But then I think about my boss, who may be a forty-year-old grumpy guy who has a lot of experience. I immediately deduced that he would be a great man, since in medicine it is very difficult to be one of the best, without having spent years and years of study.
“Come.“ Ross grabbed my arm and pulled me hard. She seemed to be very nervous, as she dragged me towards the nurses' station. “Fix your hair.“ She runs her hands through my hair, trying to fix it. “He's coming.” She sighs nervously while I try to understand why he's making so much fuss.Seconds later I understood what was happening.Luxurious and clean shoes, perfect suit, white coat, upturned nose, eyes that kill, bushy eyebrows, and that mouth that caused an orgasm when seeing it.“Doctor Mark!“ Say all the nurses who are in his path.“Good morning.“ Ross said as he passed by us as if we were worthless.“Good morning.“ The doctor answers with his raspy voice, while I already feel threatened by his incredible demeanor.“The doctor, his assistant arrived.“ Ross commented as she took my arm and put me in front of the man. I very nervously bite my lower lip, while I am in front of his frightening presence. His gaze was colder than ice, expressing nothing when he saw me.“I have a surgery.“ He murmurs after a tired sigh, while although he has dark circles under his eyes, he looks quite sexy.“She is prepared.“ Ross answered for me while he was not as prepared as she commented.“Me?“ I asked surprised while I looked at Ross with great fear.“Yes, you.“ The man said indifferently. “That's why Peyton University sent you here.“ The doctor just rolls his eyes and continues walking.“Follow me.“ With my head down, I follow him while the local nurses do not take their eyes off the handsome doctor, who seems to be a catalog model. From what I see as I pass by, he has a high position in this hospital, everyone greets him and he comfortably does not greet anyone, he just walks as if no one compares to him and I think there is none since older doctors greet him with a lot of politeness while he just ignores them.After a long walk to some offices, he opened a wooden door, which was at the end of a corridor. He lets me go first, but I'm still intimidated, so I look like a tomato because of my reddish cheeks.He enters after me, to sit in his black leather chair, he takes some papers while he reads them without looking at me even once. I sat in the front seat, but to be honest, I couldn't ignore his great beauty, his upturned nose, and his red mouth, I just couldn't.“Are you Victoria? “ He asks me, waking me up from my thoughts, since he said it out of nowhere since he didn't speak to me for many minutes.“Yes.“ I answered trying not to scream, since I felt like I was at war. I just wanted to put my hand on my chest, saying, "Yes, sir." He just sighed once more, as he shook his head, seeing how nervous I was.“I just hope that you are not an incompetent fool, otherwise you will leave and never work in this hospital.” He threatens me while I barely know him.“I will do my best.” I try not to fall to the ground, while fearfully pronouncing that I will do everything possible to meet the expectations that this man has.“You have to do it.” He threatens while for him it is not just trying hard, but he had to be perfect.” There is no option, Miss Jefferson. “I lower my nervous gaze.“Raise your head, when I talk to you!” He shouts at me, calling my attention. I look at him carefully, while our eyes intertwine. “ Did you understand? “He asks me rudely while I just swallow.“Yeah.“ I answered with fear that he would do something to me if I answered no. He gets up from his seat and walks to the door, opening it for me. At the end of the day, he shows me that he is a gentleman, a very demanding one but in the end a gentleman.“Come with me, Miss Jefferson.“ I leave the room still with red cheeks. As he leaves this big, beautiful office, other nurses approach him with blue scrubs for him. He quickly puts it on. “Is my patient already there?“ He asks with a coldness in his words, while he walks quickly and the other nurses follow his pace.“It's ready, Dr. Mark.” Says a pretty blonde haired nurse, while she is also wearing a blue gown and a mouth mask.“Let's go to surgery.“ The man said firmly, stopping his walk to look at me. Now what did I do wrong? I asked myself.“Miss Jefferson, what did I say in the office?“ He sees how afraid I am, following him without knowing what to do. “I don't want another incompetent nurse!” Did he have to shout it, when we are in front of the operating room?“ Yes sir, I'm sorry.“ I say with great respect, even though we are almost the same age.When I enter the operating room, I get more nervous. A nurse helps me disinfect myself and then gives me a gown, mask, and gloves.When the surgery was over, I could breathe easily.