Monika Pov's
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I was looking at my daughter, who was looking at me with a smile. She wants me to get back with her father, but she doesn't know how much he hates me and thinks low of me.
Ryan kissed my cheek, startling me. I turned my face and looked at him, then touched my cheek where his lips touched me.
"He kissed us" Anika howled in happiness while my heart was beating at higher speed. Ryan looked at our daughter, Jenny, then winked at her, making her giggle. I understood he intentionally kissed me in front of Jenny to show her how good he is and how much he loves and cares about her mother.
"Think about our daughter before making any decision." He said in a low tone, then looked at me.
"Remember, if you didn't marry me, then I will apply for Jenny's custody in the werewolves council... So think, baby girl and make a wise decision if you don't want to lose your daughter." He said and again took out some paper from his coat pocket.
"I knew you would destroy the papers after reading the conditions. That's why I asked my lawyer to make two copies", he muttered and kept the copy of the contract on the desk and passed me the pen.
"You have no option but to sign this paper," He said, showing me how vulnerable I am in front of him. I snatched the pen from his hand, making him laugh at my misery.
Tears fall from my eyes and fall on the papers. I took a deep breath and signed the contract with a heavy heart, knowing from here my life would be miserable. I secretly wiped my tears and passed the pen to Ryan.
He looked at the pen and then at me before turning his head towards his beta, who nodded and took out a pen from his pocket to give it to his Alpha. Ryan took the pen and signed the papers.
"You don't want to touch the pen touched by me, yet you want me to fulfil the duties of a wife", I mocked him for his boorish behaviour before walking towards Jenny. She happily hugged me.
"Finally, I have a complete family!" " she shouted in happiness. I smiled and picked her up in my arms.
"I can do anything for your smile, baby" I whispered and kissed her forehead.
"Daddy!" She called for Ryan and then asked him to come closer. He smiled and did as his princess asked. He encircled his hand around my shoulder and then kissed Jenny's cheek as he kissed mine.
"I don't know if we ever be able to become each other perfect mates or not, but I'm sure we are going to be amazing parents for you, princess, " he said, looking into my eyes. I nodded and smiled in satisfaction. At least my sacrifice wasn't going to get wasted.
"Okay, guys, my granddaughter and I decided to go on a trip for a week," my mom announced, surprising me with her sudden plan.
"Trip?"
"Yes... I want you two to have fun and spend time together after marriage. If I stay here, then your attention will be on me instead of Daddy, and I don't want it. That's why me and grandma planned a trip together," Jenny said and clapped her hand excitedly. I look at my mom who passed me an awkward smile. I understood it was her plan that she fit in my innocent daughter's head.
"Okay, we have to pack our belongings" Mom said and took Jenny in her arms.
"You should go with Ryan to his pack and don't worry about her. I will take good care of her and will drop her at his pack after the trip," She said and went outside before I could say anything.
"I can't believe this" Ryan snarled and shook his head. I look at him bewildered.
"You used my daughter for your dirty plans" He grunted, tightening his grip around my shoulder. I look at his hand and then at him.
"I'm not getting what you're saying, Ryan"
"A five-year-old girl can't think so much. Obviously, it was your plan. You asked your mother and my princess to go on a trip" He pushed me away from him.
"If you think we can come close by spending time together, then let me clear your misunderstanding; I will never fall in love with women like you", he snarled and looked at me from head to toe with disgust as if I came out of the mud. I didn't say anything to clear his misunderstanding because I knew he would never believe me.
"Let's go, Max" He ordered his Beta.
"What about her, Alpha?" Max asked Ryan and gave me a judgemental look after hearing his Alpha question.
"She is an independent girl who can go anywhere she wants. I don't care", Ryan grunted and walked outside the courtroom. Max shook his head in disappointment and went behind his Alpha. I rolled my eyes and sat on the chair, unable to believe I loved a person like him.
"Are you sure, you want to hide your wolf rank from Ryan?" My mom asked me through mindlink.
"I'm not hiding but not telling him and I don't think it matters to him. He is an as*hole who doesn't care about anyone but himself" I groaned in frustration, unable to believe he left me alone just after marrying me.
