Monika Pov's
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I was standing outside the marriage court of the werewolf world, wearing a wedding gown. Never in my imagination, I thought that I would have to come here to marry someone, especially after how everyone rejected me.
I loved someone from childhood but he rejected me because he loves his fated mate. Then my best friend proposed to me, and I said yes, but he also rejected me after finding his fated mate. I thought maybe it was a magic of mate bond that werewolves love their fated mate more than their chosen mate, but here, destiny also proved me wrong.
My fated mate, Ryan, wanted to reject me just after meeting me, but because of circumstances, he couldn't, but it didn't change anything. He did reject me, but after taking my virginity. I still consider that day as my worst nightmare.
I lost all my hopes in love after my fated mate rejection and was living my life with my daughter. Yes, I got pregnant with Ryan, and I realised this after he left me.
I was living a peaceful life until Ryan chose to return and claim his right over my daughter. Thankfully, there was a way to stop him, but that way was disastrous in itself. I was going to marry the ruthless Alpha of the werewolf world.
Everyone in my pack was as shocked as I was. The girl who got rejected by everyone is now going to marry an Alpha.
"Let's go" My mom came from behind, bringing me back to the world. She passed me a broken smile, knowing I didn't want this... I don't want to marry that heartless person. I nodded and went inside, expecting my groom to be standing and waiting for me, but like always, he failed me.
"Where is he?" I asked his beta who rolled his eyes at my question, showing he has no manners like his Alpha.
"He will be here in a while." He grunted and went to the side to stand away from us. I sighed and sat on the chair, waiting for the devil of my life. The person whom I started loving but he rejected me after mating.
"What do you think?" My wolf, Akira, asked anxiously.
"About what?"
"What if he rejects us again like before and refuses to come?" She asked.
"I'm not afraid that he would reject me, Akira. It will not be something new for me after getting rejected by many, but I'm afraid for my daughter," I said and looked at my daughter, Jenny, who was excitedly waiting for her father to come and accept me.
"He is known as heartless and ruthless, Alpha. It won't be a big deal for him to break my daughter's heart, but I will never forgive him for this." I thought and looked at Jenny. Her smile starts withering as it's been more than an hour since we were waiting for Ryan. I sighed and stood up then went near Jenny.
"Let's go princess. I don't think he will come now," I said and extended my hand towards her.
"But he promised me," she said. Tears brimmed in her eyes.
"That's why I never wanted to agree with this marriage thing", I hissed at Akira, who forced me to say yes. I was trying to find words to console my daughter when suddenly, Akira howled in happiness. Before I could ask her the reason, someone's voice surprised me.
"And I know how to fulfil my promise"
"Daddy", Jenny chimed and ran towards him. I know it's Ryan without looking. So finally he decided to show up after making me wait for more than an hour.
"At least he came", Akira muttered.
"Should I be grateful for that?" I scoffed and closed the mindlink before she spoiled my mood more than it was.
"Alpha Ryan" His beta bowed his head in respect. I rolled my eyes and looked at the court officer to start the procedure of marriage.
Ryan stood beside me but I refused to look at him for once. Somewhere I knew his eyes were fixed on me.
"Here... Signed this paper and then marked each other while taking the oath," Councillor said, passing a register towards us. I picked up the pen to sign.
"Stop", He said and kept his hand on the register. I raised my hand and looked at him confusingly, finally giving him the satisfaction of making eye contact. He smirked when our eyes met.
"You will not sign these freaking marriage papers," He said in a low tone, then took out some paper from his pocket when I didn't ask him any questions.
"You're going to sign this contract paper," He said. I snatched the paper from his hand. Shocked words would be less to explain my emotion at that moment.
"A Contract?" I look at him, not able to believe my eyes.
"Yes... If you want to marry me, then you have to sign this marriage contract," He said without any shame. I glare at him and start reading the contract along with the terms and conditions he mentioned.
"You cannot reject your mate but he can reject you if you did something wrong" I read the first condition and then scoffed, remembering how he rejected me before like a coward after mating with me without having any conversation.
"You have to fulfil all your Luna duties while fulfilling the duties of a wife" I read and looked at him from head to toe.
