Kai disappeared in the dark and I was happy that he didn't follow her anymore. I couldn't watch how he destroys her with his words or just existence.
I am looking at the car where my best friend is sitting as she was frozen into ice and I so afraid to go to her, this day should have been the most fun day, most beautiful and we should have had a laugh until tears drop from our eyes or laugh until stomach would hurt.
But there she is, a pregnant woman without money or properly family, without anything and I afraid to look into her eyes. Should I say that everything will be alright? or should I say that Kai is a dork, or that I love her so much and I will be with her be matter what...I deeply breathed and went by that car, I open the door but she didn't look at me. And all thing which I should say to comfort her just disappeared from my head. Nothing will comfort her, not one my word. And everything that I would want to say to her is helpless.
-"Come on girl, come to me". I pull my hands to comfort her but she still is in her trance. I'm waiting for her, I afraid to move like she would be a scared little kitty. I just give her the time that she needs. I know she hears me, but I don't know what she wants or how could make her feel better. And finally, she looked at me. She didn't move just looked at me with those big blue eyes full of tears, I wanted to cry too just looking at her. Then she turned again to the windscreen.
-"He with a suit in fancy place? Who is this man?" her voice was trembling and soon she began to hug herself. I couldn't see her face anymore she was hiding it by her knees.
- "Come here Maia, just come here." I pushed her to myself and hugged her, finally, she gave up and let me hold her. She cried so hard that she began to sob. I put one hand on her head and hold her by my chest. Her hands hugged me and she pushed me with huge force and I held her stronger. Her nails began to thrust into my skin, but it didn't hurt as much as her tears to me. I felt as my skin was broken and blood began to drip from my back. I don't know how long we stand here like that. But when she stopped crying she pushed herself from me.
-"I'm sorry, I hurte...d yo..." She looked tired.
-"No!" I quickly said, "It's ok," I kissed her forehead. We need to go home you need some sleep, Maia. She didn't say anything just sat on her chair and I started her car. Five minutes and she was in deep sleep. When I got into my yard my sister came all worried.
"-Where have you been do you know how many times I called you? Hey, are you ignoring me? "Discreet"? She runs. to me all worried and angry at the same time. But I pretend that I don't see her. I hate her teasing me with some liners. One day she laughed at me that I'm too slim. But I love the way I look. All jeans suit me too well that I would change anything.
One day she pretended to talk in some voice as she was some advertisement chick from tv. ("-Do you know who is so slim as Discreet? it's Dominick. Use Dominick and nobody will see it. She tried to stop her laughing with her hand but soon began to laugh like a horse. Turn to the left please Dominick, show how you disappear. She laughed with tears in her eyes. "On your period girls, use only Dominick." Oh, she laughed so hard that day, that I wanted to strangle her. I asked my parents that maybe she is adopted it would be even better if I am adopted. I can't believe we are siblings.
"-Shh" I looked at her angry You will wake her up. I looked at Maya she was so peaceful in her sleep I didn't want her to wake up especially my annoying little sister.
"-I rang you and texted you, I needed that you pick me from school all the time you disappear, oh it's your natural talent isn't it Discreet? "She rolled her eyes.
I ignored her and went to the other side where was sleeping Maia slowly opened the doors, looked at my sister in a very serious way.
"-Go home, Samantha ." But she only rolled her eyes and put her butt on the car.
-"Ahrr just wake her up or is this loser can't walk by herself anymore? Wait what's happened to your back? Is it blood?" She wanted to look closer and I sighed with fury. No need to know the most annoying and most gossiping person in the world about our life. while I was trying to take Maia with my hands but I felt too week to take her, -"Shit" I breathed heavily. Maia slowly opened her eyes and I turned my gaze to my sister. One word from her big mouth to insult Maia and I will kill her.
-"Don't you have to do anything? Go do some unimportant things, don't you have any people about you could gossip with your stupid friends, oh wait I remember you don't have any friends. Maybe because you are all the time so bitchy."
-"I have friends! She disagreed. Yeah right. " Asshole" her face became all red she opened her mouth to say something but quickly shut up and went into the house.
