The night lights of Seoul seem to slide swiftly past the window, marking my first night in the city. Everything here is new and strange to me, a girl raised in the United States. It was there, just three months ago, that I found the man of my dreams.
"Are you nervous, darling?"
His sidelong glance captures mine as he holds my hand, kissing it gently while driving. His smile melts me inside; I can hardly believe my luck in marrying him.
"A little. What if your mother doesn't like me?"
"Impossible."
His smile eases my nerves, the same butterflies in my stomach dancing since the first day we met. We met at a party in the US; he was there for work, and I, trying to get over a failed relationship. It was love at first sight, and since then, we haven't been apart. When he had to return to Korea, we just couldn't stay away from each other.
When he proposed to me, after a night of love, I was lost in thought. He would leave the next day, and the idea of losing him after three intense months was unbearable.
"What's wrong? What are you thinking about?"
He strokes my hair, and I get lost in his perfect face.
"I was thinking I'll miss you."
"Really, Miss 'I won't get attached to you'?"
"I said that? Well, if I did, I don't remember."
We joke, and he kisses me.
"I'll miss you too. I never imagined finding a wonderful woman like you and falling in love."
His passionate gaze leaves me speechless.
"Falling in love?"
"Yes, Jane. I fell in love with you, and I don't want to say goodbye."
"Honestly, I fell in love with you too."
He looks at me with the same enthusiasm, and the butterflies continue.
"Woman, don't say that, or I'll be tempted to do something crazy!"
We laugh together, and the feeling is indescribable.
"What kind of crazy?"
He seems to hesitate for a moment but continues.
"Please, don't be scared. I'll understand if you don't want to, or if you think it's too soon. What if we didn't have to part?"
"What do you mean?"
"What if I asked you to stay by my side forever?"
His words melt me, and I know I would do anything for him.
"I wouldn't think twice and say yes!"
"Then, since we're in Vegas, let's get married tonight!"
"What?"
I laugh, thinking he's joking, but his serious face makes me realize he's serious.
"Are you serious?"
"I've never been more serious in my life. Since the first night we were together, I knew you were special. Marry me, and I promise to make you the happiest woman in the world!"
"Please, don't joke about this."
"I'm not joking, Jane. All I want is for, when I catch that plane back to Korea tomorrow, you to be by my side, holding my hand as my wife. So, I'll ask again. Will you accept this madness and marry me?"
"Of course, yes!"
I jump on him, showering him with kisses, and that same night, we got married in one of the famous chapels in Las Vegas. It wasn't the wedding of my dreams, but he was the man of my dreams.
Now, on my first day in Seoul, Daon wants to take me to dinner at his mother's house, who, like his friends, is unaware of our union. Everything was resolved so quickly that I still wonder how I had the courage to move to the other side of the world for a man.
"We've arrived."
Daon unbuckles my seatbelt and holds my hand, bringing my face close to his for a gentle kiss on the lips, followed by a kiss on the tip of my nose.
"No need to be nervous, my love. Everything will be fine! Just give one of those charming smiles that won over my mother, as well as me."
He reassures me, and I take a deep breath, trying to stay calm. He gets out of the car and opens the door for me, guiding me to the beautiful and well-decorated house where we are. Soon, we meet a lady with short hair and almond-shaped eyes.
"Omma!"
He lets go of my hand and hugs his mother, lifting her off the ground.
"Oh, my son, I missed you so much!"
She hugs him, but doesn't take her eyes off me, and just by her look, I realize she's judging the length of my dress, which might not be the ideal choice for meeting the mother-in-law.
"I missed you too, Omma! Look what I brought for you."
He hands her a gift wrap, and she opens it, finding a very beautiful green knit sweater.
"Ah, you shouldn't have, my son, but thank you very much! I loved it! And who is this... girl?"
I could feel the disdain when she referred to me, and I swallowed hard. Daon comes to me, putting his arm around my shoulder and leaving a kiss on my forehead.
"Mother, I want you to meet Jane, my wife!"
"Mrs. Lee, it's a pleasure to meet you."
I extend my hand and give her my best smile as she smiles mockingly, thinking it was one of Daon's jokes. However, upon noticing the diamond ring on my finger, her expression changes completely, casting a reprimanding look at her son.
"Lee Seung, have you gone crazy? Have you lost your mind? How can you bring any girl home and say she's your wife?"
"Mother, please! I won't allow you to speak about Jane like that!"
