"Are you okay?" he asked softly who got a small nod from Raisa.
"Thanks!" Raisa looked up, releasing Yuda's hand from her wrist. "I'm fine." Raisa immediately invited her two friends to return to class.Yuda only glanced at him before turning to face Joey who showed a face without sin."You know me, right?" Joey grinned at Yuda's question. "Yes, I am Yuda Reid Wiltson, Raisa's boy. From now on, if I see you hurt her, you will know the consequences!""Eh, Dho, your friend is amnesiac. This is not the school, right?" Said Joey, glancing at Ridho who was standing near the second table from between them."Starting from today, I go to school here. You can hear that!" Yuda grabbed Joey by the collar, "I like to fight!" he continued, pushing Joey hard.Joey's two friends stepped in to help him stand up to avenge Yuda's treatment, which had dropped their image so far, which was feared by the students. However, Atha's firm words stopped their approach and disperse the crowd back to their respective classes."Anyone who is still here in a matter of seconds will immediately be called the principal!""You're ketos, right? Ridho's brother, right? Ah, I still remember you!" Yuda said after paying close attention to Atha's appearance, which had not changed since a long time ago with glasses and clothes tucked in but her charismatic appearance still emanated with the handsome face that was owned by Ridho."It's nice to have ketos like you," Yuda held out his hand which Atha accepted reluctantly. "From now on I am an Antariosa student," he continued patting Atha's shoulder before moving on to Ridho. Atha soon leaves from there. "Your brother isn't stiff like you," he whispered softly, embracing Ridho's shoulder, "I accept your bet!"
Ridho smiled with satisfaction and said, "You have to know that Raisa is not one of the girls who is easy to beat." Yuda just shrugged, invited his friend to come home. Don't call his name Yuda if you can't make girls look down at him. So far, he has dated many girls, even though not in the true sense, but none of them would refuse Yuda if he was asked to travel, take walks, let alone be used as dating. An invitation that never came out of his lips so far."Are you sure you want to move just want to take this bet?" asked Rio who stopped Yuda from wearing his helmet."Only two months, it's easy," Yuda replied lightly with a smile."Until when are you guys playing such ridiculous bets?""Yes, Yu, it's not only Alif who wants to know but me too," said Rijal, "why do you and Ridho always play bets. No racing, basketball, fighting, now it's a girl's bet. Is that your friendship game, huh?" he continued sarcastically. Even though he has been quite helpful and supportive of Yuda, there is a good side to prohibit and not let Yuda do things beyond his limits."You don't have to come this time. I just moved, you don't. Lo Rio don't want to ask questions?" Yuda put on a helmet ready to start the motorbike."You really want to get punched, Yu," Rio got on behind him, Yuda. "Already ah let's just pull it out! You will also continue this game. You are just as stubborn as Ridho, your friend!"Yuda continued the motor at high speed. 'With this game I can be happy.'-What I'm afraid of falling in love is that I can't stop loving you-***Too late again even though I have set an alarm. Raisa went down the stairs to the dining table and grabbed Fairuz's brother who was drinking coffee. There were ten minutes left, so he told his brother to take him to school, if he brought his own motorbike it would be late, otherwise traveling with his brother would only cut five minutes. Don't ask how high the speed is, because Raisa never got to see the kilometer needle."Just deliver instead of him whining," broke in Daddy when Fairuz paid him no heed."Her own fault, Dad, it's already two o'clock still struggling with the laptop.""Yeah, it's your brother who told you to hide the channel, right, Raisa has to stream to watch Total Recall, come on!" Raisa shook hands with her parents saying goodbye and then pulled Fairuz's hand towards the trunk.Raisa's eyes opened when her brother said he had a