-"Dominick?" Maia whispered and I was glad that she woke up because I'm too weak for taking her in my arms. Hey, sweetheart we already here. She turned her head like she thought if this day was real or just a dream, a really bad dream. And her face becomes dark very quickly. She whispered to me.
- "Yeah we are." Slowly she got out of the car. I didn't walk with her, I just stopped and looked at her, I never saw her walking like that as some zombie. She even doesn't know where to go but it looks that she already forgot me, forgot to ask that I would lead the way. I shook my head and quickly ran to her. I hugged her and we together went into the house. I felt as in my pocket again vibrated my phone. All-day it was vibrating. I ignored it until Maia was lying on my bed with her clothes. She hugged herself and closed her eyes I took some blanket to her and she already was sleeping again. My phone buzzed again. I took it And saw 7 missed calls three from Samantha. And two from Kai, two from Tom. then 10 massages:
Maia's sex bomb: How is she? Are you both in your place? is she safe?
Witch: Hey my big brother I need a favor could you pick me from school?
Witch: Hey pick up your phone. I really need that you would pick me, Nina just left me because her stupid boyfriend came. Common brother where are you? I really need you.
Tom: Hey what are you doing? are you avoiding me now? We need to talk.
Matheus: I had the craziest dream about you. Want to hear it? It was very juicy. You and I in a tent but you became someone else and I changed until I began to watch from distance at that couple, who were using a moment, but not anymore. I know it's nonsense. Strange dream. You know those dreams change people's life. He smirked at me with emoji.
Mom: Hi, I had a call from Matheia's mother. She isn't very happy that she is visiting us. I like the girl, but I don't want any problem with her family. Please bring her home until the sun goes down as her mother said it is not appropriate to be for an innocent, decent girl to be in a boy's house at a such late time. I know, I know I don't wanna hear anything from you Dominick Tongues, just bring her back!
Kai: If you fucking touch her I will find you in any place. You won't hide from me.
Kai: Look just care for her.
Tom: we really need to talk. I was thinking about last night I know that you think that I'm too young and not ready but in my mind, there is only... um, I don't know how to say it, maybe you think I'm pathetic now and I can't even write a normal sentence. And maybe you are right but emmm...just... Can you just pick up the phone?
Witch: I hate you! Burn in hell!
And a new message suddenly beeped
(Unknown number)
Good evening Mr.Tongues this is the administrator from the shop, "Fairy" our camera showed us that you took a necklace. It's definitely a mistake of our security and our shop is all the time waiting for your family in our shop but we would like to talk about this situation and solve it with you, not involving the police or some reporter. We will wait for you on Monday Mr. Dominick Tongues.
-"Shit." I breathed heavily but soon stopped as I saw Maia with her open eyes. She began to cry and scream into the pillow I left my phone on the bed and climbed to her. She cried almost all night while she was laying on my chest. This is a really strange day...ehrrr no it's just a shitty day.
