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4. So now you know how to love

Author: Katina
last update Last Updated: 2020-12-04 15:36:04

-"But why?" I was stunned.

-"Because I don't know how to love ok?" I could feel how he with annoyance rolled his eyes but he didn't show his face, he just easily turned around from me.

-"What? I was stunned. "That is the most stupid thing which you ever had said to me." I  giggled, but it seemed he was avoiding to look at me he just looked at his sisters' clothes in thinking about what I should be wearing tomorrow.

-"How about a mini skirt of jeans, it is still summer, and you wearing those stupid jeans it's not winter, Maia."He said sarcastically and rolled his eyes so hard that he almost could see his brains.

-"Dominick you are not serious aren't you? Do you know who is not available to love? It's my mother...And you.." I was struggling in talking because in my mind I wanted to say to him so much about how he is wonderful, and caring, and sensitive, I just couldn't understand what's wrong with him.

He is rich, has so many friends, he has a sister who is a splinter in the ass but she loves him so much and I know it, while I have nothing only him, and my anger was raising how he doesn't understand or see things in my eyes, sometimes he is so stupid. I wanted to live his life so much, he has everything, what's the matter with stupid words I not go to any relationship because I don't know how to love argh, he doesn't need anything to learn he is perfect in all ways.  I was so mad at him... I couldn't express my feelings in words my anger at him, my love for him, how he is perfect to me, and I only said:

" -You have the biggest heart of all people I know. From even where that came:' I don know how to love'"... I rolled my eyes and repeated his words in a silly and low voice as some joke.

-"Stop it please don't do it again." he laughed from my voice. "Believe me, your acting, to talk like me is worst than your jeans." He smiled and I saw as his shoulders relaxed a little bit. 

"Ok try this." He stood up from the bed where he was kneeling by a huge hill of clothes.

-"Forget about these clothes I won't take her clothes she hates me and will kill me when she will figure out that I was in her room. We are talking about your relationship and not clothes Dominick Tongus." I said in a serious voice to him but he never listens to me.

- She won't kill you firstly if she would want to harm you she will deal with me furthermore she doesn't care about her clothes, because she buys them too often and too much all the time and doesn't remember what she buys, secondly, she likes you she is just a little bit jealous of her big brother." He turned his head to me and looked at me from my foot to my head.

"You know I never understood how you are creating  PERFECT, ORIGINAL, FASHIONABLE sketch for others who's so damn good but dresses on your own so ugly. You have a taste but live as a grey mouse why?" He took had put his fingers on his cheek and somehow this sounded so funny but I had pretended that he had offended me.

-"wow thanx a lot Dom." I said slowly with sarcasm in my voice and looked sad to him. I used his name in a shorter way I know how he doesn't like it when I say so but I like to annoy him as well as he, we play who is better at annoying we push each other buttons but never cross the line with hurting each other.

"-Ohh common you know I love you... He said with a sad expression on his face. He didn't even say anything about how I called his name maybe he believed that he hurt me but I just knew him too well that he just say what he thinks with no purpose to offend me. 

"-Well, so now you know how to love," I said to him with a raised eyebrow and soon he became angry I didn't get what is wrong with him and the word love.

"-Can you just drop it." He said in a cold voice which makes me shiver. He used even his arrogant look which somehow hurt me but soon he sighted and his voice now sounded warmer..."Just forget it from your little cute head Maia. I said he will not be my boyfriend." He stood up came to me and gave me a cute blue dress with a big v neck.

-"You must introduce him to me." I smirked and he just sighed.

-"No way." I began to feel uncomfortable because it was heavy to talk with him I felt like a stranger who try to take information from him or something. I was just forcing him to talk or act like he didn't want, but who can do not want to be with a person who you care a lot. And I saw how he smiled when he wrote to that boy.

I just wanted that he would be happy, I wanted to help him more be open to the person to who he is attracted. He all the time is so arrogant he just needs a little push but sometimes he makes it so difficult,

Domiiniick is so familiar with Kai despite he laughed at Kai that he is voiceless. And he doesn't speak a lot well Dominick also doesn't speak a lot about his feelings so they are more familiar than they think.

-"But why?" I asked 

-"Because he is not too good, too perfect be with me and be friends with you" He smirked at me. 

-"Sometimes you are so stupid Dominick. "I smiled to him while he put the dress on me to check how it looks and we both stared at the mirror. Dominick's hand was holding the dress near my body while he was behind me. The dress was very beautiful.

-"Well that's bad for him, but not to me." His smile was so cute, while his teeth shined on his face. Why are you asking about him so much?" He put his head on my shoulder like he was tired to hold it himself.

-"Because you don't tell me so I'm asking you. How should I know about your love when you don't tell me.

-"You know that my only love is you." He giggled and hugged me.

"-Oh, common I'm serious Dominick. Can you say to me at least his name?" I sat on the bed and looked at his ocean's eyes.

"-Go to sleep girl, I'm tired." He kissed my forehead and went by the door of the room.

-"Dominick." I begged with my puppy's eyes. He sighed heavily.

-"Good night angel." He stopped a moment from closing doors and said. "Tom. his name is Tom." The door closed and I closed my eyes but the smile was on my face, That little cute Grinch has such a cute heart I will help him to drop all walls from it where he is hiding it.  But then I remembered Kai and open My eyes tears dropped from it. why Kai did it to me when we were so happy? What did he write to Dominick? What he is doing now? Does he think about me?

Some lights showed in the street and I heard a huge noise of a motorcycle. 

-"What fuc..." I ran by the window and saw a man in the black costume of a motor-cyclist. "Is it he?" I whispered and hugged myself he raised his head in my direction but I couldn't see his face because of the helmet. Kai never used to go on motor-bike. I never saw somebody so scary and exciting, he was all armed. On one side of his leg was a smaller gun and on his back was a huge gun. Who is this guy?

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