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Author Pov's."Wh--what?" Monika asked Anika shockingly, unable to believe what she heard."You heard me" Anika growled and whimpered in pain."But why?" Monika panicked, knowing this was the worst thing among the bad things that were happening to her, in a single day."What do you mean by why? When a she-wolf meets her fated mate, she goes on heat because of the constant desire in her heart to make love with her mate. The Moon Goddess created us this way... There is a want of every single she-wolf that needs to be fulfilled after they meet their mate to strengthen their mate bond." She hissed at me for asking a stupid question while explaining things that I already knew."So it means you went on heat because you wanted to have s*x with Ryan" Monika muttered and then hissed in pain."Hey! Don't interpret my words like this. I wanted to mate with Ryan to make our bond stronger," she said, getting defensive because I use the word 's*x' instead of 'making love'. I laughed in sarcasm and
Monika Pov's.I was standing outside the marriage court of the werewolf world, wearing a wedding gown. Never in my imagination, I thought that I would have to come here to marry someone, especially after how everyone rejected me.I loved someone from childhood but he rejected me because he loves his fated mate. Then my best friend proposed to me, and I said yes, but he also rejected me after finding his fated mate. I thought maybe it was a magic of mate bond that werewolves love their fated mate more than their chosen mate, but here, destiny also proved me wrong.My fated mate, Ryan, wanted to reject me just after meeting me, but because of circumstances, he couldn't, but it didn't change anything. He did reject me, but after taking my virginity. I still consider that day as my worst nightmare.I lost all my hopes in love after my fated mate rejection and was living my life with my daughter. Yes, I got pregnant with Ryan, and I realised this after he left me.I was living a peaceful
Monika Pov's.I was looking at my daughter, who was looking at me with a smile. She wants me to get back with her father, but she doesn't know how much he hates me and thinks low of me.Ryan kissed my cheek, startling me. I turned my face and looked at him, then touched my cheek where his lips touched me."He kissed us" Anika howled in happiness while my heart was beating at higher speed. Ryan looked at our daughter, Jenny, then winked at her, making her giggle. I understood he intentionally kissed me in front of Jenny to show her how good he is and how much he loves and cares about her mother."Think about our daughter before making any decision." He said in a low tone, then looked at me."Remember, if you didn't marry me, then I will apply for Jenny's custody in the werewolves council... So think, baby girl and make a wise decision if you don't want to lose your daughter." He said and again took out some paper from his coat pocket."I knew you would destroy the papers after reading
Monika Pov's.I parked my car outside Ryan's mansion and hopped out of it. Warriors outside the mansion looked at me shockingly as I came here driving my own car."I imagine what would be Ryan's reaction when he came to know that I came here. I'm sure he must have thought I would cry and wait for him but to his dismay he married a rebellious Queen not a sympathy queen" I smirked and walked towards the mansion while looking around, impressed at how Ryan turned this entire pack condition.I remember Mom told me that the previous Alpha of this pack destroyed this place, but Ryan changed and improved everything after becoming Alpha."Our mate is so good... Most of Alpha refused to take the pack of low quality with poor members and facility, but he did magic. Not only did he choose to become the Alpha of this pack, but he also improved things here. He did an impressive job in handling everything." Anika started praising him."I agree with you. He indeed changed everything. I read an artic
Monika Pov's."Ryan's ex... His fi--first love," I stuttered, looking at the lady, widening my eyes. Anika whimpers, realising our mate is still in love with someone else."You didn't know about Jenny?" She asked."I... I didn't know Ryan's ex's name was Jenny." I replied. Tears rolled from my eyes."Five years ago, when we met for the first time and felt the mate bond, he told me he loved someone else in his life, but I didn't know he still loved her", I mumbled in a low tone and wiped my tears."I thought he might have moved on from her. That's why he asked me to marry him" I said and lowered my head as I didn't want her to see tears in my eyes."Monika" She called me lovingly and took my hand in her hands."No one can replace Jenny in his life, but that doesn't mean you can't create a space for yourself in his heart," she said with a light smile. I chuckled and shook my head."If he hasn't forgiven her in the past five years then it's impossible that he will ever love me. Moreover,
Monika Pov's . I wiped the unwanted tears which fell from my eyes without my permission. I had never cried in the past five years, but seeing him with someone else brought tears to my eyes. I don't understand why that ruthless cheater matters so much to me and why I always fall for the wrong person. I took a deep breath to calm myself, not wanting to cry for him and was about to open the door of my room when a maid came near me. "Do you want something?" She asked. I scrunched my eyebrow. "No... why?" "You're opening the door of my room so I thought you might need something" She said. "Your room?" I asked and looked at the door, then her. "But Ryan's mother assigned this room to me" I muttered. "You're mistaken, Luna... She must have assigned you that room," she pointed at the nearby room. "But", I clamped up and then looked at the doors of both rooms; they looked similar. "You are new here. That's why you might have got confused", she said and shrugged her shoulders. I nodde