"Do you really think I would let you touch me after how you took my virginity and rejected me" I hissed.
"There is no need to recall old things. We will end up arguing. Read further" He grunted. I shoot him a dead glare before reading his next stupid condition.
"We both will not mark each other until the entire pack agrees and votes for you to become their Luna" I didn't say anything on this condition because I have zero interest in becoming his Luna. I sighed and read further.
"Don't expect any love from your mate. This marriage is a contract marriage where you have to fulfil the duties of a good mother of Jenny along with the duties of Alpha and Luna. There is no place for love in this marriage. If any of you fall in love, then others have a right to back out from this marriage" My heart missed a beat. Only If he knew I never stopped loving him, then he would have never written this condition. Our past was brutal but my love for him never died.
After a pause, I shook my head, reminding myself to stay focused. Nothing can happen between us because I know he will never love me. A heartless person like him can never love anyone.
"You have to pleasure the Alpha as he wants. You cannot refuse him." I gritted my teeth after reading his last condition and crushed the paper in my hand before looking back at him.
"What kind of absurd contract is this? What do you think of yourself?" I growled. His beta rushed towards us to protect his Alpha after seeing how furious I was.
"Lower your voice," He said and encircled his hand around my waist, pulling me closer to him. Surprising me with his actions. I look at his hand and then at him.
"I don't think there was anything wrong in any of these conditions." He shrugged his shoulders. I clenched my jaw, unable to believe how someone could be so shameless. He held my chin and made me look into his eyes, which I was avoiding because his mesmerising eyes always made me forget why I was mad at him.
"If you want to marry me, then you have to fulfil the duties of a wife," He grinned, increasing my temper.
"I won't sign this" He kept his finger on my lips interrupting me.
"Shh," He shushed me and turned my face towards my daughter, who was looking at our side with a big smile on her face, thinking her mommy and daddy were finally getting along. Tears welled up in my eyes realising the truth will break her heart.
"Think about her before making any decision, kitten" he whispered in my ear, indirectly threatening me to sign my death note, which means this stupid contract.
Monika Pov's.I was looking at my daughter, who was looking at me with a smile. She wants me to get back with her father, but she doesn't know how much he hates me and thinks low of me.Ryan kissed my cheek, startling me. I turned my face and looked at him, then touched my cheek where his lips touched me."He kissed us" Anika howled in happiness while my heart was beating at higher speed. Ryan looked at our daughter, Jenny, then winked at her, making her giggle. I understood he intentionally kissed me in front of Jenny to show her how good he is and how much he loves and cares about her mother."Think about our daughter before making any decision." He said in a low tone, then looked at me."Remember, if you didn't marry me, then I will apply for Jenny's custody in the werewolves council... So think, baby girl and make a wise decision if you don't want to lose your daughter." He said and again took out some paper from his coat pocket."I knew you would destroy the papers after reading
Monika Pov's.I parked my car outside Ryan's mansion and hopped out of it. Warriors outside the mansion looked at me shockingly as I came here driving my own car."I imagine what would be Ryan's reaction when he came to know that I came here. I'm sure he must have thought I would cry and wait for him but to his dismay he married a rebellious Queen not a sympathy queen" I smirked and walked towards the mansion while looking around, impressed at how Ryan turned this entire pack condition.I remember Mom told me that the previous Alpha of this pack destroyed this place, but Ryan changed and improved everything after becoming Alpha."Our mate is so good... Most of Alpha refused to take the pack of low quality with poor members and facility, but he did magic. Not only did he choose to become the Alpha of this pack, but he also improved things here. He did an impressive job in handling everything." Anika started praising him."I agree with you. He indeed changed everything. I read an artic