-This is how I love you, without expecting more in our relationship-***Raisa is waiting to pick up her brother who has been contacted dozens of times but there is no answer. The school stop was deserted, Kinta and Arifah returned five minutes ago because she herself, who didn't want to be accompanied, was afraid of being a bother. Not to mention Bela's problem that never ends because Bela doesn't attend school today."I already said wait for me." Raisa turned to the sound source who was walking casually towards her after removing her helmet. The voice of the Ninja motorbike was not heard by him because he was busy trying to contact Fairuz."Want to go home, come on!" invited Yuda but Raisa did not heed it at all but continued to press the number on the cellphone screen to connect with Fairuz."How long do you want to wait anyway? Elah, let's go home!" A little harshly, Yuda grabbed Raisa's unprepared hand, causing her cellphone to fal
-Never hurt yourself if you really love me-***Saturday night is a night of happiness for Raisa, where she can go to the cinema to watch films that are hard to find, both from the internet and VCD. Precisely because the film cannot be downloaded and does not exist in visual form yet.Two hours ago he had watched Flash's follow-up action match and was now waiting for his brother in the parking lot. If other girls her age are enjoying a Saturday night with their crush, it's different with Raisa, she is never shy about traveling with her older brother who is also okay every time she is invited. Since her fiancé is abroad, it is okay to accompany her only sister, especially since she also likes action fights."Want to eat first?"Raisa nodded quickly because she was already very hungry. They immediately left the cinema looking for a place to prop their stomach. The clock was half past ten, which meant t
-Maybe love is your thing but not mine. Love for me is you-***Raisa descended the stairs deftly to the kitchen. Looking at the memo in front of the refrigerator from his mother who accompanied my father to overseas meetings. Even though it's a holiday, they have a hard time getting together."Brother, where are you ?!" shouted Raisa looking all over the house. Usually, if not in the room, it must be in the backyard of the house, in the small field where Fairuz practiced his karate. Raisa opened the back door, walked unsteadily carrying lots of food.Raisa always teased Fairuz when he saw him practice. He was about to throw peanuts from the top of the tree house and now he was trying to get past the small fence Fairuz had deliberately made so that just not just anyone could enter."Ouch!" A long snort of bazz sounded in Raisa's ears when she had successfully stepped on the ground. A grimace sounded back slowly Raisa passed through t
-I can understand all foreign language translations but not your eye language which is difficult to translate-***"What are you doing in my room?" Raisa asked with a glare when she found Yuda standing in front of her room."Brother!" Raisa knocked on Fairuz's room which was located not far from his room."Brother Fairuz left an hour ago. You were really in the room for a long time. How come you haven't changed your clothes?""Why-you know why getting into da— ''Yuda covered Raisa's mouth, took her into the bathroom then locked her from the outside while telling Raisa to immediately take a shower and change clothes because they were going out for a walk."Don't be late!" shouted Yuda then sat on his bed Raisa waiting for the girl to wash herself while grumbling in there."You came out for a moment I can't change my clothes!" Raisa shouted from inside after fifteen minutes had passed, meaning that sh
-Sometimes when you wish that moment you have to be ready with all the answers-***"Why you? Don't have any more money? You don't have to invite to watch if you don't have capital," said Raisa when Yuda was busy checking something in his pocket. Raisa stomped her feet while on tiptoe to take jumbo popcorn then walked towards the exit."Sorry, Ma'am," said Yuda politely after Raisa who had come out to the parking lot."Wait," he intercepted, pulling Raisa's hand, "let's go inside!"Raisa looked at him fiercely. Glancing at the watch, it was nine o'clock in the evening. He was annoyed by Yuda's attitude who was still holding him back even though his friends had come home an hour ago from the game. Actually Raisa is reluctant to follow Yuda's invitation to the cinema because it's just the two of her, but considering there is a list of films with high ratings that she hasn't seen, Raisa can't refuse the invitation to watch.