Monika Pov's.I moved my hand and brushed Ryan's lips with my fingers. All my confidence vanished when he held my hand and took my finger between his lips. His one action reminded me of the first time, he kissed me and sucked my lips."Ahh," I hissed in pain when he bit my middle finger."You should not play with fire; it can burn your hand", he said and shoved my hand away. I didn't say anything and tried to cross him when he held my hand and pulled me back to the place where I was standing before. He leaned towards my face."Ryan" I called him. My heart was beating at a higher speed in anticipation of his next move."Next time, if you touch me without my permission, then you can't even imagine what I will do to you. This marriage is only for our daughter, not to fulfil your desires. So there is no need to act like a""who*e?" I asked, completing his sentence. He shook his head."Wife... There is no need to act like my wife." He said. I turned my head in another direction as his clo
Monika Pov's .I didn't reply to Ryan and bowed my head, unable to understand what I should say to him. Obviously, I can't say that I want him to check me out or get affected by me... Or..."touch me" Anika completed. I bite my lower lip and close my thighs, feeling a different sensation. I don't understand why he affects me like this..."Look at me when I'm talking" Ryan said and held my chin to make me look at his face. "Don't bite your lips" he grunted. I closed my eyes and cursed myself for acting like a stupid."You didn't answer me," He whispered."Oh God .. why does he need to sound so sexy?" I thought and opened my eyes."I wasn't imagining anything", I replied, but I doubt he heard me. He just nodded his head, looking at my lips instead of my face. "Is he also getting affected by our closeness?" Anika asked me as if I knew everything about Ryan. I gulped when his eyes moved down from my lips to my cleavage. "Ryan" He shook his head before I would've said anything."Don't
Author Pov's."Wh--what?" Monika asked Anika shockingly, unable to believe what she heard."You heard me" Anika growled and whimpered in pain."But why?" Monika panicked, knowing this was the worst thing among the bad things that were happening to her, in a single day."What do you mean by why? When a she-wolf meets her fated mate, she goes on heat because of the constant desire in her heart to make love with her mate. The Moon Goddess created us this way... There is a want of every single she-wolf that needs to be fulfilled after they meet their mate to strengthen their mate bond." She hissed at me for asking a stupid question while explaining things that I already knew."So it means you went on heat because you wanted to have s*x with Ryan" Monika muttered and then hissed in pain."Hey! Don't interpret my words like this. I wanted to mate with Ryan to make our bond stronger," she said, getting defensive because I use the word 's*x' instead of 'making love'. I laughed in sarcasm and
Author Pov's .Monika was looking at Gabriel who opened his eyes and looked at her when she didn't respond."Huh?" She gave him a confusing look because the whole time, the thought of their relationship didn't even cross her mind. She was just worried for Gabriel before and was now happy that he had found his mate, but Gabriel was adamant about ending things between him and Monika."Ohh... Wait! Our relationship" Monika muttered and then closed her eyes and cursed herself for being so stupid and taking things slow. She opened her eyes and looked at Gabriel. She felt awkward now that he brought up the topic of their relationship."I... I can understand... Rose is alive." She bites her tongue, realising she is making things complicated."I mean to say I can understand you can't be with me," She said and passed him a smile, unable to understand how to share with him that even she didn't want to continue this relationship and had feelings for Ryan. She shook her head, thinking of telling
Author Pov's.Monika was looking at Gabriel's fated mate, Rose, widening her eyes while Gabriel, who was expecting this reaction from Monika, became anxious suddenly. He knew that it would be hard for Monika to accept that his fated mate had returned. He stood up and went near Monika."She is alive" Monika kept her hand over her mouth, and a tear of happiness rolled from her eyes because she knew how much Rose meant to his friend, Gabriel. Monika was happy, but Gabriel took the wrong meaning behind her tears, thinking she was feeling bad that Rose was alive, which indirectly meant the end of their relationship."Rose" Monika was about to go near Rose when Gabriel blocked her path confusing her with his action."I won't let you harm her," He said, glaring at her."Harm her?" She frowned."If you think you can hurt my mate like you hurt Aana then you're wrong. I won't let you touch a single strand of my mate's hair," He grimaces. "I---I was happy that she is alive and was going near t