Monika Pov's."Ryan's ex... His fi--first love," I stuttered, looking at the lady, widening my eyes. Anika whimpers, realising our mate is still in love with someone else."You didn't know about Jenny?" She asked."I... I didn't know Ryan's ex's name was Jenny." I replied. Tears rolled from my eyes."Five years ago, when we met for the first time and felt the mate bond, he told me he loved someone else in his life, but I didn't know he still loved her", I mumbled in a low tone and wiped my tears."I thought he might have moved on from her. That's why he asked me to marry him" I said and lowered my head as I didn't want her to see tears in my eyes."Monika" She called me lovingly and took my hand in her hands."No one can replace Jenny in his life, but that doesn't mean you can't create a space for yourself in his heart," she said with a light smile. I chuckled and shook my head."If he hasn't forgiven her in the past five years then it's impossible that he will ever love me. Moreover
Monika Pov's .I wiped the unwanted tears which fell from my eyes without my permission. I had never cried in the past five years, but seeing him with someone else brought tears to my eyes. I don't understand why that ruthless cheater matters so much to me and why I always fall for the wrong person.I took a deep breath to calm myself, not wanting to cry for him and was about to open the door of my room when a maid came near me."Do you want something?" She asked. I scrunched my eyebrow."No... why?""You're opening the door of my room so I thought you might need something" She said."Your room?" I asked and looked at the door, then her. "But Jace's mother assigned this room to me" I muttered."You're mistaken, Luna... She must have assigned you that room," she pointed at the nearby room."But", I clamped up and then looked at the doors of both rooms; they looked similar."You are new here. That's why you might have got confused", she said and shrugged her shoulders. I nodded, agreei
Monika Pov's.I moved my hand and brushed Ryan's lips with my fingers. All my confidence vanished when he held my hand and took my finger between his lips. His one action reminded me of the first time, he kissed me and sucked my lips."Ahh," I hissed in pain when he bit my middle finger."You should not play with fire; it can burn your hand", he said and shoved my hand away. I didn't say anything and tried to cross him when he held my hand and pulled me back to the place where I was standing before. He leaned towards my face."Ryan" I called him. My heart was beating at a higher speed in anticipation of his next move."Next time, if you touch me without my permission, then you can't even imagine what I will do to you. This marriage is only for our daughter, not to fulfil your desires. So there is no need to act like a""who*e?" I asked, completing his sentence. He shook his head."Wife... There is no need to act like my wife." He said. I turned my head in another direction as his clo
Monika Pov's .I didn't reply to Ryan and bowed my head, unable to understand what I should say to him. Obviously, I can't say that I want him to check me out or get affected by me... Or..."touch me" Anika completed. I bite my lower lip and close my thighs, feeling a different sensation. I don't understand why he affects me like this..."Look at me when I'm talking" Ryan said and held my chin to make me look at his face. "Don't bite your lips" he grunted. I closed my eyes and cursed myself for acting like a stupid."You didn't answer me," He whispered."Oh God .. why does he need to sound so sexy?" I thought and opened my eyes."I wasn't imagining anything", I replied, but I doubt he heard me. He just nodded his head, looking at my lips instead of my face. "Is he also getting affected by our closeness?" Anika asked me as if I knew everything about Ryan. I gulped when his eyes moved down from my lips to my cleavage. "Ryan" He shook his head before I would've said anything."Don't
Monika Pov's .I was looking at Ryan, widening my eyes. "Why?" I grunted. He smirked and then pointed towards a dress kept on a couch."Get ready... Mother wants to meet you" Ryan said in a stern tone."You could have just shook my body or called my name to wake me up... What was the need to throw water?" I shouted and looked at the clock on the wall. I hardly slept for a few hours, and he woke me up in the worst manner. "Whatever... Get ready. I don't want to make Mother wait for you," he said."Fine" I removed the blanket and hopped out of bed."F*ck" he cursed under his breath."Now what I did" I asked, getting annoyed with his jerk behaviour. I scrunched my eyebrow when he didn't reply and kept looking at me. "He lost his mind", I thought and shrugged my shoulders, then picked the dress from the couch and went to the bathroom to take a bath and change. My eyes shot up when they went into the mirror."Ahh" I screamed, seeing my na*ed body. Now I get why Ryan was looking at me.
