Author Pov's .Flashback(After Ryan decided to accept Monika as her mate).Ryan was looking at Monika, adoring her in the red dress she was wearing while Monika was waiting for him to speak or say she was waiting for him to ask her to reject him."I know why you came here" she whispered, fidgeting with her fingers, then raised her head to finally look at Ryan."Believe me you don't" he said, smiling like a fool. She squeezed her eyebrows. His smile was confusing her."Monika" he called her lovingly and then took her hand in his hand."I know you're here to ask me to reject you" She muttered and closed her eyes to control the unwanted tears. He shook his head."I'm ready to reject you," she said, and a tear rolled from her eyes. Ryan kept her hand on her cheek and lovingly wiped her tears."Monika" She opened her eyes and looked at him."I accept" Before he could complete and tell her he wanted to accept her, a woman in her forties came near them while calling for Monika.Ryan parte
Author Pov's . Ryan kneeled in front of Monika and wiped her tears, then held her shoulder to make her stand. She was looking at him silently. "Why are you crying now?" He snarled, hating to see tears in her eyes. "I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered. He looked at her and then sighed. "Stop crying," he said in a calm tone, not wanting to see her like this. She nodded and tightened her lips to keep herself from crying. After a minute of silence, she raised her head and looked at him, only to find him staring at her. She again broke down into tears, realising she lost her friendship and love again. After falling in love with Ryan, she is sure she can't come into a relationship with Gabriel, and now, Smshe is afraid that Gabriel will break the friendship after hearing her decision, and it won't change anything because her love, Ryan, already hates her. She lost both Ryan and Gabriel today. "What do you want, Monika? I will do as you say, but please stop crying," Ryan said,
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel's fated mate, Rose, widening her eyes while Gabriel, who was expecting this reaction from Monika, became anxious suddenly. He knew that it would be hard for Monika to accept that his fated mate had returned. He stood up and went near Monika. "She is alive" Monika kept her hand over her mouth, and a tear of happiness rolled from her eyes because she knew how much Rose meant to his friend, Gabriel. Monika was happy, but Gabriel took the wrong meaning behind her tears, thinking she was feeling bad that Rose was alive, which indirectly meant the end of their relationship. "Rose" Monika was about to go near Rose when Gabriel blocked her path confusing her with his action. "I won't let you harm her," He said, glaring at her. "Harm her?" She frowned. "If you think you can hurt my mate like you hurt Aana then you're wrong. I won't let you touch a single strand of my mate's hair," He grimaces. "I---I was happy that she is alive and was going
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel who opened his eyes and looked at her when she didn't respond. "Huh?" She gave him a confusing look because the whole time, the thought of their relationship didn't even cross her mind. She was just worried for Gabriel before and was now happy that he had found his mate, but Gabriel was adamant about ending things between him and Monika. "Ohh... Wait! Our relationship" Monika muttered and then closed her eyes and cursed herself for being so stupid and taking things slow. She opened her eyes and looked at Gabriel. She felt awkward now that he brought up the topic of their relationship. "I... I can understand... Rose is alive." She bites her tongue, realising she is making things complicated. "I mean to say I can understand you can't be with me," She said and passed him a smile, unable to understand how to share with him that even she didn't want to continue this relationship and had feelings for Ryan. She shook her head, thinking of te
Author Pov's . "Wh--what?" Monika asked Anika shockingly, unable to believe what she heard. "You heard me" Anika growled and whimpered in pain. "But why?" Monika panicked, knowing this was the worst thing among the bad things that were happening to her, in a single day. "What do you mean by why? When a she-wolf meets her fated mate, she goes on heat because of the constant desire in her heart to make love with her mate. The Moon Goddess created us this way... There is a want of every single she-wolf that needs to be fulfilled after they meet their mate to strengthen their mate bond." She hissed at me for asking a stupid question while explaining things that I already knew. "So it means you went on heat because you wanted to have s*x with Ryan" Monika muttered and then hissed in pain. "Hey! Don't interpret my words like this. I wanted to mate with Ryan to make our bond stronger," she said, getting defensive because I use the word 's*x' instead of 'making love'. I laughed in sarca
Author Pov's . After the intense fight with Monika, Ryan was fuming in anger and upset with himself for even thinking of loving someone again. "It's all my mistake. I was happy and living with Jenny's memory. Don't know why and where I lost my mind and thought of giving a chance to Monika" Ryan growled and punched on the wall to pour his anger on something. He was feeling intense anger and pain after Monika told him she wanted Gabriel. "Why did she ask us to give her a chance when she wanted to choose Gabriel?" Wild whimpered. "Because she was making sure to have two options" Ryan hissed. "Two options?" Wild asked confusingly. "Yes... If one person rejects her, then she has others ready to come into a relationship and mark her" Ryan grimaced. Somewhere, he knew he was speaking rubbish, but at the moment, he just wanted to let out his anger by any means, including battering or uttering things that made no sense. "I know what Monika did was wrong, but it's not that she kept us
