Those days passed by like nothing had happened. The death of a stranger seems meaningless. I waited for a family, at least, to show up and claim her body at the morgue, and no one came. When we buried her body, not even the other maids who claimed to know her attended, it was just me, Gin, and dad.
It’s been three days ever since I’ve confronted Navia, too, and just yesterday, I found out that she’s no longer staying in the house because she’s starting a business. I have no idea what is it, even my father. On the other hand, my grandmother is busy handling the company affairs since this month is a rush sale.
“You’re pouting again.” Gin’s voice knocked my senses, “You okay?”
“What do you think?” I sarcastically bite back.
“I think she’s far from that.” The blonde freak sitting on the back of the car squished in.
I rolled my eyes. I completely forgot about his existence.
“Why is he even here…” I uttered in annoyance.
I don’t know why I ended up in this kind of situation. All I knew was that while on our way to pick a bouquet, we saw him lying on the streets like a homeless man. His white face is like a tomato, and he smells like alcohol. What did Navia do to him? He looks like a mess.
“Can we at least get coffee?”
“No.” I immediately answered his request.
I get that maybe he’s a hangover, but I am in a hurry.
“How about drive thr-“
“No.” Gin and I cut his sentence. I regretted saving this man on the streets.
“Wow, harsh couple.” He pshed and went back to laying his body fully on the seat. I just sighed and ignored him again.
Navia didn’t even reply to my text about her fiancée getting found on the streets. How heartless can she be? It’s a surprise that someone was willing to commit to her. If only he knows what her attitude is.
“Are you nervous?” Gin asked and held my hand.
I stared down at it and the memory of us arguing two days ago flashed back in my mind.
“You lied, did you?” I glared at him.
“What?”
“You lied about Navia! About h-her liking you!” I retorted.
He seemed unfazed by my revelation. Instead, he calmly gets a glass of water and puts it on the table.
“Just tell me everything already!” I begged him desperately and held the ends of his polo orange shirt. I want to know the answers to why he did all of this. He can make a deal without us pretending to be fiancees. It makes me wonder all the time.
“I-I mean, I get why you wanted to help me in exchange for money, but why did you lie about Navia?” I questioned him once again. He sat in front of me and squeezed my hands gently while looking at me with sad eyes.
What’s that supposed to mean?
“Stop staring and spill it already. Everything is confusing… At least make your intentions clear.”
“Freya,” He started speaking, “I didn’t lie to you in any way.”
“Then what’s that? How could you make us play pretend to be lovers – worst! Fiancees! It would be better if you just kept it between us, but you didn’t… you didn’t…” I couldn’t say anything anymore as my confusion grew bigger and bigger. I couldn’t think of any valid reason why Gin wanted us to play pretend in the first place.
He is known for being a gentleman, the smartest of all bachelors in this town, and a principle-driven person.
“Look,” Gin heave a sigh, “I didn’t mean any harm to you. When I told you that Navia likes me, I was sure.”
“How are you sure?” I cried while I kept on holding onto his hands.
“Before your father called me to be your tutor, I was in the same place as your sister.”
“You dated her?”
“No! She wanted to date, but I refused,” He facepalmed, “I was also surprised when Van came over and announced them as soon-to-be husband and wife.” He continued with a grey tone.
I shut my eyes closed and held to him tighter.
Should I trust you? Should I believe your words? After everything… you wouldn’t betray me too, right?
“Trust me.” He pats my head lightly.
I couldn’t do anything but nod.
When we finally sorted things out. I asked him about my dad and what they talked about in his office. I almost forgot about it since I was busy thinking about what the maid said before dying.
I raised my head and gave him a questioning stare. He shrugged at my question.
“You didn’t tell him the truth?” I sounded out, and he shrugged again.
I let out a spiteful cough.
“Do we have to? He approved of us anyway,” said Gin with a bored expression. This made me infuriated that I slapped his arm so hard. He chuckled at my reaction, but I just gave him a death glare.
“What if the day comes where we’ll stop pretending?”
He didn’t answer and just turned his back on me, which made me raise my eyebrow in confusion.
“Do you like me?” That question blurted out my mouth without giving it much thought.
“You owe me 3 Million.”
“That much?” I gasped.
His head twirled halfway to look at me, “For taking care of things.”