“Ready. “The doctor shouted when he finished. I took a handkerchief and wiped his forehead. When I felt his smooth skin, the hairs on my skin stood up, while I swallowed my nerves. He looked at me out of the corner of his eye and mocked me, so I immediately removed my hands from his sweaty skin.“Thank you all, you can go.“ He thanks everyone for leaving the place, breathing calmly because the surgery is finally over. Everyone leaves the place tired. After all, I too sigh deeply, to head to the door with all the nurses, but the doctor stops me.“Jefferson, I didn't tell you to leave.“ I run to him immediately, since he looks upset calling me.“I'm sorry, I thought you said it in general.“ Why am I looking at the ground again? The man made me sweat, not only because he was hot, but because he gave me the impression that he is a damn tyrant.“Miss Jefferson, you are my assistant, you have to be with me all damn day. Do you want me to take you Peyton back?“ He threatens me as if I were a child.“No doctor, I'm sorry.“ I didn't want to go back to university or my hometown. Everything was so boring and low-class. It was a blessing that they sent me to London, even if it was a mistake due to a bad draw.“Okay, follow me.“ I just sighed tiredly, I knew I would have to do many things next to this man.After thirteen consultations and two stitches, I was finally able to go out to eat.Although I had no money, I was able to eat something thanks to Ross, the head nurse, who invited me to eat in the hospital dining room. She was very nice to me and she didn't seem to be as arrogant as the other nurses.“You're lucky, many would like to be with Dr. Mark.“ She tells me while she is tasting her pudding, inside the hospital cafeteria.“He's very demanding, I would prefer to be with someone kinder.” I've only been with him for a few hours and I'm already exhausted.“Dr. Mark is usually very special and picky, he usually humiliates people, when they are not on his channel.” She tells me while licking his spoon. “But don't take it as if it were personal, the man is quite a perfectionist, he deserves it, and he has worked a lot.“He humiliates people?“ I asked, putting the food in my mouth as much as possible, it was also a blessing to eat even when I had no money, so I had to take advantage and eat as much as I could.“No one is as good a doctor as him and the man knows it. “I assumed that he was already known for being one of the best doctors.“How arrogant and petty. “I rolled my eyes while chewing white rice.“But you won't tell me that he is a Greek god” She commented like a schoolgirl who was talking about a boy who was perhaps the sensation of the school, but we were no longer in school, this was real life.“Yes, but...”But she interrupts me since perhaps there were no "buts" for this talk.“You're lucky, he never works with the new ones, since he's very special and you have to have the experience to work with him.“ I guess my streak of good luck is not so "good" anymore.“I will do my best to become one of the best nurses. “I say happy and with some optimism.“Good luck, darling.“ The girl tells me so sincerely, while I feel her good vibes passing through my entire body.Ross was a thirty-year-old woman, beautiful and smart, she had two children and her husband left her when her second child was born. Luckily she told me I could stay with her at her apartment, which is in the suburbs, but it's better than a crummy hotel.“Thank you again.“ I thank her, as we walk towards the offices. I have a full stomach and a face full of happiness.“You do not have to thank me.“ She tells me, putting her thermometer in her robe, but due to fate, a door opens with force, causing it to hit me in my chest. I couldn't help but fall in pain while the package man looked at me.“I'm sorry, miss.” He leaves his boxes and helps me up.“Are you okay?” Ross asks me very worried.“Yeah.“ I tell them getting up from the ground, but a red stain on my uniform says otherwise.“You have opened a wound.“ Ross tells me with his eyes very big, while she puts both hands on her mouth.“How sorry I am, miss.“ The young man from the parcel department tells me that he hit me with the corner of a large box.“Don't worry...”I tried to be nice to him since I wasn't the kind of person who would make a fuss over some human error.“Come, they will have to check you.“ Ross takes me to a cubicle and makes me lie down on a clean stretcher. “I'll call the doctor. “I wait for her calmly, although her chest burns. When Ross returns, I start to feel calm, but my peace of mind is gone when I see Dr. Mark's face. He immediately sat me up with the scare of my life, on the other hand, he pushed me so that I could lie down.“What happened?“ He asked tiredly, looking at Ross coldly.“A clumsy delivery man hit her with a large box.” Ross answers, really worried about me.On the other hand, the doctor sighs once again tiredly, this was one more problem for the itinerary that the important man had. “Get out of here, please. “The doctor said coldly to Ross, while she, intimidated, left the cubicle, and then closed the curtains.