"And how do you want me to speak? My son leaves here to do a show in the United States and comes back three months later saying he married a foreigner. Do you know how many years I dreamed of your wedding? How could you marry without your family?"
"It was a quick wedding in Vegas."
She runs her hands through her head as she takes a deep breath, trying to control herself.
"You and I, NOW, in the library!"
She says and walks away. He turns to me and gives me a gentle kiss, calming me down.
"Just wait for me here for a minute! I'll be right back!"
He follows her to the wooden door on the side of the room and closes the door behind him. I was very nervous and, being very curious, I approached the door to hear the conversation.
"Didn't you think for a moment about your mother before doing something like this?"
"Mother, you talk as if I had killed someone."
"No, but you destroyed your life by joining with a woman who is not good for you!"
"How can you say she's not good for me if you hardly let her speak?"
"My son, think about it. How long have you known this woman? Where did you meet her?"
"I met her at a party three months ago, but the time doesn't matter because from the first day, I knew she was the woman I wanted for myself."
"Why? Did she go to bed with you on the first night?"
"Mother, I'm not going to talk about this with you."
"My son, she's just anyone. She would have gone to bed with anyone else. A woman like that goes with anyone."
"Mother, please! I'm not going to sit here and listen to you speak ill of my wife."
"Son, have you stopped to think that she might be a scammer? A gold digger who only wants your fame and your money?"
"Mother, she's not like that!"
"My son, please! Look me in the eyes. Your mother who has always loved you so much and has always supported you in everything. Don't you really think, deep down in your heart, that you made a mistake marrying her so quickly?"
He took a deep breath and said the phrase that would confirm all my worst fears.
"Maybe..."
When I heard that, tears rolled down my face, and I left without wanting to hear any more words. I walked down the street not having the slightest idea of where I was or where I was going. It was already night, and I didn't know anyone in that country. How could I be so stupid and leave my life and my country for someone I only knew for three months? Once again, life was showing me that not always when they knock on our door should we open it.
I spot a taxi approaching and wave frantically to hail it. As soon as it stops, I don't think twice and enter, instructing the driver to go as fast as possible. At this moment, all I wish for is my friends by my side, to go to some bar and drown my sorrows while venting about him. But, without their company, I decide to content myself with the idea of going to some bar and drowning my sorrows alone. I've made my decision: tomorrow I'll be back in the United States. After all, if Daon had doubts about our marriage, how could I continue to be by his side?I try to call Tracy, my friend who shared an apartment with me before I came here, but she doesn't answer. Frustrated, I resort to Google until I find the name of a nightclub not far from there. I give the address to the driver, and a few minutes later, I'm at the door of the club, pulsing with loud music and a dancing crowd. Despite my hesitation, I enter the place, determined to order a drink. I sit at the bar, crossing my legs, and
When I arrived at the door of the house, my heart almost stopped, and I let some tears escape. I had to be strong and leave before he asked me to leave. When I entered the house, he was sitting on the couch with his phone to his ear, trying to call me again. When he saw me, he sighed in relief and came to me, giving me a hug that melted me."Where were you, my love? I kept calling you like crazy, I was so worried."I pushed him away, and he looked at me, confused. I went to the bedroom, followed by him, and grabbed some clothes from my suitcase. Then, I went into the bathroom, taking a long, relaxing shower. When I came out dressed, he was sitting on the bed, waiting for me. When his eyes met mine, I felt all my determination fading."Why did you leave like that without telling me anything?""I needed to think. I heard your conversation with your mother and decided that I'm going back home."He looked at me, dumbfounded, and I could feel his expression of concern turning into a look o
I was sitting in my room while flashes from last night tormented my mind. I thought of that mysterious and determined woman, her taste, her gaze, her sway. She had enchanted me, and I needed to find her again. I'm not the type to get attached, and I just wanted to see her once more to have another night like that. She was indeed different from the others, and I needed to have that woman in my bed, moaning my name. I needed to know her name and have her once more. As I started to remember her, I got a little too excited. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Daon entered the room. He had been away for three months and had returned today because we had a show tonight. He was very mysterious and said he would surprise everyone when he returned."Look who's back from the dead!" said Jayden."Of course! But what's that? Is that a flashlight in your pocket, or are you just happy to see me?" replied Daon, laughing.I ended up laughing and adjusted my pants, trying to cover it up."Sorry, when
