CHAPTER 4 - YOU ARE MINE

NICOLE'S POV

" Really."

" Yes, I miss you too. Thursday is my favorite day of the week since I started meeting up with you."

" Me too, it's crazy but me too. I find you really interesting and I am curious about you." I blushed because after my confession about all my atrocities, I partially thought that things would be weird between us.

" So you don't dislike me for everything I have done?"

" Of course not, I would have done the same. They deserve it and that's in your past now, right?"

" Right." Did he forget when I said I had one more person to kill or he just wants to pretend we didn't have the conversation.

" Anyways, enough about me. Tell me something about you." I changed the topic because I hate talking about my life.

I spent hours with Asher, gisting about random things. I have learnt a few things about him and I know he just lost his wife.

" What happened to her?"

" An accident, hit and run driver." I guess that's why he looked so sad on Thursday.

" I am sorry."

" It's fine, I am used to it." That was a little strange to hear, did he lose anyone else?

" What do you mean?"

" My parents were murdered a few years ago, I had to go for therapy after witnessing their death. It was a gruesome night but that's a story for another day... But that experience shaped me into who I am today, I am a therapist today because of that night."

He explained and I understand why he is so understanding, he went through a similar situation and I understand exactly how he feels because that night still hunts me.

" I'm so sorry, that must have been so terrible."

" Yes but it's fine." He said he is fine but his mood was down for a while and I thought of something to say that can lift his mood.

" I am thinking of making this a habit, are you enjoying this or would you rather be in the cell?" He asked before I could think of something to say.

" I love habits, I am having a good time with you. I don't mind seeing you twice a week." He smirked at me and my eyes zeroed on his hot lips and I couldn't help but remember how it felt on my lips.

" I wonder what else they can do." I said lustfully.

" What's that?" I didn't realize that I said that out loud until he asked.

" Nevermind, I was thinking of something else." He smiled and I think he knew I was referring to his lips.

" I see... You achieved what you wanted with that kiss." He said out of the blue and he just confirmed that he knew exactly what I was lusting over.

" What was that?"

" I thought about you all day and night, and you got me wanting more." He looked at me intensely and I just wish I could straddle him. " I want you."

" Well I am glad to hear that because you have been on my mind from the first day I saw you."

Now I know his wife is the reason he has been turning down all my advances, I know he wants a rebound but I don't care, I am not in love with him, I just want a good fuck.

" Ten more minutes, inmates." They announced but I am enjoying this moment and I don't want to go.

I can't believe I have been sitting here for the last five to six hours and I still don't want to go... Therapy is fun but this is even better, there is no restriction and he is more free to talk here than when I do most of the talking.

" Do you have a boyfriend?"

" No, I am single." I got up and gave him a hug because it's already time to go.

" Well not anymore, you are mine." The way he claimed me was hot as fuck.

" Good." I turned around and walked away.

" I love you Nicole." He said and I stopped in my tracks.

I didn't expect him to say that, I just wanted to have a good time with him while I am in here but maybe I have taken things too far, I am too fucked up in the head to love anyone, I am locked up and he is free, it can't work.

" I have a baby." I lied as I turned around briefly and I left before he could say anything else.

Honestly I don't know why I lied, I got nervous and I didn't know what to say or maybe I lied just to drive him away before things got too intense between us... It was a perfect day and I ruined it for him but this is for his own good besides, if I didn't make the decision I made six years ago, I will probably have a six year old child and it wouldn't have been a lie.

This is the most fun I have had since I got here eight months ago, now I know why Ruth is always so hyped about visiting day. It's actually very fun to hangout and talk to other people aside from the regular inmates.

The smile on my face vanished the moment I saw Ruth crying in our cell, this is so strange, she's always so happy whenever she returns, did someone die?

" What's wrong?"

" He didn't come?"

" Your fiance?" I asked because I remembered that she mentioned him this morning.

" Yes, this is the second time in a row. I think he is tired of me."

" Or he is busy and he will come tomorrow." Saturdays and Sundays are visiting days and there is a chance he couldn't make it today and he will come tomorrow.

" Yeah?"

" Yes, now clean your pretty little face and let's go for lunch." I smiled.

She's always very happy and this is not a good look on her, besides this is just the second week, so I don't think there is any cause for alarm.

" Okay but not before you tell me about your guest." I sat beside her and smiled.

" It was my hot doctor."

" Really, why?" She got up and started making herself look presentable.

" I don't know, I guess he just wanted me to experience what it feels like to have a visitor." I lied and I don't even know why, I just don't like telling my business to everyone.

" Oh I see, that's very thoughtful of him. Did you have fun?"

" Yes I did." We left the cell and made our way to the dinning hall for lunch, I am actually very hungry.

" That's good, I am glad." We joined the queue for lunch, the food is disgusting as always but I am too hungry to be picky.

Ruth and I were very close to getting our food before someone suddenly pushed me out of the line and I landed on my butt.

I looked back at the queue and saw Shelly standing in my spot smiling down at me... I am so mad right now, if I lay my hands on a pistol, I will drop her dead.

" What the fuck is wrong with you." I pulled her out of the queue and gave her two resounding dirty slaps that made her stagger back.

" You slapped me?" She came at me again but I cleared her legs and she fell on her flat butt.

" You will learn today." I pushed her back before she could get up and I mounted on her.

" Argh." She screamed as I slapped her across the face multiple times till I could see the map of my hand on her face.

People gathered around, watching us and chanting 'fight' but I don't care, I just need to make sure this bitch stays away from me.

" Kingston 42, stop that right now or you will end up in solitary confinement." The warden said and I immediately stopped.

I have been in confinement one too many times and I don't want to end up there today because of this bitch... I raised both my hands to show the warden that I am not doing anything as I slowly tried to get off Shelly.

But that was my mishap because in my brief moment of distraction, Shelly outsmarted me... I felt a sharp pain in my abdomen and by the time I looked down, she was holding a bloody knife.

" Arghhh." I screamed as she removed the knife from one spot and punctured another.

I held her hand and stopped her from trying to stab me again but she pushed me away but I managed to stand and as I looked at the amount of blood I had lost I got dizzy, everyone was blurry but I saw Shelly being held by the warden.

" Hel... Help, help me." I managed to say before I fell to the ground.

My tongue feels dry, and I can hardly feel anything... My body feels so cold like I am freezing. I tried to get up, I need to save myself but I can't feel my legs. " I... I do ..n't want to dieee." I managed to get the words out but my eyes fluttered close and everything went black...