"He is now your mate, Monika. I think you should forget what happened in the past and move on," My mom advised me.
“But Mom” Before I could say something, she interrupted me.
"At least for your daughter, you have to mend your relationship with him," she said. I sighed and nodded.
"I will try" I replied and closed the mindlink before I broke down into tears. If she knew what Ryan thinks about me and how he treats me then she wouldn't have let me marry him. I sighed and went outside, then looked up.
"Why you make him my fated mate, Moon Goddess? Did you hate me so much that after so many rejections, I had to choose him as my mate?" I asked the mother of werewolves. She wrote thornes and immense pain in my love life.
"He hates me for the mistakes I made in the past, but I wish he could see how broken I'm from inside", I whispered in a low tone and wiped the unwanted tears which always betrayed my eyes. I hate to cry like a weakling.
I took deep breaths to calm myself and think about what I should do next.
"Your Highness", I was lost in my thoughts when a man came to me and bowed his head in front of me.
"Mother Luna sent this car and asked me to pick you up for Wild Pack", He said. I look at him and then at his car.
"Wild pack means Ryan's pack," I thought and looked back at his warrior.
"Say thank you to Mother Luna for sending this car for me, but I can't come with you," I said with a polite smile. He looked at me shockingly as if he didn't expect me to go against his Alpha's order.
"Are you sure?" He asked to confirm. I nodded and walked towards my car.
"What are you planning, Monika?" Anika asked.
"I'm planning to prove that bas*ard Alpha that he is not wrong. I'm an independent woman who can easily break his stupid male ego"
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Monika Pov's.I parked my car outside Ryan's mansion and hopped out of it. Warriors outside the mansion looked at me shockingly as I came here driving my own car."I imagine what would be Ryan's reaction when he came to know that I came here. I'm sure he must have thought I would cry and wait for him but to his dismay he married a rebellious Queen not a sympathy queen" I smirked and walked towards the mansion while looking around, impressed at how Ryan turned this entire pack condition.I remember Mom told me that the previous Alpha of this pack destroyed this place, but Ryan changed and improved everything after becoming Alpha."Our mate is so good... Most of Alpha refused to take the pack of low quality with poor members and facility, but he did magic. Not only did he choose to become the Alpha of this pack, but he also improved things here. He did an impressive job in handling everything." Anika started praising him."I agree with you. He indeed changed everything. I read an artic
Monika Pov's."Ryan's ex... His fi--first love," I stuttered, looking at the lady, widening my eyes. Anika whimpers, realising our mate is still in love with someone else."You didn't know about Jenny?" She asked."I... I didn't know Ryan's ex's name was Jenny." I replied. Tears rolled from my eyes."Five years ago, when we met for the first time and felt the mate bond, he told me he loved someone else in his life, but I didn't know he still loved her", I mumbled in a low tone and wiped my tears."I thought he might have moved on from her. That's why he asked me to marry him" I said and lowered my head as I didn't want her to see tears in my eyes."Monika" She called me lovingly and took my hand in her hands."No one can replace Jenny in his life, but that doesn't mean you can't create a space for yourself in his heart," she said with a light smile. I chuckled and shook my head."If he hasn't forgiven her in the past five years then it's impossible that he will ever love me. Moreover,
Monika Pov's . I wiped the unwanted tears which fell from my eyes without my permission. I had never cried in the past five years, but seeing him with someone else brought tears to my eyes. I don't understand why that ruthless cheater matters so much to me and why I always fall for the wrong person. I took a deep breath to calm myself, not wanting to cry for him and was about to open the door of my room when a maid came near me. "Do you want something?" She asked. I scrunched my eyebrow. "No... why?" "You're opening the door of my room so I thought you might need something" She said. "Your room?" I asked and looked at the door, then her. "But Ryan's mother assigned this room to me" I muttered. "You're mistaken, Luna... She must have assigned you that room," she pointed at the nearby room. "But", I clamped up and then looked at the doors of both rooms; they looked similar. "You are new here. That's why you might have got confused", she said and shrugged her shoulders. I nodde