“You should be the one to do these things.“ He tells me, referring to the fact that reviews like this are done by nurses, not the best doctor in the hospital. “Not someone like me.“I told Ross it was fine.“ I answered, annoyed that Ross called him, instead of calling another, less busy person.“Open your shirt.“ He asks me as if he were ordering me.“What? “ I asked, stunned, although I was an optimistic person, I was a modest person and somewhat shy about my body. Despite being a nurse, I dedicated myself so much to this career that perhaps I was able to put my romantic relationships aside.“Open it!“ He screamed loudly and then ripped my shirt, while the buttons clicked, revealing my naked body. “Is this being okay? “He raises his eyebrow when he sees the big cut that a defenseless cardboard box made. “Girl, they hit you so hard that I have to give you stitches. “The angry man takes a first aid kit starts giving me a treatment, and then gives me three stitches that made me cry.When he finishes, Dr. Mark cleans my blood.“Ready.“ He tells me, throwing a piece of gauze into the garbage container. “You will have to clean it about two or three times a day. Don't wear blouses that have the neck too high, wear something low-cut. “He gives me instructions that are very poor for a doctor of such category as him. That seemed very implausible to me since that is not an indication of a good doctor.“Yes. “I told him while I tried to put on my blouse, but when I saw that it didn't have buttons I was left speechless.“Do I have to do everything for you?“ He spits angrily while he snorts angrily. He grabs my robe and takes it off completely, leaving my red bra on display. He looks at me just a little. “Take.“ He gives me a robe that is hanging in the middle of the cubicle.“Thank you” I tell him embarrassed while he just hits the floor with his thin shoes.”Thank you, again. “I tell him already dressed.“I'm not done with you, Miss Jefferson.“ Now it surprises me since I wanted to run away from the place.“No?“ I asked nervously because I just wanted to leave. He grabs me tightly and kisses me with his red lips while he puts his tongue in my mouth, making me taste his strawberry-flavored saliva. His hands ran over my hips and then touched my entire body.“You are so clumsy.“ Spit while he is moving a little away from me. “An idiot.“ But his lips kiss me again, while his right-hand goes into my white pants, making me cling more to his body. “An empty head.“ He still expresses with his lips on me. I didn't understand what was happening here. A few hours ago I thought the man hated me, but now I don't know what's happening.Dr. Mark had kissed me. I can't help but be surprised by it since I thought he hated me. His lips slowly detach from mine, while his hands leave my pants without saying more. Then he fixes his robe and leaves the cubicle without saying anything to me. He leaves me alone while my head tries to process what just happened.“Why did you allow him to kiss you? “ I scolded myself as I hit my head with my right hand. Before leaving the cubicle, I fixed my uniform so that no one would notice what had just happened in the place.And as I left the cubicle, I ran into Ross in the hallway, who looked quite worried about me, after spending quite a bit of time in the cubicle.“What happened? “The blonde asks me, looking at my pale face. “It seems like you saw a ghost. “She ran her thin hands over my forehead, trying to see if I had a fever or some other symptom that could be related to the medicine, but I just was falling prey to excitement and surprise.“He...”I was going to tell her what happened
I look back over the glass of a fire extinguisher, recognizing that I have a large blue stain on my pants. How did that ink stain get on my butt? So confused, I walked to the nurses' room, trying not to show the stain, but upon entering the room I met Dr. Steward, who was talking to his charge nurses.“Hello! “He told me happy to see me as soon as he finished talking to his nurses, although I couldn't deny that he had tremendous dark circles under his eyes, which were so visible that they could be seen from another continent, but he still looked so attractive.“Hello.“ I answered him embarrassed and trying to hide my pants, while I hid behind a table.“You look pale, is something wrong? “The man asked, really worried about me. Everyone was asking me about my condition, I must have looked so bad which is why it caused so much concern among my new colleagues.“No, I just have to go in...“ But he interrupts me before letting me speak.“Do you want to eat with me?“ He asks while he looks