-Do not cry for people who waste love because tears are expensive-***Yuda threw his bag at Rio who had just gotten off the motorbike. He walked ahead of Rio who didn't have time to curse. From the front, Ridho walked in a cool style that invites admiration from the women in the corridor."That's so bad," Ridho said, patting Yuda's shoulder and then turning to Rio."He complained, Raisa was the only girl who refused to be picked up to go to school together," Rio said holding back his laughter."Well, now I also say what. Raisa is indeed difficult to beat. You picked him up late, Raisa is already half an hour at school," said Ridho who accidentally passed Raisa's class and saw the woman talking with her best friend. Luckily, Bela didn't exist."Eeh, where are you going ?!" exclaimed Ridho when Yuda climbed the stairs deftly.Yuda waved his hand and walked without looking back. Rio said goodbye to Ridho to foll
-I have no right to hold you back. But when your feet take a step, my prayers are always with you-***Raisa breathed a sigh of relief, placing her buttocks on the corner chair of the library. The rest hour will be calm and free from Yuda's disturbances. The man looks rushed out of the classroom when the bell rings at the same time Rio. Even though Raisa was a little curious about what happened, Raisa tried to ignore it."Want to drink?"Raisa turned to the right side, saw Atha who was thrusting a water bottle towards her."No officers, just drink!" he said dismissing Raisa's doubts because of the prohibition on eating and drinking in the library. Finally Raisa took the mineral and drank it because she was very thirsty. Not forgetting he thanked him."There's no 'something, right?" he said not just afraid because there was poison or something but more than what men expect from women. You know what i mean."Yes
-If the twilight stays orange even when it's cloudy,if the moon is still dim even in the darkthen you're still my curved rainbowafter the rain on my veranda that I always hug-***Atha had just arrived at Raisa's house and was chatting with other friends, she was so worried when she heard the news of Raisa's loss. His mind was racing. Atha would rather not be with Raisa because the woman chose Yuda than she had to lose Raisa forever because of the kidnapper's evil deeds. For him, being able to see Raisa smiling even though he wasn't the reason behind the laughter that broke out on the girl's pink lips but he was grateful at least that he could still breathe the same air under the same sky. Atha is determined with her decision to continue studying abroad, at least that's the way Ampus let the two of them be together without having to endure a wound in the chest due to jealousy. Atha is sure she will find a piece of a warm heart, who knows w
-I'm not asking you to sacrifice, I just want you to be honest with your feelings. Can?-RAISA blinked to get used to her dim vision with the room light lit by yellow neon lights. Raisa's body was tied to a chair, exactly the same as what happened to her two weeks ago by Arkan et al. But the situation now is much different and very dangerous considering the abductors are international mafia."Are you awake?" A hoarse voice entered his ears along with the ticking of shoes followed by Doli's men. Raisa looked up at Doli's fierce face, still the same as before when they met. If only his hands were not tied Raisa wanted to destroy the sly smile on Doli's fierce face, as if mocking her weak.Doli told his men to put Raisa's front seat three steps away and then he sat on it. Raisa stared intently when Doli cupped her face face to face."The first rule is don't glare at me," said Doli, opening the cellphone screen."Two choices for you to be free. First,
-Because I was hurt I wanted to share the pain with you but in the end your sincere feelings made me really fall into regret-***Raisa spills all her feelings on the hamster. The innocent doll had received countless hammer blows nonstop as her head popped out of the hole randomly. It's not a gift that he wants to collect when the points are full but his way of releasing all the worries, sorrows and sorrows that can't be channeled through tears.Warning: Especially for children.For the first time Raisa doesn't regret being a citizen who disobeys the rules, it's not a criminal offense anyway. The supervising officer had wanted to reprimand Raisa but Bela and Arifah immediately took over by negotiating, they even bought a lot of special coins for him to play all kinds of rides."Make you!" Raisa put all her strength into lifting the hammer and then knocked on the hamster's head, as if the cute animal was someone she hated so much.How not to
-If erasing feelings is the same as erasing ink on a blackboard then my feelings are like being written with permanent marker ink but can never be erased-One week later …Yuda was transfixed when the figure of a woman who had adorned his heart for several years, felt lost for her departure now stood in front of him. Still the same small lips with round black eyes smiling at him."Yu, I'm not lying. I'm Angel, Yu, I'm sorry I just met you. I miss you, Yu." Angel held Yuda's hand. "You don't miss me?" Yuda gasped, deep down he missed Angel so much that for years the feeling had lodged in his heart. But somehow now it feels different. The warmth when their hands touched was not the same as it used to be. His hatred of betrayal still lingers."Sorry, Ngel, I'm just here to make sure it's you who's been chatting with me all this time or not." Angel's smile faded."What do you mean, Yu. You still love me, right, Yu? I know you're Yu, you can't mo