I opened my eyes when my phone beeped again I groaned from the noise and turned around but some hair was tickling my nose. Wait I don't have long hair....what the f...I raised my head and a girl was lying in my bed... Maia. My head suddenly dropped again on my pillow it was heavy. Heavy because I know that shitty day must begin... I hate Mondays... My phone began to ring. Just perfect..."Mom." I took lazily my phone and sighed when I saw what is calling.-"I'm Listening, talk women." I said with a cold voice.-"Are you serious?! "My mother screamed at me. "What is wrong with you?!"-"Ok, ok I'm kidding mom." I smiled and giggled. Don't be so serious. I slowly moved from my bed and left Maia with her peaceful sleep of beauty. My head turned to her while I sat on another side of the bed.-"Oh If you think that I'm serious maybe you wanna talk with your father?" Her voice sounded playful. Oh hell no, I'm more in messing with my mom than dad. He is no
Me-'Hi nerd, are you smart enough or just pretending to be one of them to make impress me? I put a wink emoji. And didn't need to wait as he responded to me.Tom- 'Try me. he added a smile in his text.Me - 'We don't have a phone but there was send a video message in it, can you say who had sent it?- 'Um can I ask who is we? To whom belongs this phone, Dominick? I sighed and began to scratch my back it really hurts but the more I touched it more I felt weak and sick.- 'So you can't do it, I was right. I added a smile. He sounded jealous and it made me smile.- 'Do you have the number of a sender? "No emoji? You really are jealous and irritated, don't you? I smiled of thinking.-No we lost the phone as I mentioned we don't have it. As my head was a little bit dizzy I sat down by the table. What is wrong with me did I something eat yesterday.- Well do you remember the number of the phone's owner?I quickly se
I was walking slowly down the stairs, my mind was busy with thoughts of strange vision which I saw, but at least my head and back didn't hurt anymore. I was like in another world where was chaos, dirty people with guns in the distance, and Maia she looked much older as well as I was. Did I just saw the future? If I did it looked really fucked up.I looked so unrecognizable and there wasn't only my look, the way how I talk or how I was walking: he was me but also not me. He hadn't any confidence, he was keeping his head lowered, and he was with a humpback. He said that Maia was a madwoman and that everybody was talking about her in that way. But I could never do that to her no matter in what hell we would be.But it was exactly the same words I said to Nina. Did I hurt my sister for real? did I crossed the line... I feel so bad now and frustrated with myself. I shook my head with annoyance.I shouldn't say those words but still, it wasn't said so cruel as that gu
After 5 years, Maia point of view: I can’t take my eyes off my cactus, which proudly standing in OUR bathroom, of OUR house. Kai's and mine. Cactus decorated with dark red flowers, I gave it to myself. I found him in a small flower shop, in the outskirts of town. As soon as we settled into our new home, I wanted a plant that would enliven the white, cold walls. I was expecting a big green plant, something like a tree with big leaves, but those big, white, cold walls are still naked. I can’t say that I love flowers or appreciate when people give them to me. Yes, plants can hurt when someone gives you it for apologies then flowers become the symbol of pain. I know that pain, it’s more painful than injury from the body. Cactus injured by barely visible needles, the body is permeated by unrestrained pain, which is not easy to eliminate without removing all the causes of pain. This plant, makes me smil
Maias point of view: future All the time I felt those goosebumps when he was near me. I didn’t want to show him, how deeply I was affected by him, by his appearance, so I just casually took my eraser and slowly began to clean the mirror. It was a bad idea because now I could see his muscular body, and my heart began to beat quickly and loudly. I think he could hear it. Because now I could see a small smile on the corner of his lips like he knew how desperate was beating my heart for him. He stands right behind me, three times taller, four times bigger, that behind him I just disappear. His eyes lustfully looking to me from my legs he slowly looks to my necks then he ties to find my eyes in the mirror, there is a tense aura in that way he looks at me, but his hands do not dare to touch my body, if he would be in fear that I may disappear right in front of him, like a fog. I wiped through my long hair with a towel, so careful
“-Hey my little boy, about what are you talking?” I hugged him so tight I could feel as our hearts began to beat quicker. Did he notice anything? Jesus how it affects Orest? I never thought that he knew something is wrong between me and Kai. I took his both cheeks with my hands and I looked into his oceans’ eyes.“I never going to leave you. How can you say that? I’m going to come back just maybe in late time when you will be sleeping, but I never leave you do you understand that?”’ My voice was a little bit with anger, that he thought that I can leave him, but soon I softened my gaze, he is just afraid, he is still a little boy, my little boy.“-I…I just dreamed that you left and forget us, you didn’t want to come back.” He whispered and his lover loupe began to tremble and the tears began to make him wet his eyes. “I don’t want to go sleep if you go alone.”“-It is only
(before 5 years, past)My phone rings with a massage while I’m driving.Kai: Where are you?Me: I’m going to Dom...Kai: With a car? ‘ I smiled at his words and giggled silently.Me: No with the horse. ‘ I had put smiling emoji I was smiling like an idiot too.Kai: You will get lost. ‘At the end of his text, he also adds a smile and I can imagine how he is laughing at me or maybe smiling with that cute smile on his face and which shows little dimples on his cheeks.Me: No I won’t get lost! I’m using navigation….
