2. He just holds my all broken parts together

I felt sick my head was spinning. I get out of the car because I couldn’t breathe anymore, Dominick immediately followed me. Other cars began to signaling to us but I only could hear her hard breathing and moaning. I screamed in the middle of the road and throw out my phone, I fell on my knees it seemed I can’t breathe anymore. My hands were shaking abnormally and my heart was beating so loud that it seemed soon it will burst.

The sunny day quickly changed. Dark clouds surrounded the sky. Dominick kneeled near me…

-It's ok breath just breath baby I’m with you….You are not alone, Please Mathea just breathe.” He begged me with concerned eyes his hand stroke my back, then he brushed with his fingers through his blue hair with not knowing how to help me or what he should do or say to me.

-Dom I can’t ….I looked at him in his ocean blue eyes. “ It hurts, it hurts so much Dominick. I can’t…I trusted him!” I scream and hugging my stomach with my hands and I don’t care anymore that all people are watching me stunned, I don’t care what they think, and I don’t care anything any more. Rain begins to drop on my hair. Dominick raises his head from me to behind my back his eyes come with anger.

“- Don’t dare to come near her, you bastard!” He shouts to somebody behind me. But I already know who is behind me.

-“What’s happen Maya? What did he do to you? I hear Kai's voice from my back and I don’t know how he found me but I don’t want to see him anymore, I don’t look at him I’m still kneeling on the ground and I’m just frozen I can’t turn around and look at him.

-“What have I done? “Dominick laughed with anger and sarcasm. “No you motherfucker, it's what have you done? I don’t care who you are but if you go near my best friend I’m fucking kill you.” I’m forced my head to see them but it was as hard as to stand up from the ground, it seemed my all strength disappear somewhere.

-“Don’t push me you cock” he gritted his teeth. “Maia?” Kai doesn’t look at Dominick only at me. He passed through him and pushed him like Dominick was some annoying little kid.

I stepped a few steps away from him.

-“Don’t “…I was shaking my head and holding myself with my hands around my body…

-“Please just tell me what’s happening” He begged me with his eyes full of confusion and fear.

-“Why?” I only whispered s and I feel again as I can’t breathe anymore I need my Dominick but I don’t see him anymore.

-“Mathea please just say what is happening.” He tried to touch me but I screamed at him.

“Noooooo.! No! No! Don’t touch me ever again!” I screamed with all my force. And hit to his hand which tried to touch my cheeks.

Dominick soon came with my phone, the screen was broken but it still was working. He put the screen near Kai’s face where he is kissing women at the screen.

Kai brushed with his fingers through his hair and stepped away….He turned around and walk a few steps like he would thinking what to do…

-“It’s true”. I heavily sighted his eyes is telling me that it’s true. I was forcing myself to think maybe it's an old video maybe in that time we weren’t together but from his face, I know this video isn’t fake.

-“Fuck…listen I can explain” Dominick put his palm on Kai’s chest from stopping to get him near me. But in one second he suddenly turned around his hand under his back and Dominick moaned in pain, while Kai is holding it.

“ Touch me again cock and that hand will be in your ass do you understand me clearly ?” He whispered into his ear and slowly pushed Dominick’s hand more in pain, Dominick was tall but very skinny and Kai was and tall and muscular,  his one hand had more muscles than all Dominick’s body.

-“Argh...” he moaned and his glasses crushed on the ground “N..no, you listen to me... If you ever loved her just leave her alone for now.” His eyes were closed. He was speaking with gritted teeth in pain but his voice was full of anger there wasn’t fear only pride.

-“LET. GO. HIM." with gritted teeth and a low voice I said to him and repeated again when he didn't want to hear me. "Let go my friend you bastard!” I shouted at him he grabbed Dominick so quickly, that I couldn’t react in time. But when I shouted he immediately lets go of Dominick. He lost his balance, but quickly he stood near me in stroking his hand from the pain.

-“Fuck Maia…I’m sorry I ..” Kai tried to come near me again with his pale face and shaking hands, his eyes became darker and his gaze was so in pain and fear.

-“ No! How could you? Was I only a toy for you?" My voice, was only a whisper like I would keep talking only with myself.

-“No of course not, I love you it’s not everything as it looks.”  His hands were trembling and I almost saw tears in his silver eyes. He acts so well I thought with a smile which was empty on my face. I almost began to laugh like a crazy one.

- “Do I look stupid to you Kai? Do I really look that stupid? Oh my god, I don’t want to see you anymore, I don’t want to hear anything about you, I don’t want to think about you, I don’t want to love you anymore. I hate you so much! “ I cried with anger and pain, it was rubbing me into pieces. All happiness, all future with him broke in one second. All my life broke in one massage.

I turned around on my way to the car and sit down in the passenger seat…Dominick was still outside arguing with him, but I only heavily put my head by the window of the doors.

I only could look at those dark clouds with some purple color, it seemed that my eyes somehow shined with the color of lightning but soon in the sky I saw one lightning and maybe that light of the shadows is playing with my mind.

I have no power to think or feel I want to disappear from this world, and with that thinking, in my reflection, I saw my eyes shined with the strange light of lightning again, but now the light of it was brighter and I put my head from the window. The car doors open and Dominick sits near me he looked at me, but I can’t move I just watching that window with my reflection.

-“Come on girl, come to me.”  He straightens his hand to me.

Sitting all frozen slowly managed to turn my head a little bit to his side and look at him for a while, his eyes were full of hurt, full of concern, full of love but my gaze is empty, I can’t move in my mind only he kissing and touching women with a sexy red dress and blond hair in some fancy restaurant.

He doesn’t like those places. We go to McDonald's and eat junky food at night and go on the building’s roof where the sky is full of stars. This is not even his place but it seems I was too blind to see things clearly.

-“He with a suit in fancy place? Who is this man? “ I hold my legs and try to hide my face into my knees. 

 -   “Come here, Maia just come here. “ He hugged me and I began to cry again, I couldn’t keep holding my tears, I tried so hard to never cry and show my weakness, but I couldn’t keep longer pain to myself I began to feel that enormous pain again, I hide my face with my tears into his chest and began to cry so hard that my nails prong into his skin but he didn’t say anything, he didn't move or shake me off he let me dig into him, he let me put my pain into his skin while I cried with gritted teeth and blooded nails. He didn’t say anything he just was here, with me, he was holding all my broken parts together.