I didn't hear anything more about Dr. Mark that night.My shift ended at seven in the morning, so feeling very tired, I prepared my bag and left the hospital heading to Ross's house. I took the subway and the bus to get to the small apartments where Ross lived, in a suburb. When I arrived at apartment 34 in Seven Sisters, I knocked on the door more than once, since at the first knock no one opened it.After waiting a few minutes, a little girl opened the door. The little girl still had her princess pajamas on, while she looked sleepy."Who are you?" She asks me, leaning against the door."Lily, let her in!" I hear Ross's voice, who appears on the spot to carry her, pushing her aside. "You must be tired." She comments to me as she lets me into her brown-walled apartment. "That's the bathroom." She tells me, pointing to the right. "There are clean towels, take a shower, and then sleep in the room next to the bathroom." She tells me in a hurry, while she tries to get out as quickly as po
It was amazing how Dr. Mark could do me however he wanted. That power he had in me was a danger since I could easily fall into it. I only thought that we hated each other, but now there is something else that makes me attracted to him.He got me out of his nice office quickly, since he had surgery scheduled and had to prepare for it, while I had to check on some patients with the seasonal flu.After doing so, I took a short break and went to the garden that the hospital had, where the sick people who have been here for a long time are taken for a walk and their mood improves. From afar I saw that little pain-in-the-ass girl named Liza. She was reading a book that was quite mature for her age, called "The Last Election" and since she was alone, I didn't hesitate to approach her.“Hello.” I greeted her as I stood next to her wheelchair.“Go away!” She snorts at me as she continues to join in on that book with the toughest topic. Death.“You seem to be a bit lonely, don't you want some c
Was Liza Dr. Mark's daughter? I couldn't believe it, I was stunned. Ross had to go take care of a patient in intensive care, while I had my break so I could flood my head with thoughts.My head was a complete mess, how was it possible that that girl, who hated me so much, was Dr. Mark's daughter? So I sit at a table in the garden having a juice, thinking deeply, but someone interrupts me.“Does it look like you're thinking deeply?” Dr. Steward tells me, waking me up from my thoughts.“I'm sorry, I've had a very bizarre day.” I said, drinking from the straw of my grape juice while sighing somewhat disappointed.“If you want, you can tell me, I'm like a priest from a good Catholic church, well, although I can tell it to everyone, and with the fact that I'm Jewish.” He mocks, after making a joke. “Just kidding, never I would.“I know, don't worry Dr. Steward, my problems aren't that important.” But I knew he wouldn't leave him like that.“Miss Jefferson.” He says in his deep voice. “Let
I'm tired and sick of Doctor Mark's security. Who does he think he is? My owner? So I stayed in the nurses' room all night, so as not to see Dr. Mark's face.The truth is that I was totally and completely confused, was this happening, or was I just dreaming? But I realized that I was not dreaming when the sun came out of nowhere illuminating my tired eyes. It was already seven in the morning, it was time to go home. So I went to the locker room and put on civilian clothes. As I leave the bathroom, I meet a blonde-haired classmate named Alice.“I'm sorry to bother you when it's your break, but Dr. Mark asked me not to let you leave the hospital.” I'm upset, I'm tired of working without a break, my feet and my whole body hurt. And now that jerk is doing this to me."I'm sorry." She tells me, walking away from me, I was beyond furious, so I angrily walked to his office, I wanted to tell him a couple of things. As I walk, I run into all the doctors, including Abby Miller eating, but I ign
I was disappointed, because if I wanted to earn more money, I had to work very hard, and maybe in six months, I could earn enough to send to my mother. So, even if I didn't get paid this shift, I would continue working with all my effort, so as not to make more mistakes.Three minutes later.I couldn't even take it with my soul, I was exhausted.“Girl, you have to go get some rest.” Ross told me, holding my shoulders, while I walked like a ghost throughout the hospital. She is accompanying me tonight, since her shift was changed, leaving her children with her grandparents.“I can't.” I tell her, dragging my words and my legs. “Doctor Mark is going to fire me.” I mumbled, trying to gain breath and strength to be able to continue standing.“Only if you lie down a little on the empty beds, nothing will happen to you.” She tells me, trying to convince me that resting is the best medicine for my fatigue.“Okay.” I tell her, nodding my head. She took me by the hand and led me to the empty b