-If I could choose I want to sleep and have sweet dreams because my real life right now is the worst nightmare of the whole day, it's you-***Raisa looked in the mirror while cursing herself for being a crybaby so that her eye bags were so black even though they had been sprinkled with powder, they still didn't cover the dark marks from crying all night. He intended not to go to school, but a message from Bela last night informed him that the first and second hours of the try out meant that he had to attend. Raisa's problem of not studying is not so burdensome because the cross questions and the material is also a test of what they have learned. He was a little sure he could answer it easily.Not to mention the exact reason what he would say to Fairus later when he was suddenly absent. Finding him home in a sad state yesterday afternoon Fairus was almost angry, especially if he knew that he was crying because of Yuda, maybe his brother would immediately teach Y
"To be loved or to love? Anyone wants both. And I'm not lucky enough to just love."(The End, Secrets and Lies)***"Wow, you!" Fairuz threw a punch at Yuda's face who wasn't ready for a surprise attack. Fairuz pulled back Yuda's collar."I've warned you to stay away from my sister if you want your life to be safe."Yuda raised his hand when Ridho was about to approach. No one should interfere, this is his own business and he will sort it out."You make him cry, it means you're ready to—""Bang, okay, let's talk okay," said Rio, unable to bear to see Yuda's battered face. The man could have fought back but Yuda chose not to return every punch he received, letting Fairuz take all his emotions out on him."From now on you stay away from my sister!" Fairuz again punched Yuda in the face until he fell down and then left Yuda's big house."You're all right, right?" Ridho approached, helping Yuda up. The corner of Yuda's
-When someone is hurt, he prefers to cry than talk-***At four o'clock Raisa arrived at her house, she immediately got out of the car and went inside to her room on the second floor. Rio also turned his car to take Kinta home. Yes, Raisa did not go home together in a car with Yuda. The incident this morning made Raisa choose distance from the man without feelings.Raisa still clearly remembers how Yuda left her alone when she opened her eyes, only emptiness stretched out. With sluggish steps, he returned to the Villa and immediately packed up his things to fly to Jakarta. His friend scolded Yuda for the sadness Raisa received but Yuda chose to ignore it, accepting all the insults without rebuttal. Everyone has returned to Jakarta but a piece of Raisa's heart is left in Lombok. A piece of heart that is hurt for the irresponsibility of Yuda who has grown the seeds of love in his heart."Sister, are you asleep? Mother just cooked your favorite food. Come on
-I want to hold your hand but the cavities in your fingers refuse. I give up as long as you're happy-***Author POVRaisa feels guilty. Bela led him up the steps of the villa. Kinta was about to knock on the door but suddenly the maroon door opened showing Rio's face."Come on, he's already inside," Rio said telling them to come in. Raisa immediately broke through, calling Yuda's name.The man seemed to be playing the guitar. Raisa stopped her steps when she saw Yuda on the sofa, Ridho who was sitting opposite chose to get up, pulling Bela up. Rio did the same thing, taking Kinta out while Alif had already entered the kitchen with Arifah. Raisa tried to call Yuda but there was no answer, her fingers were still patiently playing the strings. Raisa chose to sit opposite him, listening to the melodious rhythm that he only knew this time that Yuda was good at playing the guitar."Yu, I want to talk," said Raisa when Yuda stopped his game.
Forgiving the past is my way to always be happy with you. Hope you're not just a part of the past that will be a memory-***Raisa POVI took a breath of fresh air, staring at Karen's brown irises. All these mistakes must be made up for immediately, I will do whatever it takes but I don't want to lie again, like I used to."Karen, I don't want us to be like we used to be. I'm sorry that I pretended to accept your feelings and became your temporary boyfriend while I didn't have any feelings, more than friends," I said.Karen was still waiting for the next sentence I would say to her, in response."And because of that mistake I got the karma according to your wishes," I continued, smiling sadly. Karen's eyebrows shot up, I don't know if she was happy to hear that."I've never forgotten that and I always hope that one day I'll see you again, I'm sorry. You can be my best friend again." Again, I sighed."If you ask if you're still