me up from my thoughts.“I'm sorry, I've had a very bizarre day.” I said, drinking from the straw of my grape juice while sighing somewhat disappointed.“If you want, you can tell me, I'm like a priest from a good Catholic church, well, although I can tell it to everyone, and with the fact that I'm Jewish.” He mocks, after making a joke. “Just kidding, never I would.“I know, don't worry Dr. Steward, my problems aren't that important.” But I knew he wouldn't leave him like that.“Miss Jefferson.” He says in his deep voice. “Let
I'm tired and sick of Doctor Mark's security. Who does he think he is? My owner? So I stayed in the nurses' room all night, so as not to see Dr. Mark's face.The truth is that I was totally and completely confused, was this happening, or was I just dreaming? But I realized that I was not dreaming when the sun came out of nowhere illuminating my tired eyes. It was already seven in the morning, it was time to go home. So I went to the locker room and put on civilian clothes. As I leave the bathroom, I meet a blonde-haired classmate named Alice.“I'm sorry to bother you when it's your break, but Dr. Mark asked me not to let you leave the hospital.” I'm upset, I'm tired of working without a break, my feet and my whole body hurt. And now that jerk is doing this to me."I'm sorry." She tells me, walking away from me, I was beyond furious, so I angrily walked to his office, I wanted to tell him a couple of things. As I walk, I run into all the doctors, including Abby Miller eating, but I ign
I was disappointed, because if I wanted to earn more money, I had to work very hard, and maybe in six months, I could earn enough to send to my mother. So, even if I didn't get paid this shift, I would continue working with all my effort, so as not to make more mistakes.Three minutes later.I couldn't even take it with my soul, I was exhausted.“Girl, you have to go get some rest.” Ross told me, holding my shoulders, while I walked like a ghost throughout the hospital. She is accompanying me tonight, since her shift was changed, leaving her children with her grandparents.“I can't.” I tell her, dragging my words and my legs. “Doctor Mark is going to fire me.” I mumbled, trying to gain breath and strength to be able to continue standing.“Only if you lie down a little on the empty beds, nothing will happen to you.” She tells me, trying to convince me that resting is the best medicine for my fatigue.“Okay.” I tell her, nodding my head. She took me by the hand and led me to the empty b
I wouldn't be surprised if the doctor fired me I was resigned to waiting for my dismissal after what I said. I no longer had any intention of staying here, I would return to my hometown and work at a local hospital.After the big fight I had with Dr. Mark, I went straight to the nurses' station with my ass fuming, I wanted to keep my pride and not let some damn narcissist take it away from me.“What's wrong?” Ross asks me, sitting next to me, after seeing my frown.“I think they're going to fire me.” I answered, sighing deeply, while resting my chin in my hands.“What did you do now?” Why was she asking me that? Am I always the one who causes problems?“Dr. Mark, he…” I roll my eyes angrily since I can't speak because of the anger in my chest. “He's acting like an idiot to me.” I just muttered.“What are you talking about?” She asks me confused. I wasn't going to tell her about all those intimate encounters we had, but about the doctor's enormous ego.“He tends to be a pain in the ass
I never realized how difficult it was going to be with Dr. Mark. I don't want to play with fire, so I better leave before I get burned. Running away from him wasn't easy, but I managed to stay safe in the cafeteria until I finally finished my work day. So I pack my things to go to Ross's apartment.Before leaving through the glass doors of the hospital, Ross catches my attention.“You can have some soup I made yesterday.” She looks rested and clean. “Heat this in the microwave.” I just nod my tired head.“See you at night.” I tell her, happy to finally go to rest.I leave the hospital to take the subway. The long walk to the apartment is about half an hour. Upon reaching this, I felt relieved as my feet were hurting. Upon entering the apartment, I realized that everything was thrown away, nothing new in Ross's house. I walked straight to the room to fall asleep.After being asleep for a long time, my dreams were disturbed by the noise of the door. I looked at the clock with disdain, wh
The next morning.I wake up faithfully happy, my eyes staring at a broad-shouldered figure, as I run my hands over her smooth skin. He kisses my neck passionately and I can smell his skin.“Tell me one more time,” I ask him while I mock him, I know he doesn't want to be mean to me, so he does everything I ask while making me believe that he is going to love me all his life.“Do I have to do it?” He asks me as he raises one of his thick eyebrows.“Yes.” I answer as I move between the sheets happily.“It's okay.” He runs his hand over his face, clearing his voice. “I love you, Victoria.” Now he says it heavily, while I scream, which fills the entire room. His house is so big and clean, that I suppose his fine bed makes me feel like a queen, but I can't help but see that I bring life to his room.“God, I love that you say it!” I said, running my hands once more down his back. “I love you, Dustin.” I guess kissing him every minute makes his lips break. He just scoffs, but I help him say a
I pack my bags quickly, while I'm listening to my mother scream at the top of her lungs.“What do you intend to do? Do you think he will still love you? Even though you rejected him?” Thousands of insecurities were going through my mind, I guess she was a little right, but she didn't stop packing my bags. I grab my son and take him to the car.“Don't go, Victoria.” She begs me as she grips the car door tightly. “He will reject you and if he loves you now, it's because they have his child, don't confuse it with love.”I was about to listen to my mother, maybe she is right, I have had these problems since I met him, he is a person who cannot be loved instantly, but when I look at my son, I realize that everyone deserves a second chance.“I'm sorry but if I don't try, who knows what will happen tomorrow.” I get into my car and without leaving a trace, I leave Staithes. I still remember my mother screaming, reminding me that Dustin would never love me, but if he didn't love me, he would l
