3. He follows you as some stalker

I cried all night on Dominick's lap while he just brushed my hair with his fingers. Kai was sending messages to him all night because I left my phone somewhere. But Dominick didn't say what he wrote he just rolled his eyes or snifted air from his nose with annoyance when he was answering Kai's messages.

When I  stopped crying and almost began to sleep, but suddenly began to feel sick and quickly ran to the bathroom. Dominick didn't sleep almost all night too, all the time was checking me with fear in his eyes until we both closed our eyes.

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I was at Dominick's house for almost all three months. Most days I was in bed I knew soon I must come back home but I was avoiding that day I was so afraid that my belly soon will be bigger. I am afraid to see my mother's reaction. I only said that I'm at my friend's Emma house. She was my friend but we got to fight and didn't speak from that day. But my mother liked her.

Dominick's parents rarely were at home only his sister. But Lilly didn't like me. Maybe she thought that I'm out of her league. And it was true Dominick's parents were very rich, while my mother was not poor but also we didn't have a lot of money too. But in their eyes we were poor.

- "Are you ok sweetheart?" Dominick asked behind the door as I held my head with my hands I was vomiting for almost 10 minutes.

-"No." I said in a tired voice I was hugging his toilet as my lifesaver. 

- "You know I never was scared as that day." He whispered through the doors. " 

-I'm sorry Dominick for that I never thought that "he" would hurt someone. I should have pushed him away from you." Tears were rolling again through my cheeks I wish I had a button to stop them but it seems it will never end when I'm thinking about him.

-"I was afraid not of that Maia." He sighed " I was scared of you... I have never seen you like that " I pushed the doors and saw him with the phone in his hand. "But also he had made me scared too." He continued and smiled with a kind face. 

"Ok, I was almost shitting myself from fear" he giggled like he would have some fun adventure. I opened the doors of the bathroom and got out. When he saw my sad face he immediately stopped smiling. he leaned his head near the window and was looking through it with a thinking gaze. And I sat on his bed.

"How he knew where we are?" He asked. His gaze was still on the window.

-"I don't know and don't want to know...is it important? Must we talk about him?  Why are you not sleeping you should rest." I from sitting I lie down my heavy body and covered myself with a blanket and he soon came to me lowered his head on my shoulder.

-"I'm sorry." he whispered. "He just all the time follows you as some stalker."

-"What?" my eyes widened. What do you mean Dominick? I looked at him in confusion. his phone rang with a massage. " Is it him?" I quickly asked and began to feel as my heart was beating in my chest so loudly.

-"Who? "He looked at me then again on his phone.

-"Is it Kai?" When I said his name loud it seemed that my all body was reacting to it, it was strange to say his name and hurtful as well.

-" Oh, you about "him". Dominick's voice was sad with irony.

"Well no," He answered and I felt more confused than before. "Last week he wrote a lot about asking how are you? but not now..." and he just says it now? that easily? is he serious? I looked at him with my tensed gaze that he would continue talking and he looked at me in rolling his eyes from my confused facial expression.

"He said I will be walking dead if I touch you, then again he was talking that he needs to speak with you." He sighed that he would just have had put off something hard from his chest.

-"He threatened you? Did you said anything to him?" I stopped breathing.

-"That part I ignored. You know about walking dead" The corner of his lip raised a little bit. This isn't funny at all, for me. "I wrote that you need time to think, and for now, you don't want to see him." He rubbed his eyes with his two fingers.

"I hope you not thinking about the meeting with him." He raised his eyebrow like it would be a question and not his simple sentence. "He doesn't deserve you. You understand that right?" He continued. His gaze was serious like he would scanning my face.

He thinks that I will go to him and forgive Kai easily I not blaming him for that thinking after all almost every night I screamed Kais's name in my nightmares. I'm asking every day did he wrote something, and somehow for me is easier than he is thinking about me. In my deepest mind, I'm waiting for any news from him.

I just nod my head that I understand that he didn't deserve me but I'm still thinking that I didn't deserve him maybe I did something wrong that he was with another woman.

-"Mm" Low sound from my mouth escaped.

-" But it's not him anymore who texts me." Dominick says to me.

- "So then who, because it looks like you can't put your phone down" I was curious because Dominick is not that person who is attached by somebody only by me, "and why you say that Kai is following me?" I froze for a moment.

- "It's....a boy. He is a cute little ass..." He looks at the phone like it would be no big deal and for the first time there shows a little smile on my face.

"And Kai is a stalker because he was near my house a few seconds ago. Saw him through the window" he easily says if that is a very normal thing to say. His eyes are still on his phone.