Author Pov's .Ryan kneeled in front of Monika and wiped her tears, then held her shoulder to make her stand. She was looking at him silently."Why are you crying now?" He snarled, hating to see tears in her eyes."I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered. He looked at her and then sighed."Stop crying," he said in a calm tone, not wanting to see her like this. She nodded and tightened her lips to keep herself from crying. After a minute of silence, she raised her head and looked at him, only to find him staring at her. She again broke down into tears, realising she lost her friendship and love again. After falling in love with Ryan, she is sure she can't come into a relationship with Gabriel, and now, Smshe is afraid that Gabriel will break the friendship after hearing her decision, and it won't change anything because her love, Ryan, already hates her. She lost both Ryan and Gabriel today."What do you want, Monika? I will do as you say, but please stop crying," Ryan said, bendi
Author Pov's .Flashback(After Ryan decided to accept Monika as her mate).Ryan was looking at Monika, adoring her in the red dress she was wearing while Monika was waiting for him to speak or say she was waiting for him to ask her to reject him."I know why you came here" she whispered, fidgeting with her fingers, then raised her head to finally look at Ryan."Believe me you don't" he said, smiling like a fool. She squeezed her eyebrows. His smile was confusing her."Monika" he called her lovingly and then took her hand in his hand."I know you're here to ask me to reject you" She muttered and closed her eyes to control the unwanted tears. He shook his head."I'm ready to reject you," she said, and a tear rolled from her eyes. Ryan kept her hand on her cheek and lovingly wiped her tears."Monika" She opened her eyes and looked at him."I accept" Before he could complete and tell her he wanted to accept her, a woman in her forties came near them while calling for Monika.Ryan parte
Ryan Pov's .I gulped when Monika tightened her fist in anger and then turned her head in another direction."I can't believe this" She grunted and then started cursing me under her breath."You're cursing me in front of me only" I muttered shockingly."You can cheat on me and I can't even curse... Slow clap to you" She scoffed and took a step closer to me."You're feeling offended because I curse you.. what will you do when I break your junior for playing around?" She hissed. I gulped and took a step back. "It's not what you're thinking, Moon," I said and kept my hand on my cr*tch, knowing this woman could do anything."Stop moving" She snarled and took a step closer to me. I shook my head and took two steps back. She glares at me and shows me her claws."Stop all this nuisance, Ryan, because you don't know how dangerous and possessive I am. If I saw you romancing with her or any other girl, then you're dead," She warned me and then smiled when I nodded. She tapped on my cheek."Go
Ryan Pov's . I was looking at Monika who fell asleep in my arms while crying. It took me half an hour to calm her. Unintentionally, again, I became the reason behind her tears. "She was crying because we were in pain" Wild whispered as if Monika would wake up hearing his voice. I kissed Monika's forehead. "Shouldn't she hate us after how we behave with her?" I asked Wild. "Some people are like this only, Ryan. They don't know how to hurt or hate someone" he replied. I nodded and picked Monika up in my arms to take her to her room so that she could sleep properly on her bed. After lying her body on the bed, I was about to go, but she didn't let go of my arm, and when I tried to release my hand from her grip, she squirmed. "Dare you to wake her up" Wild scowled. I sighed and lay down beside Monika, waiting for her to go into deep slumber so that I could release my arm from her grip without waking her up, but what I didn't know was that I would fall asleep with her. "Ryan" I wok
Monika Pov's."You're scaring me now, Moon... What happened?" He asked, breaking the hug and cupping my face."Why are you crying?" he asked anxiously when I didn't reply. I was about to keep my hand on his cheek but stopped when I saw my palm covered in blood."Ryan" I look at him, widening my eyes. He was so worried for me that he didn't even complain when I accidentally touched his wound."Yeah... I'm listening... Tell me why you're crying" He asked, still ignoring his pain for me. Tears were falling from my eyes non-stop."Yo---You were injured and I-- I doubted you... Yo---You" I wasn't even able to speak properly because of crying. He shook his head and wiped my tears."Hey...Calm down... It's okay... I'm not mad at you" He said. I shook my head."No... You... You are injured" I sobbed. I don't know why his injury is affecting me so much. It feels like he is not the one who is in pain but me."I'm fine... It's a small injury," He said, trying to calm me down. I didn't listen to
Monika Pov's.I stood up from bed to go after Ryan and talk to him, but then I dropped the idea, remembering that I and Anika had decided to ignore him after our intense fight with him in the forest. I sat on the bed and sighed, unable to understand why and how things got so worse for us."I know you wanted to reject me from starting, Ryan, but why do you hate me for being your mate?" I asked him as if he was standing here to answer me."What do you think about talking to Ryan?" Anika asked, making me frown."Talking to him?""You promise our daughter that you will sort things out with him," Anika reminded me. I sighed and nodded."It's not only about the promise I made to Jenny, Anika. It's the necessary thing to do so. I have to mend things with Ryan before Jenny returns from her trip. I can't bring her into a toxic environment where she sees her parents fighting every day. I can't ruin her childhood and give her a lifetime nightmare, nor do I want her to think that her father is t