Author Pov's .Monika was looking at Wild when Anika growled, feeling intense pain and desire to mate with Ryan and Wild. "Ahh" Tears rolled from her eyes. Wild whimper and move away from her and give control to his human. Ryan rushed towards Monika and helped her to sit. She whimpered and attached her front to his chest, loving the feeling of his bare skin. Ryan cursed, realising he was nak*d after transitioning, and he knew this was not good news, especially when Monika was in heat. Monika hugged Ryan to feel his skin in her hand... It was giving her strange relief. Ryan gulped when Monika rubbed her body with his, trying to get relief from the itchiness and burning sensation in her body. His presence was calming her and Anika. Ryan shook his head and forced himself to push Monika away."Monika... get hold of yourself... We don't want this... I--I don't want this" Only Ryan knows how he said those words because Monika's arousal was driving him and his wolf insane. He wanted to
Author Pov's .Ryan was kissing Monika. Their eyes were closed as if they were living in that moment. He opened his eyes and smiled when he noticed her eyes closed. "Ryan" She moaned in his mouth when he bit on her lower lip, intensifying her emotions and the se*ual tension between them."Let's mate with her," Wild said. Ryan's eyes shot up when he heard him, realising what he was doing with Monika and what effect his kiss was having on Wild, Monika and Anika. He shook his head and parted away from Monika who had a beautiful smile on her face. She opened her eyes and looked at him."This is wrong... I---I'm sorry" her smile withered upon hearing his words. It was like he took out her heart and crushed it under his feet. Tears rolled down her cheeks. "You and I both belong to someone else... We shouldn't do this," He snarled, regretting kissing someone who rejected him a few hours ago for her boyfriend."F*ck... She is in heat, that's why she kissed me, but what had happened to me?
Author Pov's ."I'm done with everyone, Ryan, so it's better if you drop your drama of being sweet to me", Monika said and walked outside the lake after taking a bath."Don't", she grumbled when she noticed Ryan was about to turn to answer her."I don't fake, Monika. I do care for you" he said and cursed himself for being so stupid. He was about to turn and see her na*ed."Stop it, Ryan... stop playing with my heart" she yelled in frustration. Ryan turned towards her shockingly, not expecting her to put an allegation on him."Why? Why are you showing care when you clearly want to reject me? Stop pitying me." She shouted, remembering Gabriel's words. She thinks Ryan is also feeling bad for her like Gabriel was feeling before."I don't pity you," he said, and tried to hold her hand, but she shoved his hand away. There was fear in her heart that Ryan would give her a shoulder to cry like Gabriel did and then reject her in the end."Then why are you with me?" She asked."I" he stopped, u
Author Pov's.Ryan took control from Wild and looked at Anika who was sleeping in his arms. Tears of guilt rolled from Ryan's eyes. He felt like he took advantage of her condition despite it being Anika who forced him. More than that he was feeling like he betrayed his Jenny. He wasn't prepared for this.Ryan made Anika lie down on the ground gently, making sure not to wake her up, unaware that Monika was awake. Just when he was about to stand up, Monika took control from Anika and opened her eyes, startling Ryan."I didn't know you were so excited to leave that you wouldn't even wait for me or Anika to wake up," she muttered and sat straight, then crawled in a ball, feeling uncomfortable. Ryan looked around and found her coat at a distance. He picked it up and then made her wear it from behind. Monika was feeling numb, unable to understand how to react or what to say and Ryan was feeling guilty and frustrated because of the situation in which they were."I wasn't leaving but wanted
Author Pov's .Ryan looked at Anika helplessly and wiped her tears lovingly."You know she will die if she doesn't get medicine or we don't mate with her, and there is no chance I will let anyone touch her," Wild growled at me. Ryan pulled Anika closer to his chest, afraid of losing her. He was just looking at her, unable to understand what he should do. She was crying because of the heat sensation, but at the same time, she was feeling relief because she knew that she was with the person with whom she loved the most and with whom she always felt safe. Wild growled when he smelled her arousal. It was getting harder for him to control himself. Ryan sits on the ground with her."Please let me go and bring medicine for you before I lose control over Wild" Ryan clamped up and closed his eyes when Anika started grinding against his hard member. "I don't want medicine but you" Anika grimaced and, at the same time, moaned, feeling his hard member poking her stomach. He wrapped his hand a
Author Pov's .Ryan was kissing Monika. Their eyes were closed as if they were living in that moment. He opened his eyes and smiled when he noticed her eyes closed. "Ryan" She moaned in his mouth when he bit on her lower lip, intensifying her emotions and the se*ual tension between them."Let's mate with her," Wild said. Ryan's eyes shot up when he heard him, realising what he was doing with Monika and what effect his kiss was having on Wild, Monika and Anika. He shook his head and parted away from Monika who had a beautiful smile on her face. She opened her eyes and looked at him."This is wrong... I---I'm sorry" her smile withered upon hearing his words. It was like he took out her heart and crushed it under his feet. Tears rolled down her cheeks. "You and I both belong to someone else... We shouldn't do this," He snarled, regretting kissing someone who rejected him a few hours ago for her boyfriend."F*ck... She is in heat, that's why she kissed me, but what had happened to me?