-"What!? "I stood immediately and ran by the window. Began to search with my eyes for Kai, but couldn't see anything. "Why you didn't say anything?"  I began to feel anger in my heart. 

-"And what Maia? What is the purpose of that?" He looked angry and disappointed.

"What's the difference of that? You are asking every day about him. I can't look at your miserable face anymore, what the last time was when you went somewhere?" he looked at my clothes and I knew that I look bad in his t-shirts and his sisters PJ pants, I think he stole them from her but she didn't notice because she won't see me I don't go anywhere from Dominick's room. 

"All day you just sleep and all night watching movies? What was the last day when you talked with somebody you don't talk even with me! I only can hear all the time what did Kai write? Did he wrote today? or yesterday? and it's the same every day." He rolled his eyes and hugged his forehead with his hands with annoyance.

"When was the last day when you were shopping or eat normal food. Mathea Snow, I know it's hard but please you must begin to live not just exist." he sits near me on the bed and took my hand. While I just listened to him with my lowered head.

-"I never was a person of a crowd you know that" I mumbled with my low head. "But you are right. I am sorry. I should go home. I shouldn't be here and bother you. I took away my hand from his palm, slowly, that he wouldn't be offended by my rudeness. I know that he made a lot for me without him I don't imagine how to survive. I want to be alone and at the same time, I'm afraid to be alone.

-"ahgrr" He snarled at me. "You are not bothering me, Mathea Snow. He rolled his eyes so hard, that I couldn't see them anymore. "but you are a real splinter in my ass because you think in that way. How do you even dare to think that I got tired of you? " He was angry but soon he smiled at me with his cute smile and brushed fingers through his blue hair.

-"Tomorrow we will go shopping." He stood from the bed and spontaneously went to his sister's room.

-"Umm Dominick..."I felt confused and quickly followed him. It was his sister's room. And I didn't like the idea to be near it. " We shouldn't be here and touch her stuff you know. I tried to hug myself I didn't like to be in her room I felt insecure being in here. This is really bad, if she knew that I am in her room she would kill me and wouldn't bother to make me a grave.

-"Relax my little bitch, she won't notice. "He took one dress from her closet and raised that I could see it. "How about this?" He asked with one raised eyebrow and threw the dress on the bed. Ans one more dress. And another.

-"It's very beautiful but I really won't take her things." I was scared how Dominick looked hyperactive in her room, he is making such a mess here.

-"Relax she doesn't have bugs at least didn't have." He smiled and I heard his low laugh he is like a little devil, does he serious or just messing with me?

"Well, it's not hers I bought her stuff while our parents are out. And sharing is caring, isn't it what siblings are for?" He blinked at me and gave me the beautiful long brown dress which shows all feminine lines. And then began to search more...

-"Dom I really don't like it, please put it all back." I've begged him but he turned around his head and smiled at me with his naughty smile.

-"What did you call me? Ok for that you will wear this and those shoes." He gave me so many clothes and shoes if it were my punishment, and I really felt it was.

-"You are crazy you know that? What Lili will say?" The sweat on my head begins to show.

-"Who cares what she will say...as I said she won't notice. Isn't it exciting?" He clapped with his hand in excitement " Be calm take it easy, and tomorrow we will buy something new for you and sexy while you are still not ugly and fat." He continued in rolling his eyes but his voice was warm. And I just giggled.

-"You know it's the second time when I saw your smile in three months." He smiled at me almost with tears in his eyes. And quickly he turned away, he doesn't like to show his tears even for me. But still, everybody knows how sensitive he is.

-" So who is your boyfriend? " I tried to change the theme from awkward silence. I knew that I lost this fight so at least I want to know what is happening in his head, while he is digging me a grave when his sister will kill me.

-"Boyfriend? No, he is not my boyfriend" Dominick began to laugh and left me in confusion. 

-"But I never saw you so interested in conversation with anybody... all evening your face was on the phone. Maybe he is different? I mean..." He didn't let me finish when he interrupted me...

-"He is cute, sexy, and smart. He is the smartest and sexiest guy I have ever met. But he is not my boyfriend, he is my hobby until I will be bored with him." He smiled at me and I froze a little bit from confusion,

-"That's not very nice you know...you don't wanna be in a relationship?" I thought he never met somebody cute and with a big heart, like he was, there just wasn't the perfect person to him why he is talking so cruel... 

-"Nope." he just easily said.

-"But why?" I was stunned.

-"Because I don't know how to love ok?" I felt a heaviness from his word, anger, and confusion.