I felt sick my head was spinning. I get out of the car because I couldn’t breathe anymore, Dominick immediately followed me. Other cars began to signaling to us but I only could hear her hard breathing and moaning. I screamed in the middle of the road and throw out my phone, I fell on my knees it seemed I can’t breathe anymore. My hands were shaking abnormally and my heart was beating so loud that it seemed soon it will burst. The sunny day quickly changed. Dark clouds surrounded the sky. Dominick kneeled near me…-It's ok breath just breath baby I’m with you….You are not alone, Please Mathea just breathe.” He begged me with concerned eyes his hand stroke my back, then he brushed with his fingers through his blue hair with not knowing how to help me or what he should do or say to m
“-Hey my little boy, about what are you talking?” I hugged him so tight I could feel as our hearts began to beat quicker. Did he notice anything? Jesus how it affects Orest? I never thought that he knew something is wrong between me and Kai. I took his both cheeks with my hands and I looked into his oceans’ eyes.“I never going to leave you. How can you say that? I’m going to come back just maybe in late time when you will be sleeping, but I never leave you do you understand that?”’ My voice was a little bit with anger, that he thought that I can leave him, but soon I softened my gaze, he is just afraid, he is still a little boy, my little boy.“-I…I just dreamed that you left and forget us, you didn’t want to come back.” He whispered and his lover loupe began to tremble and the tears began to make him wet his eyes. “I don’t want to go sleep if you go alone.”“-It is only
Maias point of view: future All the time I felt those goosebumps when he was near me. I didn’t want to show him, how deeply I was affected by him, by his appearance, so I just casually took my eraser and slowly began to clean the mirror. It was a bad idea because now I could see his muscular body, and my heart began to beat quickly and loudly. I think he could hear it. Because now I could see a small smile on the corner of his lips like he knew how desperate was beating my heart for him. He stands right behind me, three times taller, four times bigger, that behind him I just disappear. His eyes lustfully looking to me from my legs he slowly looks to my necks then he ties to find my eyes in the mirror, there is a tense aura in that way he looks at me, but his hands do not dare to touch my body, if he would be in fear that I may disappear right in front of him, like a fog. I wiped through my long hair with a towel, so careful
After 5 years, Maia point of view: I can’t take my eyes off my cactus, which proudly standing in OUR bathroom, of OUR house. Kai's and mine. Cactus decorated with dark red flowers, I gave it to myself. I found him in a small flower shop, in the outskirts of town. As soon as we settled into our new home, I wanted a plant that would enliven the white, cold walls. I was expecting a big green plant, something like a tree with big leaves, but those big, white, cold walls are still naked. I can’t say that I love flowers or appreciate when people give them to me. Yes, plants can hurt when someone gives you it for apologies then flowers become the symbol of pain. I know that pain, it’s more painful than injury from the body. Cactus injured by barely visible needles, the body is permeated by unrestrained pain, which is not easy to eliminate without removing all the causes of pain. This plant, makes me smil
I was walking slowly down the stairs, my mind was busy with thoughts of strange vision which I saw, but at least my head and back didn't hurt anymore. I was like in another world where was chaos, dirty people with guns in the distance, and Maia she looked much older as well as I was. Did I just saw the future? If I did it looked really fucked up.I looked so unrecognizable and there wasn't only my look, the way how I talk or how I was walking: he was me but also not me. He hadn't any confidence, he was keeping his head lowered, and he was with a humpback. He said that Maia was a madwoman and that everybody was talking about her in that way. But I could never do that to her no matter in what hell we would be.But it was exactly the same words I said to Nina. Did I hurt my sister for real? did I crossed the line... I feel so bad now and frustrated with myself. I shook my head with annoyance.I shouldn't say those words but still, it wasn't said so cruel as that gu