Monika Pov's .Ryan stood in front of me, glaring at my soul. I gulped and forced a smile on my face, pretending that I was not afraid of him."She is looking mesmerising" I heard another warrior complimenting me who was standing behind the warrior who complimented me before. Ryan clenched his jaw and held my arm."Didn't I tell you to change?" He hissed. I look at his hand then him."I'm not your slave... It's my body and my choice to wear anything I want" I snarled, trying to release my arm from his grip. My arm started hurting because of his tight hold."ohh, girl! You don't know how dangerous it is to mess up with me" he grinned and moved closer to me. I gulped and tried to take a step away from him, but it was like he already knew what would be my next step. He kept his hand on my waist, restraining me."She is your Alpha's mate, and you should keep this in mind before passing any compliment", he grunted, looking into my eyes, then turned to look at the warriors who complimented
Author Pov's .After Aaron warned Gabriel, everyone got scared for Monika. Gabriel didn't let Monika go after Aana to check on her. He held Monika's hand and dragged her to her room forcefully while Monika was looking at Aana, worried for her."What was that Monika?" Gabriel shouted, startling her. She looked at him with teary eyes and then bowed her head."I don't know what has happened to me, Gabriel. It was like I lost my mind when I saw Aaron with Aana. I even forgot she is pregnant with his child" Monika sobbed and clutched her hair in frustration and guilt. Gabriel's eyes softened, and all his anger vanished when he saw Monika like this. It reminded me of his condition when he got the news of his mate's death. "Monika" He called her lovingly. She raised her head and looked at him."I didn't mean to harm her or the babies. You and Anika kept warning me that my obsession with Aaron was not good, but I didn't listen, and now I'm regretting it. If anything happens to Aana or her b
Author Pov's .Marry kneels beside Aana and checks her pulse."She is fine. Maybe went unconscious because of stress" Mary replied. She was a doctor by profession."Aana," Monika called Aana anxiously and was about to touch her when Rex took control of Aaron's body and growled at her."Don't touch her!" He yelled."Alpha" Monika bowed her head, feeling guilty for putting Aana through so much stress."Because of your stupid obsession with me, my mate went unconscious." He snapped and picked Aana up in his arms."Obsession.. You called my love obsession?" Monika asked when Rex took the step to take Aana towards his room. He took a deep breath to calm himself."Gabriel, if you don't want me to say something harsh to her then take your chosen mate away. " Rex said, taking Aana towards his room. He made her lay on the bed and kissed her forehead. "You shouldn't have talked to Monika like that" Aaron muttered to Rex calmly."Because of her, our mate went unconscious, and you're telling me
Author Pov's .Flashback Continue (5 years ago).Monika was sitting on the couch in the auditorium, looking at the decoration of Aaron's mansion with teary eyes. Everyone was preparing for Luna's ceremony, and it was her dream to become Luna of Aaron, but some dreams are meant to be broken. She sighed, exhausted after crying the entire night for Aaron. Monika stood up from the couch to go to her room. She was trying her best to accept Aaron is not hers but the truth is breaking her heart. She stopped in her tracks near the server and picked the glass of water from his tray, feeling her throat getting dry after shedding non-stop tears. She was about to keep the glass back on a tray that the waiter was holding. That's when her eyes went to Aaron and Aana, who were looking at each other with love.Aana encircles her hand around Aaron's neck and tiptoes to kiss his lips, bringing a smile to Aaron's face. Monika's heart twitched seeing them together. Instead of keeping the glass back
Monika Pov's.I shivered when Ryan left the room after smashing the door loudly. A single tear rolled from my eye which I quickly wiped off."Why do you always spoil the beautiful moments by bringing up bad memories, Monika?" Anika growled at me."Because maybe you forgot what happened in the past but I didn't, Anika. I didn't forget the outcome of every time I fell in love with someone," I replied and lay down on the bed, recalling what happened when I regained consciousness. I'm still unable to believe I found Anika standing closer to Ryan and asking him for permission to kiss me. Thank god I took control on time; otherwise, he would've again thought of someone who was forcing herself on a man."No. He was happy and about to kiss me" Anika argued. I shook my head."If that is so, then why didn't he clear up the misunderstanding when I was apologising to him?" I asked her. She went silent after not finding other reasons to dismiss the truth that Ryan hates us."I don't understand wh