“What things?” He was about to answer my question, but I spoke again, “Ah, you know what, whatever. Here.” I handed him my credit card.
And that’s the end of it. Damn, my dad would be raging in anger once he found out that I had withdrawn a lot of money. It’s not like it’s a big deal, but he taught me the difference between wants and needs in terms of expenses.
“We’re here,” Gin’s husky voice pulled me back to reality. When I looked outside the car window, the vast hospital name shone blindly under the sunny day. I quickly got out after snatching the flowers I bought for her sitting in the car.
It’s been so long since I came here. I used to visit this in the past before she finally passed away. It was weird if I think about it right now; the doctors before said that her condition is getting more and more stable, and the chances of her waking up reach up to 80%. I didn’t realize how off it was that my mother died so suddenly after that news.
But here I am again, standing beside her hospital bed. The machine that supports her to live is still there like before. This time, I’ll do anything to prevent bad things from happening.
“Mom,” I called her and put the flowers on the table next to her bed, “I miss you.”
Even though we didn’t spend that much time together, the attachment feeling is strong. My mom fell into a coma when I was a kid due to a car accident. I don’t know the complete details yet. All I know is that the one who hit her went missing days after the investigation started then found his body thrown on a river a week after. It was a chilling incident. I never knew how scary it was because I was still a kid back then.
“I’ll wait outside,” excused Gin.
Gin and I felt a little distant after the talk we had days ago. Even if he’s still a little clingy and touchy, our conversation became shorter and shorter.
When I was the only one finally left alone, I sat on the chair not so far away from where my mother lay.
“Mom, crazy things happened…” My breath came out shaky, “My sister and my ex-boyfriend killed me,” I laughed lowly, “Now I’m here, and I came back in the past-“I couldn’t contain my laughter, “Damn. That sounds crazy, right? But it happened. I have no idea why or what to do. Everything is scary, mom.” I leaned back in the chair and closed my eyes, “It feels weirdly painful,” I mumbled.
The silence in this room is deafening. The machine’s beeping is the only thing I can hear, and it makes my heart more anxious. I was about to doze off when loud voices came outside.
I quickly got up to see what’s the commotion about.
When I opened the door, everyone was in a panic. The nurses and doctors are trying to restrain someone. I closed the door and looked around for Gin, but he was nowhere to be found. Where’s he?
“Let me go!”
“Sir, please drink your medicine!” The nurse was trying so hard not to get dragged by this person with green eyes.
Wait, green eyes?
I squinted my eyes to see it better, and I was right. This man has emerald eyes that seems to glow by how bright it is.
I think my feet moved on their own because I just found myself holding his collar. Judging from his clothes, he is not a patient here. But why are the nurses and doctors so desperate?
“You!” I squealed. His features are the same as that woman who handed me a glass of water.
When I asked Gin and my dad if they saw the same person, they all shook their head and said that the only person they saw with me when they got out was that maid who died.
That person couldn’t be hallucination! I swear she was real! So what’s the best explanation for that? That person pretended to be a maid and escaped as soon as she could when she handed me the glass of water.
“Freya!” I heard Gin call me from the back, but I ignored it and stared longer at this person.
“Was it you? Your sister?” I grit.
He smirked, “Oh, so you found me.”
I bit my lower lip and harshly lets go of him. His smirk didn’t disappear. The nurses helped him get up, and I remained standing there.
Someone ran to my side, the familiar perfume engulfed my nose, and that’s when I knew it was Gin, but my gaze was still locked with this weird emerald green-eyed person.
So it’s him. He has a face and body that can look like a girl. It’s not impossible if it’s him, plus he admitted it.
I watched the nurse guide him somewhere as we kept on staring at each other. They may have different hair colours, but I’m sure it’s him—the one who almost killed me.
What is his intention? Does he know me? Cause I never knew his existence.
Why do people that I don’t know keep on appearing in my life?
“Do you know him?” Gin questioned.
“Not yet.”
“Can we go home?” Both Gin and I jumped when the blonde freak suddenly appeared out of nowhere.
I almost forgot about this guy too.
