Sa isang unfamiliar matrimonial bed, pero astoundingly tapered to my taste, nagising ako, with the soothing warmth of my lover’s arms wrapped around me. His new scent is simply addicting, that I could fall asleep again and snuggle closer there for hours.
Memories of the heated night before flooded back to me, and sent tingling sensations to my body. Nakakahiya mang aminin sa sarili pero I gave myself wholly to you for the first time in two years. Pero wala ako ni katiting na pagsisisi. You have waited long enough. Two years? Sapat na iyon para ipagkatiwala ko saiyo ang lahat ng akin.
I have my best friend, Avaz to thank for her awesome advice na mag-book ng room sa Primal International Hotel for our 2nd Anniversary. Although sa una, I found it embarrassing. Hello? Ako, si Heather O’ Connor, who thought na ang aking pinakakai-ingatang virginity ay reserved only till our wedding night ay magkukumahog na mag stay with my handsome boyfriend sa pinakabago, pinakasikat and not to mention, one of the most-expensive hotels in the country?!
And yes, it cost me a month’s salary lang naman. Well, kung iisipin, compared sa expenses niya nga naman sa bawat monthsary namin, katiting lang to. That’s why, ako mismo yung nag-insist to pay for everything.
Slightly, I reached for his arm… up to his chest. He groaned at my touch. Damn! Since when did his bedroom voice sound so sexy? Wait. Hindi ko napansin na ganito na pala ka-toned ang muscles nya. Has he been working out to surprise me? Enebe pereng tenge nemen. Well, di na iyon mahalaga. What matters the most is that, he is with me now.
I fell back into deeper slumber…
Finally! I am where I should be…LOUVRE MUSEUM, PARIS! Parang awit lang ni Yeng Constantino, hawak-kamay tayo. Masyadong tayong mais pero ikaw ‘to, ako ‘to. Meant to be. Simple.
Agad nating binagtas ang pasilyo papunta sa kinaroroonan ni Mona Lisa. Ilang hakbang pa, nasa harapan na natin ang isa sa pinaka- famous painting ni Leonardo Da Vinci…
Wow… just wow! I have seen her image in countless prints at syempre, pati sa internet, kalat. Ngunit iba talaga pag nasa harapan mo na ang totoong painting ng Mona Lisa. I am simply starstruck!
A few seconds later, we decided to leave her alone.
But something in that painting pulled me back for a second look. Di naman ako expert. I am plainly an art enthusiast. But I sensed that that enigmatic smile of hers is quite different.
So I asked you: “Bakit, Hon, I felt as if…as if Mona Lisa here has more life…a happier aura, or is it… far more sinister?”
“It’s not your imagination, Heather dear. That’s the replica of Mona Lisa…and not just an ordinary copy. That painting was discovered to have been daubed alongside the original, ilang dipa lang ang layo kay Leonardo Da Vinci. Rumors circulated na the mystery painter is either Da Vinci’s brother...sister…or lover. Nag –trending pa yan. And until this very moment, it has remained a mystery.”
This left me feeling uneasy. Whew! Ni hindi ko alam bakit apektado ako ng revelation na ito. I need to see the original painting. Why is a mere copy…an imitation sensationalized? Even, in a way, deified?!
Then you grasped my hand, to take me away from my commoner’s confusion and blew a kiss on it. That is when I saw the ring on your finger: K. Z. P.
And that is what woke me up.
I did it. I finally slept with the guy who will walk with me down the aisle soon. Wala ta ‘tong atrasan. I hope na-satisfy ko siya kagabi, despite my naiveté. Well, I think I did. Natulog kasi ako at nagising with him still beside me. Di tulad sa mga nobelang nababasa ko, na when a guy gets what he wants, the poor girl wakes up alone in bed. Luckily, I’m not part of that list.
Or so I thought.
I felt as if I drifted back to dreamland when he caressed my hair. I let out a breath of relaxation. It’s just so comforting whenever he does it that way…
“Tamara, dear, gising ka na pala? No rush. It is still quite early. You must have been so tired,” he said. “You slept like a baby, but was a moaning lioness last night,” he chuckled in a different huskier laughter this time, o baka naman may smoker’s cough na ‘tong fiancé ko sa kakasigarilyo. So his voice sounded a bit off in my ears.
“Not at all, Iszak. In fact, I enjoyed every bit of it. Well, a bit sore somewhere, but…well…umm… expected naman na siguro yun diba?” But wait. As in teka lang, tinawag niya ba akong ‘Tamara’ just now??? Who the heck is Tamara???
Lights went on. Floods of realization and emotions ang bumalot sa buong pagkatao ko when I locked gazes with the man whom I spent the entire steamy night with. Para akong tinamaan ng kidlat! A drop-dead gorgeous stranger was sitting with the same stunned expression as mine on my hotel bed! The utter shock made me scream at his face.
“SINO KA?! ANONG GINAGAWA MO DITO?! GET OUT! HINDI KITA KILALA!” Sabay bato sa kanya ng bawat unan na mahawakan ko. Bagama’t ang gulo ng utak ko sa mga oras na ito, I couldn’t help but notice the puzzled look sa gwapong mukhang iyon. I think I’ve seen him somewhere. He felt so familiarly unfamiliar. Have we met?