Monika Pov's.I moved my hand and brushed Ryan's lips with my fingers. All my confidence vanished when he held my hand and took my finger between his lips. His one action reminded me of the first time, he kissed me and sucked my lips."Ahh," I hissed in pain when he bit my middle finger."You should not play with fire; it can burn your hand", he said and shoved my hand away. I didn't say anything and tried to cross him when he held my hand and pulled me back to the place where I was standing before. He leaned towards my face."Ryan" I called him. My heart was beating at a higher speed in anticipation of his next move."Next time, if you touch me without my permission, then you can't even imagine what I will do to you. This marriage is only for our daughter, not to fulfil your desires. So there is no need to act like a""who*e?" I asked, completing his sentence. He shook his head."Wife... There is no need to act like my wife." He said. I turned my head in another direction as his clo
Monika Pov's .I didn't reply to Ryan and bowed my head, unable to understand what I should say to him. Obviously, I can't say that I want him to check me out or get affected by me... Or..."touch me" Anika completed. I bite my lower lip and close my thighs, feeling a different sensation. I don't understand why he affects me like this..."Look at me when I'm talking" Ryan said and held my chin to make me look at his face. "Don't bite your lips" he grunted. I closed my eyes and cursed myself for acting like a stupid."You didn't answer me," He whispered."Oh God .. why does he need to sound so sexy?" I thought and opened my eyes."I wasn't imagining anything", I replied, but I doubt he heard me. He just nodded his head, looking at my lips instead of my face. "Is he also getting affected by our closeness?" Anika asked me as if I knew everything about Ryan. I gulped when his eyes moved down from my lips to my cleavage. "Ryan" He shook his head before I would've said anything."Don't
Monika Pov's .I was looking at Ryan, widening my eyes. "Why?" I grunted. He smirked and then pointed towards a dress kept on a couch."Get ready... Mother wants to meet you" Ryan said in a stern tone."You could have just shook my body or called my name to wake me up... What was the need to throw water?" I shouted and looked at the clock on the wall. I hardly slept for a few hours, and he woke me up in the worst manner. "Whatever... Get ready. I don't want to make Mother wait for you," he said."Fine" I removed the blanket and hopped out of bed."F*ck" he cursed under his breath."Now what I did" I asked, getting annoyed with his jerk behaviour. I scrunched my eyebrow when he didn't reply and kept looking at me. "He lost his mind", I thought and shrugged my shoulders, then picked the dress from the couch and went to the bathroom to take a bath and change. My eyes shot up when they went into the mirror."Ahh" I screamed, seeing my na*ed body. Now I get why Ryan was looking at me.
Monika Pov's .Ryan stood in front of me, glaring at my soul. I gulped and forced a smile on my face, pretending that I was not afraid of him."She is looking mesmerising" I heard another warrior complimenting me who was standing behind the warrior who complimented me before. Ryan clenched his jaw and held my arm."Didn't I tell you to change?" He hissed. I look at his hand then him."I'm not your slave... It's my body and my choice to wear anything I want" I snarled, trying to release my arm from his grip. My arm started hurting because of his tight hold."ohh, girl! You don't know how dangerous it is to mess up with me" he grinned and moved closer to me. I gulped and tried to take a step away from him, but it was like he already knew what would be my next step. He kept his hand on my waist, restraining me."She is your Alpha's mate, and you should keep this in mind before passing any compliment", he grunted, looking into my eyes, then turned to look at the warriors who complimented
Monika Pov's .Ryan held my chin and made me look at him. There was a mild smile on his lips which was like a warning."I asked you something" I gulped and shook my head before nodding."Huh?" I opened my mouth to tell the truth when Ryan's beta, Patrick, came towards us."What are you doing?" Patrick asked, seeing Ryan close to me as if I was not Ryan's mate but his side chick. Ryan rolled his eyes and parted away from me."Why do you think I'm answerable to you?" Ryan asked with a tight-lipped smile. Patrick glared at me before bowing his head."Luna's mother is calling you into her room for a talk before having lunch," he said. Ryan nodded and looked at my side. Before he could say something, Patrick interrupted him."She is calling you alone," Patrick grunted."I know," Ryan growled back, silencing him. Anika was having a hard time controlling herself here. I shook my head as everyone here was insulting an Alpha wolf without thinking of the consequences."Sorry Alpha" Patrick b