I wouldn't be surprised if the doctor fired me I was resigned to waiting for my dismissal after what I said. I no longer had any intention of staying here, I would return to my hometown and work at a local hospital.After the big fight I had with Dr. Mark, I went straight to the nurses' station with my ass fuming, I wanted to keep my pride and not let some damn narcissist take it away from me.“What's wrong?” Ross asks me, sitting next to me, after seeing my frown.“I think they're going to fire me.” I answered, sighing deeply, while resting my chin in my hands.“What did you do now?” Why was she asking me that? Am I always the one who causes problems?“Dr. Mark, he…” I roll my eyes angrily since I can't speak because of the anger in my chest. “He's acting like an idiot to me.” I just muttered.“What are you talking about?” She asks me confused. I wasn't going to tell her about all those intimate encounters we had, but about the doctor's enormous ego.“He tends to be a pain in the ass
The next morning.I wake up faithfully happy, my eyes staring at a broad-shouldered figure, as I run my hands over her smooth skin. He kisses my neck passionately and I can smell his skin.“Tell me one more time,” I ask him while I mock him, I know he doesn't want to be mean to me, so he does everything I ask while making me believe that he is going to love me all his life.“Do I have to do it?” He asks me as he raises one of his thick eyebrows.“Yes.” I answer as I move between the sheets happily.“It's okay.” He runs his hand over his face, clearing his voice. “I love you, Victoria.” Now he says it heavily, while I scream, which fills the entire room. His house is so big and clean, that I suppose his fine bed makes me feel like a queen, but I can't help but see that I bring life to his room.“God, I love that you say it!” I said, running my hands once more down his back. “I love you, Dustin.” I guess kissing him every minute makes his lips break. He just scoffs, but I help him say a
I pack my bags quickly, while I'm listening to my mother scream at the top of her lungs.“What do you intend to do? Do you think he will still love you? Even though you rejected him?” Thousands of insecurities were going through my mind, I guess she was a little right, but she didn't stop packing my bags. I grab my son and take him to the car.“Don't go, Victoria.” She begs me as she grips the car door tightly. “He will reject you and if he loves you now, it's because they have his child, don't confuse it with love.”I was about to listen to my mother, maybe she is right, I have had these problems since I met him, he is a person who cannot be loved instantly, but when I look at my son, I realize that everyone deserves a second chance.“I'm sorry but if I don't try, who knows what will happen tomorrow.” I get into my car and without leaving a trace, I leave Staithes. I still remember my mother screaming, reminding me that Dustin would never love me, but if he didn't love me, he would l
“Father?” Liza tries to get her father's attention. “Stop this!” She asks us while she sees us angry. I guess it's not the best scene after a reunion of so many years.Austin just leaves the place fuming from his ears, while I stand there stunned by what he just told me. Will he take my son away from me? So scared, I also fled the place, getting into my car without even saying goodbye to Liza. So, very scared, I drive six hours back to my small fishing village, where I will at least be somewhat safe, away from him.When I get home, I take my son up to our room, and I notice that my mother is not at home. While I put Austin to bed, I take off his clothes, and when I take off his jacket, something falls to the floor. I ignore everything to cover my son, who always suffers from the flu this season. Afterward, I prepared food to get out of that difficult ordeal. I don't want Dustin to take my son from me, and I even less want him to start investigating my whereabouts. I pray this is just
The next morning I woke up early as always, I packed my bags and the car to go on a trip. It's my first time leaving Staithes, so I tell my mother I'd take Austin on a little holiday, so he can forget what happened at school. She agrees with me, while she knows that Austin is the most important thing for both of us.Before we leave, my son goes into her grandmother's room to say goodbye to her, while I wait for him in the car, while I turn on the GPS. My son returns to the car with a letter in his hands, but I don't pay attention, he just keeps it in his pocket.The journey from Staithes to London by car is five or six hours. My son couldn't even last half an hour of the journey, and he fell asleep like a baby. His eyes and his skin reminded me so much of Dustin and Liza, and even though I have never lived with Dustin, I feel like I can smell his perfume as I run my nose across his skin.When we arrived in London, the air was blowing hard and the rain was drenching everyone outside. A