“A-Aw – hey, watch it, man!” Gin lets Van go soon after he shoves him inside the car. I just shook my head in disbelief and at how much noise they are.“Let’s go.” My reflexes went ahead of me. When Gin was about to grab my hands, I quickly flinched away.I have no idea why I did that, but I guess it's because of my reflexes and how stress is throwing me under the bus this past few days.I mean, who would be relaxed after everything that happened?Gin looked surprise at my reaction but I just smiled awkwardly. Sure, I was in denial about it two days ago. I honestly have a little resentment towards him, and I feel a little bit awkward. My feelings can’t help it since I was betrayed by the people I thought loved me dearly. It’s a trauma response.“Are you angry?” His voice sounded worried.I shook my head. "No, just a little tired.” Then J leaned on the car seat and sighed deeply. I haven't started with my plan yet, but
“A date? Did you hit your head or something?” I asked in disbelief. He chuckled. “Come on, you're acting as if I'm not a sweet person.” He turned in a corner. “Plus, we're a team. I need to know the whole plan, your enemies, your doubts,” he continued.I crossed my arms in my chest and stared blankly at the man driving while wearing a smug look. “Why so?” I questioned his skanky ass. For some reason, he's a little more energetic today. “Stop pouting.” He reached out and pinched my nose gently. I slapped his hands away and glared but he just laughed and shrugged it off.I rolled my eyes, looks at the window and sighed. Should I continue entertaining my hatred towards my sister and my ex-boyfriend who killed me in the past? The thing is, they're different now and it's understandable since I'm the only one who knows what happened. But... the things that are occurring is making me falter. It's obviously not the same before. Sure there are other similar things t
Days have passed. I don't know what to do since I've witness a lot of things I didn't remember in the past. I've been trying to connect a lot of things to figure out what to do next.I'm no stupid enough to depend on my memories of my last life, but atleast it will be a basis of my next moves.Surprisingly Navia didn't do anything at the moment. It's a little scary because even her moves are now different.Right now, I'm contemplating life alone in my room. Father is at work, my grandmother somehow wanted to visit the orphanage that she grew up with and Navia went out with Van.I don't want to doubt my memories but...What if everything was just a dream? What if it really didn't happen? Cause it's the only right reason for these things.It makes my heart throb. It makes my heart also drop down my gut. The feeling is heavy. What if it's all in my head? That Navia hated me? And what if June really did love me?Wait — Scratch that jerk. He lied about being married.I jolted up when I re
“Happy 5th anniversary, babe.” June kissed my cheeks. I blushed. Even though we’re almost 5 years together, the spark wouldn’t fade off. I really love this guy and it’s been my dream to live with him for a lifetime, although next month, that dream would be my reality forever because finally, we’re getting married.“Are you enjoying your steak?” He smiled and drank the wine he’s holding. I tugged some of my hair strands behind my ear because they’re swaying in my face too much. We’re having our dinner on the rooftop where he prepared candle lights, one romantic table and some luxurious meal.“Yeah.” I smiled sweetly. The moon is shining so bright tonight that I don’t need any light to see June’s handsome face.“Hmm, too bad..” he uttered and it made me confused, “Too bad since this will be our last night together,” he continued and I
“Freya?” I flinched when that familiar voice called my name. I opened my eyes to see June. He looks way younger the last time I saw him.“What happened?” he asked in a worried voice. I quickly moved away from him while catching my breath. I’m so sure that I died, then why am I here? Why am I sitting in front of this asshole?“Freya? Are you okay? You looked pale earlier so I thought resting for a minute will be okay.” His voice sounds so gentle that it made me think that what happened was a dream.“Hey, what date is it today?” I blurted out while still processing the events that happened. I still can’t grope the idea that this is the reality. Everything was so detailed that I can’t call that a dream. I’m so confused.“What?” He snickered, “Did you forget it’s our first anniversary today? December 12, honey.”“Wh
“So how was school, hija?” (“Hija” in Filipino is a word that older people use to address younger girls) My dad asked as we gather at the dining table. It’s lunchtime and my family decided to gather when they heard Navia getting back. People in here are my Auntie who really favours Navia and Mommy’s sister, my grandmother and my father. The rest of the family that is not here are either dead or they just don’t care. My mom is not dead but she’s also not alive. She’s in a coma for three years now when she experienced a heart attack. She’s brain dead and the doctor said it’ll be a miracle if she would one day wake up. Of course, everyone love my mom so they always hoped for the best outcome for her. “It was fun dad. How about Freya?” She smiled sweetly. Her face was one of her advantages, even if I knew her true personality she can just get through the needle hole with that angelic face of her. I secretly gritted my teeth. She knows that I didn’t go to college