“Father?” Liza tries to get her father's attention. “Stop this!” She asks us while she sees us angry. I guess it's not the best scene after a reunion of so many years.Austin just leaves the place fuming from his ears, while I stand there stunned by what he just told me. Will he take my son away from me? So scared, I also fled the place, getting into my car without even saying goodbye to Liza. So, very scared, I drive six hours back to my small fishing village, where I will at least be somewhat safe, away from him.When I get home, I take my son up to our room, and I notice that my mother is not at home. While I put Austin to bed, I take off his clothes, and when I take off his jacket, something falls to the floor. I ignore everything to cover my son, who always suffers from the flu this season. Afterward, I prepared food to get out of that difficult ordeal. I don't want Dustin to take my son from me, and I even less want him to start investigating my whereabouts. I pray this is just
The next morning I woke up early as always, I packed my bags and the car to go on a trip. It's my first time leaving Staithes, so I tell my mother I'd take Austin on a little holiday, so he can forget what happened at school. She agrees with me, while she knows that Austin is the most important thing for both of us.Before we leave, my son goes into her grandmother's room to say goodbye to her, while I wait for him in the car, while I turn on the GPS. My son returns to the car with a letter in his hands, but I don't pay attention, he just keeps it in his pocket.The journey from Staithes to London by car is five or six hours. My son couldn't even last half an hour of the journey, and he fell asleep like a baby. His eyes and his skin reminded me so much of Dustin and Liza, and even though I have never lived with Dustin, I feel like I can smell his perfume as I run my nose across his skin.When we arrived in London, the air was blowing hard and the rain was drenching everyone outside. A
Several years later.I wake up to the sound of the doorbell, so I get up without shoes and run to the door that is ringing more than once. When I open the door, I find the postman, who brings my letters every Monday.“Hello, Victoria,” the old postman greets me, while he tries to keep his bicycle on the road. “You got three letters.” He tells me with a smile on his old lips.“Thank you, Tay.” I replied, closing the door and opening my letters. They are all about payments, so I let them fall to the floor while I look at the clock, it's already six in the morning, so I run to my room and put on clothes for the cold.Then I make breakfast, and when seven in the morning strikes, I return to my room and wake up my dear son.“Hello, love.” I say lying down next to his black hair and long eyelashes. “Austin...Austin.” I try to wake him up, while I run my fingers over his brushed cheeks. “It's time to go to school.” "I whispered in his little ears, so my little boy opened his big honey-colore
Dr. Mark has been so cruel to me more than once that I can't even count how many times he has humiliated me, but when he tries to love me, he does it completely in his own strange, twisted way.I always say I won't fall into his hands, but he has me tied around his fingers, so I have no escape. He came into the shower with me, at first it was strange, since it had been so long not being together for more than seven months, my inner self was too happy, so much so that it wanted to jump even though I was pregnant.His hands passed all over my body, giving me massages that made me enter a different dimension. My head completely blacked out, his hands and soap running all over my body, including the parts I knew would make me sigh loudly.“No one has ever given you a massage like this.” He tells me as he runs his hands along my back, while he slowly eases himself into me.“No.” I tell him with my eyes closed, while I grip my hands in the porcelain tub.“As a doctor, I know the weak points
“Enough!” I screeched tired of his games, while now he is nice I know his kindness will end when the sun rises.He slowly kisses my unsuspecting lips, while I close my eyes without hesitation.“Just give me this chance.” He whispers to me with his champagne-scented breath. “Give me one more night.” He asks me as his brown eyes fill with tears.I fall exhausted before his nostalgic gaze, while we both undress completely, to share a small tub where he massages every part of my body, while the most obvious hiding places of my body are found with great ease by that clever man.“Why are we doing this again?” I asked him as he pressed his forehead to mine, and our breaths became one.“Because I want to.” He answers as he smiles and kisses me, so we can get back to the fun of our game.I gave myself completely, while I knew that he was enjoying the love of his father, but when the sunrise, I realized that this was over very quickly. Spending an entire night with him made me realize that mayb
The days and months passed quickly, like a breath in the air. My stomach was already very big, seven happy months of enjoying 324 inside me, without a doubt I suffered too much since I needed someone by my side in difficult times, but I only had myself and the help of 324.The restaurant was completed when it was exactly seven months old. My joy in knowing that I would cook and be half the boss of the place made me happy, but on the other hand, it hurt me a lot that Dr. Mark made my life impossible. What more did that man want from me? If he has already taken everything from me.The good thing is that these last seven months he has spent ignoring me, for me it was fine since then he wouldn't hurt me, although his indifference still bothered me, I had to put up with it.The day the restaurant opened, I was very happy that we finally opened the doors, to the public. That day Dr. Mark did not show up for the opening, since he had a lot of things to do, so I opened it together with the di
The next morning, the sound of my IV machine started ringing, I woke up scared, but Ross silenced the noise by pressing some buttons, while the IV continued to flow.“I was scared.” I told her putting my hand on my stomach.“Silly.” She says, laughing a little at me. “Doctor Patricia told me that I can discharge you.” I smiled happily. “So I will take away the IV and give you clothes that I brought from home.” She was an angel in my life. She treated me as if she were just another patient, so she put me in the shower and then changed me as if she were a child. I was happy that someone was paying attention to me.“It's time for you to go home.” She tells me, looking into my eyes, “You have to rest, the boss asked me to tell you.” Now she is trying to comb my black hair, while I stare at her.“It seems like she already found out that I'm pregnant.” I didn't want her to hate me more, but it seems like she doesn't hate me so much now.“The whole hospital knows it. “I close my eyes cursing