Several years later.I wake up to the sound of the doorbell, so I get up without shoes and run to the door that is ringing more than once. When I open the door, I find the postman, who brings my letters every Monday.“Hello, Victoria,” the old postman greets me, while he tries to keep his bicycle on the road. “You got three letters.” He tells me with a smile on his old lips.“Thank you, Tay.” I replied, closing the door and opening my letters. They are all about payments, so I let them fall to the floor while I look at the clock, it's already six in the morning, so I run to my room and put on clothes for the cold.Then I make breakfast, and when seven in the morning strikes, I return to my room and wake up my dear son.“Hello, love.” I say lying down next to his black hair and long eyelashes. “Austin...Austin.” I try to wake him up, while I run my fingers over his brushed cheeks. “It's time to go to school.” "I whispered in his little ears, so my little boy opened his big honey-colore
Dr. Mark has been so cruel to me more than once that I can't even count how many times he has humiliated me, but when he tries to love me, he does it completely in his own strange, twisted way.I always say I won't fall into his hands, but he has me tied around his fingers, so I have no escape. He came into the shower with me, at first it was strange, since it had been so long not being together for more than seven months, my inner self was too happy, so much so that it wanted to jump even though I was pregnant.His hands passed all over my body, giving me massages that made me enter a different dimension. My head completely blacked out, his hands and soap running all over my body, including the parts I knew would make me sigh loudly.“No one has ever given you a massage like this.” He tells me as he runs his hands along my back, while he slowly eases himself into me.“No.” I tell him with my eyes closed, while I grip my hands in the porcelain tub.“As a doctor, I know the weak points
“Enough!” I screeched tired of his games, while now he is nice I know his kindness will end when the sun rises.He slowly kisses my unsuspecting lips, while I close my eyes without hesitation.“Just give me this chance.” He whispers to me with his champagne-scented breath. “Give me one more night.” He asks me as his brown eyes fill with tears.I fall exhausted before his nostalgic gaze, while we both undress completely, to share a small tub where he massages every part of my body, while the most obvious hiding places of my body are found with great ease by that clever man.“Why are we doing this again?” I asked him as he pressed his forehead to mine, and our breaths became one.“Because I want to.” He answers as he smiles and kisses me, so we can get back to the fun of our game.I gave myself completely, while I knew that he was enjoying the love of his father, but when the sunrise, I realized that this was over very quickly. Spending an entire night with him made me realize that mayb
The days and months passed quickly, like a breath in the air. My stomach was already very big, seven happy months of enjoying 324 inside me, without a doubt I suffered too much since I needed someone by my side in difficult times, but I only had myself and the help of 324.The restaurant was completed when it was exactly seven months old. My joy in knowing that I would cook and be half the boss of the place made me happy, but on the other hand, it hurt me a lot that Dr. Mark made my life impossible. What more did that man want from me? If he has already taken everything from me.The good thing is that these last seven months he has spent ignoring me, for me it was fine since then he wouldn't hurt me, although his indifference still bothered me, I had to put up with it.The day the restaurant opened, I was very happy that we finally opened the doors, to the public. That day Dr. Mark did not show up for the opening, since he had a lot of things to do, so I opened it together with the di
The next morning, the sound of my IV machine started ringing, I woke up scared, but Ross silenced the noise by pressing some buttons, while the IV continued to flow.“I was scared.” I told her putting my hand on my stomach.“Silly.” She says, laughing a little at me. “Doctor Patricia told me that I can discharge you.” I smiled happily. “So I will take away the IV and give you clothes that I brought from home.” She was an angel in my life. She treated me as if she were just another patient, so she put me in the shower and then changed me as if she were a child. I was happy that someone was paying attention to me.“It's time for you to go home.” She tells me, looking into my eyes, “You have to rest, the boss asked me to tell you.” Now she is trying to comb my black hair, while I stare at her.“It seems like she already found out that I'm pregnant.” I didn't want her to hate me more, but it seems like she doesn't hate me so much now.“The whole hospital knows it. “I close my eyes cursing