I can’t believe this is happening. All I wanted was to get a teacher, an ordinary teacher but here sitting in front of me is the person I didn’t even have interaction with him in my past life. How unpredictable is that?“So, you’re the student Mister Ancajas talked about.” His voice broke the awkward silence between us. Ever since my dad introduced us to each other, we’re in this awkward state. My dad was kind of busy so he sent us to his favourite restaurant where we can discuss this tutor life. Gin was willing to comply.Also, it’s not a big surprise that Gin wants to be a tutor, even though he’s one of the famous bachelors in town, he still needs money. From what I’ve heard he has three sisters. He’s the oldest among them so he needs to earn a lot because both of his parents are sick and needs treatment and their company is falling apart. In a social hierarchy, it is obvious that I am above Gin since we hav
“Oh really? I was curious since you both looked perfect so I came here and asked,” Gin laughed. His words made me want to throw a punch on his face. What an excuse.“I see. Is she your wife too?” June pointed at me, hiding in the cloth. I buried my face harder on Gin’s chest, trying to hide my wet eyes. I wiped it using the cloth that I hung around my head.“Probably.” Gin’s voice almost sounded like he’s angry but maybe I just didn’t hear it correctly. His grip on my shoulder tightened even more but not to the point where it hurts.After wiping the tears of the sudden shock, I looked at them again. The girl was just sitting quietly. Her long brown hair was covering her face and she’s crouching so it’s hard to see most of her features but I saw some bruises on her wrist.“Oh.” June laughed at Gin’s remarks. He then tapped the shoulder of his wife, “Say hello,&r
Days have passed. I don't know what to do since I've witness a lot of things I didn't remember in the past. I've been trying to connect a lot of things to figure out what to do next.I'm no stupid enough to depend on my memories of my last life, but atleast it will be a basis of my next moves.Surprisingly Navia didn't do anything at the moment. It's a little scary because even her moves are now different.Right now, I'm contemplating life alone in my room. Father is at work, my grandmother somehow wanted to visit the orphanage that she grew up with and Navia went out with Van.I don't want to doubt my memories but...What if everything was just a dream? What if it really didn't happen? Cause it's the only right reason for these things.It makes my heart throb. It makes my heart also drop down my gut. The feeling is heavy. What if it's all in my head? That Navia hated me? And what if June really did love me?Wait — Scratch that jerk. He lied about being married.I jolted up when I re
“A date? Did you hit your head or something?” I asked in disbelief. He chuckled. “Come on, you're acting as if I'm not a sweet person.” He turned in a corner. “Plus, we're a team. I need to know the whole plan, your enemies, your doubts,” he continued.I crossed my arms in my chest and stared blankly at the man driving while wearing a smug look. “Why so?” I questioned his skanky ass. For some reason, he's a little more energetic today. “Stop pouting.” He reached out and pinched my nose gently. I slapped his hands away and glared but he just laughed and shrugged it off.I rolled my eyes, looks at the window and sighed. Should I continue entertaining my hatred towards my sister and my ex-boyfriend who killed me in the past? The thing is, they're different now and it's understandable since I'm the only one who knows what happened. But... the things that are occurring is making me falter. It's obviously not the same before. Sure there are other similar things t
“A-Aw – hey, watch it, man!” Gin lets Van go soon after he shoves him inside the car. I just shook my head in disbelief and at how much noise they are.“Let’s go.” My reflexes went ahead of me. When Gin was about to grab my hands, I quickly flinched away.I have no idea why I did that, but I guess it's because of my reflexes and how stress is throwing me under the bus this past few days.I mean, who would be relaxed after everything that happened?Gin looked surprise at my reaction but I just smiled awkwardly. Sure, I was in denial about it two days ago. I honestly have a little resentment towards him, and I feel a little bit awkward. My feelings can’t help it since I was betrayed by the people I thought loved me dearly. It’s a trauma response.“Are you angry?” His voice sounded worried.I shook my head. "No, just a little tired.” Then J leaned on the car seat and sighed deeply. I haven't started with my plan yet, but
