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2024-10-29 19:42:56-If erasing feelings is the same as erasing ink on a blackboard then my feelings are like being written with permanent marker ink but can never be erased-
One week later …
Yuda was transfixed when the figure of a woman who had adorned his heart for several years, felt lost for her departure now stood in front of him. Still the same small lips with round black eyes smiling at him.
"Yu, I'm not lying. I'm Angel, Yu, I'm sorry I just met you. I miss you, Yu." Angel held Yuda's hand. "You don't miss me?" Yuda gasped, deep down he missed Angel so much that for years the feeling had lodged in his heart. But somehow now it feels different. The warmth when their hands touched was not the same as it used to be. His hatred of betrayal still lingers.
"Sorry, Ngel, I'm just here to make sure it's you who's been chatting with me all this time or not." Angel's smile faded.
"What do you mean, Yu. You still love me, right, Yu? I know you're Yu, you can't mo
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