Author Pov's .Monika was looking at Wild when Anika growled, feeling intense pain and desire to mate with Ryan and Wild. "Ahh" Tears rolled from her eyes. Wild whimper and move away from her and give control to his human. Ryan rushed towards Monika and helped her to sit. She whimpered and attached her front to his chest, loving the feeling of his bare skin. Ryan cursed, realising he was nak*d after transitioning, and he knew this was not good news, especially when Monika was in heat. Monika hugged Ryan to feel his skin in her hand... It was giving her strange relief. Ryan gulped when Monika rubbed her body with his, trying to get relief from the itchiness and burning sensation in her body. His presence was calming her and Anika. Ryan shook his head and forced himself to push Monika away."Monika... get hold of yourself... We don't want this... I--I don't want this" Only Ryan knows how he said those words because Monika's arousal was driving him and his wolf insane. He wanted to
Author Pov's . After the intense fight with Monika, Ryan was fuming in anger and upset with himself for even thinking of loving someone again. "It's all my mistake. I was happy and living with Jenny's memory. Don't know why and where I lost my mind and thought of giving a chance to Monika" Ryan growled and punched on the wall to pour his anger on something. He was feeling intense anger and pain after Monika told him she wanted Gabriel. "Why did she ask us to give her a chance when she wanted to choose Gabriel?" Wild whimpered. "Because she was making sure to have two options" Ryan hissed. "Two options?" Wild asked confusingly. "Yes... If one person rejects her, then she has others ready to come into a relationship and mark her" Ryan grimaced. Somewhere, he knew he was speaking rubbish, but at the moment, he just wanted to let out his anger by any means, including battering or uttering things that made no sense. "I know what Monika did was wrong, but it's not that she kept us
Author Pov's . "Wh--what?" Monika asked Anika shockingly, unable to believe what she heard. "You heard me" Anika growled and whimpered in pain. "But why?" Monika panicked, knowing this was the worst thing among the bad things that were happening to her, in a single day. "What do you mean by why? When a she-wolf meets her fated mate, she goes on heat because of the constant desire in her heart to make love with her mate. The Moon Goddess created us this way... There is a want of every single she-wolf that needs to be fulfilled after they meet their mate to strengthen their mate bond." She hissed at me for asking a stupid question while explaining things that I already knew. "So it means you went on heat because you wanted to have s*x with Ryan" Monika muttered and then hissed in pain. "Hey! Don't interpret my words like this. I wanted to mate with Ryan to make our bond stronger," she said, getting defensive because I use the word 's*x' instead of 'making love'. I laughed in sarca
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel who opened his eyes and looked at her when she didn't respond. "Huh?" She gave him a confusing look because the whole time, the thought of their relationship didn't even cross her mind. She was just worried for Gabriel before and was now happy that he had found his mate, but Gabriel was adamant about ending things between him and Monika. "Ohh... Wait! Our relationship" Monika muttered and then closed her eyes and cursed herself for being so stupid and taking things slow. She opened her eyes and looked at Gabriel. She felt awkward now that he brought up the topic of their relationship. "I... I can understand... Rose is alive." She bites her tongue, realising she is making things complicated. "I mean to say I can understand you can't be with me," She said and passed him a smile, unable to understand how to share with him that even she didn't want to continue this relationship and had feelings for Ryan. She shook her head, thinking of te
Author Pov's . Monika was looking at Gabriel's fated mate, Rose, widening her eyes while Gabriel, who was expecting this reaction from Monika, became anxious suddenly. He knew that it would be hard for Monika to accept that his fated mate had returned. He stood up and went near Monika. "She is alive" Monika kept her hand over her mouth, and a tear of happiness rolled from her eyes because she knew how much Rose meant to his friend, Gabriel. Monika was happy, but Gabriel took the wrong meaning behind her tears, thinking she was feeling bad that Rose was alive, which indirectly meant the end of their relationship. "Rose" Monika was about to go near Rose when Gabriel blocked her path confusing her with his action. "I won't let you harm her," He said, glaring at her. "Harm her?" She frowned. "If you think you can hurt my mate like you hurt Aana then you're wrong. I won't let you touch a single strand of my mate's hair," He grimaces. "I---I was happy that she is alive and was going