"She turns her back and walks out the door, leaving me standing there. I exhale, not realizing I had been holding my breath, and collapse back into my chair, feeling my head explode. Why did this woman affect me so much? Ever since I saw her sitting at that bar, I was drawn to her like a bee to honey, and now she was forbidden to me. After some time lost in my thoughts, Daon returned with Simon and Hoshi, making a real mess in my office.'Wow, that kid's flow is getting better every day!' Simon said excitedly.'Yeah, but don't let him hear it, or he'll get cocky,' replied Hoshi, laughing.'No kidding! We've got enough cockiness with Jayden here!' joked Daon as he entered the room. 'Hey, where's Jane?''She said she wasn't feeling well and that she'd go home,' I replied, trying to sound indifferent.'And you let her go?' Daon asked, surprised.'Did you want me to tie her to the chair?'I wished I could do that... Tie her to the chair and have her to myself one more time.'Wow, someone'
My blood was boiling in my veins, and my hand was burning from the slap I gave Jayden. He stared at me, his posture aggressive, but I wasn't afraid. I wouldn't let him insult me. I was innocently dancing with Simon, and Jayden had no right to say those things to me. He stared at me for a moment, bringing his hand to his face, now marked by my fingers, and looked at me maliciously. He came towards me, pushing me against the bathroom door, one of his hands on my neck, lightly squeezing while claiming my lips.I struggled to break free, punching his shoulders, but the more he kissed me, the more I yielded. His sweet taste invaded my mouth, and at that moment, I wasn't myself anymore. His voracity won me over, and he seemed to want to devour me. I couldn't resist anymore and pulled his hair, bringing him closer to me. He filled his hands with my breasts, then moved down to my butt. His kiss was slower now, our tongues massaging each other gently, and even when the lack of air came, we didn
Daon disse, "He stares at me for a few moments before leaving through the door, taking with him the last bit of sanity I had left. My heart races and my breathing is heavy; I hated the power this man had over me. I tried to pull myself together without much success, locking the door out of fear that he might come back and try to kiss me because at this point, I wasn't sure if I could resist. My body seemed to burn with desire, and all I could remember was his delicious taste, the way he looked at me while his rosy little mouth sent me to heaven. I thought that if we had a second time, it would be enough for this uncontrollable desire to be extinguished, but it never seems to be enough. My body begged for more, but I had decided I wouldn't give in again. Daon didn't deserve this; he was the best person I had ever known, and I had no doubts about my love for him."Jayden stated, "I decided to go upstairs to see how my husband was doing. He remained unconscious, sleeping with his perfect
Jayden let out a laugh at my reaction while I almost choked upon hearing it."Yeah, didn’t you two team up to deliver drunk rappers last night? You even carried me up the stairs," Daon said.I gave a nervous laugh, but he didn’t seem to notice."That’s true!" Jayden affirmed.He smiled at me and pulled me into his arms."Shall we go for lunch, my princess?" Daon asked."Let's go!" I responded."Are you coming too, Jayden?" Daon inquired.My heart raced, and I saw the satisfied smile on Jayden's face."Hmm, lunch... I don’t know..." Jayden teased.He was provoking me, but his smile faded as he saw Daon rest his hand on my butt."Better not! You two go ahead!" Jayden decided."Alright! Since I've finished everything I needed to do, I'll take the rest of the day to spend with my wife," Daon declared.Jayden looked at a pen in his hand and seemed serious."Okay!" Jayden conceded."See you tomorrow!" Daon said."See you tomorrow. Bye, Jane!" Jayden played with my name, and I stared at him
The smile on my husband's face turned into a worried look."Did something happen at Mix?" Daon asked."No, I just need to talk to you," Jayden replied."Is it serious?" Daon inquired."You'll know as soon as we talk," Jayden said.My breathing was labored, my heart was pounding so hard it felt like it would burst from my chest, and I felt a chill in my stomach that seemed to freeze my soul. My whole body was trembling, and I wanted to start crying right then and there."Alright, in that case, I'll put on some clothes and be right back," Daon said."Okay, I'll wait here," Jayden responded.Daon went back upstairs, and a tear fell down my cheek."Jayden, for God's sake, don't do this to me. Please don't tell Daon," I pleaded."You're not leaving me any choice," Jayden said.The tears now streamed down my face, and he approached me, wiping them away as desperation took over me."It's up to you," he said mockingly, and I felt the urge to punch him."You're such a jerk!" I exclaimed."I'm