Author Pov's.Monika was looking at Ryan with teary eyes while he maintained an impassive look."Why are you getting so clingy? At first, you were hiding from me so that I wouldn't ask you to reject me and then this emotional drama. Stop it" He scowled"Drama?" She asked and then shook her head, realising she had made a fool of herself by expressing her desire in front of a heartless person. She turned her head in another direction and sneakily wiped her tears while Ryan was feeling frustrated because of the mixed emotions he was feeling. He wants to reject Monika, but at the same time, there is a strange feeling in his heart, like he wants to hold her hand and never leave her."Can't we stay with her forever, Ryan?" Wild asked, surprising Ryan."What?" Ryan asked."Please say yes... I want Monika and Anika as my mates," Wild said. Ryan looks at Monika, who hides her emotions behind a stern look."I promised Aaron that I would give a true chance to this mate bond, and I'm giving it.
Author Pov's .Monika was glaring at Ryan and then she turned her head in another direction. Her cheeks turned red because of blushing. She never thought that someone could think of her like this and make her feel desirable."No... What the hell am I thinking? Why do I feel happy and excited after knowing he desires me? What is wrong with me?" Monika grunted and cursed herself for liking Ryan's intense gaze over her, making her feel something special and butterflies in her stomach."This is what happens when you love someone and he lets you know that he feels the same for you... that feelings are mutual from both sides. Mate bond is not a simple relationship, Monika. It is created by the Moon Goddess itself. We are bound to have feelings for our mate," Anika said, making Monika realise she was getting attracted towards Ryan. "I'm sorry... I utter nonsense when I get nervous" Ryan apologised, cursing himself mentally for letting out his thoughts shamelessly and making her uncomfortab
Author Pov's .Ryan was searching for Monika in the entire pack to talk to her and convince her to reject him, and if she didn't agree, then he decided to trouble her so much that she ended up rejecting him on her own. He was looking for her everywhere to execute his plan, but what he didn't know was that Monika was one step ahead of him. To take revenge for her insult from Ryan, Monika intentionally started hiding from him, making him search for her and roam in the entire pack crazily. She even used perfume to hide her scent so that Ryan wouldn't be able to use Wild's power to find her.Monika was talking to a warrior at the border when she sensed Ryan's presence. She pushed the warrior aside and climbed on the tree to hide from Ryan."What are you doing?" That warrior yelled, looking at her shockingly after seeing how she climbed the tree like a monkey."Shut up and dare you to say a word to Ryan" she warned him, shooting him a deadly glare. He gulped and then looked in the direct
Author Pov's . Ryan returned to his room, frustrated and mad at himself. "I shouldn't have come into Aana's words and promised to give a chance to Monika. At least we wouldn't have stuck with that witless girl" He groaned and sat on the bed. "After seeing how clever she is and how she is forcing us to stay in this mate bond, I think whatever Mandy said was true. Monika is not as innocent as she looks." Wild snarled, hating how he is stuck in a mate bond where he can't stay with his mate. "I will never accept her... People say it's easy to move on when we get a better life partner but here we got worse... I would love to stay in Jenny's memory than to accept Monika as my fated mate," Ryan scowled and stretched his neck, looking at the ceiling, then he straightened his neck and looked at his mirror image. "F*ck" he hissed when he touched his swollen cheek. "She slapped you hard," Wild chuckled. Ryan rolled his eyes and started thinking about what happened a while before. "She