Those days passed by like nothing had happened. The death of a stranger seems meaningless. I waited for a family, at least, to show up and claim her body at the morgue, and no one came. When we buried her body, not even the other maids who claimed to know her attended, it was just me, Gin, and dad.It’s been three days ever since I’ve confronted Navia, too, and just yesterday, I found out that she’s no longer staying in the house because she’s starting a business. I have no idea what is it, even my father. On the other hand, my grandmother is busy handling the company affairs since this month is a rush sale.“You’re pouting again.” Gin’s voice knocked my senses, “You okay?”“What do you think?” I sarcastically bite back.“I think she’s far from that.” The blonde freak sitting on the back of the car squished in.I rolled my eyes. I completely forgot about his e
The police asked the father to come with them for interrogation, and Gin insisted on coming along with my father. At first, my dad complained, but he couldn’t argue with Gin, who seemed determined. The police also asked for assistance for Navia and me, but my father intruded and said we were too shocked and left us for another day, to which the police agreed immediately. It was not a surprise since my father is influential enough to sway this case. I hope nothing worse will happen.I paced back and forth in my room. The last words of that strange maid echoed on my mind.Everyone in the house gossiped about the sudden death of that maid. Everywhere I go, I always hear what happened, and it can’t get off my mind. I can’t even calm down a little bit. I was sweating all over my body while that creepy voice of the maid played like a song on loop on my head.Someone knows something about my past self. Why are they after me? Why is it that they intend
“Have you ever considered talking to birds?”“What? Are you stupid?”Gin chuckled after hearing my statement. How can he make such a stupid question every time we see each other?“Shut up and start acting your age, alright?” I whispered back to him when we finally sat at the table.It’s been a week since those incidents happened. That week made me feel hell for a bit. Yesterday, my dad and my grandma came back from the business trip they had gone through. Of course, the next thing would be predictable; he finds out that both his daughters have a fiancée and keep on visiting and staying at the house every day.Surprisingly, it was peaceful between the four of us. Navia didn’t pull any tricks or stunts to me, which seemed suspicious. On the other hand, Gin keeps on asking dumb questions every God damn time that it irks me, but it also helps me get my mind off my problems. I think my feelings for
Hearing his word made me realize how much of an asshole he really is. He’s not the June I imagined him to be. I was so blinded by love that even his flaws became perfect to me and I ignored the red flags before thinking that he’s just an imperfect human being that loves me too. I went on my knees to look at June’s eyes. “You’re not the man I love.” “After a year you’re going to have a change of heart? We promise each other!” He cried out. “You probably love me because of my money, right?” “Freya, t-that’s not it! I love you, honestly-“ A slap landed on his face again. “Leave,” I stood up, “You’re not welcome here or in my life anymore.” With that, I opened the door and went outside. I waited for him to get out before closing it. “Freya…” He called lovingly. It made my heart sting in pain again. How could he sound so sweet despite the things he has done? I want to shout at him. To question him why he pushed
“What the hell, Freya?” The angry voice from June roared. I saw the sky outside getting gloomy, it feels like a sign that today will be another stress in a cup. “June,” I called his name once again. His eyes drifted down at my hands that were holding Gin’s wrist. I can see how it angered him more. He openly gritted his teeth so hard that I saw his jaw move. I let Gin go and gave him a knowing look. I need him to stay out of sight for a bit so things wouldn’t get messy. “Alright,” He backed up. June took wide steps to reach where I stood. He even tried to grab Gin who’s walking towards Navia and Van but I immediately stopped him by snatching the hem of his white polo t-shirt. “Let’s talk.” June’s expression softened when we met eyes. “Freya.” Now that we’re standing close, I can see how pale he is. His breath is shaky and heavy. I grabbed his hands and guided him to the place where I should’ve brou
"Good morning, lady. You’re even shining today though you’ve always been this bright,” He cheered.“Please be quiet, I can’t even hear myself losing the will to live,” I groaned. This man can’t be serious. Why is he here, early in the morning? And what’s with the introduction of being my fiancée? He’s making my head hurt more.“As a proper fiancée, I need to make sure my future wife had a good sleep.” He raised his shoulders, offering me his assistance. Of course, I hesitated at first but I accepted it anyway.“Accepting that means you said yes to my offer?” He sneered which made me roll my eyes and almost retrieved my hands away from his grip but the hands that snaked around his shoulders were sandwiched even more. I frowned.“No, take backs.”“What are you, a child?”“Probably, if you want me to.”I realize