“Who the heck are you, too? It’s Tamara I invited last night and I own this place! So who are you to drive me out?! Stupid cheap girl,” he muttered his last sentence, but I’m too sharp to not hear such disgusting remark.
Tumayo ito, nagsuot ng Apple watch as if yun ang pinaka-importanteng bagay sa buong mundo bago tuluyang isinuot ng designer brands niyang damit na gusut-gusot dahil sa nagdaang daluyong kagabi sa kama. Looking so confident and composed, he pulled out a checkbook and scribbled something on it. “I hope five million is enough to zip your mouth shut about last night.”
That’s when my patience string suddenly snapped.
Gulong-gulo ang utak, nagtatatakbo ako palabas, heedless of the fact that I just ripped into pieces a huge amount of money and thrown it into his perplexed face. Feeling disgraced and a total mess, and as if it isn’t enough torture, naka-receive pa ako ng tadtad na missed calls and text messages from my boyfriend, Iszak: "Call me back once you get this." "Why aren't you answering my calls??" "Babe where are you??" "It's past midnight for f*ck's sake!" “Heather, where the hell are you? Buong gabi mo akong pinaghintay sa Room 606! “ But I was at Room 909. Gulong-gulo ako. Yung tipong parang sasabog sa halo-halong emosyon na hindi ko ma-explain. I couldn’t reply to him. I couldn’t find the right words to tell him. There’s so way I can face the love of my life after the mess I’ve made. This is f*cked up. &n
Breakfast in bed. Over a cup of steaming black instant coffee, dagdag -almusal ko ang mas masamang balita. Trending sa internet: “AN ORDINARY OFFICE CLERK SLUT HAD A STEAMY ONE-NIGHT STAND WITH TOP-NOTCH CEO!” Kung ganito akong klase ng babae, I would have enjoyed the attention. But I am not a slut. Ano ba ang ginawa ko sa mga taong ito? Wala naman akong maalalang kaaway…at wala akong maraming kaibigan, to begin with. Avaz is my only friend, kung kaya’t di ko maubos maisip kung bakit magagawa niya ang panlilinlang na ito sa akin. That is, kung totoo man na siya ang may pakana nito. No phone calls nor messages from her until this very moment. Just when I needed a friend most. Should I make the first move and confront her? Hindi ako papayag just to let this slide. Karangalan ko ang sinisira ng kagaguhang ito. Usually, as a kid, pag may problema, takbuhan mo an
A month later, the smoke died down. Just like any trending show, nawalan ng interes sa istorya ng buhay ko ang mga netizens. Naglaho din ang mga callers, chatheads at reporters na nanggugulo sa buhay ko sa bawat galaw ko. Wala din naman silang mahihita sa akin eh. I have kept my mouth zipped and locked for so long. It worked. Itinuon ko ang oras ko sa trabaho. Kailangan kong yumaman. Yumaman is equated to yummy-man. Pero hindi ako ang tipo na maghahanap at aasa sa lalaki para magkamal ng pera. Ayokong bangungutin ng gising. Pero I have set high goals for myself. Gusto ko, time will come na pa travel-travel na lang ako. And one of my dreams is to visit the Louvre in Paris. At syempre, dapat lang naman na kasama ko ang man of my dreams... But the mirror is broken now. That man is gone....in just a flick of a finger. Alangan namang maglupasay pa ako over it. Di naman ako namatayan to mourn...Oo, nakapanghihinayang. But there are thi
"Heather...Heather...gising...laro tayo!" "Ayoko pa, antok na antok pa ako...tumakas tayo buong gabi, di ba?" "Oo nga eh. Ang saya sa labas eh. Ambait nung mama na nagbigay sa atin ng candy. Di pa ako nakakakain ng ganung klase ng kendi eh. Ulitin natin?" “Natatakot ako eh, baka kasi mahuli tayo...Ayoko nang lumuhod sa munggo o di kaya ay ikulong sa basement. Nakakatakot eh." "Okay lang yan. Kasama mo naman ako lagi eh...Halika na kasi...Tulad ng dating gawi..." “Ayoko na nga eh...” “Bahala ka! Ako na lang! Duwag! Duwag! Dito uli ako tutulay sabubungan...para lumabas ng bahay...aakyat na ako...habol, Heather, habol! Tip…tap...” “Baka mahulog ka diyan. Mahina na ang tinutungtungan mo. Bumaba ka na! Wag, Savarra!
"NO!" I flinched at his sudden remark. Hindi naman nakakapanibago ang pagka-authoritarian ng isang ito, pero para sakin, isa lang siyang malaking damulag who loves to throw tantrums everytime he doesn't get what he wants. "You're not going anywhere unless I say so," he continued. "You got me into this mess, so you better fix it." "With all due respect, sir, what I'm doing now, is actually the solution to your problem." His displeased aura made him clench his teeth and tighten the muscles on the sides of his face, creating a visible view of his strong jawline. He, then, looked at me, deadeye. "You are pissing me off." Obvious ba? Duh, araw-araw ka naman yata pikon eh. "You call that a 'solution' to the problem??" He added. "Tingin mo, masosolusyunan mo ang mga problema just by running away?" I looked back at him with unsteady gazes. "Kung yun ang ikakagaan ng loob ng mga naperwisyo ko, why not?" "Listen, Ms. O'Connor," he breathed heavily. "I don't think you understand. I'm of
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