Author Pov's .Monika was talking to Ryan when her eyes went to Aaron, who was standing behind Ryan, listening to their conversation. He was going to the dining area when he saw her with Ryan and he stopped to know the status of her and Ryan's relationship.Aaron indicates to Monika to talk to Ryan properly. She rolled her eyes, remembering her last conversation with Aaron.Like Aana convinced Ryan to give a chance to mate bond, Aaron did the same with Monika. He convinced Monika to forgive Ryan and give a chance to her fated mate. At first, she denied it, but then Aaron started emotionally blackmailing her and making her promise him that she would give a chance to Ryan."For our friendship's sake, please don't ruin your chance with him, Monika," Aaron mindlink Monika, who groaned in frustration."Why you're not understanding Aaron, he is in love with someone else." She hissed, clenching her jaw."Please don't say no... The girl whom he loves is no more. He is alone, Monika." he said
.Author Pov's.Ryan shook his head, realizing what he was thinking."You have lost your mind, Ryan... You should think of rejecting Monika, not accepting her," He scolded himself and looked at Aana, who was waiting for his reply."I think you don't know, but Monika is in a relationship with someone else," Ryan said to Aana with the hope that she would stop forcing him."She is not." She mumbled."She is... A girl told me she is in a relationship with a man named Gabriel" He muttered."No... I mean, yes, she is in a relationship with Gabriel, but he doesn't love her. He is only pretending to love her to make her happy," She said, trying to tell him the dynamic of Monika and Gabriel's relationship."You know, sometimes you say things that go above my head," Ryan said."It's a long story... I will tell you later, but for now, I want you to think about Monika and give a chance to the mate bond created by Moon Goddess," She said and picked her baby girl in her arms, who started crying, f
Author Pov's . Ryan went back to Monika's room to talk to her and reject her so that he could leave the Pack. He was about to knock on the door of the room, but he stopped when he heard her sobs. "How can someone be so heartless?" Monika complained about Ryan to Anika while crying, remembering Ryan's harsh words. "It was so hard for me to move on from Aaron… Ryan refreshed all my memories. Why did he do that?" She asked Anika, who whimpered, feeling Monika's pain. Her words were enough to put Ryan in guilt. "You hurt her," Wild said, feeling bad. "I just said what is the truth, and I didn't know that she apologised to Aana," Ryan grunted and shook his head. "It's all happening because of Mandy. She manipulated the entire situation to make Monika a villain in my eyes ." Ryan thought and cursed himself for coming into her words. "Let's reject her and go from here; otherwise, don't blame me if I lose control over myself and break the promise we made to Jenny," Wild said to Ryan wh
Author Pov's .Monika was talking to Anika while her silence was making Ryan furious. Maddy has influenced him against Monika so much that he feels like Monika is pretending to be upset after getting rejected."What? Are you still going to pretend that you're upset?" he grunted, making her frown."Pretend?" She raised her eyebrow."I know everything about you, so stop with your drama and reject me," he scowled."I'm not getting anything... Drama... Pretend... What are you trying to say?" She asked, hating how he was throwing accusations at her without knowing her."I know about your games and how you play a victim card to make other people feel guilty," He said and turned his face in another direction. "Excuse me" She made Ryan turn towards her. "I don't play the victim card, and how can you behave like this with me?" She growled, hating how he was treating her just because she took the time to accept his rejection."Don't you play the victim card?" He asked."No... I don't" she scr
Author Pov's . Maddy bites her inner cheek to control her smile after seeing her plan is working, and Ryan is coming into her words. "Yes... Didn't Monika tell you that she is in a relationship with Gabriel?" Mandy asked. He shook his head. "Ohh... This proves I'm not wrong about her. If she was honest and a good person, then she would've told you about Gabriel," Mandy said, making Ryan believe in her words. "I can't believe someone can be so wicked behind an innocent face" he thought, remembering how Monika's wolf was crying after he rejected her. "She didn't tell us once she is in a relationship with someone else," Wild growled in jealousy and then narrowed his eyes when he noticed how Mandy was smiling. "What if Mandy is lying to us?" Wild reasoned out the possibility after sensing something was wrong with Mandy's behaviour and her wicked smile. "I don't think she is lying. Why would she make a huge claim?" Ryan asked. "Because we rejected her," Wild said, unable to believ