Ryan Pov's."Wh--What" I stuttered after hearing Anika's question. She smiled and put her hand on my chest over my heart, feeling how fast it was beating after hearing her question."You heard me," she smirked. I would lie if I said I didn't like her confidence and proposal. I looked at her lips, which were looking so tempting."Answer me... Can I kiss you?" she asked. I opened my mouth to say something but closed it when suddenly her eyes colour changed, indicating Monika on the surface. Monika's eyes shot up when she realised how close I was standing to her. She tried to distance herself from me but my hand on her waist restrained her. She raised her head and looked at me anxiously."Ryan" She called me. I remove my hand, noticing how uncomfortable and anxious she is around me, unlike Anika, who asked me to kiss her a minute before. Monika parted away from me"I'm sorry on Anika's behalf" she whispered and started fidgeting with her fingers."She said and did things without thinki
Ryan Pov's."Now, if you're done staring at me, then bring something for me to eat. I'm starving." Anika growled in annoyance. I turned my head in another direction, realising I was openly staring at her."Go... I'm starving" She again shouted. I kept both my hands on my ear."Moon goddess! Why are you screaming? Are you planning to make me deaf?" I groaned."I'm in this condition because of you and my stupid human. I was warning her not to eat seafood, but like a crazy person in love, she ate seafood for you, and I had to use all my energy to heal her. If I were fit, then I wouldn't have to request you. I would've morphed and gone to the forest for the hunt." she said, glaring at me."I'm sorry" I again apologise to her for my behaviour."I don't need your sorry but food" she again shouted like a kid. "Okay... I'm going" I yelled in response and then shut my mouth when she started laughing. I shook my head, realising I started behaving like a child with her and then a smile broke o
Ryan Pov's.I was looking everywhere except Anika who was staring at me. She left me speechless after making me realise how wrong I was towards Monika."I'm hungry. Could you please bring something edible for me?" Anika requested. I looked at her and found a mild smile on her lips. I understood she was changing the topic to enlighten the atmosphere. I nodded and then stood up to bring the tray of food I kept on the table."I brought steak for you, and don't worry, he made this food in front of me," I said and served the steak on a plate for her."It means even you don't trust your pack members." She chuckled. I didn't say anything and sat beside her. She started eating while I was staring at her. The things she said about Monika put me into guilt. She made me realise how easily I judged Monika every time. I frowned when she rubbed her arms while chewing the food."What happened?" I asked, observing how uncomfortably she was sitting."It's cold over here" She whispered after munching
Ryan Pov's."What was that?" I thought, standing outside Monika's room. My heart was beating at a higher speed. Suddenly, Wild started laughing."What?" I groaned."I love the way you ran after she yelled at you," he laughed. I rolled my eyes and then smiled."That little kitten is full of surprise boxes," I replied and shook my head, then went downstairs to order the chef to cook steak as Monika demanded. He looked a little annoyed that I was asking him to make something for Monika but he didn't dare to say anything in front of me.I stood there until he cooked food for Monika, not wanting to take the risk. What if they mixed something in food out of anger. They love Jenny so much that they build hatred for Monika. "Where should I take this, Alpha?" The chef asked, serving steak in a container and keeping the container on a tray along with plates. I took the tray from him."I will take it" I replied and walked back to Monika's room. I took a deep breath before opening the door, won
Monika Pov's .In Present.Tears brimmed my eyes but I didn't shed them. I hate myself when I remember how crazy I became in Aaron's love who didn't even notice me for once. I don't blame him. Love doesn't happen forcefully or as we desire. It just happened... I loved him, and he loved Aana. "I hate myself for behaving like that with Aana. Thankfully, her babies were fine; otherwise, I don't know how I would've forgiven myself. I wouldn't be able to even look at myself in the mirror if something happened to Aana that day," I whispered, cursing myself for forgetting all the limits of my obsession with Aaron."Are you okay?" Anika asked through mindlink."I am... What will happen to me?" I laughed, trying to hide my emotions from her."Did you forget I'm part of you, Monika? You can pretend to be happy in front of the entire world, but you can't hide your emotions from me. I can feel what you're feeling from inside but I don't understand why you don't cry and let out your pain." Anik