Me-'Hi nerd, are you smart enough or just pretending to be one of them to make impress me? I put a wink emoji. And didn't need to wait as he responded to me.Tom- 'Try me. he added a smile in his text.Me - 'We don't have a phone but there was send a video message in it, can you say who had sent it?- 'Um can I ask who is we? To whom belongs this phone, Dominick? I sighed and began to scratch my back it really hurts but the more I touched it more I felt weak and sick.- 'So you can't do it, I was right. I added a smile. He sounded jealous and it made me smile.- 'Do you have the number of a sender? "No emoji? You really are jealous and irritated, don't you? I smiled of thinking.-No we lost the phone as I mentioned we don't have it. As my head was a little bit dizzy I sat down by the table. What is wrong with me did I something eat yesterday.- Well do you remember the number of the phone's owner?I quickly se
I opened my eyes when my phone beeped again I groaned from the noise and turned around but some hair was tickling my nose. Wait I don't have long hair....what the f...I raised my head and a girl was lying in my bed... Maia. My head suddenly dropped again on my pillow it was heavy. Heavy because I know that shitty day must begin... I hate Mondays... My phone began to ring. Just perfect..."Mom." I took lazily my phone and sighed when I saw what is calling.-"I'm Listening, talk women." I said with a cold voice.-"Are you serious?! "My mother screamed at me. "What is wrong with you?!"-"Ok, ok I'm kidding mom." I smiled and giggled. Don't be so serious. I slowly moved from my bed and left Maia with her peaceful sleep of beauty. My head turned to her while I sat on another side of the bed.-"Oh If you think that I'm serious maybe you wanna talk with your father?" Her voice sounded playful. Oh hell no, I'm more in messing with my mom than dad. He is no
Kai disappeared in the dark and I was happy that he didn't follow her anymore. I couldn't watch how he destroys her with his words or just existence. I am looking at the car where my best friend is sitting as she was frozen into ice and I so afraid to go to her, this day should have been the most fun day, most beautiful and we should have had a laugh until tears drop from our eyes or laugh until stomach would hurt.But there she is, a pregnant woman without money or properly family, without anything and I afraid to look into her eyes. Should I say that everything will be alright? or should I say that Kai is a dork, or that I love her so much and I will be with her be matter what...I deeply breathed and went by that car, I open the door but she didn't look at me. And all thing which I should say to comfort her just disappeared from my head. Nothing will comfort her, not one my word. And everything that I would want to say to her is helpless.-"Come o
-!What... ta fuck Maia! "I gritted my teeth with annoyance, I almost hit my nose with her crazy driving. What is wrong with that crazy girl who gave her license? I knew I should take her phone while she was driving. All the time she is like in another world and her love life doesn't help with that at all. I looked at her face, but I felt that something was off with her, she became so pale. Her eyes were focused on her screen as if she was looking at her death in it. Fear ran down over my skin. With every second she looked paler almost blue, she didn't even breathe. She began to shake from fear, is it a panic attack? My eyes landed on her phone screen. And I couldn't believe what I saw.My voice became like a whisper, I didn't know what to say. What I should to say her? I knew it I must something to do or say but I only could watch how all fire of life slowly was losing her eyes."-MM aya what is that?"Good job Dominick nothing wiser couldn't you say? You
Who is this guy?he looked at me for a few seconds but for me, it seemed like an hour. My heart was beating like crazy. I began to breathe hard I wanted so much to know who he is? Why he is here watching me. Somehow I wasn't afraid of him, of a strange man with guns, but soon he turned his head away from me and pushed with his hands steering-wheel of his bike, even one of his tires jumped up. I couldn't blink as he was gone from my view and my ears only could hear the sound of it.I stepped a few steps from the window and brushed with my hand through my hair. Who the hell are carrying such guns on their backs in the street at night. Do the police not notice it? Is it even legal? Maybe he is some creep or terrorist. But of course, I'm thinking about how he is exciting and somehow sexy, even in the dark I could see that huge body covered by a black suit. I shook my head from my stupid thoughts and went to my bed.I was so tired from thinking all the time of Kai, o